Dujun love
Chapter 114 Reflection
Qin Xi suppressed the urge to hit someone, and said: "Su Nian'an, don't think about it." After finishing speaking, Qin Xi didn't say anything more, turned around and left.Nian An endured the tears for a long time, but in the end she couldn't bear it any longer, so she sat down and covered her face.
Here, Qin Zun and Xi Feng chatted about painting and calligraphy in the study.
Xifeng took a sip of the tea that Biqing brought in, and said gracefully, "Which famous painting does the Fourth Prince like?"
Qin Zun thought for a while, "I still like Zhao Wenfu's landscape paintings, what about Mr. Xifeng?"
Xifeng said happily, "Oh? Zhao Wenfu's landscape painting? I have seen his paintings too. The painting style is fresh and the landscape is realistic."
"Then it seems that Mr. Xifeng also has a painter he likes?"
"I prefer Lin Mo's paintings of human and local customs, which are very exquisite."
"A few days ago, when I was inquiring about Mr. Zhao Genfu's excellent works, I met someone who really liked Mr. Lin Mo."
Xi Feng said: "What about you?"
"Compared with figure painting, I prefer landscapes. Landscapes contain everything in the world. Although they seem to be consistent, they are actually full of strange things. Although they are inanimate, they can last forever. Landscapes seem to have infinite mysteries waiting for people to explore." Qin Zun After a pause, he said with a hint of helplessness, "Although people seem to be different, they are actually just a few faces. They all say that people's hearts are unpredictable. I don't care about knowing people's hearts, but I just cherish the people in front of me."
After hearing this sentiment, Xi Feng also had a lot of thoughts, "That's reasonable, and I'm very happy to discuss these with you. I feel that my thoughts all the time are actually not as subtle as yours."
Qin Zun smiled, "Where, I was just talking nonsense."
"Listening to what you say is better than reading books for ten years, and I only know what it means today."
Qin Zun felt embarrassed, "Mr. Xifeng, don't make fun of me."
At this time, Qin Xi stepped in from the outside, "Fourth brother, please go over and take care of Nian'an."
Qin Zun got up and saw Qin Xi who had a helpless and sad face, and knew that the situation of the two of them had not improved at this time, so he just smiled, nodded, and rushed to the palace where Nian An was, Xifeng followed Qin Zun.
Qin Zun took a look outside the door before walking in. Seeing Nian'an covering his face, his heart ached so much, he walked over and touched Nian'an's head, hugged Nian'an, and patted him on the shoulder, "It's okay, I'm still here." With me."
Xi Feng followed in and saw the gentleness on Qin Zun's face, and his heart was filled with excitement. Qin Zun is a man who doesn't have the airs of a prince at all, which is great.
Nian An's health is getting worse day by day, although he can still serve Qin Zun, but the root of the disease has also fallen, and his health is getting worse and worse.Qin Zun troubled Xi Feng to stay, and Xi Feng was naturally willing to spend more time with Qin Zun so that he could understand himself better.
Xi Feng was very happy staying here, just taking advantage of Nian An's bad mood, although Nian An tried his best to cover it up, but Qin Zun still knew that it was all because he was afraid that he would pretend to be happy.Xi Feng accompanied Qin Zun to find a way to coax Nian An to be happy, and the relationship between the two became much closer.
It was only then that Qin Zun realized that Xi Feng was not as lofty and unapproachable as he appeared on the surface. In fact, Xi Feng was very kind and easy to make people feel warm.
And these days, Xifeng and Qin Zun discussed how to make Nian'an happy, which made Qin Zun feel that Xifeng was serious about people and things. He could enter and leave the palace relatively freely, and he would bring some rare antiques with him. , While bringing Nian'an, he would also bring a small gift for himself. He is really a good person.
And Qin Xi also came a few times after that, but every time she was turned away by Nian An, Nian An didn't even want to see him.Qin Xi eats too much behind closed doors, and has fewer days to come.
