Feng Xue

Three days later, Chu Xue still came to the theater with the ticket.

Several text messages came from Li Ke, asking if he had arrived.

Holding the phone, Chu Xue replied that it was almost there. There was an extra bandage on his index finger, which was accidentally cut when cutting vegetables that day. The wound was deep and bled a lot, because the incision always touched water. He has not healed because of his left hand. In the past two days, he has switched to his left hand for chopping. People who practice drums can use their left and right hands interchangeably. Whether it is cutting vegetables or writing, he does not know about others, but it is completely fine for him.

Fifteen minutes before the start of the performance, the audience came to the theater one after another. Only Chu Xue stood alone across the road from the theater, unwilling to take a step in a daze.

Yun Chan is his restricted area, he forbids himself to recall it, because that time was too happy, but also too short, and now five years later, he has not gathered enough strength to touch this restricted area, let alone this There is also a name printed on it that he will never forget and dare not touch: Feng Yan.

He thought that Feng Yan had finally fulfilled his dream and entered Yunchan as he wished. He hadn't paid attention to Yunchan since he left, until the company took over the planning of this stage play, and he suddenly saw Feng Yan's name, and he didn't know that there was such a thing. thing.He was very happy for Feng Yan. Back then, he accompanied Feng Yan to watch Yun Chan's stage play after another, and heard the bright future described by Feng Yan. It was full of Feng Yan's imagination standing on the stage, but Only without his existence, compared to Feng Yan's dream, he is nothing.

Chu Xue's hand unconsciously squeezed the ticket tightly. In fact, if Li Ke didn't give him this ticket, he would also appear here. He felt that it was God's will to meet Yun Chan at work this time, and it was God who let him do it with this person. A complete farewell, even though he still couldn't let it go, otherwise he wouldn't have hidden the ticket box, but what else could he do?Feng Yan has achieved his dream and doesn't need his help at all, but what about himself?Did he live to the point where he could hold his head high in front of Feng Yan?

It's still very early, Chu Xue thought, what Feng Yan can do, he will definitely be able to do in the future, Feng Yan is just sober a few years earlier than him.Except for one thing that he will never be able to compare with Feng Yan, that is, he likes Feng Yan, the one he likes first loses first, and he admits defeat.

Three days ago, he wanted to put the ticket into the ticket box as the last single ticket to bid farewell to the past, but this was too much like an escape. He felt that he should take action, watch the last show alone, and then put the ticket stub Stuffing it in is the real end, but in fact, he knows very well whether it is the former or the latter, it is just a form, that person is branded in his heart, if he can forget him through this form, then he will be able to If it is done, why wait until the dusty fifth year has passed before thinking of doing it?Maybe this is just an excuse for him to take a look at Feng Yan?After all, until the year he left, he couldn't wait for this person downstairs.

The heart suddenly felt dense pain, the reason why it had to be dusty was because I couldn't think about it, because as long as I thought about it, I felt pain, it was really too painful.

Chu Xue's hands trembled uncontrollably, as if he couldn't hold the tickets in his hands, so many emotions surged up at this moment, he almost drowned in them.

10 minutes passed, only 5 minutes left.

It can't be too late, it's impolite to be late.

Chu Xue stiffly took one step forward, another step.

There was a constant flow of cars on the road, and Chu Xue didn't notice a child running past him. He was immersed in a daze, and walked to the zebra crossing according to his daily habits, waiting for the green light ahead to turn on.

Suddenly, Chu Xue woke up with a scream. A child rushed out of the zebra crossing in front of her. At the same time, a truck was speeding across.

Chu Xue didn't think about anything, and at the very moment, he only had time to give the child a hand, because fright was directly reflected from the vision to the brain, and avoidance was the only reaction, and since he was the closest to the child, it was impossible for him to just watch the truck crash into a The child whose height is less than his knees, in fact, if he hadn't been distracted, as an adult, he couldn't let a child dash out of the zebra crossing.

There was a sound of "bang", and the mother's screams were mixed in the chaos. The speed of the truck slowed down, but it still crossed the zebra crossing, and Chu Xue took several steps back under the inertia of pulling the child back. He crashed into an electric car, but fortunately the child was held in his arms, unharmed.

The mother came over to thank the mother, the owner of the electric car was actually implicated, but there was a reason for the incident, no one would blame anyone, but after all, she hit someone, Chu Xue said nothing happened, but she couldn't stand for a while When he got up, he felt a burning pain in his left calf, and the blood stains quickly reflected on the trouser leg. The child's mother and the owner of the electric car competed to send Chu Xue to the hospital. In the end, they helped him into the taxi, and the mother Take him to the hospital.

The child also realized that he seemed to have made a mistake. He nervously tugged at his mother's sleeve, looked at Chu Xue nervously, and glanced at his trouser legs quietly, with a very tangled expression.

"Apologize to my brother, and thank you too." The mother said, stroking the child's head.

"Thank you brother, I'm sorry brother." The child said obediently.

Chu Xue gave the child a comforting smile: "I'm fine, don't worry."

"I'm so sorry." The mother repeated this sentence so many times that Chu Xue didn't know how to respond, so she said, "I'll be fine when I get to the hospital in a while, it's fine."

He said nothing happened, but in fact, apart from the knee abrasion, he had a contusion on the outside of the calf and a slight bone fracture. It is reasonable to say that no plaster is needed, but in order to promote recovery and avoid unnecessary dislocation caused by collisions during daily activities, the doctor still It is recommended to apply a plaster cast for a week to fix it slightly.

The mother helped to run up and down, took the film and medicine, and she paid for it, and bought a pair of crutches. Finally, she sent Chu Xue to the taxi again, and left a phone call, saying that there was something wrong. You can also contact her.It is really troublesome to have a leg injury, but it is already like this, so I can only take care of it. It is impossible for Chu Xue to call her again, but she still accepts her kindness and says goodbye to her and the child.

After he got into the taxi, he had time to reply to Li Ke's message, saying that he had an accident when he arrived at the theater, and he just came back from the hospital, and then added, it's not a big deal, don't worry.

Li Ke didn't see Chu Xue, and sent several messages in a row, but he was not in a hurry to find someone. Later, he was deeply attracted by the dance of the stage play, and he didn't come back until the show was over. He sent a message to Chu Xue, and searched around the entrance of the theater, but left the theater after he still couldn’t find anyone. When he received the message from Chu Xue, he was in the stage play with his friend Anli Yunchan, and he felt that Chu Xue missed this moment. It's really a pity that the show was really a pity. He replied: "Thanks to Brother Chu for letting me watch it. It's really beautiful, and it's super touching. The lead dancer is awesome."

That's good.

After Chu Xue replied three words, she asked the driver to drive back to the theater.

His ticket was missing, he found it on the way to the hospital, and he kept it on his mind, even though he had missed the show, but he always felt that it was not just a ticket, it represented many things, just like his The habit of storing ticket stubs in boxes is proof of what happened.

He got out of the taxi and searched back and forth for the place where the accident happened with his cane.

No, nothing.

The sky was gray, and it started to rain at some point. Chu Xue didn't bring an umbrella. He stood alone in the rain, just like the day he left home five years ago.

He once waited at the door of Feng Yan's house for a full day, and the rain kept on that day. He thought that if fate favored him, he might be able to see Feng Yan for the last time. Unfortunately, Feng Yan didn't know where he went, maybe it was another time. A performance, maybe meeting some great teacher, when he had just graduated, Feng Yan's hard work brought him a broad future, which was completely different from the path he was going to take.

He couldn't wait for Feng Yan, just like the lost ticket at this moment, Chu Xue stood in the rain, lost his mind.