Feng Xue

It was not too late that day. After all, they had to go up the mountain the next day. Considering that Chu Xue and Feng Yan also needed to prepare for tomorrow's picnic, they left before ten o'clock. They were about 10 minutes away from San After booking the hotel, the children were also tired, and the fathers hugged each other to sleep soundly. They stopped Chu Xue and told him not to go downstairs, and they helped take away all the garbage before leaving.

The hustle and bustle disappeared as soon as the door closed, and the loneliness that would always come after the hustle and bustle did not appear. Although it was because of Feng Yan's presence, a large part of the reason was that Chu Xue learned to be alone.

Many years ago, his life was full of similar but somewhat different bustle, calling for friends wherever he went, but in fact it was because he didn't like to be alone, his home was always empty, like a The huge cage makes people unable to bear the thought of escaping.

Chu Xue felt that he was not so afraid of lonely people, nor did he have to stay with a group of people to feel at ease. At that time, he should have no pursuit, so it seemed that his time alone was boring, as if he had no interest in life. , so it is inevitable that he wants to find a companion, but every time everyone leaves, the feeling of loneliness will always surround him again. Later, when he meets Feng Yan, he seems to have a pursuit, but he still does so when he can't see Feng Yan , or even worse, always restless, always afraid of losing, probably because he felt that he was unable to hold on to something, so he had such a heavy heart of gain and loss. At that time, it seemed that he could not imagine a person's life at all, but in fact he always It's a person, it's impossible for his friends to surround him all the time, it's even more impossible for Feng Yan to guard him, his parents can't even see his shadow, after all, if a person can't be alone, then the only thing that follows him is loneliness.

It was only later that Chu Xue understood this truth, and he regretted it a little. If he had understood it earlier, then he would not have lost Feng Yan. Sighing and sighing, he was even more thankful that he didn't know why, he turned from the living room to the kitchen, where Feng Yan was washing the pot, Chu Xue stepped forward a few steps, stretched out his hand from behind, and gently hugged Feng Yan's waist.

Feng Yan froze for a moment, paused for a moment with his hand washing the pot, and felt Chu Xue's face pressed against his back, a feeling of love and tenderness suddenly surged in his heart, perhaps this is the unique feeling among lovers , The touch of the limbs will evoke the softness in the heart. He wants to touch Chu Xue's head a little bit, but at this time his hands are full of dish soap, so he can only ask in a low voice: "What's the matter, huh?"

"That's great." Chu Xue's soft voice came from behind: "I don't know what to say, but I never thought that I could get it back. I thought I would regret it for the rest of my life if I lost it. Then treat me favorably..."

Feng Yan washed his hands clean, turned off the water, turned around and hugged Chu Xue: "Actually, I am the same too. After you left, I thought of you countless times. You have never been bad to me. Every time I have left you in the cold." You, let you be wronged, people are greedy, I will never forget such kindness, and I also want to treat you well, so it is impossible to change anyone, it must be you, it is probably also my heart It was already warmed by you, and it is still warm now, if you don’t believe me, feel it.”

Chu Xue was amused when she heard the words, and she really touched it with her hands. His head was still buried in Feng Yan's shoulder socket. After groping blindly, he even touched a place that shouldn't be touched, and Feng Yan directly grabbed his wrist.

"Stop making trouble, you go to take a shower, you have to go to bed early today." Feng Yan patted Chu Xue's hand and said.

Before Chu Xue went to ask Feng Yan for another kiss, she went to the bathroom happily.

It's no wonder they don't have time to make trouble, they have to get up early tomorrow to make sandwiches and rice balls. Fortunately, after hearing Feng Yan's words, they bought disposable tableware, except for the pot that must be cleaned, and the rest were thrown out. Saved a lot of tidying up.

Soon Feng Yan also took a shower and entered the bedroom. The light in the bedroom was still on, but Chu Xue was already asleep. He probably had to wait for him, and the phone was still in his hand, but he should be tired after a busy day. He felt that Chu Xue didn't sleep much in the morning. They slept together last night. Chu Xue seemed to wake up in the middle of the night, and woke up very early in the morning, but Chu Xue actually talked about it late. It is conceivable that he usually wakes up. How early was it? Seeing that Chu Xue was asleep at this time, Feng Yan slowed down his movements, gently pulled out the mobile phone in Chu Xue's hand, turned around and turned off the light in the bedroom, went to bed in the dark, and then surrounded the person in the bed. In her arms, Chu Xue didn't wake up at all, and even grabbed Feng Yan's half body, "huhu" sleeping soundly.

Feng Yan lowered his head and kissed Chu Xue's hair lightly, then closed his eyes and fell asleep.

The next morning, Chu Xue got up first, and he asked Feng Yan to sleep for a while, but Feng Yan didn't try to be brave, he was still a little sleepy, and he couldn't get up until dawn. Of course, Chu Xue also hoped that Feng Yan could sleep for a while, and get enough sleep Only then can the spirit go out.

