Feng Xue

Feng Yan came to pick her up, Chu Xue got off work on time, Feng Lin followed Chu Xue downstairs, and she saw Feng Yan.

From a woman's point of view, if you say that you occasionally covet Chu Xue, then you can fall in love with Feng Yan at a glance. It's not that there is any difference between the two, but that Feng Yan's face is really innate. Being favored by the heavens since birth, this kind of natural advantage makes people only envious, and there is nothing to criticize. However, in terms of acquired temperament and posture, Feng Yan and Chu Xue have their own characteristics. Because he is a dancer, Feng Lin only thinks that this person has the aura of a stage domineering person. No matter how he stands or sits, he seems to be able to attract people's attention. The latter may have been fed too much delicious food. It has the feeling of being a master of cooking, and at the same time, it is more homely because of its proficiency in housework. It can be said that Feng Yan is for people to watch, and can only be viewed from a distance. It's a pity that despite this, Chu Xue lacks the necessary affinity for a homely person. This is also the reason why Feng Lin occasionally covets her. I am absolutely unfavorable.

"Mr. Feng, I'm here to pick up Chu Xue again today." After Feng Yan saw them and nodded to her, Feng Lin approached and said.

"Just call me Feng Yan, I plan to let Chu Xue take care of her for a few more days." Feng Yan went to get the computer bag and lunch box in Chu Xue's hands after speaking.

"That's right." In two sentences, the three of them had already reached the door, and Feng Lin said goodbye to them. In just a few short steps, Feng Lin only felt that the atmosphere between Feng Yan and Chu Xue seemed to be the same as seeing them last week. It was slightly different when she saw Chu Xue, which was similar to how she felt that Chu Xue was different today. There seemed to be a secret excitement surging, perhaps because the fact that they hadn't seen each other for five years made her feel After all, it is impossible for them to express the joy of reunion in front of her, but the strange thing is that the reunion should have happened last week, but this feeling only appeared today, which confuses her a bit.Of course, Feng Lin's confusion didn't last long. What she was thinking about now was what to eat for dinner, which was too simple but she had to think about it every day.

"Let's eat hot pot." As soon as he got in the car, Feng Yan pointed to the huge pile of ingredients on the back seat, plus a newly bought cassette stove, and said to Chu Xue.

"You bought too much." Chu Xue couldn't help but said after taking a look.

But Feng Yan said: "You are too thin." His tone was a little distressed.

"I didn't eat too much." Chu Xue said.

Feng Yan has also observed in the past few days that Chu Xue's food intake is actually not small, but he is very thin, which is completely different from the previous thinness, but he is much taller. In terms of physical condition in just a few days, it depends. I can't come out, but Chu Xue got up too early, and he is so thin, it is difficult to meet the health label after all. Now there are sub-healthy people everywhere, most of which are caused by neglecting his body too much on weekdays.

"I don't force you to eat a lot, but there are more types and more balanced nutrition. Let's go for a walk after dinner." Feng Yan said.

"Well." Chu Xue knows the importance of health. In the past two years, he feels that he has taken good care of himself, but even if he can't gain weight, he can't help it.

Facts have proved that Feng Yan did buy too much, and the two big men actually carried all the ingredients upstairs twice. Chu Xue couldn't help but say to him: "You want to bring back all the supermarkets, the one at home is not that big. Refrigerator, it’s not that you don’t know that my place is small, and I can’t fit it in the kitchen.” Most of them can only be piled on the ground.

"It doesn't matter. I'll take some back and put it on my side. I'll take it up and sort it out first." Feng Yan rubbed his head with a smile. At this moment, Chu Xue was putting down the last box of ingredients, and she was still squatting on the ground, facing the Food chatter.

Hearing what Feng Yan said, Chu Xue gave up. He picked up the box of the cassette stove and went to the small table to unpack it. In Feng Yan's eyes, it looked like a child unpacking a toy.

Chu Xue likes to eat hot pot. It is very convenient to eat hot pot when friends get together, and the atmosphere is also the most lively. But other than that, the same family and fellow students have never had it once. This is obviously a very simple day. This matter is beyond the reach of Chu Xue. When Feng Yan asked Chu Xue what he wanted to eat at noon, he thought of it immediately. After he bought a cassette stove, he wanted to take Chu Xue for an outing. What he never did with Chu Xue, he now just wants to accumulate one by one slowly, he wants Chu Xue to be happy, just do what he wants to do, just like before.

