I became my ex-husband's dog

where is thisAnother dream?

Chen Du leaned against the snow-white wall.Kind of want to smoke.But he touched his pocket, there were cigarettes, but no lighter.

There is a smell of disinfectant in the air. This is a hospital, a pet hospital.

The nurse frowned, raised her hand, frowned and said to the middle-aged man next to Chen Du who had just lit a cigarette: "Sir, smoking is not allowed here."

The nurse's hand passed through his body, this scene looked a little weird to Chen Du.

There is a piece of polished glass directly opposite him, but unfortunately there is no reflection of him on the glass.

The crowd came and went, looking hurried.But no one's eyes fell on Du Chen.

The feeling of the sun falling on his body was so real that Chen Du could even feel a burst of warmth.

If this is also a dream, then this dream is too real.

Just when he thought so, the door of the pet hospital opened.

Chen Du looked up, but he didn't expect to see Ruan Yu here.

Ruan Yu ran in with his dog in his arms, probably along the way, his face flushed like two clouds.

When he passed by, Du Chen couldn't help but stretch out his hand to stop him.

Of course it can't be of any use.Ruan Yu passed him without noticing, and ran straight forward.Chen Du thought for a while and looked around, only Ruan Yu was the only one he knew, so he took a quick step and followed Ruan Yu into the emergency room.

Ruan Yu in the emergency room looked anxious, talking to the doctor: "Doctor... please help me see my dog, it swallowed the toy!"

The doctor in a white coat came over, stretched out his hand and pressed on the husky's abdomen a few times in different positions, and said in a serious tone, "Take an X-ray first, and prepare for the operation. It may be stuck in the esophagus."

The husky lying on the hospital bed was dying, his abdomen heaving and falling weakly.

Chen Du didn't like dogs, but he was used to seeing puppies alive and well, so he couldn't help feeling a little sad when he saw how weak they were at first glance.

The doctor came out with an X-ray.

"Mr. Ruan, we have to tell you that the position where the foreign body gets stuck is very dangerous, and the operation on your dog is very risky..."

Ruan Yu was listening, her face suddenly turned pale, and her hand that signed the letter at the end was trembling.

Soon, the nurse gave it anesthesia, and the dog was wheeled into the operating room.The red light came on.

Ruan Yu was fidgeting outside the operating room. He clasped his palms together and made a prayer gesture. He lowered his head deeply, almost buried in his knees.

When he raised his head again, Chen Du saw his red eyes and tears that he was suppressing.

Ruan Yu is an atheist just like him, but when he is in a desperate situation, he will inevitably rely on God's will.

Ruan Yu looked very sad.

Du Chen stood aside and watched for a while.

In the end, hesitantly, he slowly raised his hand and touched his head.

"It's all right, it's going to be all right," he said.

It's a pity that he couldn't touch anything, as if he stretched out his hand to hold the air.And Ruan Yu naturally couldn't feel anything.

The wait for the results of the surgery was long and depressing.There seemed to be no better way than to keep praying.

An hour later, the door of the operating room finally opened.

The doctor took off his mask and looked at him.

Ruan Yu held her breath at that moment, but only heard an apologetic voice: "I'm very sorry...we couldn't save your dog."

"No...it's okay." Ruan Yu's lips trembled, and he asked, "Is it all numb?"

The doctor replied: "Yes."

He lowered his eyes and made a voice from his nasal cavity: "That's good, it doesn't hurt when I walk."

"Thank you for your condolences."

Ruan Yu didn't answer him, he looked past the doctor, looked into the operating room, and asked slowly, "Where is Zai Zai?"

Huskies, who had already stopped breathing, were pushed out of the operating room.

Covered with a white cloth.

Tears that had been suppressed for a long time welled up in his eyes, and he took a few steps back.

Chen Du stood behind him.

His face was a little bewildered, but he subconsciously spread his arms and opened a hug.

However, Ruan Yu passed through him, and his back hit the wall. He slid down against the wall and finally squatted on the ground slowly.

He covered his mouth, but uncontrollable crying came out of his throat.

Puppy was a 13th birthday present from his mother.

Small puppies, canine teeth are thin, bite people will not hurt.A fluffy bunch.

It has been very lively since it was a child, and it is especially good at acting like a baby.Every time I saw Ruan Yu, I kept pushing into his arms.

It accompanied him for 15 years, from a teenager to a young man, but it failed to accompany him for longer.

It could no longer open its eyes, and acted like a baby to its master.

The pup's body was transferred to a processing center.

Chen Du followed Ruan Yu back home.It was already late at this time, but Ruan Yu didn't turn on the lights.The dim light outside shone on him, illuminating a lifeless face.

This place is very strange to Du Chen.Ruan Yu didn't go back to the home with Chen Du.

But Du Chen came.

After sleepwalking that day, he was standing in this community, downstairs of Ruan Yu's house, with a food box in his hand.

He felt inexplicable at the time, even unbelievable.

Strangely, after that day, he seemed to have deliberately forgotten about it, ignorant of it.It wasn't until today that Chen Du came here with Ruan Yu again that he remembered such a thing.

Chen Du frowned slightly, very surprised.

Ruan Yu sat on the sofa.like a statue.Like a weathered statue.

At this moment, the phone rang.

Chen Du lowered his eyes and found that the person on the caller ID was "Chen Du".

……I?

Ruan Yu raised the phone and glanced at the screen.Then select Answer.He turned on a megaphone.

Chen Du heard his own voice - "I just remembered that today is your birthday, I wish you a happy birthday."

Ruan Yu's birthday?Chen Du was a little dazed, it was October [-]th.

So, he went back to the past?

However, the past in memory is not like this.He clearly remembered that the pup was not dead at that time.

