Bungo common problem

Why does Odasaku regret it?

Edogawa Ranbu's voice was still in her ears, and she had such doubts in her heart following the other party's words, and then gave the answer in the next second.

Qianli is not dull, he just thinks about it in another place and reacts instantly.

If the person who concealed it was replaced by Oda Saku, she would also be sad.

If the person concerned never finds out, then you won’t regret it if you fail, right?

But... is she really confident?

The phone was accidentally hung up by her under the shock of her mind, Qianli lowered her eyes and stared at the empty mobile phone screen, her voice was hoarse.

"Dazai."

She sniffed, looked up at Osamu Dazai, and showed a forced smile.

"I seem to... always make the wrong choices."

"Right and wrong in the world are just a criterion for judging. Other people's and your own. The difference lies in whether you care."

The iris-colored pupils meet the golden ones, and what's moving inside is a warm gaze that is different from the way it treats other existences.

— is to understand.

"In fact, for us, such a choice..."

It is really a normal thing, and it will always be ranked first.

It is gentle and cruel.

He didn't say all the words, but Qianli already understood what the other party meant.

If it is the other party, they will probably choose the same way as themselves.The difference is that the other party has the ability to hide anyone, but she doesn't have that IQ, so she really can't do it.

To be known about the dedication behind this kind is tantamount to putting the whole scarred heart in front of another person, so that every scar is exposed to the sight.

This is really a very uncomfortable thing to think about.

Originally, I just wanted to protect blindly, but at the moment of announcement, this kind of protection will become a sharp knife stabbing at the other party.

So in her and their opinion, ignorance is the best. Others don't need to know what they are carrying, as long as they always feel that they will always be the one who can laugh and laugh.

This is their selfishness.

"I don't want to tell Odasaku."

"Ah."

"I don't want to worry people either."

"Ah."

"But it's okay not to say it now?"

"Ah."

"Thank you, Dazai."

"Uh-huh?"

Qianli listened to the other party's unresponsive tone for a while, so he could not help but lower his eyes, but he didn't mean to explain.

"Anyway, I'm going out now to confess."

She said such words easily, as if she was talking about a very common thing, but only she and Osamu Dazai knew how much determination it took.

"Can Dazai do me a favor? I think I might need a little courage."

"For things like courage, is it really okay to come to me?"

Osamu Dazai asked like this, but his body was already moving. He moved closer to Qianli, stretched out his hand, and gave Qianli a hug.

Not too hard, with a bit of looseness, leaving enough room for each other, but still close to the body.

"It's better to say, at least for me, there is no one more suitable than Dazai."

It's hard to imagine, right?There would be someone who could find such comfort from Osamu Dazai, at least she never imagined before she really got to know each other.

The body of the other party is warm and can transmit warmth. Even if compared to other people, the heat on the two of them is not too warm, but it is more effective.

"I hope Odasaku won't be too angry."

But obviously it is impossible.

Chisato took a step back, smiled at Dazai Osamu, then withdrew to leave, turned and walked to the door.

The moment he entered the living room, he saw a red-haired man standing by the window.The other party turned around just because they heard footsteps.

Surrounded by a circle of golden sunlight, with a somewhat trancelike brilliance, until the other party stepped forward and left the window, the man like the old father reappeared.

"Thousands of miles."

Oda Sakunosuke read the other party's name, and had a premonition of what was going to happen next.

"Yes."

Qianli responded and stopped at a distance of three meters from the other party.

"I'm here to confess."

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, then opened her eyes with firmness, and continued to speak.

"First of all, I want to apologize to you, Oda, because no matter how many times I come again, my choice will not change. And you will be very angry when you find out, so I will take a useless precaution in advance now."

Hearing a long passage, Oda Sakunosuke immediately had a bad feeling. This must be a very serious matter, otherwise Chisato would not have said such a thing.

But now, he can only nod.

He really wanted to know what Qianli was hiding from him.

"Actually, it's very simple to say."

Chisato observed the expression of Oda Sakunosuke, and then looked away a few seconds later, like a prisoner about to be tried, telling his evidence in front of the only judge.

With a very relaxed voice, she condensed all the exhaustion and the profound meaning it represented into a short sentence.

"As the price for being able to reveal the future and change my destiny, I just lost the ability to be immune to superpowers, and I won't be able to leave Yokohama in the future."

And... already?

Oda Sakunosuke's throat tightened, so dry that he had the illusion of pain. He stared blankly at the girl in front of him who was even smiling, his teeth clenched and his expression tensed.

