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Chapter 42
"What's the matter?" Tang Yizi thought that she and Mu Xue would never have any private interactions in this life, but at the moment when the other party came to her door, she was surprised and happy for a moment, as if in a dream, she could only follow Mu Xue's words.
However, the woman's next words were like pouring a basin of ice water on her head, waking her up completely.
"I hope you can help guide me, student Tang's study."
Tang Yizi took a step back, took the paper towel handed by the assistant and wiped off the water on her face, regained her proud demeanor, looked at the woman with sad or angry eyes, "You came to me just because of that child ?”
The pair of peach blossom eyes of the woman on the opposite side who had appeared in her dreams countless times folded slightly, noncommittal, "Can we go in and talk?"
"Okay..." Even though she was angry in her heart, Tang Yizi was absolutely reluctant to drive out Mu Xue who had come to her door right now.
After all, this is the first time the two have communicated in a non-work place after 12 years.
The layout of Tang Yizi's room was not much different from Mu Xue's. The two sat down facing each other. Tang Yizi poured Mu Xue a cup of hot water, "What can I teach someone you can't even teach?"
Mu Xue held the warm water glass in her hand, rubbed the warm glass wall, and after a moment of silence, she said, "I remember you were like that when you played with me at the beginning, and the director told me many times .But it only took you three days to play against me very well."
Tang Yizi looked at Mu Xue fixedly, there was no superfluous look on the woman's beautiful face, it seemed that she was simply recalling the past.
And there was no touch in my heart.
Tang Yizi suddenly felt that she was really boring, and that's why she kept worrying about her for so many years.
Alpha, who had always held his head upright in front of Mu Xue, was now depressed like a balloon that was punctured by a needle.
Tang Yizi raised her hand to cover her eyes, her voice was bitter, "Do you know why I did that?"
Maybe I shouldn't have come.
Mu Xue looked at Alpha who bent over and bowed her head, and realized that Tang Yizi's feelings for her might be far deeper than she thought.
Is it happier to deceive yourself and others with a vain dream all the time, or is it happier to wake up from that faint dream, face reality, and go on alone?
But the words have already reached this point, and it is meaningless to leave now.
The only thing Mu Xue can do is to tell the truth.
"It was just speculation, but now I think, I know."
She didn't say the rest, in order to preserve a bit of decency for the strong alpha in front of her.
But Tang Yizi has had enough of the endless regrets caused by her cowardice.
She raised her head with a wry smile, looked straight into Mu Xue's eyes, tears welled up in her eyes but refused to fall, said firmly, word by word, "Because I like you, Mu Xue, I have always... liked you. "
This confession is 12 years late and has no practical meaning.
But Tang Yizi who said these words was like letting go of a boulder weighing on her heart, feeling relieved.
He even gave up on himself, telling the woman in front of him the words that had been accumulated in his heart for several years.
"You are so kind, so good that I don't think I can catch up anyway."
"So I'm jealous of you, I wish you weren't so nice and so far away."
"I like you so much, but you have nothing to me..."
"So I hate you again, why don't you like me."
"But you don't like me, so what's wrong?"
"I was wrong, Xiaoxue, I was wrong, I'm sorry."
Mu Xue looked at Tang Yizi with a complicated expression, and didn't take out a tissue and handed it to her until she finished speaking, "I'm not angry with you anymore."
Tang Yizi bowed her head in silence for a moment, and when she raised her head again, she had returned to her usual proud expression.
Those years of remorse seemed to be shed with tears in this moment. Alpha looked at the woman in front of him with burning eyes, and asked in a calm tone.
"But if it wasn't for her, you wouldn't have come to me at all, would you?"
Mu Xue folded her eyes slightly, paused for a moment, and then looked up at Tang Yizi without fear.
"Yes……"
Even though she knew the answer a long time ago, Tang Yizi still felt extremely uncomfortable at the moment.
It was inevitable that there was a bit of yin and yang in the words, "She is so important, it is worth you to humb down and reconcile with me?"
Mu Xue shook her head slowly, and said seriously: "I was indeed begging you, but I did not reconcile with you on this condition. After that incident, I was really angry for a long time. Even now, I think of you At that time, it will still be sad.”
Tang Yizi clenched her fists tightly, avoiding Mu Xue's sight.
Mu Xue continued: "The reason why I'm not angry anymore is because it's been a long time, and second, I understand your thoughts at that time."
The thin woman frowned. Such a heart-to-heart conversation made her very uncomfortable, "But that doesn't mean forgiveness. I understand your thoughts, but your behavior has indeed trampled on my heart and slandered me. personality."
