I became my ex-husband's dog

It was completely dark.At night, a northwest wind blew, and it was a little chilly.

The car is parked in the parking lot.The driver hadn't returned the keys to him yet, but Chen Du couldn't wait to get out of the car.

The surrogate driver sitting in the driver's seat suddenly became a little dazed.

Xiangshan Cemetery has a long staircase from the bottom up, after all, this cemetery is built on the mountain.If you ignore it as a cemetery, there are layers of red leaves in late autumn every year, which is a good place to go in autumn.

On weekdays, it takes more than 20 minutes to walk slowly on the mountain road, but Chen Du only walked for seven or eight minutes.

Hot sweat broke out on his back, and when he stopped, the night wind blew and he was still a little cold.

Fortunately, it is not some lonely tomb in the wilderness, and there are street lights on all the way.

Chen Du finally met Ruan Yu.

In front of the puppy's tombstone.

Next to it is the tombstone of Ruan Yu's father and mother.

Ruan Yu stood straight, for a person like him who has been taught etiquette since he was a child, he always stood straight.

He just lowered his head deeply.He also has a bouquet of flowers in his arms.There are also in front of the tombstone.They are placed one by one, one in front of each tomb.

It's a white daisy flower.The light gave it a layer of warm yellow.

This reminded Du Chen of many bad memories.

At that moment, it was as if his heart had received an electric shock, and he was a little paralyzed from the pain.

He stepped forward in twos and threes.He took the person into his arms.

"It's winter, why don't you bring me with you when you come to visit the grave. You still wear it like this." He held Ruan Yu's hand, which was cold as expected. He lowered his head and let out two breaths of steam, and unbuttoned his coat button, put it into his arms with his hands and people.

It's just that Chen Du himself didn't notice that his fingertips were trembling.

Chen Du's chest was warm.Probably all young people are like this, and his heartbeat can be heard through several layers of clothing.

Ruan Yu's small face was pale.Eyes wander around.Pursing his lips, he said nothing.

Chen Du looked at his face with low eyebrows and pleasing eyes, but he didn't feel much at ease in his heart.

It's just that his restlessness doesn't make things better.Therefore, Chen Du is very calm now.

He suppressed the restlessness in his heart, and asked with a smile, "Why don't you talk?"

Like nothing happened.

He didn't dare to pierce the fig leaf even if he saw it through.

After a long time, Ruan Yu slowly answered, "Sorry, I'm not in a good mood."

Just be willing to talk.

Chen Du continued his efforts, he rubbed Ruan Yu's hair, and continued to ask: "It's cold outside, shall we go home first?"

His tone was cautious but full of hope.

Chen Du said: "Let's see them again when the weather is better and the sun is out. I don't think our parents want you to freeze, do they?"

Ruan Yu suddenly raised her head and glanced at him.

For no other reason, he just felt a little surprised.In his memory, Chen Du changed his name to his parents twice on the day of the wedding ceremony, and called his father-in-law and mother-in-law the rest of the time.

In fact, he himself is vague about some things, but there is no way to change one thing.

He remembered it all.

Start with hospitalization.

By the age of 28, the divorce with Chen Du was over.

His birthday and wedding day are on the same day.

In the third year of marriage, the marriage has existed in name only, and the memory of the past happiness is like a slap in the face, and it is a slap in the face every time you remember it.

Ruan Yu doubted herself for a long time.He thought a lot about whether he was too arrogant and has a bad temper; whether he was not sensible enough and not as considerate as others.

But in the end, even if he smoothed all his edges and corners, he still couldn't get Chen Du's favor.

So in the end, there was only one thing to admit.

It's just that he doesn't love you anymore.

You can love without a reason, but you can find many excuses for not loving.He made many excuses for Chen Du.In the end, I found that this self-deception was really ridiculous.

Ruan Yu wanted to divorce at first, but it was torture to live like this anyway, but was persuaded by her parents.

Ruan Zheng also said that Chen Du is also busy with work, and the company is on the rise. As his partner, he should not hold back at this time.

Of course their eyes could see their son's misfortune, but they were blinded by Chen Du's money-making speed like a money printing machine.

Not all commercial marriages are like this. If you talk about love or not, you are just asking for trouble, why bother?

What depression?You child, how old are you, why are you still so worried, how about this, let your mother accompany you to go abroad to buy something, and spend the money as you like.You can buy whatever you want.

So the divorce was accidentally delayed again and again, until two people were killed in a car accident.

And he never had the strength to divorce again.

His illness worsened.

Except dogs.Chen Du became his only bondage in this world.

He is still young, but his eyes and actions are a little old.One day he sat on the balcony with his dog in his arms and watched the sun slowly set from the center, wondering why he wasn't brought on that trip.

Now the dog is dead.Divorced and ended again.There is one more child.

He didn't die, but it seemed as if he had already died once.

th.

Ruan Yu was held in Chen Du's arms, but she only felt tired.

He heard Du Chen speak, he said a lot, but Ruan Yu only heard one sentence clearly.

Oh, Chen Du said, go home.

"...Okay." Ruan Yu leaned her head on his chest and said expressionlessly.

***

When we got down the mountain, I didn't expect that the driver was still there.

The surrogate driver huddled and guarded the car for half an hour, sneaked and took fancy selfies several times, his phone was almost dead, and now his eyes were full of accusations.

