Dujun love

Chapter 188 Don't Love

Qin Xi has been spending time outside the door, and the entire inn is closed. In order to ensure the safety of the emperor, the entire inn is surrounded by guards, and even the streets outside are sealed off. Qin Xi also got Wang Ruo from Quan Shu. Kneeling outside the door holding the ashes, no one knew what Qin Xi was thinking.

When Nian An woke up again, it was already the second day, and he slowly opened his eyes, only to find that the snow outside the sky was getting bigger and bigger, floating like a moving ink painting, Chen Ying was waiting by the bed Seeing that Nian An woke up, he anxiously asked, "How is it? Are you feeling uncomfortable? Are you hungry?" As he spoke, he hurried to get some snacks.

Nian An pulled away his chapped lips, smiled slightly, couldn't bear to see Chen Ying not even wearing a veil, and said softly: "I'm not uncomfortable, I'm not hungry, why did you take off the veil again, put it on quickly, I really want to die with me." Saying that, Nian An took out one of the veils beside the bed, which Chen Ying bought in the past few days, several styles, just to wait for Nian An to wake up It's good if you can wear it for a walk, but Nian'an doesn't want to trouble others, she will definitely wear it when she goes out, so she bought it in advance.

Chen Ying shook his head, "I think you are like my long-lost brother, I want to take good care of you." The more Chen Ying looked at Nian'an, the more he felt that he wanted to take care of him. He didn't know what kind of feeling this was. In short, I hope to give him all the good things, and bear some pain for him.

Nian An chuckled, propped himself up from the bed, and said, "You're taking advantage of me again? Why am I your younger brother?"

Chen Ying scratched his hair honestly, blushing and said: "No, I mean it, although you are older than me, but you are not as mature as me, I am sensible." Thumbs up.

Nian'an felt a force in his body rushing around, and hurriedly said to Chen Ying: "I won't be joking with you, can you go and pour me some water, I'm a little thirsty." One day, the waking time is short, and there may not be any appetite, but in a few days, the cheeks on the face are more sunken, and it looks so thin that it can be described as weak.

Chen Ying nodded in agreement, turned his head to pour water, but after taking two steps, he heard the sound of blood spurting from behind.

Nian'an felt that the force was getting heavier, he held his chest and coughed a few times, then spat out a big mouthful of black blood. After coughing up the blood, he lay down on the bed and covered his chest, without the strength to get up, and whimpered softly panting.

Chen Ying hurriedly turned around, rushed to the bed and asked anxiously, "What's the matter, what's the matter..."

Nian An waved his hands and said with difficulty: "No..."

Qin Xi heard Nian An's coughing up blood and Chen Ying's shouting outside, so anxious that she panicked and knocked on the door outside: "What's wrong, what's wrong with An'er, Chen Ying!"

Chen Ying helped Nian'an up and looked at the corners of Nian'an's mouth that were still bleeding. His pale lips were in stark contrast to the black and red blood. Nian'an lost his strength and could only lean on Chen Ying. Nian'an wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and said: "I'll go get you a doctor..." Chen Ying was a little at a loss, while muttering: "I'll go right away...it's okay..."

Nian An waved his hand, "Chen Ying! You don't need to call for a doctor. Open the door and let Qin Xi come in. I have something to tell him."

Chen Ying was slightly stunned, and after a long time put Nian'an on the bed, he said, "I'll get you a doctor!" After finishing speaking, Chen Ying opened the door, and said to Qin Xi who was outside, "Nian'an said to let the emperor in, he has something to say. Tell you." He greeted Chen Mo and went to the medical house together.

Qin Xi finally got the chance, hurried in with the ashes in her hands, looked at Nian An who was leaning on the bed as if she might leave him at any moment, her eyes turned red all of a sudden.

Nian An looked at Qin Xi, whose eyes were red from the wind blowing outside all day, and said, "Sit down." Nian An spoke with tenderness, just like when he first met Qin Xi, although it made people I feel that I can't touch it, but there is a warm current flowing quietly into my heart, sweet and tender.

Qin Xi put the ashes on the table, squeezed her hands, and said to Nian'an, "This is the ashes of my mother-in-law. I brought her here." moved.

Nian An was slightly stunned, and when he thought of Wang Ruo, his eyes filled with tears, and he said tremblingly, "Thank you, but she is still a sinful woman to you, isn't she, Qin Xi?"

Qin Xi walked to the bed and squatted halfway beside Nian'an, wanting to hold Nian'an's hand, but just as she stretched out her hand, she saw the veil Nian'an handed over to her. Come on, you are the king of a country, without you, Yi country will be in chaos."

Qin Xi didn't expect that Nian An cared more about the things he cared about than him, but he could hear what Nian An said earlier, took the veil, tore it off in front of Nian An, and said in a calm voice, "Without you , What’s the point of me being the king of this country.”

Nian An's eyes dimmed, and he said to Qin Xi: "Qin Xi, you can't tie me anymore... I just want to live for myself..." I had no choice but to enter the palace all my life, but because of Qin Xi It wasn't his will to bow down in the palace, but when he woke up at night and looked at Qin Xi who was sleeping contentedly while hugging him, he was always more happy than forbearing.

