Feng Xue

Now that he had made up his mind, Chu Xue acted very quickly. After returning from London, the first thing he did was to go to Boss Shen to explain his situation.Today, he had a long talk with Boss Shen in the company. He analyzed the stage planning in detail and asked Boss Shen to reconsider the later arrangements in light of the company's situation. To be honest, the company's business cannot be done by one person alone. It is not impossible, but it is not impossible. The main thing is to look at this issue from a long-term perspective. In the future, the company wants to develop into a comprehensive or distinctive one. Design planning is a big category, but if it is made into a hodgepodge, it cannot Highlight the company's original advantages.

Boss Shen said that he would consider it carefully. It is not that Chu Xue has never raised this issue before, but the company's affairs are always one after another. When the matter is close to the front, it is considered. On the other hand, it is still a shortage of personnel. Even the boss of the company is only passively completing the task, rather than actively arranging the company's affairs.

After Chu Xue and Boss Shen made a deal, they made an appointment with Feng Lin and Li Ke for dinner at noon that day. Although there was still half a year left, these two were his most familiar colleagues in the company. There was nothing wrong with them saying hello, but it would be meaningless to wait until he was about to leave.

Feng Lin and Li Ke more or less guessed a little bit, probably because Chu Xue had never taken a long vacation like before. When they teased Chu Xue for abandoning them that night, they also sent blessings, and the topic easily returned to their respective choices and futures.

"I'd better work out in the company for a while, and then make plans when I find something I really like to do." Li Ke's mentality has changed a lot since he joined the company. It is undeniable that this was brought to him by Chu Xue , Chu Xue himself is a good role model. Chu Xue may not be tactful in interpersonal communication, but he is very serious in his work. This seriousness makes Chu Xue very attractive. People can't help but feel that he is credible and professional. To be honest, Li Ke appreciates it. The most important thing is this aspect. He himself was born in a wealthy family, but he has never met such people around him. Most of them are similar to him. Chu Xue's attitude towards work and life is a serious life attitude from the heart, rather than the many people he has come into contact with who only behave and do things for vanity and face.

Feng Lin was also deeply touched. Holding the wine glass, her eyes were a little confused: "What do you say life is for? Two days ago, I was forced to marry. Is it a big crime for a woman not to marry? I really can't figure it out. There is also work. It seems that as long as there is a job, it is a golden rice bowl. Everyone seems to be looking forward to change, oh no, it should be change, and it is best to make a big change, such as winning a lottery, or having a rich man, but in my opinion this is the case The changes in life are the same as the pie in the sky. They are false and not real. They are always just thinking about it in their hearts. How dare they think about it at the age of 30, but what about when they are 50 or 60? It’s still the same, because everything only exists in illusion, and it hasn’t changed from the beginning.” She actually knows what she wants, a free life, self-sufficiency by earning money by her own ability, and she can get married, but she can’t be raped. Forced marriage cannot be a compromise on your own, but a marriage in which both parties like and support each other. Otherwise, why do you want to get married?She has seen too many troubles after marriage, especially after being urged to marry, but because there are two more mountains on the marriage, now she can't bear it just by facing her parents, and she really can't accept two more. Seat down.

Chu Xue's situation is different from theirs. His father is gone and his mother is gone, so there is less pressure to urge marriage, not to mention that he only likes Feng Yan alone. Now that he is so comfortable, thinking of this, he somewhat agrees with Feng Lin's statement, what is life for?Is it to fulfill the meaning of parents?Just because parents give birth to a child, the child is born with the pressure of not being able to choose life freely. Of course, there are also enlightened parents, but no matter how enlightened they are, they may not be able to deal with the issue of children who may be gay.

"I don't want to hurt my parents, and I don't want to wrong myself, but in fact, everyone knows how to choose, especially if the life is lived by oneself. Even if the parents complain and feel sad, the time will pass after a long time, but if you feel wronged It’s me, I think it’s just going to be more and more wronged, and I can’t get through it in the end. At that time, both sides will suffer. And the sooner you choose to do it, the less damage it will be. Touched, he said to Feng Lin.

"You're not me, you don't know my parents..." Feng Lin shook her head with an indescribable expression.

"That's true." Li Ke said: "But I choose my own responsibility. A friend of mine chose to obey his parents' arrangement and get married and have children. But he was very unhappy after marriage. He was tossed about by his children and complained by his wife every day. He never had a happy day. Yes, this is the consequence that he must bear after choosing, unless he is determined to divorce, but the child has already been born, and divorce can only be thought about."

"Yes, if the child is born, it will be even more difficult." Feng Lin's headache became more and more painful.

Li Ke couldn't help thinking about the situation if he was forced to marry and have children, and he looked distressed.

Chu Xue looked at the two people speechlessly, and couldn't persuade them to say anything. Some things haven't happened yet, but if they happened, they were all indulged by themselves. There is really no excuse for this, and there is no way to shift the responsibility to others head up.

In the evening, after getting off work and returning to the rental room, Feng Yan was already there.

After returning from London, Feng Yan’s short-term rental house has been retired. Although it is relatively large, it is not as warm as the small house that Chu Xue lived in for five years, and Feng Yan also has performances, so he cannot stay with Chu Xue all the time Together, under the condition that they don't need to live permanently, it is enough for Feng Yan to squeeze with Chu Xue every time he comes. It is said that it is a squeeze, but the bed in the bedroom is a little smaller. There is nothing wrong with it at all.

As soon as Chu Xue entered the door, she smelled the aroma of food, and wondered what delicious food Feng Yan was cooking.

