Sentimental charm

In the last subject of English, Xi Chuan felt good about himself, and Boots Han contributed a lot, but what is Boots Han doing now?When he walked out of the classroom, Xi Chuan wanted to call Xue Zihan and tell Xue Zihan the good news that he did well in the exam, so as to save Xue Zihan from worrying. There were happy things, Xi Chuan thought that the first person he wanted to share was Xue Zihan .It's a pity that Xue Zihan's mobile phone was busy and then "The number you dialed has been turned off".

Xi Chuan walked out of the examination room in bewilderment, without any suspicion. There was one more person waiting for Xi Chuan at the entrance of the examination, but it was not Xue Zihan as Xi Chuan thought, but came in a low voice. How about it, Xi Chuan vaguely agreed, and gradually felt a little uneasy in his heart.

"Xiaosheng, are you on vacation?" Xue Zihan was still busy at school, although Xiaosheng and Xue Zihan were not in the same school, it was impossible for him to be on vacation so early.

"No, there is still more than a month before the holiday. I will stop by to see you and see how you are doing in the exam?"

"Xiaosheng!" Li Liang winked at Xiaosheng, signaling Xiaosheng to shut up.But Xi Chuan saw all this, especially Li Liang's weird eyes. Could it be that something happened to Xue Zihan?Xi Chuan's heartbeat couldn't help but speed up.

"Hush, where have you been?"

"I went to see Xue Zihan!" He whispered as if Shi didn't understand what Li Liang meant, and continued, "That kid Zihan dares to make us poor and happy, his girlfriend doesn't look like Xi Chuan at all." Xi Chuan felt his head buzzing There was a sound, as if something had fallen and hit my heart, and I felt short of breath for a moment.

Xi Chuan closed his eyes, gave his heart a buffer time, took a long breath, and asked, "Xiao Sheng, what did you just say?" Xiao Sheng didn't pay attention to Xi Chuan's reaction when he heard that Xue Zihan had a girlfriend. He continued: "I know Zihan has a girlfriend, so I want to go and see what it's like, don't say that I really saw it this time, it doesn't look like Xichuan at all."

Li Liang's eyes never left Xi Chuan, and he wanted to rush over to support Xi Chuan at this moment, but his hands stopped in mid-air, and he didn't know whether to help, because Xi Chuan didn't faint as Li Liang imagined, but was abnormal. Smiling, she laughed at herself, "Of course she's a girl, she's not like me. If she was like me, wouldn't she be a boy, Xue Zihan wouldn't like it either."

Xi Chuan couldn't help laughing, and wanted to laugh at himself but couldn't. After whispering something, Xi Chuan didn't listen to a word, only knowing that Xue Zihan had a girlfriend.

"I'm going back first, you guys play!"

"Xi Chuan, let's have a meal together, you can go back." Xi Chuan said softly, holding back Xi Chuan who was about to leave.

"Xi Chuan, I'll take you back!" Li Liang followed. —MXGBOK—

"It's really unnecessary, I'll go back by myself, Li Liang, go and check out the hotel room."

Xi Chuan didn't want to say anything, and felt breathless if he said a word, but he couldn't help but wonder if Shi Xiaosheng was lying to him, or Xue Zihan wanted to give him a surprise, so he said it in a low voice.Didn't I lie to Xue Zihan a few days ago that Yin Hao was broken in love?It must not be true, it must not be true, Xi Chuan's every nerve is clamoring that it is impossible, but the brain center firmly tells Xi Chuan that Xue Zihan has a girlfriend.

Xi Chuan, why are you so stupid, haven't you noticed it yet?Xue Zihan's phone calls became less and less, and he didn't even come for the most important college entrance examination.And thinking back on Li Liang's abnormalities these days, it seemed that he knew that Xue Zihan had a girlfriend, but he never told him.Xi Chuan didn't have the extra energy to think about why Li Liang didn't tell him, but all the facts were telling Xi Chuan that Xue Zihan had a girlfriend.

The college entrance examination has just ended, Xi Chuan was still full of confidence to be admitted to the target university one minute ago, but at this moment Xi Chuan suddenly felt that these were meaningless, so what if he was admitted to the university, Xue Zihan already had a girlfriend, and he This year's hard work was to be able to be with Xue Zihan. When he had worked hard and paid, Xue Zihan already had a girlfriend.

