Sentimental charm

Yoon Ho's monologue

I never thought that I was good at being a sentimental person, let alone thinking about some things like a sissy, but since I was drunk that time, I started to change that I don't like myself to have such emotions.

Our group escaped from the sports meeting as we wished. When we arrived in Hong Kong, Xue Zihan’s sister, Zixi, picked me up at the airport. I don’t know how to describe that woman. The lack of vocabulary makes me unable to find a better word to describe her beauty. Maybe it’s not just the simple answer of being beautiful, but I have never seen such a temperament in other girls or women. It turns out that heredity is really so important. Maybe after a few years, Xue Zilin, who is always very noisy, will also change. Be like this.What would the bohemian Xue Zihan look like?

But the trip to Hong Kong without two people was as boring as the competition on the day after Xi Chuan left. I was not even excited when I won a high jump competition. When my classmates were cheering, my thoughts were still Stayed in the morning of dawn, so that I gave up the long jump competition that I was best at, and gave No.1 to another classmate in our high school.

I don't have Xichuan's determination, let alone Xue Zihan's free and easy, I can do whatever I want, for the honor of the school I still had to finish the day's sports meeting, it can be seen that none of us are very happy , although no one said anything, and there was not much discussion about Xichuan's departure, but it was obvious that there was no excitement on the first day. If Xichuan was there, we could see that everyone would not be happy because of his absence. , will there be a trace of relief?

I can say that I came to Hong Kong because of low-pitched booing and persuasion, but only I knew the real reason why I came to Hong Kong. On the night before leaving, I told Xue Zihan where Xichuan’s family lived and where he often went.The reason why I do these things is because I know why Xichuan left suddenly. Maybe I didn’t find anything before this, and I didn’t really understand Xichuan. Although we are best friends, we are friends who talk about everything. , but Xi Chuan never told me the secrets he said after he was drunk.

I was very drunk that day, maybe it had something to do with my mood, I would get drunk when I was in a bad mood, and Xi Chuan and I were somewhat similar in this regard.Xiaosheng is a person who can create an atmosphere. If it weren’t for Xiaosheng’s existence, maybe Xichuan and Xue Zihan would never have known each other. Xichuan is still my best friend. I am willing to be Xichuan’s only friend, and I also regard Xichuan as my only friend. friend.

We won the contest with the teacher of Ninth Middle School as we wished. When everyone was cheering happily, I was sad because Xi Chuan’s hug did not belong to me, the only friend. Chuan is no longer that important, and maybe he is about to withdraw from the ranks of his friends. Compared with Xue Zihan, I will make friends like Xue Zihan. Although Xue Zihan's temperament is unpredictable, it can be seen from his friendship with Xiaosheng over the years. He is a dear friend.

A few years ago, I came to Hong Kong with my parents, but I didn’t have such a good time like this time. We came out this time just to play. After Sister Zixi arranged a hotel for us, we returned to the United States.Now I am a little suspicious of what Xue Zihan said at the beginning. If this trip is really free as Xue Zihan said, it is free of charge for sister Zixi's company, then why did sister Zixi only show up for one night and then go back?It should only be for one person to see, and that person is of course Xi Chuan who didn't come. From this aspect, Xue Zihan is also a very careful person who can consider others.

I regretted telling Xue Zihan the address of Xichuan's home back then, but now it's gone.Xi Chuan was considered a very good friend to have a friend like Xue Zihan.It's just that I don't know whether Xue Zihan has the same mood as Xi Chuan. Thinking of this, I think of the night when Xi Chuan and I were both drunk.

Being able to wake up so early while drunk is of course thanks to Xi Chuan, I have never seen Xi Chuan drunk before, of course, if I didn't have that night with Xi Chuan's rationality, maybe I would never see him in this life.When Xi Chuan was drunk, he was no different from other people, not even as good as me, at least I slept soundly when I was drunk, but Xi Chuan would tell some secrets that he would not normally tell while drunk.

I was not very sober after being woken up by Xi Chuan, until I heard Xi Chuan calling Xue Zihan constantly, my mind suddenly became sober, as if I had never drunk at all.Xi Chuan's words were intermittent, I'm not sure what happened between him and Xue Zihan, so that Xi Chuan would not forget Xue Zihan even after he was drunk.

I got a glass of water for Xi Chuan, Xi Chuan drank it thirsty, and said, "After drinking this bottle of wine, I will never remember you again, Xue Zihan!"I was shocked by Xi Chuan's reaction, maybe I discovered something subconsciously, maybe these were all I had thought about before, but they were slowly frozen in the orbit of the annual rings.

I don't know if curiosity is a good thing. I want Xichuan to be more sober. Maybe Xichuan can tell more things that I don't know, which is also something I want to know, although it has nothing to do with me.I got up and pushed the window open, so that the cool breeze might let Xi Chuan feel better.

Xi Chuan probably took me for Xue Zihan, grabbed my hand and said some incomprehensible words, although I didn't understand, but I understood Xi Chuan's meaning, who made us friends for so many years.After waking up, I never slept again, I don't know what I was thinking, maybe I was in a worse mood than Xi Chuan after drunk.

I have been facing the wall and talking to Xi Chuan, I dare not look at him, there must be ghosts in my heart!I can only say this, Xichuan asked me to hand over the sportswear to Xue Zihan, I put it away before Xichuan walked out of the dormitory building, I don't know if I did it right, because I didn't know what I was thinking at the time What.

It’s like I still don’t know what I’m thinking or talking about. The trip to Hong Kong may be due to my absent-mindedness, so I always feel that everyone seems unhappy.Since that day, I have become such a contradictory person. I hope that Xue Zihan can find Xichuan, but I don't want Xichuan to find Xichuan...