It is midnight now, but Ruan Yu is going up the mountain.

Chen Du had a premonition in his heart, and his tone couldn't help being a little flustered: "What do you want to do?"

The night was silent, only the wind answered him.

Ruan Yu finally climbed to the top of the mountain, out of breath.It's winter now, and it snowed a few days ago.The down jacket he was wearing was thin, but he was sweating profusely.

The ground was full of mud and wet and cold dew, but Ruan Yu didn't care, he sat down.

The cold wind howled, and soon, any heat from climbing the mountain was taken away.Ruan Yu's face and nose were frozen red, like a rabbit.

Looking far away from here, you can see the lights of thousands of houses.

Chen Du stood behind him, bent down and asked him, his voice trembling: "It's cold at night, let's go back, okay?"

Ruan Yu rubbed her hands together and let out a hot breath.

He frowned and sighed with a smile: "It's so beautiful."

There are so many beautiful things in this world.

Aurora in Alaska, snow in Siberia, beaches in Hawaii...

He actually hasn't figured it out yet.

But Ruan Yu didn't care much anymore.It is enough for him to have the lights in front of his eyes and the stars above his head, even if the moon is sparse.

It was getting brighter.

The sky was a hazy white.Ruan Yu has checked, today will be a sunny day, there will be no smog, and you can see the sunrise.

He turned on the phone.

There is no one in Ruan Yu's WeChat account.The two most frequent contacts have been buried in the ground.

But he still had to say goodbye to them.

The first thing he opened was the chat box with his father.

Ruan Yu said to him: "I went to see you and my mother a few days ago. I hate you to death. You have to argue that you want to drive to Tibet by yourself. It hurt my mother."

Ruan Yu: But I miss you too.

Ruan Yu: You didn't like Chen Du back then, and you were unwilling to let me marry him.I also quarreled with you.

Ruan Yu: I wish I had listened to you back then.dad.

His father would never get back to him.The last circle of friends was three years ago. On the picture, the pure blue sky in Tibet is clear and moving.

Then came his mother.

"Mom..." There was a trace of bewilderment on his face, "I wish I could be stronger."

"Actually, I'm already better than many people. Maybe there are still many people who envy me..."

"But I'm so tired. Don't be angry, please."

He paused, with a little smile on his face: "I love you."

A ray of red light broke through the clouds.

The sun is coming out.

The last thing Ruan Yu opened was a dialog with Chen Du.

The last chat log was in May of this year.

He was in a daze for a long time, until the sun exposed most of his face.It was like waking up from a dream.

He typed: "Remember to sweep my grave."

But Ruan Yu quickly deleted this sentence.

In the end, he said: "We met each other when we were young, thanks for taking care of us for many years, it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes after we met."

He stood up.

The sky suddenly broke, and a bird song sounded in the distance.Then crisp chirping sounds followed one after another.

It was like singing a requiem.

He took two steps forward, and Chen Du's voice suddenly came from next to his ear.

The voice said "Ruan Yu——don't!"

His steps stopped.

Ruan Yu turned her head, a trace of anger finally flashed across her usually calm or smiling face.

He said with some resentment: "Can you stop bothering me?"

However, no one is there.The top of the mountain is empty and there is nothing.

There is a cloud of mist underfoot.

He has nothing.

Ruan Yu said in a low voice: "Okay, don't come to me in the next life."

Chen Du jumped down with him.

At the last second, his hand did not pass through the air, but actually touched Ruan Yu.The body is warm.

He remembers clearly.

What does it feel like to die?

After extreme fear, finally achieved extreme peace.

He got up from the bed at once.

At that moment, Du Chen wept with joy.So he really couldn't help crying.

Crying and laughing.

Great, it really was just a dream.

... It's just a dream.

Just as he was thinking this, his phone rang.

The incoming call showed an unknown number.Chen Du was puzzled for a second, then chose to answer.

The person opposite spoke in a good Beijing accent, and asked routinely: "Is this Mr. Chen Du?"

Du Chen replied: "I am."

"Hello, I'm a policeman from Jingshan Police Station. We found a dead body under Jingshan today..."

Before he finished speaking, Chen Du's phone fell to the ground.

Chen Du was stiff all over, and the hand holding the phone began to tremble uncontrollably.

So he stretched out his other hand and pressed his wrist.

The phone buzzed again.

Chen Du picked up the phone.

The person on the phone continued: "Mr. Chen, please listen to me. We found the ID card from the deceased. The deceased was Ruan Yu. It was initially determined to be a suicide. After verification, the only social relationship is you. Please do it as soon as possible." Come to the Public Security Bureau to claim..."

Chen Du replied calmly: "I don't believe it."

He hung up the phone.

On the desktop of the mobile phone, there is a small red dot with "the number is 1" in WeChat.

He has always blocked group chats, and most people will not disturb him on WeChat.