Xi Chuan took out his mobile phone and no longer cared about being shy, and called Xue Zihan's number over and over again, but the phone was still turned off. Xi Chuan hated himself for not calling Xue Zihan earlier, why he didn't think of calling until the phone was turned off. Telephone.This was the only contact he had with Xue Zihan.

Xi Chuan repeated the only one over and over again, aren't they the only one for each other?But now, the only one is just a lie, where does the only one come from in the world?Xi Chuan thought of the QQ number that Xue Zihan had applied for for him. Xi Chuan didn't want to think too much about it, but just wanted to contact Xue Zihan to find out.

Xi Chuan entered the familiar password over and over again, but the last row of letters on the bottom row of the keyboard was unacceptable, so he tried the middle one and the upper one, and when the game was over, Xue Zihan changed all the passwords.What if I contacted Xue Zihan?What else do you want to say to Xue Zihan?Tell yourself that he has a girlfriend?Xi Chuan was decadent like never before, and sat on the ground, looking at the flickering screen saver, all the past events flashed through his mind one by one.It turned out that Xue Zihan never lost his ruthless nature, and after having a girlfriend, he resolutely cut off all ties.

Xi Chuan could finally truly understand Xia Yumeng's feelings at that time. He didn't want to do anything, he didn't want to talk about any karma, and all the good things in the past appeared in his mind for a while, making people powerless, and his mind was full. It's good for two people to be together.Only when you lose it will you know how to cherish it. Living seems to have become a burden, and death is the best relief. It turns out that life is better than death.

Xi Chuan sat on the ground motionless, it was getting dark, the room was dark, the lights were not turned on, and it was pitch black. In the dark night, the flickering of the computer screen made Xi Chuan feel a little dazzling. These things were once related to Xue Zihan Everything made Xi Chuan extremely sad.Back then, Xue Zihan had to say hello to himself when buying a computer in order to avoid getting angry, but now that he has a girlfriend, he was kept in the dark.

Xi Chuan didn't want to pay attention to the urgent knock on the door. It might be better if he just died like this. He didn't have to think about anything anymore, but thinking of his mother, Xi Chuan shed tears, and the tears he had endured for a long time could no longer be tolerated. Controlling, Xi Chuan raised his head vigorously, but the tears still fell to the ground like dropped beads.Xi Chuan lay on the ground wiping away his tears, the knock on the door became more urgent, Xi Chuan stood up slowly.

Li Liang stood under the dim light, his palms already dripping with cold sweat. The moment he saw Xi Chuan, Li Liang breathed a sigh of relief, "It's okay! It's okay, you're fine!" Xi Chuan stood at the door without inviting Li Liang in. house, just standing like that.It would be great if Xue Zihan was standing at the door.Li Liang just looked at Xi Chuan like that, without saying a word, his face became even uglier, with an indescribable gloom, he didn't think at all of Li Liang, whom Xi Chuan once knew.

Xi Chuan turned around and went back to the living room, Li Liang followed in, closed the door, and turned on the light in the room. The flash of light made Xi Chuan feel a little flustered, as if his heart, which was already full of scars, was spread out in the sun , accepted the scrutiny of everyone, let everyone talk about it, and shouted, "Shut it!"

Li Liang hurriedly turned off the light that had just been turned on, and the room became a dark world again. With the little light flashed by the computer, only blurred figures of each other could be seen.

Li Liang didn't speak all the time, and sat alone in front of the computer, but his eyes never left Xi Chuan.Li Liang turned down the sound of the computer, opened the game Xianjian, and played it as if he was used to it, "Xichuan, do you want to play the game!" This is the first time Xichuan heard the soundtrack of the game Xianjian. Xue Zihan was afraid of affecting Xichuan's study, so he would wear headphones when playing games.

Xi Chuan slowly moved to the computer, wanting to see what the game that Xue Zihan was enjoying was like. Seeing Xi Chuan approaching, Li Liang quickly gave up his chair and let Xi Chuan sit down, "Xi Chuan , This is the fairy sword, if you want to play, I will teach you, it is very fun, if you don't believe me, try it." Li Liang's tone seemed to be teaching a child.

"Yes! Click this and follow this path. The map of the labyrinth is here." Xi Chuan had just clicked twice indiscriminately, but Li Liang began to guide him. Xi Chuan wanted to do one thing so that he would no longer He wanted to think about Xue Zihan, and wanted to focus all his attention on the game, but what appeared in his mind was Shi Xue Zihan. No matter how fantastic and colorful the scene was, he couldn't attract even a single bit of attention.