Nian An is also happy to be at ease, not having to deal with him all the time.But in the dark night, when lying on the bed, Nian An would think that he and he should be wishful thinking, right?Shouldn't they be happy with each other?He was too stupid to think that someone like him, Qin Xi, would have true love, not to mention that he was a man, he was really a delusional fool.
Whenever a person falls into a disappointing situation, he will always forget the beauty of the past, and the moment of disappointment is always in his mind.It's not that Nian An doesn't know, it's just that he can't accept Qin Xi marrying someone else but keeping him in the dark, if there is really nothing, why Qin Xi refuses to tell him, why never asks his opinion.
What he cared about was not the position of the second concubine, and he didn't even bother with the position of a woman.But he was very scared. He was afraid that today's Qin Xi could get married without telling him, and would have a child soon.He was afraid of such a result, afraid that he would make a mistake in his infatuation, and afraid that all his dreams would come to nothing.
Nian'an told himself like this every day that they were not suitable, told himself to give up and give up, but every time he did what he thought he could do, Qin Xi would always appear in front of him, and put his little bit of strength Beat it to pieces.
On this day, Qin Xi came to Nian An's room again.
"I was wrong, it was my fault, don't be angry, okay, just deal with me, okay?" Qin Xi followed Nian'an into the room.
"Second prince doesn't have to be like this. It's better for us not to meet." Nian An's face was also not good-looking. When lying in bed, he would think a lot, but he didn't know what to do, maybe it would be best to be a stranger from now on.In the eyes of everyone, Qin Xi and Zhang Yuanjie are a match made in heaven. He is a so-called son of a criminal minister, and why should he accompany a school boy?
"Stop it."
"You are good, you should understand me."
"I won't lie to you, I have nothing to do with Zhang Yuanjie."
"I know it's not good for me to be like this, but I dare not let you know that you have contracted a cold. I'm afraid you will be seriously ill."
Qin Xi hugged Nian'an and said: "I was wrong, but I can't live without you, don't be angry, okay?"
Nian An broke away from Qin Xi, still tidying up her things, and stopped talking.Qin Xi thought that he had already lowered his posture very much. These days, every time he came here, he would be driven away by Nian An, but this time he has endured it very well.
He doesn't want to lose Nian'an, Zhang Yuanjie is just a political tool to him, if possible, he would rather not have this tool than lose Nian'an, but Zhang Yuanjie can really help him seize the throne in the future.
Seeing Nian An like this, Qin Xi was very angry, so the anger and coldness on his face were condensed together, Nian An was forced to have nowhere to go, Qin Xi grabbed his hand, pressed him against the wall, and asked him, "What the hell are you talking about?"
"No trouble." Nian An's face was indifferent, but his heart was bearing thousands of cuts.
"Even if I marry Zhang Jieyuan, you also know that it was forced by my father, and you also know that she will be beneficial to my future career."
Nian An closed her eyes and took a breath, "I know."
"You know that I have never been to her because of you, and I have nothing to do with her. What is there to be wronged?" Qin Xi was angry, and he also felt uncomfortable. He thought that Nian An would be fine after a few days. , but more than half a month has passed for Nian An, but he still doesn't care about it.There is even a look of wanting to cut everything off, as if nothing happened between the two people before, half of the old love is not remembered.
"Isn't it normal to have three wives and four concubines? As a prince, I have the royal life in my life, and I will put you in my heart. Why can't you be considerate of me?"
Nian An is actually a very stubborn person. Although he is usually talkative, it doesn't mean that he will compromise on everything. He doesn't want to let himself suffer such grievances when it comes to emotional matters.
Nian'an was not a person who could accept three wives and four concubines since he was a child, Qin Xi asked Nian'an why he couldn't be considerate of him.One reason is because of the environment Nian An grew up in, his father and his mother were the only companions.His father also taught him from a young age to be dedicated, so he has always been proud of his father.
