Dujun love

When Qin Xi came in again, she saw the two of them leaning together, sleeping soundly. She carefully picked up Yu An and carried him to another couch in the inner hall. Qin Xi's tears fell like this. I don’t want much. After sitting on the throne for a few years, I gradually forgot what I wanted. It wasn’t until such simple and ordinary happiness came again that I realized that the simpler things are more important. It didn't come easily.

Qin Xi's drowsiness struck again, as if the drowsiness that hadn't fallen asleep for several years sprouted in an instant, she lay down carefully beside Nian'an and fell asleep, Qin Xi fell asleep again, with a contented smile on the corner of her mouth .

For the next long time, Qin Xi only dared to come in when Nian An was asleep, lay down next to him, carefully leaned against Nian An, smelled the smell of Nian An, and fell asleep peacefully up.

Nian An felt the man lying down next to her, breathing heavily again, although her eyes were not opened, tears flowed down her cheeks.

Qin Xi, if we go on like this, there will be no results...

After less than half an hour, Qin Xi got up cautiously and went to the outer hall again. Nian An knew that Qin Xi was afraid that she would wake up, and seeing him feel uncomfortable, just before Nian An woke up, she arrived Going to the outer hall, I don’t dare to go inside on weekdays, just stay in the outer hall, the food and drink are all brought in by Yan Qing after he blows it cold, his spoon is used to leaning on the right, Yan Qing It will be carefully placed to the left, and Nian'an knows all about this.

Nian An drank the tonic soup that Yan Qing brought in, looked at the small plate of sweetheart crisps beside him, did he not drink the food, Qin Xi would come to change his clothes every day now, these things are not related to Let Yan Qing do it, it is better to let him do it.

It's just that when Qin Xi helped him change his clothes, he didn't ask him to forgive him any more. Some things seemed to be buried, as if they had never happened. Neither of them said anything about it. Nian'an dared not mention it, it was a wound that he could never touch in his whole life.After changing clothes that day, he saw a jade pendant on his waist, the jade pendant given to him and Qin Xi by Concubine Lan, when Nian An felt the weight of that jade pendant when no one was around, tears fell like rain.

For the past month, Nian An has put more effort into himself than others, trying every means to make himself sit up every day, and now he is gradually able to use his strength, and he can use a little strength in his hands, and he can lift the quilt by himself. After doing it, when Qin Yuan came back, he was able to hold Qin Yuan’s hand, but the coldness of the body could not be cured. After the epidemic, his life was saved, but the lethargy problem could not be cured. In the morning, he often woke up in the sun. .

It happened to be sunny outside that day, so Yan Qing and Biqing took Nian'an outside for a walk, saying it was a walk, but Nian'an couldn't walk yet, so he could only use that kind of small stroller, Nian'an walked around every day. With Qin Zun's support, he walked for a short distance, but after a short walk, he would not be able to bear it and was extremely tired.

Nian An never thought that his ending would be like this, maybe five years ago, he was a dead person who was pulled out from the hands of King Yan, and he should have been taken in hell long ago, to be tortured in Tianlun Hell .

After a while, Nian'an's hand fully recovered. Qin Xi stayed by his side every day, but the two of them still didn't speak. Sometimes Qin Xi wanted to talk to him, but he might not be able to. What to say to Qin Xi, only when Qin Yuan is around, will he smile more and be happier.

It will be a year later when Nian An's feet are completely healed. Since he woke up, those things have become clearer to him. Anyway, he has gone through a round of ghosts. People, will no longer be as naive as before.

That day when Nian An came to Qin Zun's room, there was something he wanted to tell Qin Zun, and he put aside the crowd, and said to Qin Zun, "Xiao Zun, I've been thinking about this for a long time, only you can help me probably .”

Qin Zun didn't know why he suddenly had an ominous premonition, looked at Nian An's dark eyes, and said, "Why do you suddenly have something to say, is it because you feel uncomfortable living here, or is there something wrong?"

Nian An unnaturally took Qin Zun's hand, let him approach her, and whispered: "I want to ask you to help me buy a house and move there alone."

"Why, suddenly I think so..."

Nian An has never been a person who can rely on others to live. He is very good here and is respected, but he does not want to be so vaguely involved with Qin Xi. After a few people got married, they wanted to go to a place that no one knew, and live there for a while.

"That's right, I suddenly want to change my living environment, so I can't... bother you here all the time, can I?"