"Li Liang, I don't want to play anymore, you can play."

Li Liang pressed Xi Chuan, who was about to get up, and said, "Playing this game will become addictive, if you don't believe me, try it."

Xi Chuan really needs something to make him addicted, so that he can temporarily forget it, so that his brain has no free time to think about things other than addiction. Maybe he is already addicted to Xue Zihan. If he wants to quit this Xue Zihan, You have to find something to do that makes you addicted.

Xi Chuan reopened the game screen, it was the level saved by Xue Zihan, and he never passed it.Li Liang pointed to the game screen and said, "Xi Chuan, as long as you can pass all levels, then everything will be fine!"

Xi Chuan listened to Li Liang's words like a child, Li Liang's intentions were very good, Xi Chuan in this state didn't have the energy to think about it, but Xi Chuan followed suit and put all his energy into the game as much as possible.Li Liang also tried his best to forget Xichuan's current pretense, and discussed with Xichuan how to pass each level.

Xi Chuan's intelligence and talent were beyond Li Liang's expectations. After fighting all night, Xi Chuan had cleared all the checkpoints before dawn.At three or four o'clock, Li Liang also felt that his head was heavy, and it was all because Xi Chuan was fighting alone. Li Liang just kept looking at Xi Chuan without closing his eyes.

Another morning, when a faint light shone into the room, Xi Chuan turned off the computer, thinking that he could not survive, but unexpectedly saw the sun of the next morning.Xi Chuan stood up, looked at Li Liang who was yawning again and again but still persisted, and said, "Li Liang, go to sleep!"

Li Liang shook his head, he was so sleepy that he seemed to have no energy to speak, Li Liang was still sitting on the small stool where he had been watching the battle all night, lifted his spirits, and said, "I'm not sleepy, you go to sleep, I'll watch you sleep."

Xi Chuan forced a smile, "I'm fine, I'm relaxed after the college entrance examination, Xue Zihan said, I'm finally relaxed now, thank you for playing games with me all night."

Xi Chuan's smile, which was uglier than crying, made Li Liang feel sleepy all of a sudden, and thought of what happened last night. Li Liang went to Xi Chuan's house first, but Xi Chuan's mother said that Xi Chuan hadn't come back yet, so Li Liang I found it in a hurry, the house was pitch black, Li Liang thought that something happened to Xi Chuan at the time, and when he went upstairs, he prayed over and over again that Xi Chuan would not have an accident, and finally Xi Chuan opened the door, and Li Liang finally let go of his heart. But seeing Xichuan's appearance, Li Liang felt even more sad.

Li Liang cooperated with Xi Chuan and said: "Well, relax! Let me relax with you. I have never been so relaxed after the college entrance examination last year. I have to train every day after I go to college. Where are you going to play? Take me with you Let's go." Li Liang didn't want to do anything, seeing Xi Chuan's sad look, Li Liang only hoped that he could watch him and nothing would happen.It seemed like Xichuan wanted to watch Xia Yumeng at that time, fearing that something would happen to Xia Yumeng.

"I want to go home, but I haven't told my mother what the exam is like." Xi Chuan was about to leave, but Li Liang stopped in front of Xi Chuan and said, "You shouldn't live here anymore after the college entrance examination, how about You pack up your things, and I'll take them back with you."

Even if Li Liang didn't say that, Xi Chuan would probably never come here again. Xi Chuan was used to letting himself forget, and it was very difficult to truly forget. The only thing he could do was not to touch those things related to memory.Xi Chuan echoed Li Liang's words, and began to pack his own things. Is there any thing in this house that has nothing to do with Xue Zihan? It's not easy for Xi Chuan to really throw it away.

In the end, Xi Chuan didn't bring anything with him. He looked at each room and walked out of the room where he and Xue Zihan had spent many days alone, and these became Xi Chuan's indelible pain.Li Liang followed Xi Chuan silently, seeing that Xi Chuan didn't clean up anything, Li Liang could understand Xi Chuan's mood.

"En!" Xi Chuan handed the key to Li Liang and asked, "Li Liang, please return this to Xue Zihan for me, and just say thank you for his help to me."

Xi Chuan was stuck in his throat, all the words he wanted to say were held in his chest, and he couldn't say any more.Xi Chuan stuffed the key into Li Liang's hands, turned around and left alone, taking nothing away, let everything stay here, everything in the past, what you never had, what you had and lost, what you are still looking for, A future that withers before it blooms.