And Ruan Yu sent him a message before.

He didn't click to open it, but threw the phone hard against the wall.

How could it be true.

all fake.A bunch of liars.

Killing me.

My phone is broken, but I still have to go to class.

Du Chen loves work more than ever, wishing he could sleep in the office.The subordinates followed him at high speed, suffering unspeakably, complaining that their boss had taken the wrong medicine.

Until one day, even the assistant looked at him with pity.

Chen Du couldn't help but asked him with a smile, "What kind of eyes do you have?"

The secretary said: "Please mourn."

The smile on Chen Du's face suddenly froze on his face.

"What am I mourning for?" Chen Du stopped writing and asked anxiously.

The assistant closed his mouth, "Sorry, I'm going to get you a cup of coffee..." He turned around and wanted to leave.

"Wait—" Chen Du patted the table and stood up, his voice raised a few decibels, and he asked hoarsely, "Why am I mourning?! Tell me!"

His eyes were tearing open, and the backs of his hands were covered with bulging veins.Like a raging beast.

The assistant was so taken aback that he almost slipped his hand. He clenched the empty teacup in his hand, then lowered his head in a panic.

Chen Du gasped for breath, and slowly fell back on the chair as if his strength had been exhausted.

He supported his head with his arms, lowered his head deeply, weakly like a balloon that was punctured after inflating to the extreme.

He asked softly: "...is it true?" He didn't point it out, but the assistant understood what he meant.

The assistant hesitated and replied, "I saw it on Weibo."

Chen Du still didn't raise his head, he waved his hand and said, "Go out."

The assistant answered "Yes".When he got to the tea room, he found that basically everyone in the company was talking about it today.

After all, the one who committed suicide...was their former boss wife.

The news was released by the Conservation Association, and it was written with tears and sensationalism.It's like reading a romance novel.

Write about their acquaintance when they were young, write about how they raised the case together, write about Chen Du's ruthlessness after he invaded the family property, write about Ruan Yu's desperation and choosing to commit suicide...

Finally, at the end of the article, I called for the protection of omega rights.Let every omega go out of the family, into the society, and realize self-awareness.

The assistant was thinking a little confused, he felt that their boss was not as ruthless as it was written on Weibo...

He walked to the door of the office with water in his hand. He was about to knock on the door, but suddenly stopped.

Then, the assistant walked back slowly with the coffee.

He heard crying.

The public opinion was very noisy, but in the end there was no splash.

After going through so many trust crises, medical crises, and storms and waves, what is the problem with the boss's personal morality?Huakang has always done a good job in crisis public relations.

Even if they strongly condemned it, they still used the medicine when it was time to use it. After a few days of falling, the stock price began to rise.

Neither the police nor Governor Chen spread the news, but when Ruan Yu's body was retrieved, many news media still came.

Ruan Yu was still covered with a white cloth.A journalist wanted to go over to take a picture, but Chen Du kicked him out.

"Go away." He was disgusted.

Several bodyguards stopped the media.

Chen Du got into the car, he raised his hand several times, but finally he didn't have the courage to lift the white cloth covering it.

It was a sunny day when Ruan Yu was buried.

Du Chen didn't invite anyone.I just watched people carry the engraved tombstone to the grave.

It was right next to the dog that Ruan Yu had arranged for herself.

There is only a short line of words on the epitaph.

阮玉,1989/10/16——2018/12/7。

young life.

If you don't want to see me, don't want to see me.

I won't engrave my name on it to annoy you.

Chen Du began to worship Buddha for his life, and he also believed in some kind of rebirth.

The secretary always felt a little uncomfortable following him in and out of these places.

He couldn't help but persuade Chen Du bluntly, "Mr. Chen, don't waste money, they are all liars..."

Du Chen knows.

But he was thinking—what if?

"I want to go back." Chen Du said firmly with a stubborn face.

If these are true, what are his previous memories?

He didn't believe it.

Ruan Yu must still be alive, in another world, he has to go back.

The secretary sighed inwardly.

Fortunately, the secretary didn't suffer for long.

When a master who claimed to be the reincarnation of the living Buddha was practicing, the police came in.

The policeman explained to Chen Du: "This is a scammer we have been chasing for a long time, who specializes in defrauding money. May I ask how much money you gave him? We need to count the amount..."

In fact, the police wanted to say, you look very smart, how could you be deceived?It's like being brainwashed.

So Chen Du's dream was broken again.

He finally started seeing a therapist.

The doctor I made an appointment with is a domestic expert, and a private hospital has been opened, and most people can't get a number even if they queue up and spend money.

When Chen Du went to the hospital, he was led to see a doctor by a young male doctor who had just graduated from university and was now practicing here.The face is full of youth and vitality.

Chen Du stared at his face all the way.