Nian An's father was only his mother from the beginning to the end, but he also thought that he, to Qin Xi, should be just a male favorite who can't even give birth to children, isn't that right?Why did you ask Qin Xi how?Why should Qin Xi be asked to do so?Does this thing really hurt that much?In fact, it is not, it is not this matter, but the reflection caused by this matter. This event made him deeply realize that he loves Qin Xi deeply, but he cannot afford it.
Nian An is also a very self-respecting person, and he regards his own dignity as very important. He didn't want to let him be wronged like this, "It's normal, and then it's normal to have children and carry on the family."
Qin Xi was cold and did not speak, Nian An was not afraid, but stared at Qin Xi's eyes, hoping to read something from them, Qin Xi's desire and the so-called where he was.
"And I will only hinder you, your throne, and your future, so let's not communicate with each other forever."
Qin Xi lowered her head, bit his lips fiercely, forcing him to open his lips to accept Qin Xi's smell, Nian An began to struggle unceasingly, but soon both hands were held by Qin Xi and pressed against the wall superior.
Nian An was in a hurry, so when Qin Xi stuck out his tongue, he bit it down. He thought that Qin Xi would let go because of the pain.However, even though the bloody smell spread from his mouth and diffused into the mouths of the two of them, Qin Xi would not let go, still biting heavily.
"Hmm...", Nian An was vague, pushing and saying, "Let... let go... I... let go..."
Qin Xi hugged him fiercely to the side of the bed, and threw him on the bed, "I will never let you go, you will always be my Qin Xi's person." As she said that, she pressed him down, Nian An's face was ashen , and no longer struggling, just lay down and let Qin Xi kiss.
He thought that he might not be very important to Qin Xi.In other words, yes and no, it's all the same.Nian An thought of Qin Su. At that time, no matter what pressure Qin Su was under, he could give up everything for himself. He had let him down, while Qin Xi was too ambitious. Annoyed, Qin Xi will only hurt him.
Nian An let Qin Xi kiss his cheek and collarbone, and said coldly: "Just do what you want, and go when you're done. Don't see each other again, and don't force me anymore. You know my love too." Personality." Although he said it coldly, there was a trace of crystal clearness from the corners of his eyes.
Here, Qin Zun and Xi Feng chatted about painting and calligraphy in the study.
Xifeng took a sip of the tea that Biqing brought in, and said gracefully, "Which famous painting does the Fourth Prince like?"
Qin Zun thought for a while, "I still like Zhao Wenfu's landscape paintings, what about Mr. Xifeng?"
Xifeng said happily, "Oh? Zhao Wenfu's landscape painting? I have seen his paintings too. The painting style is fresh and the landscape is realistic."
"Then it seems that Mr. Xifeng also has a painter he likes?"
"I prefer Lin Mo's paintings of human and local customs, which are very exquisite."
"A few days ago, when I was inquiring about Mr. Zhao Genfu's excellent works, I met someone who really liked Mr. Lin Mo."
Xi Feng said: "What about you?"
"Compared with figure painting, I prefer landscapes. Landscapes contain everything in the world. Although they seem to be consistent, they are actually full of strange things. Although they are inanimate, they can last forever. Landscapes seem to have infinite mysteries waiting for people to explore." Qin Zun After a pause, he said with a hint of helplessness, "Although people seem to be different, they are actually just a few faces. They all say that people's hearts are unpredictable. I don't care about knowing people's hearts, but I just cherish the people in front of me."
After hearing this sentiment, Xi Feng also had a lot of thoughts, "That's reasonable, and I'm very happy to discuss these with you. I feel that my thoughts all the time are actually not as subtle as yours."
Qin Zun smiled, "Where, I was just talking nonsense."
"Listening to what you say is better than reading books for ten years, and I only know what it means today."
Qin Zun felt embarrassed, "Mr. Xifeng, don't make fun of me."
At this time, Qin Xi stepped in from the outside, "Fourth brother, please go over and take care of Nian'an."