It is not troublesome to make sandwiches, but it is time-consuming. Meatloaf and chicken legs must be baked fresh, and rice for rice balls must be boiled and left to dry. Due to the large amount, Chu Xue used two large pots at home, and added I bought an electric rice cooker, and waited until the rice on the gas stove was cooked before I started frying the chicken legs and meat pies. Feng Yan got up at this time, Chu Xue heard the movement, and thought he got up early: "Let you sleep more In a while."

Feng Yan gave Chu Xue a good morning kiss, took out plum floss and tuna, took out disposable gloves, and was about to start making rice balls: "Don't worry, I can sleep in the day after tomorrow. It's just these two days. I used to rehearse all night for the second day." There are days when there will be performances every day."

"How old were you before?" Chu Xue was turning over the chicken legs in the frying pan. Hearing this, she turned her head and glanced at Feng Yan. There was a homely smell, and it sounded like an old man's tone.

"Be careful with the oil." Feng Yan looked in Chu Xue's direction, and the corners of his lips could not help but curl up. It is true to say that he is an old man, Chu Xue's youthful appearance is still vivid in his memory, but now he has become There is nothing more exciting than this when he is mature, but he still loves him. As long as he thinks that this person has belonged to him since he was a boy, he will feel an indescribable sense of happiness in his heart, and even more so. There is a wonderful sense of belonging, Chu Xue belongs to him, and he also belongs to Chu Xue.

"It's okay." Chu Xue replied to him: "The rice should still be hot, right? Can you get started?"

"Mix it and it will be cold." Feng Yan said while adding salt, sesame powder and sesame oil to the rice. There was no sushi vinegar like Japanese rice balls, but it was just as delicious.After stirring the entire pot of rice, he put on his gloves and started pinching.

Here, after Chu Xue’s chicken legs were fried and fried, the two of them were busy with each other in an orderly manner. Finally, two hours later, all the food for the picnic was prepared, and six picnic baskets were divided into six picnic baskets, which were really spectacular on the table.

"Phew, you can call them now." Feng Yan looked at the time, it was already ten o'clock, he calculated, set off at this time to meet the big troops, and then drive to the picnic spot, it is estimated that it will be more than 11:30 , I'm afraid I can only choose to have a picnic halfway up the mountain.

"Eat it in the car when you're hungry, anyway, it's something convenient to eat." Chu Xue thinks that everyone should have fun, even if it's at the foot of the mountain, as long as there is a suitable place to spread out, it can be used as a picnic Location, isn't that what a picnic means.

"You're right, tell them not to rush and take their time." Feng Yan said and dialed the phone.

Chu Xue looked at Feng Yan with interest. Those were his friends, and he was supposed to make the call, but Feng Yan went smoothly, which showed that he knew them very well. In fact, until he left, his friends' attitude towards Feng Yan was still lukewarm, and they reluctantly accepted Feng Yan only for his sake. Chu Xue knew it well, but also He didn't know how to improve the relationship between them. He didn't expect that after five years, he didn't do anything, but they got along as friendly as he wished, and the degree of friendship was much better than he thought.

After Feng Yan finished talking on the phone, he looked up and saw Chu Xue looking at him with frowned eyebrows. He was slightly startled and then realized that the main reason was that Chu Xue's expression was so easy to understand. He fished people over across the table: "They are also yours My natal family, what do you think?"

Chu Xue didn't object either, her natal family sounded good, his family was long gone, but these friends still missed him, making it seem like he still had a place to go back, even though he might not go back, But it's better than nothing, and now he has learned one thing is to be content, instead of asking for things that don't belong to him.

"I think this is very good. I used to imagine that you could get along with them, just like now." Chu Xue said, pecking Feng Yan's lips in relief, as a reward.

Feng Yan sometimes sighs with emotion. He never thought that he would have such a deep fate with others. He is used to being a loner. He has never made any friends in art school except performances. Passionate desperately drilled into his impenetrable life, a small hole was drilled, so that many relationships that were originally blocked by him gradually infiltrated. At first, this small hole did not attract his attention. But when Chu Xue disappeared, he found that the small hole had long been drilled into a big hole, and he couldn't plug it no matter what he used. He tried many methods but ended in failure, so he gave up and put the Everything that Chu Xue left behind was taken in, as if she wanted to use it to fill the growing hole. In fact, it was only a consolation at most, but it was better than nothing. Five years have passed in a flash. Chu Xue’s friends It has been infiltrated a long time ago, and now the instigator has returned, and while the hole is being filled, these friends can no longer be driven out, and they remain in his life together.

"Let's go, continue to build a good relationship with your natal family. It is necessary to lay a solid foundation for our future family harmony." Feng Yan took Chu Xue's hand and said.

"What! It's as if we are a rich family." Chu Xue pursed her lips and smiled, holding Feng Yan's hand firmly.