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The reply to Gide is a complete letter that Qianli put together after typing many drafts.

Although she has always thought that as long as she does not seek Oda Saku, she is free to find anyone, but when the real thing comes to an end, facing Gide's letter full of sincerity and confusion, her attitude is more cautious.

The next day, Gide received a letter from Qianli.

It is different from the thinness of the previous letter, just holding it in your hand, it is different from the thickness of that letter, and people can understand in an instant that the other party must have given a good answer to his letter.

He couldn't help but think back to Qianli's last letter. He obviously didn't feel good about his senses, but he only expressed his dissatisfaction with the title, other than that, he didn't express any anger at all.

Words like inexplicably cute and obviously cute are not suitable for a literary giant, but Gide does have such an impression in his heart, and it will last for a long time.

He collected himself, sat on the chair, opened the envelope with a cautious attitude, and took out the letter paper inside.

It is also handwritten, and the orderly paragraphs make the whole letter not look messy, but give people a sense of patchwork.Gide took a deep breath, and looked at the content with an attitude of eager anticipation.

【拝启

I have received your reply, and I have understood your thoughts.In the process of reading, I also had many doubts, but this is an inevitable process, and people understand each other only because of curiosity.

First, let me answer your last question one by one.

Regarding your experience, and the similarity with the general in the book "Spectre", I can tell you frankly that this is not accidental.

Because the protagonist, the general, does have your shadows, I have searched a lot of information, including yours, or the birth of the general is like this.

You are puzzled by the current ending of "Spectre", and feel that this is not satisfactory.In fact, for me at the time, writing there was already the limit.

The reason for this cannot be explained, but it is true, and I cannot continue to write "Spectre".But your appearance and doubts gave me a new idea, an indescribable feeling almost of anticipation.

If you feel incomplete about the ending, why not try to write the ending yourself?I'm not afraid of jokes, a lot of my writing is just based on imagination, and I often feel confused and feel that my understanding of the characters is not in place.

But unlike me, as you, as a "general", you must have a deeper understanding, right?

Writing a novel is describing people. All the thoughts, all emotions, all the love and hate in the heart can be expressed through words. It can even guide people and make them resonate in various ways. Literature is such a wonderful existence .

I am sincerely looking forward to it, maybe this is not enough to be a "meaning", but the so-called meaning is created by people, people think it is meaningful, so something gives that meaning.

I have heard a saying: Man is born to redeem himself.

So don’t let the past bind you. The “death” of wheat is for the continuation. We don’t know what the wheat thinks. If you call it salvation, then think carefully, what you want is not the continuation, but the redemption of the wheat itself .

I really want to say to you, "Please find a new meaning, maybe you can see it in the process of writing." I also feel that if I really say it, I might be considered a big talk.

Because I am not you, how can I truly understand your pain?Understanding is probably the easiest and most difficult thing.

but--

If you just keep it in your heart and never speak, then there is absolutely no possibility of being known, and it is impossible to talk about understanding.This is my own real experience. I know that it is very sad not to be understood.

You are the most qualified one.At least, I mean at least, will I see the day when Spectre has an ending?

...]

There was a long list of words, and there were answers to other questions below. Gide watched intently, and only he knew the surging emotions in his heart.

He felt that his heart was being tossed repeatedly by the turbulent waves, and felt that it was as if it was in a deep forest, so calm that only the quiet breeze passed by quietly.

The opposite thoughts merged so strangely that he didn't even know what he was thinking.

Redemption, meaning, qualification, understanding...

Does he, they, own these things?

The dark red eyes were blank for a moment, and then gradually regained their spirit in the next second. Something emerged a little bit, like a little bit of green breaking out of the dead ground, small but firm.

What is born?

Gide was a little puzzled, but seemed to have understood it, and then fell silent.

He answered their questions fairly, without any malice because of this relationship, and even looked forward to "enemies" like them.

The writer Qianli, no, is the teacher Qianli.She is worthy of the name of a literary hero, with a heart and a magnanimity.

After a while, he lowered his eyes and looked at the last paragraph.

[Finally, there is something about Oda Sakunosuke.

But at this point, it must be difficult for people to make concessions.But after much deliberation, as a stranger I have never met, I have no right to make you "back off".

But he is indeed very important to me, so I should be hostile to you.

Although I was looking forward to it, but after this letter, let's pretend that we have never been in touch.

——Thousands of miles]

Gide:! ! !

What?Teacher Qian, Qianli!

Just as his pupils were shaking, there was a sudden gunshot outside, and the adjutant's voice came into his ears along with the sound.

"Commander, there are a large number of people with guns around, suspected to be an attack by the port mafia."

……

I don't know what happened on Gide's side, but after she sent the letter full of polite chicken soup, looking forward to battling back to advance, she was completely connected.