She looked at Tang Yizi, and asked in a gentle tone: "Not all injuries should be forgiven, right?"
Tang Yizi looked at the calm and well-organized Mu Xue in front of her with a gloomy face, and nodded slowly.
She suddenly understood why Mu Xue was able to successfully transform from an actor who obeyed orders to a producer who coordinated various matters with a pretty face that was not aggressive at all and a personality that rarely lost her temper.
It's not just because she has an extremely solid backing, a good old man with money but no talent will only be reduced to an ATM machine in this circle.
Mu Xue is like a sharp and introverted sword, which is normally placed in a scabbard decorated with white jade and gemstones, making everyone admire him.
But the sword is a killer after all.
After all, Mu Xue also has a penny count, when she sees blood sealing her throat.
This seemingly cold but gentle woman probably has a heart that is a hundred times more proud than herself.
Mu Xue sighed slightly, and continued: "So I didn't come to reconcile with you, the reconciliation is to return to the original regardless of the past.
Although I am no longer angry with you, I can no longer be friends with you without any grudges like before.
The reason why I didn't come to you before was because I thought that such a result would definitely not satisfy you. "
"As for Tang Xiaoyang's matter..." Mu Xue smiled, "It's just a request from me, it doesn't mean anything, you can refuse. But if you are willing to help, I will be very grateful."
Tang Yizi carefully looked at Mu Xue from head to toe, as if she wanted to get to know this person again.
And Mu Xue let her see, she had said all she had to say, as for how to decide, it was the other party's business.
After a long time, Tang Yizi suddenly smiled brightly, her tone was relaxed like a girl from 12 years ago, "You really haven't changed at all, you are still so bright and aboveboard, it hurts the eyes of people who shine."
Mu Xue also smiled: "I didn't expect that I would put so much pressure on you. I didn't think carefully about this."
"Don't make fun of me." Tang Yizi still smiled, "You are my friend, not my mother, why should you take care of my little thoughts?"
Mu Xue just smiled and said nothing.
"As for Tang Xiaoyang..." Tang Yizi heaved a sigh of relief, with a look of arrogance in front of the camera, "Since it's Teacher Mu's request, I'll just teach."
"Thank you..." Mu Xue nodded sincerely.
"No need..." Tang Yizi didn't want to say any more.
Mu Xue got up and was about to leave, "Then I'll let her come over later."
"Hmm..." Tang Yizi nodded.
"and many more……"
But when Mu Xue was about to open the door, he stopped her.
Mu Xue turned to face her.
The woman on the stool struggled for a moment, then said slowly, "If, I mean, if, Mu Xue, if I confessed my love to you at that time, what would you do?"
Mu Xue thought for a while, then looked at her with a smile, "First, let me state that this is not to comfort you. I never considered being with anyone until my 30th birthday."
Tang Yizi also laughed, smiling and feeling a little lonely, "Then she is really lucky."
Mu Xue: "Perhaps, I should be considered lucky."
Tang Yizi: "Don't open your eyes and talk nonsense."
Mu Xue shook her head and smiled wryly, didn't answer any more, and went straight out.
After she left, Tang Yizi leaned against the back of the chair and closed her eyes, raised her hands to cover her eyes.
A moment later, a relieved smile curled up on the corner of her mouth.
This student's teaching is really worthwhile, and the heart disease for many years is finally over at this moment.
This is certainly not a good ending, but Tang Yizi can't think of any better ending.
Because Mu Xue doesn't love her.
If she hadn't had a falling out with Mu Xue back then, she would probably have kept pretending to be Mu Xue's friend with her sad secret love thoughts until she was desperate.
It's right that Mu Xue didn't come to find her
Yes, just like she didn't go to Mu Xue either.
Both of them actually knew that it didn't make any sense.
Tang Yizi can't be Mu Xue's friend because she can't control her overly emotional heart.
But Mu Xue couldn't give her anything more than a friend.
The break between the two seems to be accidental, but in fact it is inevitable.
Maybe I should also feel lucky, after all, except for that little kid who didn't know if he saved the Milky Way in his previous life, no one has ever been favored by her.
At least, I have been friends with her.
A drop of crystal clear liquid flowed down the corner of the woman's eyes, and soon disappeared into the dust.
Tang Xiaoyang was sitting on a tricycle, parked at a corner not far from Tang Yizi's residence, with a white whale standing beside him.
When Mu Xue said that she wanted to find Tang Yizi, Tang Xiaoyang objected at first.
Of course Tang Xiaoyang also wanted to solve the problem, but when he thought of Mu Xue going to beg that guy who spoke badly to her for himself, he felt wronged for Mu Xue.
