Dujun love

After walking, Nian'an opened the letter, "Xiao'an, when you read this letter, I have already left the palace. As I said, I love you more than Qin Xi, but I don't want you to be burdened. I The reason for leaving the palace is more importantly, I don't want to be manipulated by others, I want to be myself, and I don't want to be forced to get married. I am sure that the person I want is you, and I will not marry you in this life, I said I can do it, I can do it, I know you don't like me, but I just want to tell you, now you are my everything, I will find a chance to meet you in the palace, when you have difficulties, you can go to my mother, She will try her best to help you, Qin Su will leave a note."

Nian An looked at the letter with mixed feelings. No one should know what happened at this time, otherwise Qin Su would be killed. Nian An lit a candle and burned the envelope.

Life is not peaceful, and it is not easy for the harem to live a stable life.Even if there is no eldest prince Qin Su, it is still a year of Lantern Festival, and grand ceremonies will still be held in the palace.

"Today's family celebration, the ministers don't have to stick to etiquette, just do as you please, I will do it first." All the ministers began to toast one after another, speaking and saying good things to the emperor.

Nian An was depressed, so he resigned from Qin Zun, and quietly left the palace banquet. Nian An went to the back garden, saw a familiar person nearby, and asked in surprise: "Fan Kuo, why are you here?"

"Nian'an? I was thinking, today is the night of the full moon again, the more I miss it, the sadder it becomes."

"Do you miss your relatives?" Nian An sat down beside Fan Kuo.

"I have no relatives. I have no relatives and no reason since I was a child. How can I miss you." Since he was a child, he was a child that no one wanted, and he was bullied both inside and outside the palace.

"I'm sorry..." I also miss my family, Nian An thought to himself, now that I have been trapped in this palace for a long time to see my parents, I can't get out at all, and my mind is flooded with thoughts about them.

"It's okay, do you have any news about Mr. Su?"

Lantern Festival is also the season of reunion.

Nian An said: "No, my parents are serving in the frontier, and they have been in the palace for more than a year, but I don't know how they are doing."

"No news may be the best news." Fan Kuo also had a sad face, but there were many things hidden in his heart, many things that he couldn't tell Nian An, but had to go against his own conscience.

Fan Kuo whispered: "Nian'an, if you find out that I lied to you, will you still be my friend?"

"Bang bang bang~" After the ceremony in the palace, fireworks were lit, Nian An didn't hear what Fan Kuo said, and asked amidst the noise, "What?"

Fan Kuo smiled awkwardly, but he still didn't ask again, An Ran smiled and said, "It's okay."

"Fan Kuo, look at the fireworks, they are so beautiful." Nian An didn't ask Fan Kuo's words, but turned to look at the fireworks, it was really dazzling.

"It's really beautiful." The fireworks in front of me are colorful, but not complicated. On the contrary, each bloom is like a flower, red peony, yellow chrysanthemum, and pink peach blossom.

"By the way, the sacrificial fireworks are going off, and the Fourth Prince is still at the wedding banquet, so I have to rush back." Nian An stood up and patted his buttocks.

"Then go back quickly, don't waste time." Fan Kuo stood up and watched Nian An off.

"Talk to you next time. Let's go first."

Fan Kuo is very happy in his own palace, and he is very grateful to meet someone like Nian An who treats him sincerely. Nian An can always take care of him. The master in charge would not treat him as a human being at all, but he thought, maybe one day, he will disappoint Nian An.

The wind is still very strong tonight, the winter snow has not yet melted, and even the wind that blows has a biting chill, but Fan Kuo feels that the colder thing is his heart.

Nian An planned to walk back to the banquet along the original path, but was stopped by Wei Xing.

"Master Su, the empress is here to invite you." In the middle of the night, he couldn't see the expression on his face at this moment, but since someone came to invite him, Nian An had no choice but to go.

"Empress?" Nian An was puzzled.

"Yes, Mr. Su, please." After finishing speaking, Faxing turned around and walked in another direction.

Nian An thought to himself, even if the queen wanted to come to him, it shouldn't be because of lack of skills.Since it was Lai Xing who came, it shouldn't be the Queen's intention.Could it be?

Nian An put away her doubts and just walked forward without thinking about anything else.

Entering the palace room, Nian An saw the queen, who looked much happier and younger than the makeup she saw at the banquet before. Maybe the queen waited for many days and finally met Qin Su, right?At the moment when he saw the queen, Nian An finally understood the purpose of the trip. The queen changed into a simple dress, maybe she just finished the ceremony and came out to rest.

"Nian'an, join the empress."

"Wai Li, get up, I asked you to come here because I heard that your handwriting is good, and I want you to copy some poems and books for me. You can copy here for a while, and I will come and get them later."