Qin Zun got up and saw Qin Xi who had a helpless and sad face, and knew that the situation of the two of them had not improved at this time, so he just smiled, nodded, and rushed to the palace where Nian An was, Xifeng followed Qin Zun.
Qin Zun took a look outside the door before walking in. Seeing Nian'an covering his face, his heart ached so much, he walked over and touched Nian'an's head, hugged Nian'an, and patted him on the shoulder, "It's okay, I'm still here." With me."
Xi Feng followed in and saw the gentleness on Qin Zun's face, and his heart was filled with excitement. Qin Zun is a man who doesn't have the airs of a prince at all, which is great.
Nian An's health is getting worse day by day, although he can still serve Qin Zun, but the root of the disease has also fallen, and his health is getting worse and worse.Qin Zun troubled Xi Feng to stay, and Xi Feng was naturally willing to spend more time with Qin Zun so that he could understand himself better.
Xi Feng was very happy staying here, just taking advantage of Nian An's bad mood, although Nian An tried his best to cover it up, but Qin Zun still knew that it was all because he was afraid that he would pretend to be happy.Xi Feng accompanied Qin Zun to find a way to coax Nian An to be happy, and the relationship between the two became much closer.
It was only then that Qin Zun realized that Xi Feng was not as lofty and unapproachable as he appeared on the surface. In fact, Xi Feng was very kind and easy to make people feel warm.
And these days, Xifeng and Qin Zun discussed how to make Nian'an happy, which made Qin Zun feel that Xifeng was serious about people and things. He could enter and leave the palace relatively freely, and he would bring some rare antiques with him. , While bringing Nian'an, he would also bring a small gift for himself. He is really a good person.
And Qin Xi also came a few times after that, but every time she was turned away by Nian An, Nian An didn't even want to see him.Qin Xi eats too much behind closed doors, and has fewer days to come.
Nian An is also happy to be at ease, not having to deal with him all the time.But in the dark night, when lying on the bed, Nian An would think that he and he should be wishful thinking, right?Shouldn't they be happy with each other?He was too stupid to think that someone like him, Qin Xi, would have true love, not to mention that he was a man, he was really a delusional fool.
Whenever a person falls into a disappointing situation, he will always forget the beauty of the past, and the moment of disappointment is always in his mind.It's not that Nian An doesn't know, it's just that he can't accept Qin Xi marrying someone else but keeping him in the dark, if there is really nothing, why Qin Xi refuses to tell him, why never asks his opinion.
What he cared about was not the position of the second concubine, and he didn't even bother with the position of a woman.But he was very scared. He was afraid that today's Qin Xi could get married without telling him, and would have a child soon.He was afraid of such a result, afraid that he would make a mistake in his infatuation, and afraid that all his dreams would come to nothing.
Nian'an told himself like this every day that they were not suitable, told himself to give up and give up, but every time he did what he thought he could do, Qin Xi would always appear in front of him, and put his little bit of strength Beat it to pieces.
On this day, Qin Xi came to Nian An's room again.
"I was wrong, it was my fault, don't be angry, okay, just deal with me, okay?" Qin Xi followed Nian'an into the room.
"Second prince doesn't have to be like this. It's better for us not to meet." Nian An's face was also not good-looking. When lying in bed, he would think a lot, but he didn't know what to do, maybe it would be best to be a stranger from now on.In the eyes of everyone, Qin Xi and Zhang Yuanjie are a match made in heaven. He is a so-called son of a criminal minister, and why should he accompany a school boy?
"Stop it."
"You are good, you should understand me."
"I won't lie to you, I have nothing to do with Zhang Yuanjie."
"I know it's not good for me to be like this, but I dare not let you know that you have contracted a cold. I'm afraid you will be seriously ill."
Qin Xi hugged Nian'an and said: "I was wrong, but I can't live without you, don't be angry, okay?"
Nian An broke away from Qin Xi, still tidying up her things, and stopped talking.Qin Xi thought that he had already lowered his posture very much. These days, every time he came here, he would be driven away by Nian An, but this time he has endured it very well.