How can you use the description "just"?

Losing ability and being unable to leave Yokohama, no matter which one it is, cannot be summed up in a simple way.

Compared to the world, Japan is just an island country, and compared to Japan, Yokohama is just one of the cities.

Lost ability, being imprisoned here, imprisoned in a city of only over 400 square kilometers, why do you still have such a relaxed attitude?

Obviously...

Obviously——

Suddenly, a voice broke his confusion.

"Are you angry?"

Qianli, who asked this question, looked extremely calm, no matter in his expression or eyes, he seemed to have no extra emotion, and just spoke quietly.

"It's only natural for you to be angry, Odasaku, right? It's really my fault that I concealed such a thing from you. I feel very sorry..."

"say no more……"

Oda Sakunosuke cut off Chisato's words with a stiff expression.

"Stop talking...you have nothing to apologize to me."

Rather, things should be just the opposite. He made the other party pay so much, and it was all because of him.

If it wasn't for him, if it wasn't for him not being able to see the other party's long-standing worries, how could the other party pay such a price?

"But I..."

The interrupted Chisato wanted to say something more in a low voice, but in the next second she saw Oda Sakunosuke walking towards her aggressively, with such a speed that the hem of his windbreaker fluttered backwards.

Qianli wanted to back subconsciously, but his feet seemed to be nailed to the floor and he couldn't move. He could only look at the other party so close to him, and finally stopped his body.

What is he going to do?

In Chisato's bewildered expression, Oda Sakunosuke bent down and hugged him tightly.

It was more forceful than ever before, as if it was holding an existence that would disappear if it was slightly relaxed.It is the fine sand that flows from between the fingers, and the light that can disappear from the sky.

"Odasaku?"

Chisato was hugged by Oda Sakunosuke in a daze, at a loss as to whether he should hug him back or not.

Shouldn't you be very angry?Why did it suddenly happen?

Oda Sakunosuke didn't speak, he just hugged Chisato, feeling the temperature of the other's body, and the blue eyes were complicated and hard to distinguish.

What do you want him to say?

say sorry?But if you say it, it means denying what she has done.

say thank youBut really thank you, wouldn't that be too arrogant.

Whether it is right or wrong, who can tell?If you stand in the position of the other party, who will definitely say that you can do better than her?

Oda Sakunosuke can understand, but Oda Sakunosuke also doesn't want to accept it.

His freedom is her imprisonment.

This price is too heavy.

"Odasaku."

Qianli's voice calmed down again, different from the previous silence, this time, with a more peaceful taste.

"I've already said a lot of sorry words, so let's talk about something else."

She slowly hugged him back and spoke in a soft voice.

"I really feel that losing my ability and not leaving Yokohama is nothing. Originally, I didn't have much to rely on my ability, and Yokohama is also the city where I have lived for nearly three years."

"I'm still intact. You, Odasaku, have also changed your destiny. What you delivered is not important to me. Compared with maybe not being able to leave with you, I care more."

She spoke relaxed words, and her golden eyes were somewhat lonely, but more gentle.

"So, it's not that you can't see each other after life and death. If you want to meet, you can meet at any time. There is no need to worry about such things, right? I don't think there is much need to be sad."

At this moment, the positions of the two were completely reversed, and Qianli was more like the one comforting, even the hand on the other's back made a pat motion.

"do not be angry."

She soothed softly.

"If you're sad, then I'm sad too."

So in order for us to stop being sad, at least, at least we must accept this reality.

Chisato tried her best to minimize the impact of this incident, but it was Oda Sakunosuke's hoarse voice that answered her.

"Don't say such things again..."

He slowly let go of his embrace, slowly with a cautious feeling.When he opened the distance and stared at Qianli again, what was reflected in the blue eyes was the suspicious and soft appearance of the other party.

She really wanted to comfort him, she really felt that her contribution was not too much, not even a little bit of sadness appeared in those eyes.

But it was precisely because of this that Oda Sakunosuke felt an uncontrollable pain in his heart, and even his breathing became more difficult. His body, which had always been flexible, seemed to be injected with stagnant water, making it difficult for him to move.

Is she really not sad?

Did she really never feel sad?

He would rather the other party be sad and crying than a warm smile at this moment.

Oda Sakunosuke raised his left hand. In contrast, the wide palm covered each other's sight, floating gently in front of Chisato's eyes.

"don't want……"

He repeated, but couldn't say anything after that.

"Don't..."

Make such a nonchalant expression!