But Mu Xue's attitude this time was very firm, even if Tang Xiaoyang was unwilling in every possible way, he couldn't really disobey Mu Xue's wishes.
She heard the sound of the courtyard door opening and closing, and the greetings from Tang Yizi's assistant. Within a minute, Mu Xue turned into the corner where they were.
Tang Xiaoyang had been waiting outside the corner for a long time. He walked up and took Mu Xue's hand to look him up and down. Seeing that the woman looked normal, he asked, "You guys didn't quarrel, did you?"
Mu Xue smiled and shook her head, "Teacher Tang agreed, you can go now, I will go back with Beluga first, and call Beluga after class."
"Yeah..." Tang Xiaoyang nodded obediently, walked a few steps, and then came back. Under Mu Xue's surprised eyes, he gently hugged her, his voice trembling.
"I'm going, thank you, sister Mu."
A moment later, Tang Xiaoyang was already standing in Tang Yizi's hall.
The woman looked at her silently, with complicated eyes, unable to tell whether it was dissatisfaction or disgust.
After returning to the residence, Mu Xue washed and rested early, while the white whale guarded the door.
At this moment, the moon was dark and the wind was high, and a figure slowly walked up the path.
The white whale looked carefully, but saw that the person who came had a stern face and a tall figure. It was the alpha who had been hiding behind Mu Xue's house before.
At this moment, the man was still in overalls, but with a few cameras in his hands, he walked like the wind.
"Damn it, with such a strict review, paparazzi can sneak in, so why not apply to President Mu tomorrow to directly seal the entrance."
Xue Mengmeng was complaining to herself, when she suddenly saw a person sitting in front of the house not far away, she was startled.
Only after seeing the face of that person clearly did he feel at ease.
Although she didn't wait to see the white whale, but seeing it at this moment, she felt a sense of sympathy for the fellow night watchman at the end of the world.
"You keep watch at night, don't squat at the door? Are you the reincarnation of a stone lion?"
White Whale: "..."
The author has something to say: Moby Dick: Unprepared for personal attacks.
Tang Xiaoyang: This Tang's eyes are so dangerous.
Sister Mu: Hold grudges. jpg
Another ps: Teacher Tang is not a tool person. Sister Mu will not treat anyone as a tool person. She is very serious about begging Tang, and she will not entangle the two feelings. If you don’t like it, you don’t like it, no It will give you a chance to think wildly.
However, the woman's next words were like pouring a basin of ice water on her head, waking her up completely.
"I hope you can help guide me, student Tang's study."
Tang Yizi took a step back, took the paper towel handed by the assistant and wiped off the water on her face, regained her proud demeanor, looked at the woman with sad or angry eyes, "You came to me just because of that child ?”
The pair of peach blossom eyes of the woman on the opposite side who had appeared in her dreams countless times folded slightly, noncommittal, "Can we go in and talk?"
"Okay..." Even though she was angry in her heart, Tang Yizi was absolutely reluctant to drive out Mu Xue who had come to her door right now.
After all, this is the first time the two have communicated in a non-work place after 12 years.
The layout of Tang Yizi's room was not much different from Mu Xue's. The two sat down facing each other. Tang Yizi poured Mu Xue a cup of hot water, "What can I teach someone you can't even teach?"
Mu Xue held the warm water glass in her hand, rubbed the warm glass wall, and after a moment of silence, she said, "I remember you were like that when you played with me at the beginning, and the director told me many times .But it only took you three days to play against me very well."
Tang Yizi looked at Mu Xue fixedly, there was no superfluous look on the woman's beautiful face, it seemed that she was simply recalling the past.
And there was no touch in my heart.
Tang Yizi suddenly felt that she was really boring, and that's why she kept worrying about her for so many years.
Alpha, who had always held his head upright in front of Mu Xue, was now depressed like a balloon that was punctured by a needle.
Tang Yizi raised her hand to cover her eyes, her voice was bitter, "Do you know why I did that?"
Maybe I shouldn't have come.
Mu Xue looked at Alpha who bent over and bowed her head, and realized that Tang Yizi's feelings for her might be far deeper than she thought.
Is it happier to deceive yourself and others with a vain dream all the time, or is it happier to wake up from that faint dream, face reality, and go on alone?
But the words have already reached this point, and it is meaningless to leave now.
The only thing Mu Xue can do is to tell the truth.
"It was just speculation, but now I think, I know."
She didn't say the rest, in order to preserve a bit of decency for the strong alpha in front of her.
But Tang Yizi has had enough of the endless regrets caused by her cowardice.
