Dujun love

"Nian An understands what Wen Zhaoyi said, let's stop here today, I will find time to talk to Qin Xi."

Wen Yi said to Nian An: "Thank you, Young Master!"

After walking out of Yunhua Palace, Wen Yi put away all those emotions again, and became like a person who had nothing to do.

Nian'an stood up from the main seat, took the file to the desk, and said, "Yan Qing, tell me, am I too selfish? For my insignificant love, I made Qin Xi suffer so much." But I don't know, he refused to tell me a word, he has been carrying the pressure silently all the time." Nian An felt pain in his heart as he spoke, he was disappointed in Qin Xi, despaired, and couldn't bear it, all emotions were mixed together , so that almost no piece of his heart was intact.

"Sir, don't say that, the emperor is willing, because he loves you, so he won't like other people, this is his promise to you, and it is also loyal." Yan Qing has always regarded men as superior to women and feudal thinking Believers, but after being with Nian'an for a long time, he was infected by Nian'an.

Nian An seems to be talking to Yan Qing, but also to himself: "If there is no me, will all of this be as if it never happened, Qin Xi will have a grandson?"

"My lord... Isn't the eldest prince all right... Don't think so..." Yan Qing didn't know what to say for a while, she knew Su Nian'an's pimples, and also knew that Nian'an was actually very sensitive to everything, but He is good at covering up, he doesn't want Qin Xi to know how disturbed and sad he is.

"Forget it, you go out first, I want to be quiet and tell people outside that no one is allowed to talk about Wen Ya's life today, and don't tell Qin Xi, go down."

At this time, Yu Que walked in and said, "Young Master, General Chen has sent news that Master Tie was assassinated in Dali Temple a few days ago and has died."

Sure enough, all the results were not beyond his expectations, Dali Temple is a very important place, how can any assassin from anywhere can easily enter...

Nian An helped his forehead, and said in a low voice, "Understood, let's all go down."

Yan Qing said: "Yes, young master, don't worry too much."

Nian An looked at the sky scenery outside, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that he was dragging Qin Xi down, would he be better off than now without him?Without those pressures, without those worries because of me, there won’t even be any worries, right?

Maybe they weren't a suitable couple from the very beginning, and Qin Xi would habitually hide it from him when something happened, but Qin Xi didn't know that there are some things that can't be covered with paper, and many things, not everything is okay weighing pros and cons.

That year, Zhang Yuanjie and him got married, that year Liu Xiangqin had an unexpected pregnancy... too many things, like the straw that weighed on Nian'an, made him breathless, and what Wen Yi said His words were undoubtedly the last straw that crushed him.

He couldn't blame Qin Xi, it was his obsession that killed his mother, he couldn't even see the last side of his mother, killed Lord Tiezhen, killed Cai Shangshu who had returned home long ago, now Even his father is about to abandon him... What right does he have to say about Qin Xi... He is the most damned person...

Let's go... This place is no longer suitable for him to stay here... It wasn't until after thinking about everything that Nian An realized that Wen Yi was more or less involved in this...

When all the sincerity is betrayed, used, and betrayed, what is left is a broken shell without a trace of vitality, and it is this empty shell that no longer has a soul...

Nian An pushed open the door of Qingxin Hall, and said, "Where is Yu'er?"

Yan Qing hurriedly stepped forward and said: "The eldest prince just woke up from his afternoon nap, is the young master going to take a look?"

Nian An went to the Hall of Stars, for some reason, Qin Yuan seemed to know that Nian An was leaving today, and when he saw Nian An, he cried aggrievedly and shook his hands, wanting Nian An to hold him, Nian An An held back tears again, hugged Qin Yu'an into her arms, and coaxed, "Be good, Yu'er, don't cry."

Haitang said: "I don't know what's going on, the eldest prince made a lot of noise when he woke up from his afternoon nap, I thought it would be better when the young master came, why is it so abnormal today."

Others may not know it, but Nian'an knows that Yu'er has a telepathy with him, he can feel the fragility and sadness in his heart, and he also knows that Nian'an is leaving, so he can only express his dissatisfaction by crying , but so what, Nian An has already made up his mind to leave, so he can only let you down.

Nian An said: "After a while, the child will often suffer from fever, so we must take good care of the eldest prince. If there are any signs, we must send the imperial physician to see it."

"Usually feed the eldest prince some nourishing porridge. When the sun is shining, take the eldest prince out to bask in the sun. When the wind is low, take him out for a walk. He will get bored if he stays inside for a long time."

"At night, you should pay attention to the vigil. Yu'er is easy to kick the quilt at night. If you don't pay attention, you will catch a cold. His body is as poor as mine when I was a child. When he is older, let his father take him out to practice more. That's good."

Nian An realized that he seemed to have talked a little too much today. After all, Qin Yu'an is the eldest prince, and they will definitely take good care of him, but why, he felt a sudden pain in his heart, Yu'er...

Although the palace servants were surprised, they didn't say much, and wrote down everything one by one. Nian An handed Yu An to Haitang, looked at the crying Yu An, and said, "Good boy, you will grow up slowly in the future. ..." Be as fierce as your father, but not as cold-blooded as him.

Nian An walked out of the Hall of Stars, every cry from behind pierced his weak heart with tiny needles, Nian An didn't dare to look back, he could only look forward, and said to Yan Qing: " You don't need to follow, you go back to the hall to see if you can coax Yu'er well, and I'll go to Wenyuan Hall to have a look."

