I became my ex-husband's dog

Go back to seven years ago.Ruan Yu is definitely not the one who just got married seven years ago.

That was seven years ago when I just graduated from university, everything hadn't started yet, what they meant to each other was just a passer-by in life.

Why go back?

Because, do you regret it?

Chen Du only felt as if a basin of cold water was poured on his head in Laba, which made his whole body cold.

Moreover, the cold water will freeze into ice slag, piercing his heart continuously.

He resisted the urge to run away.I tried my best to control my expression, but the result was a face that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, not crying.

Chen Duqiang held up a peaceful smile: "What's wrong? Why did you say that suddenly?"

He said a word, and his heart trembled.It hurts like throbbing.

Ruan Yu still lowered her head and remained silent.

Dandan, who had fallen into a deep sleep, was woken up, walked out of the kennel with short legs, wagged her tail and rubbed against Ruan Yu's trouser legs.

Ruan Yu bent down and picked up the dog.Some are thankful that at least for the moment he has something to distract him.There is no need to face Chen Du's questioning directly.

The room was very quiet, save for a few milky barks from the puppy.

Chen Du turned his head suddenly, then covered his face with his hands, turned back after a while, and asked: "Is there something I didn't do well? You can tell me directly." It looks very gentle, but the eyes are a little red.

Ruan Yu looked at him, as if seeing himself many years ago.Asking for nothing, tossing and turning.

In the past, he wanted to ask him this question countless times, but the obedience and patience instilled in his mind made him unable to ask him this question.

In fact, he really envied Fu Xun.You can go if you say go.

Not like him.When you love someone, you put your posture so low, as low as the dust, but you want to bloom a flower in the dust beyond your control.

People who live under the same roof as him—

His head that used to be high is now lowered, and his always standing upright figure is now bent. His once smug face, which was a bit unreasonable when he smiled, is now full of red eyes.

It's like a cycle.

so tired.

so annoying.

Why does it become like this.

A voice in my mind begged softly, saying that you should leave me alone, I am so tired.

Another voice asked again with a crying voice, asking if you can save me?

Ruan Yu's shoulders relaxed. He stroked the dog's smooth fur, moved his lips, and replied slowly: "You have done a lot, I am very grateful to you. But can you calm me down?"

Chen Du looked at him with a pair of eyes, and the line of his lips curled down, as if silently refusing.

Ruan Yu explained to him: "I'm fine, the dose of the medicine is the same as before. Eggy climbed onto the coffee table and spilled the medicine once before."

The person in front of him stood up with complicated eyes.

In the end, he just said: "Okay, you go to bed early."

"You too." Ruan Yu said.

He watched as he turned and closed the door.The heating in the room was sufficient, but Ruan Yu felt that her hands were a little stiff from the cold.

He tossed and turned on the bed for a long time before falling asleep, and when dawn approached, he woke up suddenly again.

He lied to Du Chen.

Eggy didn't knock off the medicine, it was he who increased the dose himself.

It was the same dose as before his amnesia.

Since returning from Mu's house that day, Ruan Yu has had a continuous dream over and over again.

In this dream, Zai Zai died very early, just like Chen Du said, he swallowed a toy and got stuck in his trachea, and the rescue failed.

In the pet hospital, the doctor looked sad and guilty.

In this dream, he didn't meet Fu Xun either.A person lived quietly, the days were peaceful and lifeless, and the nights were long and unbearable.

He lives alone.

Sometimes, when he wakes up, he can't even tell whether he is in reality or in a dream.

The remaining sadness made him almost cry out several times.

Just now, the doctor in the dream was telling him that he was pregnant.

……

As the mind gradually cleared up, the memory of the dream gradually became very weak, and the feeling as if it had been experienced once in person also dissipated.

It's just that the heavy, depressing sense of despair is still lingering in his throat.

Today is the weekend.do not need to work.The sky has gradually brightened.

Ruan Yu turned her head and looked out of the window. The sun was just rising, and the sunlight in winter was extremely dark. The frost on the glass windows in the room slowly evaporated into water vapor, and some liquid snaked down, leaving water marks. It looked like someone had secretly cried a lot.

***

The day turned to Monday.

Mu Xuan attends classes at University A as usual.He has a gentle personality, but his lectures are very funny, and he is well received by some students.

Today is also this semester, and he is going to have his last class.

But as soon as he put on his glasses and stood on the three-foot podium, he found a special guest in the classroom.

It's Chen Du.

He is not like the suit and leather shoes that Mu Xuan has seen before, he is similar to the dress of young people today, he really looks a little student-like.

It is estimated that this is how he easily blended into the crowd.

No matter how interesting Mu Xuan's lectures were, he didn't feel that his foreign literature could attract Chen Du so much that he could come over to attend lectures during working hours.

Then why did he come?

