Feng Xue

When Chu Xue came out again, Feng Yan asked again: "What do you want to eat? It's not convenient for cooking, why don't I ask them to bring something to eat."

Chu Xue really didn't want to bother others anymore, so she quickly shook her head and said, "No need, there is still some food in the refrigerator, I can just cook some by myself."

"But your leg is injured, you should take some bone soup to make up for it." Feng Yan said very seriously, and he was already considering buying some bone soup after going back, but he still had to ask before that Chu Xue's situation is fine.

Chu Xue felt a little regretful that he didn't refuse completely at first. He thought for a while and said, "I'll buy it tomorrow and cook it. Let's forget about it today. You should have something else to do. Did you come out of the theater just now? It was a performance. You must be very tired." Well, it's time to go back and rest."

Feng Yan looked at Chu Xue, his meaning was very clear, but Feng Yan did not intend to leave just like this, so he said tactfully: "We haven't seen each other for a long time, there are some things I really want to ask you, but now it's time It's time to eat, I'm afraid you will be hungry, if possible, let's talk while eating."

"I'm not hungry, otherwise let's talk about it first." Chu Xue continued to struggle. In fact, he didn't really want to talk to Feng Yan, but Feng Yan seemed very stubborn. He broke up with Feng Yan before the accident, logically speaking, no matter what happens, it has nothing to do with Feng Yan.

"Then...forget it, don't rush to talk, don't talk about it today, what do you want to cook, I'll help you, and I'll leave when I'm done, okay?" Feng Yan took a step back.

Chu Xue finally understood that Feng Yan was determined to stay here and take care of his dinner posture, but contrary to his intentions, his tone and tone were too soft, and he was making progress by retreating, which made him feel that he was If you say "not good", you will feel guilty, but when did Feng Yan become so gentle?It was so gentle that it almost seemed strange to him.

"No, no, I'll do it by myself. If you... don't mind, I'll cook together." He thought that Feng Yan would send him back anyway, and he couldn't let him watch him finish cooking alone, and let him cook after he was done. He went back hungry to get food, no matter how he thought about it, he couldn't justify it.

This time Feng Yan didn't say anything more, but took off his coat and rolled up his sleeves, and said seriously: "I'll help you."

Chu Xue didn't try to be brave anymore, he already knew how inconvenient a leg was, and since Feng Yan insisted on staying, he had no choice but to let him go.

Feng Yan also knows how to cook. There is a year difference between them, but Feng Yan got into trouble earlier, so he matured much earlier than him. To a certain extent, their experiences are similar, but it is a pity that the time is not equal. Feng Yan When Yan knew how to fight for the future, he only knew how to dawdle.To say that Feng Yan treated him badly in the past, Chu Xue herself felt that it was biased. At least on his birthday, Feng Yan would still remember to cook a bowl of birthday noodles or make a small cake for him. At that time, he wanted too much, and still felt that Feng Yan didn’t pay enough attention to himself, and always felt aggrieved. It was only later that he realized that Feng Yan could still remember his birthday and find time to make noodles while he was busy. In fact, it was not perfunctory at all, on the contrary, he used his heart. At his original age, career and love could not be balanced, so Feng Yan sacrificed love.But did Feng Yan really sacrifice love?Chu Xue asked himself many times, if he had known Feng Yan better back then, he would have known that it was not Feng Yan's fault that they broke up, but that he couldn't hold on himself, and he was tortured in the emotion of worrying about gains and losses. I think it's better to give up, anyway, Feng Yan doesn't like him that much at all, he repeatedly mentioned breaking up, but he couldn't help turning back later, Feng Yan never rejected him once, thinking about it, Feng Yan also indulged him at that time His, but it's a pity that the last time, before he had time to look back, he was severely hit by reality, and finally made him realize the difficulty and hardship of living.

Chu Xue leaned against the kitchen counter and silently washed the vegetables. Feng Yan skillfully cut the diced meat and carrots. The rice was already cooked, and the aroma of the rice was overflowing. Never parted.But in fact, he never appeared in the kitchen with Feng Yan. Feng Yan always got in the way and drove him to the living room, and he didn't really want to help. Garlic is silly and confusing, and it will only add to the chaos in the kitchen.

The water kept washing away, and the vegetable leaves were almost crushed by him, but Chu Xue didn't notice, and then a hand suddenly reached out to grab his hand, and took away the washed leaf.

"My side is fine. You can wipe your hands and replace me. I see that you also have injuries on your fingers. I'll change a bandage for you in a while." Feng Yan's voice was almost in Chu Xue's ear, and Chu Xue trembled all over. Shocked, but because he was leaning against the countertop, he couldn't dodge quickly, he suddenly felt his face was burning, he just lowered his head and let out a "hmm", obediently dried his hands and jumped out of the breath of being trapped. shrouded range.

Feng Yan continued to wash the vegetables, and his thoughts were a little wandering. Chu Xue had become quite a lot. Chu Xue is also thin, but it doesn't make him feel so outrageous. No matter how you look at it, it feels distressing. He actually wants to hug Chu Xue, but he is afraid that it will scare him.He also knew very well that his presence seemed to make Chu Xue very uncomfortable, and he didn't dare to speculate on what caused Chu Xue's discomfort. In fact, what he was most afraid of was not that Chu Xue complained about him or Wanting to stay away, he knew that Chu Xue didn't really want to face him, and he forced him to stay. He didn't know how much of Chu Xue's reluctance was out of softness, and how much of it was because of the past. , and what he fears most is that Chu Xue no longer likes him.

But Chu Xue didn't want to talk about it, so he could only pretend to be deaf and dumb. As long as Chu Xue didn't disappear like five years ago, he could always wait for the opportunity to talk to Chu Xue.

Feng Yan is very good at cooking fried rice, the aroma is tangy, and a bowl of egg custard is a very good meal. The two of them ate very quickly without a single conversation, but when Feng Yan was about to clean up after eating, Chu Xue He stopped and said, "Let me wash it."

"Then I'll pack it up and not wash it." Feng Yan said.

Chu Xue didn't stop this time.

Before going out, Feng Yan stood by the door and asked Chu Xue: "You should have a job, right? Did you ask for leave when you were injured?"

"Not yet, I will ask tomorrow."

"Then tomorrow... can I come to you again?" Feng Yan asked very carefully, as if afraid of being rejected by Chu Xue.

This made Chu Xue's refusal difficult to say. He wanted to say that he might work overtime and be away from home, but this was obviously an excuse, and no one would agree to let him work overtime. He was already like this. Who would ask him to work overtime? It's almost time for him to go home, and Feng Yan now knows where he lives, so if he really comes to the door, can he still let him be shut down?

After thinking about it, Chu Xue had no choice but to say: "If you are really busy, you don't need to come here specially, and my injury is not serious. The doctor said that a week's plaster cast is enough, and it can be removed in a few days."

Feng Yan could almost piece together a general idea. Chu Xue should have been injured today, and then they happened to meet at the entrance of the theater. If it was later or earlier, they would have missed it again. .

"I see, can you give me your number? I will call you whether I come or not." The phone number is really important. Chu Xue's previous number has been canceled long ago, but he still has that number in his phone. number, even if it is an empty number every time it is dialed out.

Chu Xue gave it, and also added WeChat. He saw that Feng Yan's profile picture was all white, and there seemed to be nothing on it.

After finishing all this, Feng Yan told Chu Xue some more details before leaving.