She raised her head with a wry smile, looked straight into Mu Xue's eyes, tears welled up in her eyes but refused to fall, said firmly, word by word, "Because I like you, Mu Xue, I have always... liked you. "
This confession is 12 years late and has no practical meaning.
But Tang Yizi who said these words was like letting go of a boulder weighing on her heart, feeling relieved.
He even gave up on himself, telling the woman in front of him the words that had been accumulated in his heart for several years.
"You are so kind, so good that I don't think I can catch up anyway."
"So I'm jealous of you, I wish you weren't so nice and so far away."
"I like you so much, but you have nothing to me..."
"So I hate you again, why don't you like me."
"But you don't like me, so what's wrong?"
"I was wrong, Xiaoxue, I was wrong, I'm sorry."
Mu Xue looked at Tang Yizi with a complicated expression, and didn't take out a tissue and handed it to her until she finished speaking, "I'm not angry with you anymore."
Tang Yizi bowed her head in silence for a moment, and when she raised her head again, she had returned to her usual proud expression.
Those years of remorse seemed to be shed with tears in this moment. Alpha looked at the woman in front of him with burning eyes, and asked in a calm tone.
"But if it wasn't for her, you wouldn't have come to me at all, would you?"
Mu Xue folded her eyes slightly, paused for a moment, and then looked up at Tang Yizi without fear.
"Yes……"
Even though she knew the answer a long time ago, Tang Yizi still felt extremely uncomfortable at the moment.
It was inevitable that there was a bit of yin and yang in the words, "She is so important, it is worth you to humb down and reconcile with me?"
Mu Xue shook her head slowly, and said seriously: "I was indeed begging you, but I did not reconcile with you on this condition. After that incident, I was really angry for a long time. Even now, I think of you At that time, it will still be sad.”
Tang Yizi clenched her fists tightly, avoiding Mu Xue's sight.
Mu Xue continued: "The reason why I'm not angry anymore is because it's been a long time, and second, I understand your thoughts at that time."
The thin woman frowned. Such a heart-to-heart conversation made her very uncomfortable, "But that doesn't mean forgiveness. I understand your thoughts, but your behavior has indeed trampled on my heart and slandered me. personality."
She looked at Tang Yizi, and asked in a gentle tone: "Not all injuries should be forgiven, right?"
Tang Yizi looked at the calm and well-organized Mu Xue in front of her with a gloomy face, and nodded slowly.
She suddenly understood why Mu Xue was able to successfully transform from an actor who obeyed orders to a producer who coordinated various matters with a pretty face that was not aggressive at all and a personality that rarely lost her temper.
It's not just because she has an extremely solid backing, a good old man with money but no talent will only be reduced to an ATM machine in this circle.
Mu Xue is like a sharp and introverted sword, which is normally placed in a scabbard decorated with white jade and gemstones, making everyone admire him.
But the sword is a killer after all.
After all, Mu Xue also has a penny count, when she sees blood sealing her throat.
This seemingly cold but gentle woman probably has a heart that is a hundred times more proud than herself.
Mu Xue sighed slightly, and continued: "So I didn't come to reconcile with you, the reconciliation is to return to the original regardless of the past.
Although I am no longer angry with you, I can no longer be friends with you without any grudges like before.
The reason why I didn't come to you before was because I thought that such a result would definitely not satisfy you. "
"As for Tang Xiaoyang's matter..." Mu Xue smiled, "It's just a request from me, it doesn't mean anything, you can refuse. But if you are willing to help, I will be very grateful."
Tang Yizi carefully looked at Mu Xue from head to toe, as if she wanted to get to know this person again.
And Mu Xue let her see, she had said all she had to say, as for how to decide, it was the other party's business.
After a long time, Tang Yizi suddenly smiled brightly, her tone was relaxed like a girl from 12 years ago, "You really haven't changed at all, you are still so bright and aboveboard, it hurts the eyes of people who shine."
Mu Xue also smiled: "I didn't expect that I would put so much pressure on you. I didn't think carefully about this."
"Don't make fun of me." Tang Yizi still smiled, "You are my friend, not my mother, why should you take care of my little thoughts?"
Mu Xue just smiled and said nothing.
"As for Tang Xiaoyang..." Tang Yizi heaved a sigh of relief, with a look of arrogance in front of the camera, "Since it's Teacher Mu's request, I'll just teach."
"Thank you..." Mu Xue nodded sincerely.
"No need..." Tang Yizi didn't want to say any more.
Mu Xue got up and was about to leave, "Then I'll let her come over later."
"Hmm..." Tang Yizi nodded.