After Mu Xuansi thought about it, he could only think of one reason.

Ruan Yu.

So Mu Xuan became a little annoyed, when he saw Chen Du, he smelled of alcohol, and when he was about to leave, he turned his head and gave him a bad look.

If he had known that Ruan Yu's alpha personality was so domineering, he shouldn't have gone up to talk.

As a Beta, Mu Xuan can't understand the exclusive relationship between AO very well most of the time.

Hope he didn't cause too much trouble for Ruan Yu's marriage.Mu Xuan thought helplessly in his heart.

As the end of get out of class was approaching, there were constant whispers around the companion, trying to encourage him to go to the alpha in the back row to ask for a contact information.

Mu Xuan tidied up the lesson plans, and as expected, he met someone waiting for him at the door of the classroom.

He stopped.

"Hello, Mr. Chen, what can I do?" Mu Xuan had a standard smile on his face.

The other party's smile was obviously more standard than his: "Professor Mu, I'm sorry to disturb you. I don't know if you still have class today? Can I invite you to have an afternoon tea?"

Mu Xuan hesitated for a moment, then agreed.

He didn't have much contact with this Mr. Chen, but his father was full of praise for him, wishing he was his own son.He wondered in his heart that maybe there was some misunderstanding caused by talking to Ruan Yu at the banquet before, otherwise Chen Du would not have come to him.

Just make it clear.

Afternoon tea is naturally tasteless.The two of them didn't mean it, and it was a bit of a waste of such a good Sri Lankan black tea.

After some courtesies, Du Chen finally revealed the purpose of his trip.

"After attending Mr. Mu's birthday banquet that day, Ruan Yu treated me very strangely."

Chen Du's expression was a little helpless, like an adolescent boy who wanted to please his lover but couldn't find a way.

There was a natural intimacy in his tone. It has to be said that Mu Xuan felt very comfortable getting along with him, and then he was in a daze for a while, probably it is not difficult for a person like Chen Du to talk to anyone.

Back then, he was fooled into accepting the business card within a few minutes of meeting in the bar, even though the other party was just an employee of a little-known small company in his eyes.

Chen Du continued: "I thought about it and didn't do anything to make him unhappy. Recently, he has always been cold to me. I guess something happened when I was chatting with you, but he didn't Willing to tell me, so I had to ask Professor Mu for help."

"I don't know if you can help me with this, tell me what you guys said that day? It's so cold in winter, I sleep in the guest room alone and often freeze into a dog."

He was dressed very young, and his speech was also very young, he looked no different from his naughty students, Mu Xuan couldn't help but smiled slightly.This time it was not a polite smile.

Anyway, it was not a big deal, Mu Xuan himself was frank, so he recounted what happened back then.

He didn't even hide that he had a crush on Ruan Yu when he was in school.

When Mu Xuan was talking, he kept looking at the other party's face, and only when he talked about Ruan Yu being forcibly taken away by someone, his face changed.

Chen Du stood up, held his hand, and thanked him sincerely: "Thank you for saving Ruan Yu at that time."

"It should be," Mu Xuan felt a little embarrassed, "Even if it wasn't Ruan Yu, it was someone else, if I knew about it, I would save it."

He thought for a while and added, "Speaking of which, you were also in that bar that day. We met and talked for a few minutes, and I even took your business card... But I'm very sorry, I don't know where to throw it afterwards , I didn’t find it. So I haven’t contacted you.”

Du Chen took out a business card from the pocket of his coat in a kind manner, and handed it over, which was much more refined than the one back then.

"It's not too late to get in touch now." Chen Du said with a smile, "I hope that Professor Mu won't mind that there are more people like me in the social circle."

"How could it be?" Mu Xuan laughed dumbly.

……

……

Chen Du sent Mu Xuan to the car.

He turned around, and the warm smile on his face disappeared in an instant.

His head ached from the wind.

From Mu Xuan's narration, he roughly understood what happened that year.

Du Chen has a good memory and a strong thinking ability. When he was in school, he could memorize no matter how sloppy the classical Chinese was, after reading it two or three times.What happened seven years ago, as long as it is a little special, if you think back deliberately, you can always think about it.

Of course he remembered the call.

He was surprised when the caller said, "Thanks to you from all of us."The snobbish and eager look on the male publicist's face made him want to laugh, why was he so polite the next day.

That call should be from Ruan Yu.For some reason, Ruan Yu regarded him as the one who saved him.

Yet he was never his hero.

Their seven years of marriage—

There are never any happy memories left behind.

Concealment at the beginning, then indifference.In the end, they were speechless.

If he hadn't fallen in love with him in the end, he probably could only say sorry for what happened to Ruan Yu.

Then I hope he can be stronger and wish him a better tomorrow.

How could he feel pain if the knife didn't pierce him?

