Feng Xue

Chu Xue lowered her head and rubbed the cup of milk tea, Feng Yan said that he was impatient, and he cried last night, he was really ashamed to throw home.

"In the future... no matter where you go, tell me, okay?" Feng Yan said again.

After last night, Chu Xue's attitude towards Feng Yan was a little surprised and confused. At first he thought that meeting Feng Yan was just a coincidence, but Feng Yan said that he had looked for him, but he was worried because he couldn't find him anywhere, and what happened last night Hugs and kisses are not dreams, although it is not like reality, but it just happened, so natural, and so taken for granted, as if they had not experienced a breakup, but a couple who had been separated for many years and finally reunited.Thinking about it this way, Chu Xue felt that something was wrong. After he proposed to break up with Feng Yan back then, Feng Yan didn't seem to agree. Never broke up?It's also his own fault for making the breakup too childish every time, and can't help but turn back after talking about breaking up, so is it a deal or no deal?Chu Xue couldn't figure it out, and her mind became confused. What is Feng Yan planning to do now?He didn't know if he could look forward to it a little longer, but in fact, five years had passed, and he had changed, and he didn't feel like he was omnipotent like before, and that was just because he had money around him. What's more, Feng Yan probably didn't like him that much five years ago. Maybe it's because Feng Yan couldn't find him for five years that his worries fermented and became uneasy. A little longer and it should calm down.

But no matter what, who made him unable to refuse Feng Yan so far, so Chu Xue nodded and agreed.

"Are you only going to work part-time and not join the band?" Feng Yan asked after getting the answer he wanted, reassured.He knew that Chu Xue's jazz drums had long been played by him to a professional level. At first, it was because of his words. Back then, the bad young master chased him into the art school. Absolutely not interested.” In this case, who would have thought that the young master would practice jazz drums hard, just to impress him. Not being able to persevere in a certain thing is to make him retreat and dispel his idea of ​​chasing after him. , I couldn't lift my wrist with pain a few times, but I still never gave up.

Chu Xue shook her head and replied, "The band's income is unstable."

Feng Yan really wanted to ask Chu Xue if he had any financial difficulties, but it was not convenient to ask, so he started to ask from the side: "Is the company used to it now? How long has it been in business?"

Chu Xue nodded and said, "It's been almost two years."

"What about the previous three years?"

Chu Xue didn't answer directly, but said: "I've done some here and there."

Feng Yan felt that those three years must have been very difficult, so he no longer asked about the past, but asked about the future: "Are you going to keep doing what you are doing now?"

"Let's do it for the time being. The boss of the company is very kind to me. Rather than saying that I found a suitable job, it is better to say that I hope to do my best for him. The company is a start-up and still needs manpower."

Feng Yan knew that Chu Xue was a person who valued affection. Although he was a young master, he grew up in a wealthy environment and was careless all day long. He didn't like studying but only playing around. Because of this, he got acquainted with a group of cronies. Chu Xue's impression, to be honest, was not a good impression, but later he found out that Chu Xue's group of cronies and friends were all devoted to Chu Xue, so he couldn't help observing with his heart, and then realized that Chu Xue was not just for his brothers. Because of the generosity of rich people, although there are some people who approach Chu Xue because of his wealth, Chu Xue may be related to growing up in a wealthy family, and he can clearly distinguish between sincerity and falsehood. He doesn't reject the latter, and he doesn't reject the latter. People come from each other. If you find that Chu Xue treats each other sincerely, as long as you are not a particularly malicious guy, most of you will like to hang out with Chu Xue. I feel that as time goes by, people's hearts will be biased, making those who stay behind become Chu Xue's good friends, and those who leave halfway are almost all born dirty, doing things they shouldn't do, and have no face to stay. For these, Chu Xue Xue will not pursue the matter to the end, but his friends will hold the injustice for him.Feng Yan was actually a little surprised by these, and secretly thought that Chu Xue might have the charm of a natural leader, but after dating, he realized that this is not the charm of a natural leader. I can’t remember hatred, I’m optimistic and cheerful, so I don’t need to worry too much about getting along. However, this situation is fatal in a relationship. After all, boyfriends and friends are different, and there is even a big difference. Love without thinking How could it be long?In all fairness, he really didn't think that he and Chu Xue would be together for a long time. Chu Xue was a young master from a rich family, but he was not. There is no future.

All the changes came after he knew that Chu Xue had undergone tremendous changes and suddenly disappeared. I don’t know if it was due to empathy, or he felt that the young master with a big heart is not suitable for suffering, and the young master should live like that. Instead of losing home and relatives like him and working hard to earn money to live a hard life.He began to feel distressed, and the more he couldn't find it, the more he felt distressed, because he tried to find all of Chu Xue's friends, but everyone was the same, Chu Xue had cut off contact with each of them, maybe because he didn't want to be sympathized with, Or maybe he didn't want anyone to be implicated by him, or it was more likely that he was completely heartbroken, so he wanted to stay away from the sad place.

During those days when he was in contact with Chu Xue’s friends, Feng Yan heard many complaints. Chu Xue’s friends told him many things that Chu Xue never told him. They were not worth it for Chu Xue because he always made Chu Xue sad. Without knowing it.Feng Yan was speechless and didn't deny it, the fact is that, as the person Chu Xue pursued, and even the person who later agreed to be Chu Xue's boyfriend, he didn't pay anything, the only thing that he considered indulgent at the time was actually It was just to let himself get used to Chu Xue's existence. Before Chu Xue disappeared, he had indeed ignored Chu Xue a lot, but after Chu Xue disappeared, he realized that this kind of indulgence was not worth it. Habits are almost equivalent to some kind of companionship. Only he himself knows what Chu Xue lost to him when he disappeared. He also has to admit that "like" was originally born in his various observations of the young master. It also grew out of his recognition of the young master as a human being, and it was even more rooted in Chu Xue's feelings for him. The arrogant young master put away all the thorns in front of him from the very beginning, and only showed his love to him. The softest part, and the clumsy look of trying to get close to him, these have become his most precious memories, but when Chu Xue disappeared, he even wanted to tell him these things, and let Chu Xue know Everything he did for himself was not in vain, and it was impossible.

Now, Chu Xue has grown up inevitably, and is no longer the willful young master with a hint of childishness back then. He has become independent and silent, working hard and restraining himself, almost shrinking back in front of him.Five years seems to have passed in a flash for some things, such as his five years in Yunchan, but once it was placed on Chu Xue, he felt that it was too slow. It took more than 800 days and nights, and he let Chu Xue go. Xue left the familiar city alone, worked hard and lived alone in such a strange place.

"Chu Xue..." Thinking of this, Feng Yan squeezed the teacup tightly, and the heat of the milk tea in it reached his palm. He suddenly felt that what he was holding was Chu Xue's fiery heart, so Feng Yan held him What I wanted to say the most has been said. Anyway, I have already said more than half of it last night, so there is no need to leave the rest. It’s just that after five years, after Chu Xue has gone through hardships, he doesn’t know if he can count. Ding stared at Chu Xue, and said to Chu Xue word by word:

"Chu Xue, let's not break up, okay?"