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Tang Xiaoyang looked up at Mu Xue who was blocking the snow for her, his eyes stopped blinking, for fear that everything in front of him was just a dream.

Mu Xue seemed to be a little fatter than when she left, and her face looked a lot ruddy. Other than that, the years didn't leave any unnecessary marks on her body.

Tall figure, snow-white skin, slightly pursed thin lips, and those light gray peach blossom eyes are still as seductive as before.

It's a pity that those slender eyebrows were slightly frowned, and the eyes looking at him were complicated and sullen, far less gentle than before.

But Tang Xiaoyang didn't care about that much anymore, he just looked at the woman carefully from top to bottom, wishing to keep every hair of her in his heart.

Eyes are a little hot.

The two were deadlocked for a moment, and Mu Xue said lightly, "Get up..."

After talking, he threw the umbrella to Tang Xiaoyang's side, and walked into the house by himself in the snow.

Before taking two steps, Tang Xiaoyang behind him had already staggered to his feet, caught up with her in a few steps, and helped her hold the umbrella.

The housekeeper downstairs received a call from Mucha: "What are you doing in a daze? Why don't you hurry up and get some ginger soup? If she really catches a cold, won't my sister feel bad?"

Tang Xiaoyang followed Mu Xue to the door, Mu Xue suddenly turned her head, Tang Xiaoyang stopped quickly, and looked at her obediently.

Mu Xue looked at the snow covering her body and head, and frowned a little more, "Shoot the snow off her body."

"Hey..." It was just a simple sentence, but Tang Xiaoyang responded with a smile like a child who was given sugar, and immediately shook off the snow on his body.

Mu Xue looked at her bright smile, her expression eased slightly, she turned around and continued walking.

The two arrived at Mu Xue's room. Mu Xue found out her own clothes and handed them to her, "Go take a shower first."

"No need, I'm not cold." Tang Xiaoyang wasn't in the mood to take a bath at this moment, and the room was very warm, so she had basically recovered after coming here for a while.

Mu Xue looked at Tang Xiaoyang who was staring straight at her like a big dog that had been separated from its owner for a long time, finally gave up the idea of ​​persuading her, put the clothes away, sat on the sofa by herself, and poured a cup of hot water for Tang Xiaoyang Cha: "Now that you've seen me, you can say whatever you want."

Looking at the woman who treated him coldly, Tang Xiaoyang couldn't help feeling wronged, suppressing his tears, "I know I made a mistake before, and I will never do it again. But why are you still unwilling to see her after so long? And me."

Not only that, but after finally meeting, there was no warmth at all.

Mu Xue didn't know whether to look at her with anger or a smile, "I don't see you, so you want to spoil yourself like this?"

After so many years, why doesn't this kid understand?She is the most important thing.

Even for a person like myself, if he said that he would abandon her, he would abandon her, wouldn't he?

Tang Xiaoyang shook his head firmly, looking at her with burning eyes, "You don't know how important you are to me."

Her face has faded from immaturity, showing a kind of astonishment like a blooming flower, her temperament is lonely and deep, as if she won't blink her eyes more even if the sky falls.

She is no longer the Tang Xiaoyang she used to be.

But her eyes were still as clear and decisive as before, with nothing but Mu Xue in her eyes.

It seems like nothing has changed except the passing of the years.

Then what is the meaning of leaving?

With such pain and guilt on my shoulders, why did I leave my girl alone in the troubled world?

No reason, just had to.

The emotions accumulated in the bottom of my heart burned, Mu Xue smiled bitterly and shed tears, her voice trembling and hoarse, "Then do you know how important you are to me?"

Tang Xiaoyang was stunned, she stared blankly at the woman in front of her, this was Mu Xue she had never seen before.

Have you ever seen the collapse of the boundless snow mountain?

"From the time I decided to leave you to the time I actually did it, there were four months in the middle. Every day, every day, I was thinking about whether I should do it or not!"

Mu Xue got up and paced back and forth, "Every time I think I should go, but every time I see your eyes, I can't bear it, I know you need me."

The woman's tears were still falling, she covered her heart, and looked at Tang Xiaoyang with a frown, "But I left in the end, because I couldn't swallow this breath."

Tang Xiaoyang's lips trembled, wanting to say something but afraid of alarming Mu Xue.