Chen Du drove the car aimlessly, his mind went blank, and when he came back to his senses, he had already arrived downstairs at Ruan Yu's company.

But now... Ruan Yu should not be off work yet.

After thinking about it, he drove to a nearby shopping mall.He had seen Fu Xun posted on Moments before, saying that the milk tea at the Internet celebrity milk tea shop on the first floor of the shopping mall near their company was delicious, and everyone in the company would order takeaway from that shop every afternoon.

This is not the point, the point is that Ruan Yu gave a thumbs up.

But when Du Chen parked the car in the parking lot, he stopped in front of a baby products store.

To be honest, this store doesn't look particularly attractive. It's just a very ordinary street store. It looks not small, with a simple and rough name and simple decoration. He guessed that the price limit for a single item is no more than four number.

As the Chinese New Year approaches, red banners are hung with full discount activities.The clerk enthusiastically attracts passers-by.beaming.

Probably because he was too engrossed in watching it, the little clerk with cat ears also asked enthusiastically: "Sir, do you want to come in and take a look?"

So he went in.

Middle-aged and elderly women pushing strollers can be seen everywhere in the store.Standing inside like a big man, he looked a little out of place, just a head or two taller.

Some children who are still babbling are walking staggeringly in a walker, and their height is only up to his knees.

The clerk asked: "Sir, what do you want to buy?"

To be honest, the child is still in the womb, and he doesn't know what to buy.

His embarrassment was too obvious, and the shopping guide tacitly changed the topic: "Or can you tell me, how old is your child?"

Chen Du hesitated for a moment, then replied, "Six months."

So fast, in three or four months, he will have a baby.He was really looking forward to his arrival.

From day one knowing it exists.

"Six months, the baby can already eat complementary food." The clerk said with a smile, "Would you like to take a look at the fish paste that just came into our store..."

"He's six months pregnant."

The smile on the shopping guide's face froze for a second: "Then I recommend that you buy a set of anti-radiation suits for her and the baby. In addition, you can also buy some special nutrients for pregnancy..."

She led Chen Du to the counter.Rows of wooden shelves.Perhaps Du Chen seems to be bluffing with money, and the shopping guide is very hardworking in sales.

"These nutritional supplements are imported. People who are pregnant have a bad appetite and need to supplement vitamins and calcium."

Chen Du said "hmm".

"He hasn't slept well yet." Chen Du continued, the expression on his face softened suddenly, "I used to let him drink milk every night, but it didn't seem to help. He often fell asleep in the middle of the night."

Ruan Yu always liked to kick the quilt when she slept with him.

The shopping guide glanced at his expression, and couldn't help saying, "You must love her very much."

She sells maternity and baby products, and there are not many uncles who can walk into the store alone throughout the year.Some who came with their wives had to wait in the rest area bored in every possible way.

The alpha in front of him is good-looking, but when he mentions his wife, the corners of his mouth are raised, and his eyes are full of stars, which makes people feel envious.

"We have been married for seven years, and he is my half life."

In front of outsiders, he never hesitated to express his love.

"You must have a good relationship."

As soon as this was mentioned, Chen Du's complexion collapsed.

"Not too good, the child's father probably wants to divorce me." He teased.

The shopping guide was a little embarrassed for a while, but fortunately there were other topics.

"Let me recommend this melatonin to you. It is produced by Huakang, and the quality is guaranteed." The shopping guide took down a box of medicine in front of him.

The goods were taken down, and the wooden shelves were hollowed out, and this health care product probably sold well, and there was no stock at the back.

So, of course, Chen Du suddenly saw a familiar face.

The person on the other side probably didn't expect to be caught by accident, and his eyes were rounded, like a frightened cat.

The shopping guide turned his head with a smile and said; "Let me introduce to you the function of melatonin..."

However, to her surprise, the man who was standing just now suddenly turned around and started to run in big strides.

He went around behind the shelf.

Ruan Yu was standing there.

He hesitated for a moment, then stepped forward.

"Why are you here?" Du Chen asked.The joy that had flashed across his face before slowly subsided.

His tone was gentle, "Isn't it working time?"

Ruan Yu was pushing a small cart, which contained two or three baby bottles and a few pieces of children's clothes.

His eyes dodged, "No... I asked for leave."

In fact, it was because of his poor working condition that Fu Xun found out, grabbed his ear and kicked him out of the office, telling him to go home and reflect and take a break.

"The company doesn't need a secretary like you." Fu Xun rubbed his little head, "Understood? Don't feel guilty, I can get money from Du Chen for a day if you work in Changfeng for a day." This is of course Joke.