"and many more……"
But when Mu Xue was about to open the door, he stopped her.
Mu Xue turned to face her.
The woman on the stool struggled for a moment, then said slowly, "If, I mean, if, Mu Xue, if I confessed my love to you at that time, what would you do?"
Mu Xue thought for a while, then looked at her with a smile, "First, let me state that this is not to comfort you. I never considered being with anyone until my 30th birthday."
Tang Yizi also laughed, smiling and feeling a little lonely, "Then she is really lucky."
Mu Xue: "Perhaps, I should be considered lucky."
Tang Yizi: "Don't open your eyes and talk nonsense."
Mu Xue shook her head and smiled wryly, didn't answer any more, and went straight out.
After she left, Tang Yizi leaned against the back of the chair and closed her eyes, raised her hands to cover her eyes.
A moment later, a relieved smile curled up on the corner of her mouth.
This student's teaching is really worthwhile, and the heart disease for many years is finally over at this moment.
This is certainly not a good ending, but Tang Yizi can't think of any better ending.
Because Mu Xue doesn't love her.
If she hadn't had a falling out with Mu Xue back then, she would probably have kept pretending to be Mu Xue's friend with her sad secret love thoughts until she was desperate.
It's right that Mu Xue didn't come to find her
Yes, just like she didn't go to Mu Xue either.
Both of them actually knew that it didn't make any sense.
Tang Yizi can't be Mu Xue's friend because she can't control her overly emotional heart.
But Mu Xue couldn't give her anything more than a friend.
The break between the two seems to be accidental, but in fact it is inevitable.
Maybe I should also feel lucky, after all, except for that little kid who didn't know if he saved the Milky Way in his previous life, no one has ever been favored by her.
At least, I have been friends with her.
A drop of crystal clear liquid flowed down the corner of the woman's eyes, and soon disappeared into the dust.
Tang Xiaoyang was sitting on a tricycle, parked at a corner not far from Tang Yizi's residence, with a white whale standing beside him.
When Mu Xue said that she wanted to find Tang Yizi, Tang Xiaoyang objected at first.
Of course Tang Xiaoyang also wanted to solve the problem, but when he thought of Mu Xue going to beg that guy who spoke badly to her for himself, he felt wronged for Mu Xue.
But Mu Xue's attitude this time was very firm, even if Tang Xiaoyang was unwilling in every possible way, he couldn't really disobey Mu Xue's wishes.
She heard the sound of the courtyard door opening and closing, and the greetings from Tang Yizi's assistant. Within a minute, Mu Xue turned into the corner where they were.
Tang Xiaoyang had been waiting outside the corner for a long time. He walked up and took Mu Xue's hand to look him up and down. Seeing that the woman looked normal, he asked, "You guys didn't quarrel, did you?"
Mu Xue smiled and shook her head, "Teacher Tang agreed, you can go now, I will go back with Beluga first, and call Beluga after class."
"Yeah..." Tang Xiaoyang nodded obediently, walked a few steps, and then came back. Under Mu Xue's surprised eyes, he gently hugged her, his voice trembling.
"I'm going, thank you, sister Mu."
A moment later, Tang Xiaoyang was already standing in Tang Yizi's hall.
The woman looked at her silently, with complicated eyes, unable to tell whether it was dissatisfaction or disgust.
After returning to the residence, Mu Xue washed and rested early, while the white whale guarded the door.
At this moment, the moon was dark and the wind was high, and a figure slowly walked up the path.
The white whale looked carefully, but saw that the person who came had a stern face and a tall figure. It was the alpha who had been hiding behind Mu Xue's house before.
At this moment, the man was still in overalls, but with a few cameras in his hands, he walked like the wind.
"Damn it, with such a strict review, paparazzi can sneak in, so why not apply to President Mu tomorrow to directly seal the entrance."
Xue Mengmeng was complaining to herself, when she suddenly saw a person sitting in front of the house not far away, she was startled.
Only after seeing the face of that person clearly did he feel at ease.
Although she didn't wait to see the white whale, but seeing it at this moment, she felt a sense of sympathy for the fellow night watchman at the end of the world.
"You keep watch at night, don't squat at the door? Are you the reincarnation of a stone lion?"
White Whale: "..."
The author has something to say: Moby Dick: Unprepared for personal attacks.
Tang Xiaoyang: This Tang's eyes are so dangerous.
Sister Mu: Hold grudges. jpg
Another ps: Teacher Tang is not a tool person. Sister Mu will not treat anyone as a tool person. She is very serious about begging Tang, and she will not entangle the two feelings. If you don’t like it, you don’t like it, no It will give you a chance to think wildly.
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