"Mr. Chen, the car keys." He gave Chen Du the car keys.

I didn't expect that.The substitute driver glanced at the hands they were holding, and thought, it's fine to eat cold wind, but also eat dog food.

I am also angry.

Chen Du said thank you, thinking about how to transfer more money when the APP checkout later.

Ruan Yu sat in the co-pilot's seat.

Chen Du touched the steering wheel and turned to look at him, but what he saw was a dummy face without warmth.

Chen Du looked away and asked, "What do you want to eat?"

If it was Ruan Yu from before, he would have happily announced a list of menus.It's like stand-up comedy.

But now, Ruan Yu just turned his head and looked out of the car window.

Said: "It's all right."

Du Chen got the man back.The next day, he really found two bodyguards, but he didn't dare to tell Ruan Yu that he wanted to secretly arrange for Changfeng through Fu Xun.

Fu Xun was so angry that he almost dropped his phone.

"Are you fucking a commercial spy for me?"

Chen Du frowned, and asked back: "On the scale of Changfeng, do you still want me to arrange commercial espionage?"

"..." I rely on.Honestly, that's not what you said.

Chen Du patiently continued to explain to him: "I'm worried about Ruan Yu's accident."

Fu Xun said: "Okay, then you can answer a few questions for me first. First, does Ruan Yu agree? Second, do these two people listen to you or Ruan Yu? Third, you feel your conscience and say Well, is it protection or surveillance?"

Probably the second day Ruan Yu came to work, Fu Xun found out.

Ruan Yu remembered.He didn't know how much Ruan Yu remembered, but after thinking about it, Ruan Yu was very taciturn, but handled things more swiftly and prudently.

It's just that during the lunch break, I probably can't hear him chatting with me anymore.

Du Chen was speechless at Fu Xun's question.

So the matter was shelved.

Everything is the same as usual, but getting along is different.

The fireworks in the house quickly dissipated, and it was as cold as a piece of ice.

Chen Du carefully maintained the fragile balance.

He suddenly understood what it was like when Ruan Yu stayed at home before.

Even breathing felt labored.

They say dripping water can wear through rocks.

They also said that they are most afraid of being stalked and moved by themselves.

They say persistence is victory.

They also say, take a step back and see the sky.

Du Chen didn't know what to do, or what else to do.

He didn't even dare to ask Ruan Yu what he thought.

Chen Du will still prepare hot milk for Ruan Yu.

They still slept in the same bed.Occasionally, Chen Du will toss about the pregnancy recipes he saw on the Internet or in the circle of friends.

Ruan Yu would still smile at him.Even when he laughed, the curvature of the corners of his eyes remained unchanged.

In the evening, Du Chen warmed up a cup of milk for him. The milk was processed and airlifted from New Zealand. Although he knew that both domestic milk and foreign milk were milk, it was impossible that there would be any qualitative change just because he came from New Zealand, but Chen Du still I want to give Ruan Yu the best care.

Just treat it as someone else with a lot of money.

Gulu Gulu raised her head and drank it all in one gulp. When she put down the cup, there was a ring of milk stains on her face.

Chen Du looked at the white liquid around the corner of his mouth, smiled and wanted to wipe it off for him.

Ruan Yu turned her head sideways at that moment, subconsciously avoiding it.

So Du Chen raised his hand and froze in the air.

Ruan Yu raised her eyes and looked at him, a little dazed and flustered in her eyes.

He whispered, "Sorry, I didn't mean to."

Du Chen lowered his arms and replied nonchalantly: "What are you sorry for? It's getting late, go to bed."

Ruan Yu said good, then turned and went into the bathroom to wash up.

Chen Du took the milk cup to wash, turned off the tap, and couldn't help but wipe his face with cold water.

His eye sockets are a little red.

The unprecedented sense of powerlessness and frustration almost overwhelmed him, and he even wanted to cry.

before that.That kind of sissy behavior has always been scoffed at by him.If it weren't for the uncontrollable emotion, who would want to cry bitterly.

Chen Du began to suffer from insomnia again.And he found that Ruan Yu was too.Same bed, different dreams, nothing more than that.

Du Chen didn't know that Ruan Yu's sleeping appearance was unprecedentedly quiet until one night, Ruan Yu quietly turned sideways.

The posture of the two became face to face.Du Chen closed his eyes and didn't move.

After a long time, a pair of hands reached over and traced his eyebrows and eyes with their fingertips.

Chen Du grabbed his wrist and opened his eyes, only to find that Ruan Yu was just staring at him, weeping expressionlessly.

So his joy suddenly cooled down like pouring a basin of water.

Du Chen asked, "Ruan Yu?"

Ruan Yu withdrew her hand, then turned over, with her back to him.

no answer.

When I woke up the next day, it was another Saturday.

Last Saturday, they were still discussing marriage.

Ruan Yu looked at the ceiling and was stunned for a long time.He thought a lot, but in fact he didn't think about anything.

Finally, he tugged at one of Chen Du's sleeves.

Chen Du turned around, looked at his face close at hand, was a little surprised, and asked, "What's wrong?"

For so many days, this was the first time Ruan Yu took the initiative.

The surprise on his face was beyond words.

Ruan Yu paused for a long time, and finally said: "... take me to see a doctor?"

In fact, what he wanted to say was another sentence.

Let's get divorced.

It's just that the words came to his lips, looking at Chen Du's expression, but he couldn't say it.