Then Fu Xun sized him up again: "Look at your complexion and you're holding on. Did you not sleep well? The dark circles under your eyes are like pandas. If Chen Du bullies you, tell me, and I'll beat him up for you. Or you can hire a lawyer for you. You are divorced, and if you need it, I can also introduce you to someone. "

Chinese New Year is coming soon.Things are almost done, and Xiaopo Company is not particularly busy.

Ruan Yu stood aggrieved at the door of the office for a few minutes, but Fu Xun didn't open the door for him.

So I had to leave quietly.

He didn't know why, he was just planning to take a walk, but he was tricked into the shop while walking.

I bought so many things for no reason...

Moreover, I also met... him.

Ruan Yu's first reaction when he saw Chen Du was to hide.As a result, he hid and hid, and found that the person was getting closer and closer to him.

Until there is nowhere to hide.

Chen Du didn't know if the previous conversation had been heard, so he simply took the shopping cart he was pushing and asked him, "Is there anything else you want to buy?"

"...No." Ruan Yu replied, and then looked at his shopping basket, "I don't need any of these."

Can't you read less about the contract and more about science popularization? Once you encounter this kind of thing, it's like going to the IQ basin.

Anti-radiation suits, do you still need to protect against the radiation from mobile phones and computers?

Nutrients, he can't even eat, and still eat nutritional supplements that taste like industrial saccharin?

……

When it was time to pay the bill, Chen Du folded it back and bought an earmuff.It's the one worn by the clerk, the one with cat ears on top of the head.

He put it on Ruan Yu's head very naturally, and said solemnly, "It's cold outside, bring one."

Then his Adam's apple moved very irregularly.

Ruan Yu: "..."

After all, he couldn't refuse.

The two walked out of the maternity and baby products store. Ruan Yu looked at the crowd and asked softly, "Why are you here?"

"Well," Chen Du pondered for a while, "I passed by and saw it, so I came in."

As a result, who knew you were there.

Ruan Yu gave a "hmm", then raised her head to look at him, summoned up her courage and said, "Then where are you going now? It's still early in the afternoon, we can... walk around."

Chen Du was a little surprised, and in the next second, he began to beam with joy.

The dark clouds in the sky slowly dissipated, and a little sunshine without temperature poured down.

"Do you want to go to the milk tea shop? I wanted to buy you milk tea."

Chen Du remembered that when his grandmother bought Ruan Yu a cup of milk tea, Ruan Yu seemed to like it.Both eyes are bent.

Ruan Yu lived up to his expectations and nodded slowly.

Commercial Street is just ahead.

The two walked side by side, maintaining a distance that was neither too far nor too close.

Chen Du hesitated for a while, then broke the silence, "I went to find Mu Xuan today."

Ruan Yu paused.

"...and then?" he asked.

"I wasn't the one who saved you back then," Chen Du suppressed the trembling in his voice, "but I just happened to help another person out of the siege. You called me later, and I thought you were him."

The expression on Ruan Yu's face was a little dull, and then she nodded slowly.

"I used to...it was indeed my problem," Chen Du walked with him on the road, suddenly he was a little lucky that Ruan Yu couldn't see his expression.

He didn't know when it was appropriate to say it, but now, he couldn't bear the impulse in his heart.

"It may be because of this accident that you decided to marry me." He suddenly became a little incoherent.

"I didn't do very well... I'm sorry, I wasn't a good husband in the past."

Chen Du didn't dare to look at the expression on Ruan Yu's face, but he still forced himself to turn his head, then stared into Ruan Yu's eyes, and asked solemnly: "But now, can you turn the past over and give us I have a chance, I want to take care of you for the rest of your life."

The pedestrian lights across the road turned red and then green.

Ruan Yu stood where he was, but did not answer for a long time.

As a result, Chen Du's blood also slowly cooled down.

His hand holding the bag trembled uncontrollably.

It's really too cold outside, he thought, even his breath was filled with icy scum, which hurt him so much.

So he looked across the road and said nonchalantly, "The light is green, let's cross the road."

Ruan Yu once read Haizi's collection of poems.

There is a poem in it that reads: "You come to the world, you want to see the sun. Walk on the street with your sweetheart,"

So this poem has become a dream of his for a long time.

His dream back then was to be able to walk down the street hand in hand with the people he liked.

He also heard everything Chen Du said in the store today.

He also saw that Chen Du's ring finger was still wearing the ring he got when he got married.

"Chen Du." Ruan Yu stopped and called him.

Chen Du also stopped, and looked at him sideways, "What's wrong?"

Suddenly, Ruan Yu stretched out her fingerless gloved hand, and slowly grasped the palms of the people around her.

He didn't ignore the flash of ecstasy on Chen Du's face.

Ruan Yu sniffed, lowered her head and explained, "The road is a little slippery."

Du Chen said, "Okay."

Then, the backhand grabbed him even harder.

When you come to the world, you have to look at the sun.

With the person you like, hold hands and walk on the street.