After dismantling the cassette stove and installing the gas tank, Chu Xue moved a table and a chair out of the bedroom. His small table was too small to spread the ingredients, so he had to add tables and chairs temporarily. At least he could put some, and he even dragged the sofa to the entrance, blocking the door, finally making the living room less crowded.

Feng Yan let him do the work, while he was processing the ingredients, he said to Chu Xue: "When I come back from this performance, we will find a place to live, okay?"

Chu Xue was taken aback, and asked uncertainly: "You...will stay?" Even though he said he would not break up, Chu Xue never thought that Feng Yan would stay here, but he didn't think he would go back, either. Back to the big city where I was born, but Feng Yan's home is there, and Feng Yan's mother is also there. Feng Yan came to this small city only on tour, isn't it?

"Where you are, I will be there." Feng Yan said to him like this.

"...Why?" Chu Xue asked unconsciously, and then he realized his slip of the tongue. When he asked this "why", it seemed that he didn't believe Feng Yan, but in fact, what he didn't believe...maybe it was himself , he hastily explained: "No, I mean..."

Before Chu Xue finished speaking, Feng Yan wiped his hands and walked over, walking up to him, he looked down at Chu Xue, but Chu Xue lowered his head, not looking at him.

"Chu Xue, I don't know if it is very sudden to you, but this is a decision I made a long time ago. As long as I see you again, I will be where you are. Maybe for you, It's more of an afterthought—"

"No, no." Chu Xue immediately understood Feng Yan's meaning. He interrupted Feng Yan and said, "I didn't make up for it. You didn't owe me anything, and I wasn't right either. I understand you..."

"It's the same with me. The relationship is between both parties. It doesn't make sense that you can only accommodate me. But frankly speaking, I was not qualified to fall in love at that time. I was the same as everyone else. But later on, I was still very happy that person was you. I I've always wanted to get you back, and after thinking about it for a long time, I made a decision at that time, not because I met you again."

"Then what if we didn't meet?" When Chu Xue said this, for some reason, he felt a surge of fear. He didn't know that Feng Yan was looking for him. If he hadn't done the stage planning, if it wasn't for this stage play. The tour has come here, if he hadn't made a decision to himself that he wanted to end, if it hadn't been an accident that day... too many ifs, they finally met again, but if any link between them is missing, then they I will never see you again.

"There is no if, we have met again, and even if it is not this time, as long as I don't give up and keep performing, one day I will wait for you."

Chu Xue looked at Feng Yan, he never knew that Feng Yan actually thought this way, he tried hard to end this unforgettable relationship with Feng Yan, but even on that day five years later, he said he would go Make an end, but in fact, the heart given out cannot be taken back after saying the end, so how long will he miss Feng Yan? According to what Feng Yan said, if they reunite in ten years, he will still be there at that time. Do you like Feng Yan?He is not sure, time is a terrible thing, without knowing that Feng Yan is looking for him, can he persist until the two reunite, and one more thing——

Chu Xue couldn't help but said after thinking: "...you can't see me on the stage..."

Feng Yan shook his head and said, "Yunchan has had a real-name system for tickets since last year."

"Huh? But this time... it's a free ticket."

"Indeed, free tickets are excluded, so we reunited earlier, didn't we?" Feng Yan looked at Chu Xue and said, "We have already met again, and any other possibility is no longer important. Now is the fact. It shows that our fate is always there, it has never been broken, and we still meet again in such a vast sea of ​​people."

"Is that so?" Chu Xue murmured, "...we were early...but we couldn't be earlier, it's my fault..."

"Don't blame you, don't blame you, blame me, I never gave you confidence, you like me so much, but I never said that I like you too, I like you, Chu Xue, but after you left, I realized This, so it's all my fault." Feng Yan said without any concealment or reservation.

Chu Xue was stunned, he opened his mouth, but didn't say anything.

Feng Yan lowered his head and covered Chu Xue's lips.