Ruan Yu didn't reply for a long time.

The person on the phone was a little puzzled: "Ruan Yu?"

"...Chen Du." After a long time, Ruan Yu opened his mouth to speak, he hugged himself tighter, depressed, "Zai Zai is dead."

The opposite party paused, as if thinking about who "Zai Zai" was, he replied:

--"I'm so sorry to hear this."

--"Please grief."

Polite and alienated.

Chen Du felt that it was over, because Ruan Yu was shaking even more.Tears fell like beads.

He stretched out his hand and touched his heart, feeling an emotion called regret spreading from it.

Very sour and bloated.Also very strange.

He thought, he really can't see people cry.

Ruan Yu didn't answer any more, just hung up the phone.

His head was buried in his knees.

After a while, Du Chen heard crying.

Chen Du sat next to him, even though he knew that Ruan Yu couldn't feel anything, he still patted his back repeatedly.

"Don't be too sad... hurt yourself."

He couldn't help but feel that his actions were a bit of a fake mercy, but at least at this moment, his pity was real, and so was his weak love.

Pity, pity, pity, pity and love.

Ruan Yu cried until midnight, and finally calmed down.

He started to pack things at home.Dog toys, dog leashes, food bowls, dog food... Probably because he was afraid of seeing things and thinking about others, he locked everything related to puppies in the innermost small warehouse.

By the time everything was collected, it was already dawn.Ruan Yu lay on the bed, got up again after a while, and began to take medicine.

Du Chen saw the name of the medicine clearly.

fluoxetine.

His biological father committed suicide because of depression, and Chen Du certainly knew what the medicine was for.

After taking the medicine, Ruan Yu curled up on the bed again, and slowly closed her eyes.

Chen Du sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him.

They were married for seven years, but Chen Du rarely looked at him carefully.

The eyebrows are like distant black, and the eyes are like lacquer.

He is even more amazing than when he was a teenager.

Unable to hold back, he stretched out his hand to smooth Ruan Yu's bangs.Liu Hai was so hot that he didn't move at all.

He asked him, "When exactly did it happen?"

"...Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because of me?"

The corners of Chen Du's mouth were tense, and finally, he sighed inaudibly.

In fact, it is not uncommon for Du Chen to dream of Ruan Yu. In recent months, he has had him in his dreams almost every day.

But never has any dream been so clear and for such a long time.

The feeling of time passing was so unbearable that he even suspected that this might not be a dream.

But if it wasn't a dream, what would it be?

Probably due to overthinking, Ruan Yu fell ill the next day.

He was a little delirious from the fever, he stumbled up, found medicine for himself, but accidentally broke the cup when receiving water.

The sound of glass breaking was crisp.Water spilled all over the place.

Ruan Yu's face was blank.

He staggered, knelt down on the ground, and slowly grabbed the shards of glass together with his hands.

There was a small gap in Ruan Yu's hands, but it was as if he didn't notice it. The bright red blood rolled out and dripped on the ground, but was smudged into a light pink by the water on the ground.

Ruan Yu began to mutter to himself: "It's okay...it's okay...it'll be fine..."

Chen Du is a normal person, he has the fear of blood inherited from his ancestors, this scene made him feel dazzling.

Still worried.

"Don't do it... Ruan Yu."

He squatted down in front of Ruan Yu, trying to hold his hand, but he couldn't hold anything, just like holding water, no matter how hard he tried to keep it, it would pour out from his fingers.

Ruan Yu seemed to have noticed something at that moment.

He stopped, raised his head, and looked around.

There is no one here.

The warmth at that moment just now was probably just an illusion.

Ruan Yu regained consciousness suddenly, and suddenly realized what she was doing, and the pain that was shielded by the menacing high fever flooded in belatedly.

He gasped.Then he stood up, went to the bathroom, rinsed with water and went back to the living room.After treating the wound, he took out the bandage from the medicine box and gently put it on himself.

The band-aids Ruan Yu bought are very cute, and the print is a soft and cute husky with its tongue sticking out.

He stared at the dog above, but couldn't hold back, his nose sore.

After Ruan Yu put on the band-aid, she lay on her side on the sofa, holding her two bruised hands together.

In fact, this is not an unbearable pain.

However, Ruan Yu said in a low voice, with a crying voice, especially aggrieved: "Mom, it hurts..."

At that moment, Chen Du's heart twitched violently.

Then it sank heavily.

He stood there with a complicated expression, and finally sat beside Ruan Yu.Then slowly embraced him.

"It's okay, it won't hurt in a while." Chen Du's tone was gentle.

Of course he knew that Ruan Yu couldn't feel it.

However, his actions were just to make himself feel better.

But self-deceiving consolation.

Ruan Yu burned at home for three days, burning and vomiting, because she didn't eat well, all the vomiting was acid water.

In the end, I probably really felt that I couldn't hold it anymore.He dialed 120 directly.

Fortunately, things like high fever can be handled in the ambulance.

The nurse gave him an injection.When she arrived at the hospital, Ruan Yu paid the fee, took several tests, and was finally assigned a hospital bed.

Chen Du followed to the hospital, and there was the smell of disinfectant that made him extremely uncomfortable again.

The doctor and the nurse whispered to each other: "It's burnt and pneumonia... It was pulled here by an ambulance. It's really distressing to see it..."

Another said: "Look at the report, this omega is pregnant...does he even know it?"

A voice replied in astonishment: "Isn't that because some medicines can't be used...? I'll do a test later."

The doctor thought for a while and replied, "It's still possible to use it. But it's better to tell him. Otherwise, what should we do if there is an accident in the future?"

The nurse responded, "Okay."

Chen Du listened silently.

Bit sad.

I feel a little sad again.