Feng Xue

Why do people live? I can’t just rely on dreams, but many aspects. I used to think that love is the least important thing, but after I lost it, I realized that it is important. You can’t have both fish and bear’s paws. ?Maybe this is true. How can a person who is running for his dreams keep his love well? He has already proved it with himself back then. He has thought about it many times. If he valued love as much as dreams back then, then he could Is it both?He still couldn't.But this is actually just his self-justification because he regretted losing the news of Chu Xue. He kept telling himself that there was no way to lose Chu Xue, as if he wanted to use this to seek self-forgiveness, but after all, people cannot deceive themselves. Too much regret, self-blame, and annoyance left the only way to be relieved, and that was to find Chu Xue, otherwise he would not be able to pass his own test.

He also wondered if Chu Xue had become his obsession, maybe it wasn't his love. That day when he stepped down from the stage and was about to leave after packing up, he bumped into a large bouquet of roses. A young boy, with a blushing face, he stammered and said: "I, I like you very much, and the dance you danced, this, this, I give it to you, I hope you, can accept it .”

Feng Yan has a lot of fans, but not many can go to the backstage or even directly to his lounge. This young man probably has some connections, either through Teacher Yun's relatives or through Teacher Yun's friends. He just sent a bouquet of flowers to express his gratitude A white is just a favor, and it's not the first time Feng Yan has been presented with flowers to express his love. He took the bouquet naturally and thanked the young man, but he suddenly thought of Chu Xue.

Chu Xue also gave roses, a big bunch. After his performance, he was blocked on the stage by such a big bunch of roses.

It was a simple platform with simple activities. As a person in the heat field, it didn’t take him even a minute to go up. He didn’t know where Chu Xue got the news. It was only later that he came to the square on weekends. Hang around, ask if there are any activities, if the activities will invite people to dance and so on.

This is simply sitting on the sidelines, and Feng Yan can understand it. When he came to the dormitory, the roommates and classmates at most only knew that he was working in a supermarket, and would not pay attention to his part-time activities elsewhere. However, this square was hit by Chu Xuewai. The square is crowded with people on weekends. It occupies a large area, and there is a big shopping mall next to it. There are countless activities like setting up a stage to promote sales. First, he scattered and received some very small ones, and made way for the necessary performances or competitions. At that time, he only wanted to realize his dream of being on the big stage, and he was very confident. He was nothing more than earning money and practicing dance every day. Thought about wasting time on the third thing.

But it was the first bouquet held in front of him. At that moment, it seemed that he was on a big stage, and a special audience arranged after the performance came to present flowers. It felt very special for a moment, as if a dream had come true for a moment, but what happened afterwards made him a little bit dumbfounded. He felt that the young man was whimsical, or did it on purpose, so he couldn't refuse.

But looking at the young man's blushing face, he felt that he must have thought wrong, so he saw the young man looking at him, and said to him in a serious and sincere tone in front of everyone: "Fing Yan, my name is Chu Xue, I like you very much, please accept it."

It was really a big audience, and because of the heat, many people had already stood in the audience. Chu Xue's behavior of presenting flowers had to be said to be very eye-catching, and maybe people would think it was an arranged link, but all in all, he Still on the stage, even if he wanted to refuse, he couldn't do it under the eyes of so many people, so he accepted the bouquet and replied, "Thank you for the flowers."

He put on a suitable smile, but there was no smile in his eyes, and he didn't look at Chu Xue more, but turned around and stepped off the stage.

Chu Xue hurriedly caught up with him. He was going to the mall to change clothes, and a large bouquet of flowers in his hand became a burden. Hearing that Chu Xue was catching up, he also stopped and turned to look at him.

"Feng Yan, can I, can I ask you out?"

He frowned, and said very directly: "I'm sorry, I'm not free, I'd better return the bouquet to you, I'm going to change clothes, it's very inconvenient to hold it."

Chu Xue "ah" for a while, as if he realized it was true at this time, he scratched his head, and said a little embarrassedly: "Yes, I'm sorry, I didn't expect, I, I will hold it for you." The bouquet came back, as if he was not worried about him leaving, so he didn't want the bouquet.

When asked later, Chu Xue said that the flowers were bought by a nearby flower shop. He really waited for the people to arrive that day, and bought the flowers when he was excited. He rushed onto the stage almost in a hurry, and the words came out of his mouth. Although he had rehearsed many times before, the lines he said in a hurry were completely different from the lines he had planned. Afterwards, he was quite happy that he didn't stutter. Nothing could be happier than that Feng Yan still accepted the bouquet of flowers. Although there were some twists and turns in the middle, it was only because Feng Yan changed his clothes and came out and rode away. He chased a long road before delivering the flowers again. go out.He said that he still remembered Feng Yan's impatient look of frowning, but he still parked his bicycle and waited for him by the side of the road.

It was a very sunny day, and Feng Yan's sweat from dancing dried up after changing clothes in the shopping mall. It was not too hot to ride a bicycle against the wind, but Chu Xue was already covered in sweat from chasing after him. The flowers were protected tightly, probably because of this, it reminded Feng Yan of the moment on the stage before, he silently accepted the flowers again.Naturally, at that time, he didn't think that there would be a second time for such a thing.

Later, when he became a member of Yunchan, whenever he received a bouquet, he would always think of the roses that Chu Xue held for him, no matter if it was the first bouquet, the second bouquet, or the third bouquet... Among all the flower offerings that impressed him the most , it was always only Chu Xue's, so that he received bouquets every time he went on stage, he could still think of Chu Xue's young, shy and serious face back then.

"Thank you for the flowers." So he said to the strange boy who also presented roses in the background.

The strange young man sullenly sullenly, suddenly raised his head and said: "I, I want to pursue you."

Feng Yan doesn't have much experience in dealing with people, only Chu Xue is alone, and he doesn't do well, but his experience of being confessed by others is not small. Since junior high school, girls have been confessing to him, and boys in art school have been confessing to him. He came out, and when he joined Yunchan, there were many wealthy businessmen and various bosses who showed favor to him, and their courtship was so extravagant that the media reported it one after another. It was rare for this young man to court bravely with a bouquet of roses. While appreciating it, it is impossible to agree: "I am not single anymore, I have been dating him for many years."

"Ah?" The boy couldn't hide his surprise immediately: "But they all said..."

"Say I'm still single?" Feng Yan shook his head: "They thought I was making up an excuse to refuse, but it's actually true, and I don't need to lie."

Although the young man was disappointed, he seemed to be relaxed. He mustered up the courage to come forward to confess, and in fact he had fulfilled his wish. The result is that this matter is not one-sided. The person he wants to pursue is not single, so He should congratulate him.

Feng Yan withdrew his mind, feelings are not obsessions, they go deep into the heart, never come out again, isn't it just obsessions, people's thoughts are like stars, changing every moment, only those who are persistent in the bottom of their hearts can remain unchanged year after year .