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The mail just lay there so plainly, it was obviously an ordinary mail, but at this moment, in the eyes of Oda Sakunosuke, it was like Pandora's magic box.

Unlike Pandora, he probably already guessed the result the moment he saw it.

Should I open this email now?

Oda Sakunosuke asked himself this, and then, he came up with an affirmative answer in his heart.

Without hesitation, extremely decisive.

The difference between the death penalty and the death penalty is probably just the waiting and suffering in the delayed result, and I...

He fixedly stared at the mail with his name marked on it for a long while, moved the mouse in a determined and cautious manner, watched the arrow on the screen come to the position of the mail, and then pressed his index finger stiffly.

The mail was opened, and the contents inside were exposed to Oda Sakunosuke's sight.

[To Oda Sakunosuke.

As for the letter, it is better to start with the full name, right?Even if it's email, although it feels more like paper, email is more convenient.

Regarding whether to write a letter or not, I hesitated for a long time, and finally felt that it would be too irresponsible to have no beginning and no end, so I wrote this email.

Not much gossip, let's get to the point.

First of all, when you see this email, please make sure that you, Oda Saku, are in a calm mood, because the following words are all my willful words.

Quite willful, be sure to be prepared to be angry!

Wow, I can even imagine Odasaku with a cold face, maybe you are still thinking about educating me or something, because Odasaku has always felt like the elder father of everyone. ]

The first few paragraphs are light and playful, as if they are just letters for chatting on weekdays, without even the slightest heaviness.

Oda Sakunosuke's expression softened slightly, and the moment he realized his mentality had changed, he pursed his lips, but held the mouse even harder.

That's what she's always been good at, hasn't it?Even in emails, he can make such a nonchalant and relaxed look, as if the other party has always been brisk and bright.

Under the eyes of Oda Sakunosuke, there are more than ten lines of blank space with only one dot below the beginning. Even if it is a computer, there is no way to see what is behind without pulling it down. distance.

[Are you ready?

Alright, so I'm going to say it now.

I'm going home!

Are you surprised?In fact, I have thought about this matter for a long time, and I also did not expect it to be so sudden, but accidents are always unpredictable.

But saying goodbye is really a sad thing, so I am really sorry about this, magnanimous, magnanimous.

If you've received this email, it means I'm on my way home, right?Maybe it's already at home? ]

go home?

Oda Sakunosuke stared at the two words on the screen, pondering over and over in his heart, but couldn't figure out a rule.

It happened suddenly, indeed suddenly.But, is that so-called "going home" really going home?

If this is something that can really be done, why has the other party never said it?

"You never said that."

He asked softly, his suppressed voice was somewhat hoarse, as if he wanted to convey his question to the owner who wrote this email through the email.

But at the same time, Oda Sakunosuke was very clear that he would never get an answer from the other party himself.

but……

If this is a really feasible thing, how can the other party be trapped in Yokohama?That unknown force, the so-called fate or something...

He wanted to say something more, but when it came to his lips, it only became a repeated sentence.

"You never said that."

Oda Sakunosuke knew Chisato better than the other party imagined.

Therefore, no one knows better than him.

The so-called going home is just...

But it is……

The words behind did not condense exactly, the bright light of the screen flickered in those blue eyes, Oda Sakunosuke moved his eyes down and continued to look down.

[Of course, it’s not that I don’t like Oda Saku, Oda Saku is the best person I’ve met in this world.It is no exaggeration to say that I can praise you for 5 minutes without stopping.

Yes, you are that good!

Special - don't - great -!

But how?Sure enough, you still want to go home?

Oda Saku doesn't have to worry about me. It should be a happy thing to be able to go home. Although it is also parting from you at the same time, how can there be a feast that lasts forever?

I think you can think that I just traveled to a far away place, because it is so far away that it becomes difficult to meet each other.

That's right, that's it.

I have embarked on a long journey, and of course I will remember to buy gifts for you...well, and everyone.

Please don't feel sad because of this, we can miss, but there is no need to be sad.If you are really sad about this, then when Xingsuke and the others grow up and go to other places in the future, wouldn't Odasaku be too sad?

Doing this in advance now is considered a kind of adaptation, right?

I will miss you.

Well, the above content is over here.In the end, what I want to say is-

Oda Sakuno helps you pigeon spirit! (loud——)

Although I have written a book now, I must work harder in the future. Don't write the book "The Hidden Things" after so many years like before, it is not enough to read!

as well as.

"The Hidden Thing" is really good.

Very, very beautiful! ]

At this point, the letter has come to the end, all the content has been presented, and there is no more space for the drop-down.

Oda Sakunosuke was silent, there was only the slight sound of the computer running in the whole room, other than that, the silence was terrifying.

He can't tell what's going on in his heart, he only knows that it's so complicated that even she can't tell it apart, it's just a mess, like a ball of wool scratched by a cat, all kinds of knots make people completely confused. There is no way to sort it out.

Now, what else can he say?

Traveling, missing, urging, affirming, my own words that are so relaxing from beginning to end.

If it was face to face, the other party would definitely not be able to say such a thing.In fact, that child is not very eloquent.

Oda Sakunosuke thought.

The other party must have thought about this email for a long time, and even the above words must have been changed again and again, and it became such a content as if nothing happened.

As if... just as if.

If the other party was standing in front of him at this time, or as the other party said, she really started her own journey, then he definitely didn't mind showing a knowing smile.

However, where is the truth so easy?

He knew it, he made a lot of inquiries on the way back, and he learned more from Fukuzawa Yukichi.

As a result, all the ease has turned into a reassuring and deliberately created happiness, a tenderness that can be seen at a glance.

Isn't that the case?

Oda Sakunosuke's hand that had been tightly holding the mouse suddenly loosened as if off-line, and he leaned back on the chair slumped.

However, his gaze never left the screen from beginning to end. The words were clearly black, but looking around, each one seemed like a small stone.

They are inconspicuous, but they can be turned into blunt weapons when they are lined up, constantly beating on the heart.

There is no wound and no bleeding, but it hurts enough, and it lasts like a long-lasting tug-of-war, and he refuses to admit defeat no matter what.

Qianli is a child who never wants to cause trouble for others, and he has discovered it since the first day we met.

At that time, she was a small one, and she looked like she could leave this world at any time and disappear.I brought him back home. I felt that my status was not good enough to take care of children, so I sent him to the police station. Who would have thought that because of my enemy, I would form a bond again later.

He brought the injured person home again, and since then, the person named Oda Sakunosuke has had a different life.

Another existence appeared in one person's home, from the mature and polite at the beginning gradually became more relaxed and intimate, and many things became two copies, from the shoes that can be seen at home, to the water cups, dishes and chopsticks at home , toiletries, and small decorations that are different from his simplicity.

He also knows what to worry about.

After work and on the way home from get off work, I always think about what to bring home as a surprise that the other party will like, and then ask others for advice while struggling.

He has become more "human," as his former colleagues put it.

So, who changed whom?

Of the two of them, Oda Sakunosuke and Chisato, who needs the other more?

Oda Sakuyuki moved the corners of his lips, and found that he couldn't even lift a wry smile, his muscles were like eternal rocks, and his nerves couldn't mobilize even a single bit of his body.

It's me.

The person who needs the other person more, the person who has been changed, the person who has become better.

It's also... the person whose fate was desperately changed.

Always be yourself.

It's always been me.

Clenching the hand hanging by his side, he slowly closed his eyes, and a deep sigh flowed from his lips.

It's Oda Sakunosuke.

——It’s me.