Injured by delay

The old Mu Xue is a fragile porcelain doll, but what is in front of her at this moment is the broken Mu Xue.

"I searched for evidence of Qin Chang's harm all night because of you. I allowed Tang Mo to hold that banquet just to lock her in forever. I told others that it was to prevent her from doing evil again, but only I knew it. I was I hate her for bullying you."

Mu Xue's tone was weak but excited like never before, "So I did something evil that I hadn't done before, not for any noble reason, just because I love you."

"That's why I left you, it's the same." Tears rolled down her fair cheeks, Mu Xue looked at Tang Xiaoyang, her hands tightly grasped the clothes around her heart, like a wronged child, "There are a hundred reasons for the high-sounding reason." There are not many words, but I know, I am just angry with you for doubting me, so angry that every time I think about it, my heart hurts like hell."

"Sister Mu..." Tang Xiaoyang burst into tears, and the guilt in his heart almost drowned him.

She shouldn't have criticized Mu Xue, it was her fault.

It is also the first time for Mu Xue to fall in love, the first time to love others, and the first time to carefully hold out her heart and give it to another person.

But what did she do?

Mu Xue laughed at herself, "I used to think how could my parents be so disrespectful, but now I know that loving someone wholeheartedly is the most disrespectful thing in itself."

"Before I left, I was sad because of your doubts, and after I left, I was sad because I couldn't be with you.

I want to see you for fear of disturbing your life now, but I don't want to see you but I can't bear you. "

Mu Xue held on to the table beside her precariously, and said intermittently, "When I saw you sitting in the snow, I didn't know whether I was sad or happy.

I can finally see you, but I'm still very angry, the more I see you spoiling yourself so badly, the more I think of me making you cry like that... I don't even know if I'm angry with myself or you. "

The former Mu Xue couldn't say these words to Tang Xiaoyang no matter what, because Tang Xiaoyang at that time could come up with a hundred wild versions.

But now Mu Xue can't control that much anymore, she just wants to cut herself apart and tell her mature lover her deep fear and anxiety.

She is afraid of losing her rational self and losing her trusting love.

But she has been powerless. In love, she can neither think rationally nor be forced to escape by her lover who is chasing after her.

She can only choose to confess, choose to be unseemly, and choose to collapse.

She was not just angry with Tang Xiaoyang, but more disturbed.

Maybe love is like this, the holy self will become unbearable, and the calm self will become crazy, no one can escape.

There was a beautiful but not very stable vase on the table that Mu Xue's body touched. It was bumped by the woman's body, and it swayed forward, but Mu Xue, who was facing away from it, didn't seem to hear the vase topple at all. sound.

Tang Xiaoyang didn't even think about getting up and dragging the woman into his arms, avoiding the pouring water from the vase.

The woman in his arms trembled and struggled, as if Tang Xiaoyang's arms were a hot furnace.

Tang Xiaoyang was extremely distressed, and he was not willing to force her any longer, so he could only let her go gently, and took two steps back so that the woman could see her mouth clearly, hesitantly but seriously said, "Can you not hear?"

Mu Xue lowered her eyes, nodded for a moment.

Tang Xiaoyang was even more sad, she could hardly think about how the woman had lived in the past four years, and when she thought about it, she wanted to slap herself, "Why did you lie to me?"

"I don't want this disease to interfere with your choice." Mu Xue didn't look at her, "I don't want you to accommodate me because of this disease if you like someone else."

Tang Xiaoyang pinched the woman's chin and made her face him. He didn't know whether he was angry or sad and said, "I will never, ever like anyone other than you."

Mu Xue looked at her for two seconds, then broke away from her, "Whatever you want..."

Tang Xiaoyang laughed because she cried again when she saw Mu Xue.

This time it was probably not tears of anger and sadness.

Of course, she hoped that Mu Xue would never cry in the future.

Except at certain times.

In the night of crying face to face, the love between them finally achieved reasonable fairness.

The next day Mu Xue boarded the plane back to country S, but she didn't expect that the door of the villa was knocked open not long after arriving home.

Mu Xue was called downstairs by the white whale, and saw Tang Xiaoyang carrying a large bag.

The smile was bright, as if he was already with her again.