It's just that with the change of time, there seems to be some differences between them. Qin Xi takes these things for granted. With Zhang Yuanjie, Liu Xiangqin, Wen Yi, and Qin Yu'an... How could it be that he didn't care? Really, even though he could act like nothing happened, they were indeed blocking each other.He is like a bird trapped in a cage, trying to fly out but unable to, Qin Xi is that cage.Qin Xi is like a real dragon that wants to fly into the sky, and he is the shackles that bind Qin Xi.

Qin Xi grabbed Nian An's hand and said, "I figured it out. I can't live without you. Don't be like this, okay? Let's go back, and I don't want any of them, okay? From now on, you're the only one. I don't dare to be sorry to you anymore, if I do, I, Qin Xi, will be at your mercy!"

Nian'an wanted to pull out his hand, only to find that his hand was as cold as Qin Xi's. Qin Xi was blown by the wind outside, and he was because of his body. Nian'an closed his eyes and said lightly: "Qin Xi, my Time is running out, I don’t want to run around anymore, I’m so tired, really, I just want to be here.”

"I'll hold you, I'll carry you back, you just sleep, okay?"

Nian An suddenly covered his chest, and said sadly: "It's too late, Qin Xi...let it go... Puff..." But in an instant, the quilt in front of Nian An was stained red by Nian An's blood, and Qin Xi hurriedly hugged her Nian An, who was about to fall, said as if talking to himself: "Let's go back, let's go back, even if you hate me for the rest of your life, I will take you back."

Nian An had already passed out, and when she heard Qin Xi's last words, a tear flowed down the corner of her eye.

Qin Xi hurriedly picked up Nian An, and shouted outside, "Xu Zhu! Xu Zhu!"

Xu Zhu thought that something happened, so he hurried in from outside, then he heard Qin Xi say: "Get ready for the carriage right away... No, don't need the carriage, it's too late for the carriage to go back..." Qin Xi thought for a while, then said: "Go and find Chen Ying , decoct the medicine, bring the medicine, we will go back right away."

Xu Zhu clasped his hands and said: "Yes." When he was leaving, Xu Zhu saw Nian An's face, with blood on his mouth and tears in the corners of his eyes, even he felt cruel looking at it, let alone Qin Xi...

Qin Xi hurriedly picked up Nian'an's cloak, wrapped Nian'an in the cloak, took off her own cloak, and covered Nian'an's body together, holding Nian'an's hand firmly with one hand, as if Nian'an was like this Just won't leave in general.

On the road, Xu Zhu met Chen Ying and Chen Mo who came back with the medicine, and said to them: "Hurry up, the emperor is going back with the young master."

Chen Ying grabbed Xu Zhu, "How could it be..." Chen Ying didn't know what happened, he just came out, his mood is still contradictory, I don't know why, he thinks that Nian'an will not go back easily, he hopes that Nian'an Going back early can make his disease better, but he is afraid that Nian An will follow Qin Xi back like this.

"My lord coughed up a lot of blood, I'm afraid I won't be able to do it if I don't take it back..." Xu Zhu hurriedly signaled the two to leave quickly.

Chen Ying was silent, didn't say anything after all, but quickened his pace, seeing Qin Xi who was already on the horse, who was already wrapped in a black cloak by Nian An, got on the horse anyway.

Chen Mo said: "Your Majesty, the cloak... I'll give it to you, you are..."

Qin Xi said in a deep voice, "No need, get on the horse and go back." Qin Xi didn't say much anymore, maybe others didn't know, but he knew that he was actually punishing himself and making things difficult for himself.

After traveling overnight, except for Fengjun who could bear it, none of the other horses could bear it. They had changed two of their horses. Hearing what Chen Ying said about some symptoms of the epidemic, Qin Xi took a break halfway and carefully opened the Once in Nian An's body, the pus inside had begun to expand, and even rotten the whole body, making Qin Xi's heart shudder.

On the way, Nian'an woke up twice, the first time she woke up, she was still conscious, and said to Qin Xi, "I don't want to go back, I don't want to go back to the palace... Qin Xi, please let me go, I don't love you anymore, okay? Don't force me anymore." Qin Xi kissed Nian'an's face again, and said: "Hey, let's go back to see a doctor, and see if you make trouble with me again." Nian'an didn't say anything, just turned his head away and looked Facing the long ice fields.

Nian An and Chen Ying were not the only ones who knew that Nian An was not making trouble. This time, he really gave up. He died completely, without a trace of blood.Qin Xi also knew that he and Nian'an couldn't go back together, but he would not give up, nor did he want to give up, let alone watch Nian'an die in front of his eyes, Nian'an shook his head, before he could speak, he passed out again.

When he woke up for the second time, Nian An had lost his clear consciousness, and he called his father and mother in a daze, crying in a daze, "Father, I'm sorry...the child is not filial...Mother...don't blame An'er... Don't blame me..." Qin Xi shed tears quietly, holding Nian'an in her arms, coaxing and lying, it took a while before she gave birth to peace.

When we arrived in Kyoto, it was already three days later.Qin Xi went directly to the doctor's mansion, but found that there was no one there, so she went to Qinhe Wang's mansion instead.

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