In order to be able to feed Chu Xue often and not be the one being fed, Feng Yan now starts thinking about food whenever he has time. His cooking skills are not bad at all. If he has a good recipe, the dishes he cooks are no better than Chu Xue's. Poor, but not bread and desserts, where he's far behind.

"What did you do? It smells so good." Chu Xue looked at an unfamiliar pot on the gas stove, and the fragrance seemed to come from it.

"Scallion oil stewed chicken, I also think it's very fragrant." Feng Yan picked up Chu Xue's chin and kissed him.

Chu Xue turned back and put down her computer bag, looking at the pot, she felt strange.

"You still need to buy a new pot for stewing chicken?"

Although there is still half a year left, Chu Xue has already consciously sorted out her belongings. Clothes are the least and pots and pans are the most. In addition to handy tools.

"I pre-ordered this pot very early, and when it arrived today, I bought chicken and came back to try it out." Feng Yan said with a smile.

Chu Xue raised her eyebrows when she heard the words: "So it's your first time doing it?"

Feng Yan was rather mysterious, and said: "With this pot, it is very easy to cook, but after all, it is the first time, and I am not sure, so I only made half a chicken, and I made the other half white-cut, and drank it at night." Order wine?"

"Okay." Feng Yan especially likes to let him drink recently. He doesn't drink much, and he gets a little drunk every time. Then Feng Yan starts to pester him. The relationship between the two is getting closer and closer. Knowing each other's needs, coupled with the fact that both of them unconsciously want to make up for the lost years, every time they touch each other, they get out of hand, and they wish they could integrate each other into their own bodies.

An hour later, Feng Yan revealed the secret of the new pot for Chu Xue. He first heated up a handful of millet pepper and Chinese prickly ash with salad oil and sesame oil, and then opened the lid of the pot. Yan sprinkled a handful of shallots on the half of the stewed chicken, and then poured hot oil on it, and heard the sound of "sizzling" echoing in his ears, which made Chu Xue swallow his saliva.

"This is stewed chicken without water. Put a layer of ginger and thick onion on the bottom of the pot, pour oil on it, then put half a chicken marinated in it, add two spoons of cooking wine, cover and boil on high heat, then simmer on low heat for two minutes. Just 10 minutes." Feng Yan said.

"Stew chicken without water, so this is a waterless pot?"

Of course Chu Xue has heard of the waterless pot, but she has never tried it.

"That's right, it's a pot without water. I heard from Xiaofang before that it's the member of the group who likes to cook the most. I found out that you don't have one here, so I went to order this pot." Feng Yan directly brought the pot to Xiao Fang. On the table, he said: "Try it, just tear it open and eat it."

Chu Xue was naturally curious about the taste of stewing without water. After washing his hands, he immediately tore it with his hands. The chicken was very tender and full of fragrance. He bit it and thought it tasted really good.

"The saltiness of your pickling is just right." Chu Xue said while eating.

Feng Yan brought two glasses of wine: "I just used salt and pepper, and it didn't take long to marinate. After 10 minutes on low heat, I added soy sauce. It shouldn't be particularly salty."

"Well, it's just right to drink." Chu Xue tore off another piece and handed it to Feng Yan's mouth.

Feng Yan not only ate the chicken, but also bit Chu Xue's finger lightly, and licked it when he was done. Chu Xue withdrew her hand like an electric shock, and gave him a look: "Eat well." Feng Yan may not know it himself, But Chu Xue knows best how deceptive his every move is. Facing Feng Yan, he asks himself that he has no self-control, so he must kill everything at the source.

Feng Yan let go of his mouth obediently, and then he tasted the taste of the chicken in his mouth, and it was as tender and fragrant as he thought.

"It's delicious. It seems that stewing without water works well." He took a sip of the wine as he spoke, then went to cut up some white-cut chicken, and said to Chu Xue, "I improved this, boil it in cold water and boil it over low heat 2 Minutes, and then it has been stuffy, much more tender than the previous simmering for 10 minutes."

The whole half of the white-cut chicken was boiled together. Feng Yan picked up one leg and one wing and brought them over, and the rest continued to be soaked in the chicken broth. In fact, you can intuitively see it from the cut chicken and bones without tasting it. It came out very, very tender.

Chu Xue picked up a piece, dipped it in the sauce full of onion and garlic, put it in his mouth, and then his eyes lit up.

Seeing his expression, Feng Yan frowned.

This night, besides the chicken, there were two other vegetables, which were green hot vegetables and vinegared cabbage. The two of them were full of wine and food, and after cleaning up the kitchen, they went downstairs to take out the garbage and take a walk.

On the way, Chu Xue and Feng Yan chatted about the topic they talked about with Feng Lin and Li Ke during the noon treat. Feng Yan held Chu Xue's hand and couldn't help feeling: "Parents' thoughts also come from the education of the previous generation. We happened to be born in an era when our ideas and concepts have changed, and we will indeed have conflicts with our parents. After all, everything is formed for a reason, and it is obviously impossible to want everything to go according to our own wishes."

"Yeah, actually, I think people still have to suffer some setbacks. In such a long life, the possibility of everything going smoothly is too small. People who have never encountered setbacks can't stand a little storm, and they are easy to fall apart. But if If he can stand up again in a setback, then he will be more powerful in the future." Chu Xue said.

Feng Yan squeezed Chu Xue's hand. He knew that this was Chu Xue's personal experience, and setbacks can be divided into big and small. He felt sorry for Chu Xue's experience. In his opinion, what Chu Xue experienced was a big setback. To be honest, Feng Yan admired such a big setback from the bottom of his heart. It was probably because of this that he took this person more seriously. If it was someone else who couldn't stand up from the setback, everything would depend on him If others help to solve it, then Feng Yan feels that he may not think highly of the other party.