Mu Xue nodded and went upstairs again.

also

Not making out with strangers.

But Tang Xiaoyang didn't mind at all. Since then, Mu Xue has changed a small tail behind her. Beluga is happy to take an unlimited vacation, and Xue Mengmeng is going crazy with joy.

Tang Xiaoyang was watching her fishing when she was fishing, and successfully used his fishing skills to shut up the old man next door.

The whole fish feast they had that night.

Tang Xiaoyang followed her when she went out to sea, and went into the water with the diving team, no matter what was caught, he would happily come over to show her.

The family's shell stockpile grew rapidly.

On days when the weather was bad, they would sit on both ends of the sofa and watch movies. Tang Xiaoyang cut the peeled fruit into evenly small pieces, laid out a plate and pushed it to her.

Mu Xue looked at Tang Xiaoyang who was staring at the screen intently, "Aren't you working?"

Tang Xiaoyang should be busy now.

Tang Xiaoyang wiped her juice-stained fingers and said, "I've been busy for several years, it's time to rest."

"I'm still angry."

"I know……"

"If you don't make it, you will be angry all your life."

"It's okay. Didn't you tell me to think it through before? I figured it out. You are more important than anything else. Even if you never forgive me, I will always be with you."

Tang Xiaoyang looked at her with a smile, "You can choose by yourself, or you can take your time, but I won't go anywhere except by your side."

Mu Xue pinched her cheek, but said nothing.

Tang Xiaoyang knew that he would always win, just like that snowy night.

Mu Xue couldn't bear her to be cold, and naturally she couldn't bear her widowhood even more.

The previous self was so stupid, she loved herself so much, why was she still doubting?

The reconciliation between the two happened on a sudden rainy day. The sunny day suddenly changed its face and a heavy rain fell.

The two went to the coast because they didn't want to drive, so they didn't drive. Although Tang Xiaoyang brought an umbrella, the lonely umbrella had limited protection in the heavy rain.

Alpha took off his coat, wrapped Mu Xue in it, and almost ran home with her in his arms.

Although Mu Xue, who was firmly hugged in her arms, could not smell the smell of pheromones, she knew that Tang Xiaoyang's cake smell must be surrounding her at this moment.

Although the two took a shower in time after returning home, Mu Xue still had a fever unavoidably.

Tang Xiaoyang watched her all day and all night, his eyes were full of distress and regret, and what he muttered everyday was, "I should have driven the car if I knew it earlier."

Under her care, Mu Xue recovered very quickly, but Tang Xiaoyang didn't know whether it was because of anxiety or tiredness. On the second day after Mu Xue recovered, he also developed a low-grade fever.

She was pinned on the bed by Mu Xue and enjoyed the wonderful treatment of a sick patient all day long.

But when night fell, Tang Xiaoyang began to struggle in his heart.

It may be that illness makes people vulnerable, and she really doesn't want to be separated from Mu Xue now.

But she was even more reluctant to let Mu Xue sleep on the bedside like herself.

"It's time to rest, you go back to your room, I'm fine." The person on the bed said under his breath.

But when Mu Xue looked into her eyes, it was as if she was begging the master not to abandon her cub.

"never mind……"

The woman lifted the quilt and got into Tang Xiaoyang's bed.

The body temperature of a person with a fever will make the bed very warm, like a warm nest isolated from the world.

It's a pity that I can't smell her.

Tang Xiaoyang froze and didn't dare to move, like someone who was suddenly trusted by the kitten, surprised and worried to scare her away.

It wasn't until the woman's arms wrapped around her waist that she carefully hugged back, for fear of strangling Mu Xue.

After a long time, she heard the woman in her arms whispering.

"I'm going to hug you well this time, and never separate again."

She heard herself answering in a crying voice, "Well..."

The author has something to say: ps: Actually, this is the end, well, I know what you want to see, see you at wb, just kidding, see you in the next chapter.

Again PS: Mu Jie’s collapse and Yang’s retaliation are what I thought about a long time ago, I hope I didn’t write about the collapse.

PS again: there are still things left to write, marking, wedding, childbirth, and official announcement.

The childbirth and official announcement will probably be a special episode, as well as the hometown of A Nian, Tianling Luoxing's special episode, do you have anything else you want to watch?