Yan Qing knew that Nian'an must be feeling uncomfortable now, she had never experienced that kind of discomfort, she had no way to experience it, but she knew that that feeling could almost kill Su Nian'an.

This is indeed the case. Nian An walked out of the Qingxin Hall alone, and slowly lost the oil-paper umbrella he was holding. He still likes the feeling of snow floating on him, bit by bit, piece by piece, strand by strand It was so cool, but when I stretched out my hand to catch it, the snow melted into the palm of my hand, and I couldn't find it anymore.

After all, Nian An came to Wenyuan Palace. Qin Xi looked at Nian An who was limping in, hurriedly got off the dragon seat, and asked with concern: "What's wrong?"

"I sprained my ankle in the Imperial Garden on the way here, it's nothing." Nian Qiang pretended to be in pain.

Qin Xi immediately said: "Where are Yan Qing and the others? Why aren't they by your side?" Qin Xi walked over and hugged Princess Nian'an, and leaned on the dragon chair.

"No, I have something to do for them. Besides, I want to visit you, and I don't want to take them with me." Nian An kissed Qin Xi's face. This might be the last time I kiss you, right?Qin Xi, can you never forget me in the future, can you love me all your life?

"Be careful in the future, I'll ask them to get Yuzhi Ointment, Mama might feel better." Qin Xi called the people outside.

Nian An sat on Qin Xi's lap, just lying on Qin Xi's shoulder, and said softly: "I want to stay with you, you can review the memorial, I will sit by the side and stay quietly, not to disturb you, okay?" good?"

"Of course, Li Shun, you go out first." Although Nian'an said so, Qin Xi still hugged Nian'an on his lap, and didn't mind at all that Nian'an saw the memorial, but Nian'an didn't want to read it, so he turned his head away Leaning on Nian'an's shoulder, he bit hard.

"You have to remember that only I can bite you."

I don't know why, Qin Xi's heart suddenly had some vacancies, feeling very messy, but he still kissed Nian'an's hand dotingly: "Okay, okay."

"You have to remember the feeling I gave you, and never forget it."

"Okay, okay." Qin Xi replied to Nian An while reviewing the memorial, and smiled knowingly.

After looking at Qin Xi for a long time, Nian An said: "I want to smell the incense in your side hall, can you go and get it for me?"

"Okay." Qin Xi put Nian'an down, saw that he was sitting comfortably on the dragon chair, and walked over. Nian'an looked at Qin Xi's back, tears blurred his eyes, and held back the tears from falling down.Qin Xi, you are the king of a country and the head of a family, you are the king of the world, you are never called out, but as long as it is what I say, you will do it yourself, and you will never lie to others, but your feelings are getting heavier and heavier , It’s so heavy that it scares me, you always protect me behind you, but I’m no longer that child.

Seeing Qin Xi walk into the side hall, Nian An began to rummage through the cabinet and took out the palace token, before he got it, he heard Qin Xi's footsteps coming back.

Nian An said again: "By the way, Qin Xi, I still want the book I often read on the bookcase, so you can bring it for me."

"Okay, I'll take it for you. Sit down and don't move around. Be careful and hurt your feet." Hearing the sound of footsteps gradually walking away, Nian An finally got the token from the box on Qin Xi's golden throne, and hid it away. in his clothes.

"Take it, don't keep reading, be careful not to damage your eyes." Qin Xi came back and lovingly hugged Nian'an to her lap again, stroking Nian'an's head.

"Then what if I'm illiterate?" Nian'an asked Qin Xi, wiping away tears.

Qin Xi smiled: "I support you, but you are still afraid that I can't support you. Is it because the salary given to you is too little and you are not enough?" Qin Xi has a simple mind and simple thinking,

"Then what if one day I'm gone?" Qin Xi's face became ugly and stiff.

Qin Xi calmed down, "I won't let you run around." After speaking, Qin Xi said again: "You can't run around either."

"Then what will happen to you if one day you don't have me?"

"I haven't thought about it, I haven't tried it, and I don't want to try it."

Nian An said softly, "Then if one day I'm gone, you should take care of yourself, okay?"

"Well, I see, all right, let's concentrate on reading."

Nian'an looked at the book that was already dripping with tears. He tried his best not to let his voice become choked up, but he was reluctant to leave. He hugged Qin Xi and leaned on Qin Xi's shoulder while reading the book. This feeling, this feeling He couldn't let go of this kind of warmth, this kind of tenderness, really couldn't let go.

If those things had never happened, he and Qin Xi would have already had a lot of pimples. No matter how much he ignored those things, he couldn't pretend that they had never happened, and those pains had really existed.

"I'm going back, you have to remember to eat on time, go to bed on time, and don't be too tired."

Qin Xi smiled and put her arms around Nian'an's waist, "Didn't I sleep with you every day? You still worry about this." After speaking, Qin Xi carried Nian'an to Wenyuan Hall again.

"Then you have to eat and sleep with me on time every day from now on, and don't work too hard." From now on, you will be alone, goodbye... Qin Xi...

Qin Xi didn't think there was anything wrong with it, but felt that this little milk cat was extremely clingy today, and his sweetness made him feel a little sour, "Well, come, someone, take a cloth chariot to send you back home."