He doesn't want to lose Nian'an, Zhang Yuanjie is just a political tool to him, if possible, he would rather not have this tool than lose Nian'an, but Zhang Yuanjie can really help him seize the throne in the future.
Seeing Nian An like this, Qin Xi was very angry, so the anger and coldness on his face were condensed together, Nian An was forced to have nowhere to go, Qin Xi grabbed his hand, pressed him against the wall, and asked him, "What the hell are you talking about?"
"No trouble." Nian An's face was indifferent, but his heart was bearing thousands of cuts.
"Even if I marry Zhang Jieyuan, you also know that it was forced by my father, and you also know that she will be beneficial to my future career."
Nian An closed her eyes and took a breath, "I know."
"You know that I have never been to her because of you, and I have nothing to do with her. What is there to be wronged?" Qin Xi was angry, and he also felt uncomfortable. He thought that Nian An would be fine after a few days. , but more than half a month has passed for Nian An, but he still doesn't care about it.There is even a look of wanting to cut everything off, as if nothing happened between the two people before, half of the old love is not remembered.
"Isn't it normal to have three wives and four concubines? As a prince, I have the royal life in my life, and I will put you in my heart. Why can't you be considerate of me?"
Nian An is actually a very stubborn person. Although he is usually talkative, it doesn't mean that he will compromise on everything. He doesn't want to let himself suffer such grievances when it comes to emotional matters.
Nian'an was not a person who could accept three wives and four concubines since he was a child, Qin Xi asked Nian'an why he couldn't be considerate of him.One reason is because of the environment Nian An grew up in, his father and his mother were the only companions.His father also taught him from a young age to be dedicated, so he has always been proud of his father.
Nian An's father was only his mother from the beginning to the end, but he also thought that he, to Qin Xi, should be just a male favorite who can't even give birth to children, isn't that right?Why did you ask Qin Xi how?Why should Qin Xi be asked to do so?Does this thing really hurt that much?In fact, it is not, it is not this matter, but the reflection caused by this matter. This event made him deeply realize that he loves Qin Xi deeply, but he cannot afford it.
Nian An is also a very self-respecting person, and he regards his own dignity as very important. He didn't want to let him be wronged like this, "It's normal, and then it's normal to have children and carry on the family."
Qin Xi was cold and did not speak, Nian An was not afraid, but stared at Qin Xi's eyes, hoping to read something from them, Qin Xi's desire and the so-called where he was.
"And I will only hinder you, your throne, and your future, so let's not communicate with each other forever."
Qin Xi lowered her head, bit his lips fiercely, forcing him to open his lips to accept Qin Xi's smell, Nian An began to struggle unceasingly, but soon both hands were held by Qin Xi and pressed against the wall superior.
Nian An was in a hurry, so when Qin Xi stuck out his tongue, he bit it down. He thought that Qin Xi would let go because of the pain.However, even though the bloody smell spread from his mouth and diffused into the mouths of the two of them, Qin Xi would not let go, still biting heavily.
"Hmm...", Nian An was vague, pushing and saying, "Let... let go... I... let go..."
Qin Xi hugged him fiercely to the side of the bed, and threw him on the bed, "I will never let you go, you will always be my Qin Xi's person." As she said that, she pressed him down, Nian An's face was ashen , and no longer struggling, just lay down and let Qin Xi kiss.
He thought that he might not be very important to Qin Xi.In other words, yes and no, it's all the same.Nian An thought of Qin Su. At that time, no matter what pressure Qin Su was under, he could give up everything for himself. He had let him down, while Qin Xi was too ambitious. Annoyed, Qin Xi will only hurt him.
Nian An let Qin Xi kiss his cheek and collarbone, and said coldly: "Just do what you want, and go when you're done. Don't see each other again, and don't force me anymore. You know my love too." Personality." Although he said it coldly, there was a trace of crystal clearness from the corners of his eyes.
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