The male doctor was extremely shy, and when he got to the door of the consulting room, he couldn't help but say, "Mr. Chen...do we need to add a contact information?"

A few days ago, there was a lot of commotion on the Internet. Chen Du's photo was circulated on Weibo, and it was basically stamped as scum.

However, he couldn't help being handsome and rich.The male doctor is also an omega, and sometimes he doesn't want to work so hard.

He has always been very confident in his face, and he has been pursued by many since he was a child.

Chen Du looked at his face.

"You look quite like him." Of course, it was Ruan Yu when he was young.

The trainee doctor froze for a moment.

Chen Du didn't talk any more, and didn't enter the clinic, he turned and left.

"I'm not crazy," he said.

The driver was waiting for him in the parking lot.

Chen Du was sitting in the car going home, he raised his hand, and on his ring finger was their wedding ring.

I heard that Puji Temple is very spiritual.On Putuo Mountain in the Zhejiang Classic, the merciful and compassionate Avalokitesvara is enshrined.

Chen Du finally had time at the beginning of the spring of the second year, and brought his assistants to Puji Temple where people come and go.

In the past year, Chen Du has calmed down a lot.No more insomnia, no more weight loss.Everything is back on track.

Everyone thought he was fine.

Chen Du knelt in front of the Buddha statue.

"I never believed in gods and Buddhas."

"I also know that I'm not religious enough, so I only ask for one thing..."

"Let me go back to him."

Then, he kowtowed three times.

……

The assistant on the side listened to his words and felt that his boss was in a daze.

Can the dead come back by praying to God and worshiping Buddha?

When Chen Du came out of the temple, he saw Ruan Yu under the bodhi tree on one side.

He just stood there, looking at him.And smiled at him.

Chen Du was taken aback for a moment, then pushed through the crowd, and ran to the tree like crazy.

There sat an old woman selling sugar, who was taken aback by him.

Where is anyone.

He suddenly burst into tears.

Chen Du finally accepted the fact that he couldn't go back and that he and Ruan Yu were gone.

However, every day, no matter where he is, he can always see countless Ruan Yu.

Every Ruan Yu opened his mouth and said with a smile.

"You killed me."

"It's all your fault."

Fine.Then blame me.

He began to arrange his funeral calmly.

He is not crazy.

I just want to be with him.

After donating the shares to the country, the news was broadcast on the news network.Chen Zhuo called and scolded him with vague words.It is said that he has ruined the efforts of three generations of the Chen family.

Chen Zhuo had a stroke for three or four years.It has always been difficult to speak.

Huakang was nationalized, and Chen Du resigned.

He went to the cemetery to sweep the grave.Chen Du paid 200 years of management fees.

So these four tombs have always been taken care of very well.

It was the first time he came to see him, and it was also the last time.

Chen Du drove the car to their past home.

I haven't lived here for a long time, so no one cleans it.There was a thick layer of dust.A house that no one lives in always gets old very quickly.

The villa is very large, and Chen Du cleaned it one after another for four days by himself.

Ruan Yu was trapped in this cage called home for seven years.

He slept on the bed.

Rarely, he dreamed of Ruan Yu for the first time.And that dog.

The puppy was jumping up and down in the living room, and Ruan Yu was cooking his dark dishes in the kitchen.

Chen Du called out suspiciously: "Ruan Yu?"

"Hey, I'm here, what's the matter?" Ruan Yu poked her head out from the kitchen, with a bit of complaint in her tone, "Brother, why did you get up so early today? I haven't even made breakfast yet!"

……

In the middle of the night, I suddenly dreamed about my youth, and I refused to wake up from the good dream back then.

But finally woke up.It was four in the morning when I woke up.

At dawn, Du Chen smoked a cigarette.

The sun is still the same sun that Ruan Yu has seen.Compared with the vast universe, the existence or death of a person seems so insignificant.

At sunrise, a gunshot rang out in the empty villa area.

Then he finally got his wish and went back to the past, lost more than a year of memory, and became a dog in Ruan Yu's family.

……

It stays by his side.

until it dies.

Chen Du opened his eyes again.

He reached out and touched his stomach.

The pain of being cut into the abdominal cavity still remained in my mind.Obviously nothing happened to his body, but Chen Du was still in a cold sweat.

He was taken aback.Impatiently, he found the phone under the pillow.

November 11.It's two o'clock in the morning.

Chen Du called the assistant.

His voice was a little hoarse: "Tell me first, is Ruan Yu still alive...?"

The assistant deserves to be an assistant hired with a high salary. Even if he is woken up by the boss in the early morning, his attitude is still perfect.

The assistant replied respectfully: "Of course Mr. Ruan is alive. What's wrong?"

A hanging stone suddenly fell to the ground.At that moment, he seemed to be drained of all his strength.

Chen Du forced back his tears and said calmly: "Look for someone, go save him."

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