Nian An hurriedly responded, seeing the queen was about to go out, he saluted and said: "Respectfully send the queen off."

After the queen left, Fa Xing took Nian'an to the inner study, pointed to a Buddhist scripture on the table, "Here it is, this Buddhist scripture."

"Thank you, Lai Xing." Lai Xing nodded, closed the door and went out.

Nian An began to copy the words, and the brush cast many shadows under the candlelight, like a painting.Nian'an copied the Buddhist scriptures word by word on the rice paper, and also recited the Buddhist scriptures silently in his heart.

"Your handwriting is still so beautiful." Nian An heard Qin Su's voice and didn't turn his head or speak. Instead, he was still writing calligraphy and looked at the Buddhist scriptures in front of him, as if the people behind him had nothing to do with him.

"Nian'an, you're not surprised at all." Qin Su smiled, sat in front of the desk and looked at Nian'an.He hadn't seen Nian'an for a long time. He left the palace. Although he was free, he could never see this person again, and he could no longer moles this person. Decided, there is no way to regret anything.

"The empress has nothing to do with me. Why would you come to me for something? Even if you ask someone to copy the words, it won't be my turn. What's more, the person who came to invite you is lacking, so it's only a possibility. It's you, Qin Su " Nian An put down the brush and raised his head, looking at Qin Su.

"You have become smarter." Nian'an smiled and said, "It's always been like this." After a pause, he said with a trace of regret, "In this deep palace, people always have to learn to behave, but You who have been here for so many years are not smart." Nian An looked at Qin Su, seeing him for a long time, he hadn't changed much, when he laughed, he still didn't deserve a beating, but he was a lot haggard.

"But I don't regret it." Qin Su wanted to reach out and grab Nian An's hand, but Nian An hid him.Nian An leaned back, he didn't want to have any contact with Qin Su, nor did he want to give him wrong hints.

Avoiding Qin Su, Nian An took up the brush to copy again, and said seriously: "Don't touch me to write. Since you don't regret it, what are you doing when you come back? If the emperor finds out, what will you do?"

Qin Su looked at Nian'an and felt very sad, "I just want to come back to see you." After speaking, he reached out to touch Nian'an's face. He lived well enough outside the palace, but he couldn't live in the capital. Hanging around, he could only settle down in a nearby place, the queen sent someone to secretly send money out of the palace to him on a regular basis, and lived a really leisurely life.

Before Qin Su stretched out his hand, Nian An said in a cold voice: "Qin Su, I think it's better for you to pay attention." Qin Su reluctantly put down his hand, and said with a helpless smile, "You are still like this, no loss at all. willing to eat."

Nian An evaded, quickly put down the brush and said, "Since you have seen me, I should go back too." After finishing speaking, he wanted to go outside.

Qin Su heard this, and quickly reached out to stop him, "No, can you stay a little longer?" Qin Su avoided everyone's eyes today in order to be able to enter the palace to see Nian An, but he did not expect that Nian An was so indifferent.

Although Nian An couldn't bear it, Qin Zhengtian was very angry with Qin Su now. If he was found out, even if Qin Su could avoid death, he would lose the things he had bought so hard. Now that he had already prepared to leave the palace He should no longer put himself in danger like this.

"Qin Su, you should know what will happen if people know that you have returned to the palace. I don't want to ruin your future or your life because of me, and I don't want to hurt me because of you. I don't want to die!" Nian An He said it indifferently, without leaving any sympathy, just hoping to remind Qin Su: I don't want to be implicated by you.After speaking, Nian'an turned around, picked up a piece of copied paper from the table, and was about to leave.

"You don't have to go. You should finish copying the rest. It's better not to go to the sacrificial ceremony. If you go to let the emperor notice you, it's time to cause trouble again." Qin Su pulled Nian'an back and left by himself go out.

After all, Nian An couldn't bear it, so he said, "Be careful on the way out of the palace, eat some Lantern Festival." Looking at Qin Su's back, his body was thin and thin, even though he had fulfilled his wish, his body was much thinner, These things are also related to me, and I can't say that I have nothing to do with them.

Qin Su turned back gratefully and said, "Thank you, your words are enough." When people don't get much, they don't expect too much, just like Qin Su now, who only wants to read An has a place in his heart, and when he made a big fuss about leaving the palace, he hoped that he would not forget him and remember what he had done for him. This was also Qin Su's selfishness.

But Nian An stopped looking at Qin Su, and naturally wrote the words on the book: "No thanks, I didn't do anything, let alone this matter has something to do with me." In front of the book was the Buddhist scriptures, and Nian An couldn't help but think: "The sea of ​​bitterness has no limit, turn your head and keep going."

Before Qin Su opened the door and walked out, a eunuch's voice shouted from outside: "Come here, I've searched carefully here too. If the assassin escapes, you won't be able to eat and walk around!"