After all, it is impossible for her to get involved in the incident. All she can do now is to observe the extent of the incident.

So, when she was suddenly told by Oda Sakunosuke that she could leave, she was very surprised.

"mimic... solved?"

"Yes, but the follow-up has nothing to do with us."

Oda Sakunosuke's answer was very serious, but Dazai Osamu's words were quite casual.

"After all, Mr. Mori took over the matter of solving the mimic. He should be the one who is in a hurry to solve the matter. Now Chuya is on a business trip, I can't find anyone, and Odasaku doesn't care about him. He even surrounded and suppressed the base of mimic before. coming."

His voice was schadenfreude.

"Most importantly, mimic evacuated Yokohama."

Although they are all "solutions", everyone knows that leaving Yokohama is not a pretty result compared to never having future troubles.Perhaps even Mr. Mori didn't expect that mimic would withdraw so simply, which caught people off guard.

No, it's not too "caught off guard".Probably from now on, there will be thousands of more fans, and they are still very fanatical.

Osamu Dazai thought about such a thing and kept talking.

"In short, all that's left is to leave. Odasaku is fine, and it won't take long to wash it."

After all, the other party has nothing but the life of the former killer, but he has more, and it is estimated that it will take about two years.

Being settled by Dazai's coffin, Qianli also felt relieved, she smiled briskly, and there was genuine relaxation in her eyes.

"It's not like there's no time for whitewashing, and Dazai will be there soon."

Great……

It's finally over...

For such a long time, or it can be said that for the past two years, the stone that has been pressing on my heart finally disappeared. Qianli stared at the two people in front of him, and suddenly felt dazed in his heart.

Next... what else to do?

Odasaku is fine now, as if he... has no goals anymore.Do you want to continue writing?How about buying a villa by the sea?

She was confused, and Oda Sakunosuke's voice came to her ears.

"Thousands of miles."

The familiar voice made her feel at ease when she heard it. She looked into the other person's eyes, and her figure was reflected in the blue.

He says--

"Let's leave together."

leave together?Yes, she was going to leave with the other party.As long as there is Oda Saku, it's the same wherever you go, isn't it?

Such thoughts spread in her heart, and warmth gushed out little by little. She bent her eyes and was about to respond when she suddenly felt something strange.

The restriction that should be lifted reappeared in the bottom of my heart at this moment. It was not a previous warning, but a detailed notice.

"Dimensionality reduction" on the soul, confinement on the body.She is no longer qualified to return to the original world, and there is no way to leave Yokohama anymore.

She will not be able to leave Yokohama and will be restricted directly at the border if she tries to.

Qianli opened his eyes wide, a smile froze on his face.

Why not tell her in the first place?

she thinks.

It was too late, but when she wanted to leave, at such a warm moment, he told her everything, without even giving her any preparation in advance.

Why, why did you tell yourself now?

"I'm sorry Odasaku."

Before tears welled up in her eyes, she lowered her head abruptly, and even spoke a few minutes faster.

"I have some things I want to stay in Yokohama for a while, can you and Dazai leave first?"

She spoke in a questioning sentence pattern, but her voice didn't rise in the slightest. Instead, she seemed to be suppressing something, with a somewhat weird tone.

No, no, no!

Don't worry Odasaku.Only this, this visible and tangible thing cannot be exposed.

The peace that I worked so hard to whitewash cannot collapse now, if it is known...

"I suddenly thought of an inspiration, let's leave and record it first."

Qianli found a plausible reason, turned around and ran directly into the bedroom in a hurry, his flustered footsteps meant fleeing.

"Thousands of miles?"

In the worried call of Oda Sakunosuke, she turned and locked the door of the room, trying to suppress the sobs in her throat but couldn't stop the tears from bursting.

The warmth that finally rushed out of the eye sockets became cold in the air, and they went down aggressively, leaving a transparent tear trail, but they followed Qianli's wishes and did not make the slightest sound.

Even the tears are forbeared and quiet.

it's nothing……

It's just...can't leave...that's all...

Things like going home...

Go home this kind of thing!You've already prepared yourself, haven't you?

She took a deep breath, wiped away her tears, curled the corners of her lips, and pulled out a small, quiet smile.

It's just a little price, just because the incident happened suddenly and I was not prepared.

The incident is over, today is a good day, you have to smile.

——You have to smile.

"Odasaku, Dazai."

With her back against the door panel, she raised her head with a stiff smile, fixedly staring at the ceiling, using her most normal voice, deliberately speeding up a little, so that the raised voice could be transmitted outside through the wooden door.

"Let me record it first, it will be fine in a short while."

Already calmed down, so start writing bits and pieces now for the sake of authenticity.