Qin Zun was a little angry, and said: "How can you say that, is it someone who made you feel uncomfortable, you just say it, I will help you deal with it, you can live here with peace of mind, no one dares to say anything wrong."

Nian An sighed, and said: "It's not the reason here, you know my father and mother..." Nian An's eyes glowed again, he held back, and said: "I'm sorry for them, I thought it was six years. Those who died before and made atonement with them did not expect to be like this in a blink of an eye."

"Are you afraid that your remaining love for the second brother will end, and I'm sorry for them?"

Nian An kept silent, wanted to refute, but didn't know what to refute, so he said nothing, Qin Zun hugged Nian An, and said: "Don't torture yourself, some things have already happened, we didn't What can I do to save it?"

"Yeah, there's nothing that can't be undone, there's nothing that can't be undone." There are some mistakes that can't be made up for in a lifetime, and some people are destined to owe something.

Qin Zun looked into Nian An's eyes, and said seriously: "In the past five years, Second Brother has never had an easy day, he..."

Qin Zun observed Nian An's expression for a long time, and then said: "Three years ago, on that day, you suddenly lost your heartbeat, and you almost lost your life. A knife was cut on it, and several bowls of blood were poured out, and they were fed to you bowl by bowl, you may not know it, but we all saw it clearly."

"Second brother used to be sorry for you. He was sorry for you with too many things, but Nian'an, even the matter between uncle and aunt was God's will. Second brother also knew that he was wrong. Those things are a kind of thing to you. Torture, for him, is it something that he can let go of?"

"Second brother just knows how to be slower than others, he just doesn't understand, he knows what you want, when he gave way, we didn't expect him to do this, what a proud person he is, he How important is it to regard the throne, but since your accident happened, he never went to court again."

"I know, I have no way to justify my second brother, my second brother is too inhuman, I know, I know all of this, but Nian An, the dead are gone, the living are like this, don't punish yourself anymore , you don’t need the second brother, but you can’t let yourself go.” Qin Zun knew that Nian’an had actually given up on himself long ago, and that’s why he collapsed and despaired like today. He has long since given up on himself, he has no love.

Li An doesn't understand these principles, the living are like this, but every time he sees Qin Xi's appearance, he feels that they are not tormenting each other, are they not persecuting each other, he just wants to escape from here, avoid, I don't want to face it, I dare not go to the Su Mansion, which is only a hundred miles away. I heard that the seal has been taken, and Qin Xi personally made the events of that year public. On the main city, like the people of the whole city, the people of the whole world apologized. But those are all in the past.

Those things that Su Jingyan and Wang Ruo didn't enjoy when they were alive, are so beautiful after death, but he no longer has the face to go to the Su Mansion to take a look, the place where he grew up, but no longer has the face to go...

Nian An didn't speak, just said "Yes" in a low voice, and got up to go back to Mingxue Palace. Qin Zun said to him behind his back, "Second brother also contracted the disease in order to take care of you, he said , those sufferings you have suffered, he also wants to suffer with you, bear and experience together."

Six years ago, just a few days after Nian An took the medicinal bath, Qin Xi fell ill.

Qin Xi's symptoms were exactly the same as Nian'an's, she had rashes all over her body, but the difference was that Qin Xi personally cut open the wound on her body and scraped it with her hands one by one, while Xi Feng sat and watched Qin Xi was stubborn and didn't know what to say, until Qin Xi gritted her teeth and scratched all the visible rashes, bleeding all over the place.

When Qin Xi sat in the bathtub again, in a trance, Xi Feng heard Qin Xi say: "An'er, it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all, don't be afraid, my brother has tried it for you, and there is nothing wrong with it." , I will take you out to play and eat delicious food when you wake up, and I will accompany you wherever you want to go."

Seeing Qin Xi leaning on the bathtub, not feeling the slightest pain, but smiling at the corner of her mouth, Xifeng felt that her heart was being stabbed. If I knew it would be like this, why didn't I cherish it when Nian An was here? As for him, now both of them are half dead, this is the real mutual torture.

That is because Qin Xi also suffered from the same disease and was cured again. His blood stool contained natural antibodies, which could fight the disease. At that time, the poison in Nian'an's body could not be eradicated. The blood was used as medicine, and the medicine was boiled and fed to Nian An, who drank it for a year. When he was in danger, it was Qin Xi's blood that made the medicine.

"When the second brother was in a coma, all he yelled was your name." Looking at Nian An's back, Qin Zun cried uncontrollably, "Xiao An, don't blame yourself anymore."