Deskmate

They eventually broke up.

At the end of the phone call, he couldn't help turning off the phone. The screen was flickering. After a beam of bright light before turning off the phone, it returned to pure black, and his face was reflected on the screen. Before he knew it, a drop of Liang's tears dripped on it, and subconsciously wiped it with his hand, it turned out that it was already full of tears.

He didn't realize that he was crying, and he didn't realize it all at once, so he could only rub his hands frantically in vain, but the flow became more and more, and he couldn't stop it.

He was like a rusty machine, he couldn't stop watching it, so he just ignored it and let the tears flow at will.

When he reacted to check the time, two full hours had passed, and he laughed at himself in his heart: before, he didn’t understand why someone could do such a stupid act of crying for a day, but he didn’t expect that one day he would be able to cry for two without moving. Hours.

It was probably because of the sadness that suddenly enveloped him, and he didn't have time to resist, so he got tired of it, or it was probably... the first time he liked someone so much that he was so shocked when he broke up, that he lost it for a while. All emotional management, there is only time to be sad.

He got up and went to wash his face, not daring to see what he looked like in the mirror, his eyes were terribly astringent.

He didn't know what Yuan Yueze was doing now. He shook his head and wanted to get rid of these things. He chose the way himself, and he still had a sad face. Many years ago, his parents divorced, just calm down.

Shit, I can't calm down, my mouth is so bitter that I'm about to vomit.

He took out the last candy from his pocket, and a sweet taste spread from his mouth, temporarily suppressing the bitterness.He remembered that this was Yuan Yueze's favorite taste, and Yuan Yueze might not be bought for him in the future.

Too sweet for him, he thought, too sweet to be bitter.

Li Huan is very courageous, big enough to watch ghost movies alone, venture into haunted houses, and bungee jumping, but also so small that he dare not even take a gamble. Of course, part of it is influenced by his family.

After all, didn't his parents and those two wonderful things also swore to each other back then, and they would never change until death?

He turned on the phone again stupidly, and stared at it for a long time. Only a few people in it had sent him messages, but Yuan Yueze's column was completely blank.

He stared at this in a daze for a moment, then blocked all of Yuan Yueze's contacts on social software, quit the class group, and then sent a message to everyone who knew Yuan Yueze: "Don't tell Yuan Yueze where you are, break up." Said It's not calm, just for a while, his tears fell on the phone little by little, as if he couldn't stop.

Li Huan doesn't like to take pictures, whether it's scenery or anything, so there are only a few deleted things in the album, but they account for more than half. The last deleted photo shows a raccoon cat lying lazily On the ground, lying comfortably on one side, both hands touched the body together, but one was bigger and the other was smaller, which belonged to the two of them respectively.After being stunned for a long time, I finally replaced the wallpaper that came with the system with this one, and then deleted it, eliminating the "recently deleted" one, so I lost all my thoughts.

It feels like a long time has passed, but in fact, all the things related to him are only a few minutes, and the remaining brain memory can only be diluted by time.

They will end up as strangers.

First year of college.

Li Huan's other three roommates are still friendly. Fortunately, he started to work part-time in a cake shop. Because of his good-looking face, he usually eats well. Even if someone finds fault on purpose, he treats each other politely. , The salary is also a bit higher than that of ordinary part-time jobs, and even a few young ladies will pay special attention to him, asking him for WeChat or other things.It's a pity that they all ended up without a problem in the end. All they left were the phone numbers of the shop, and those who were forced to retreat were all polite and indifferent.

He quickly returned to the polite and distant look before the rereading.

The roommates all found girlfriends one after another, and one of them was even divorced. They found several before and after, and got slapped several times, but Li Huan was always kept in the role of the confessor and the rejecter.

A flirtatious roommate who just broke up with his ex-girlfriend couldn't help being curious, and asked once: "Brother, you are so handsome, there was a girl who chased you before and bothered me every day to ask you on WeChat. Not looking for a partner"

Li Huan cast a glance at him, unable to explain clearly, so he had no choice but to explain: "I used to have a partner, and we lived for...five months."

"Ah, it's a pity. If your suitor finds out about this, it will definitely break your heart. Is it from our school?" The roommate looked gossip.

Li Huan forced a smile, and automatically omitted the following question, "I don't want to be in a relationship right now. If someone asks you for something about me, please don't give it to me, thank you."

The roommate nodded thoughtfully, and asked again unwillingly: "Tsk, I'm quite curious about what it's like to be able to date the recognized 'cold-faced male god'. Our school"

"No, I met in the third year of high school. He... is in Chengdu, far away from us."

"Wow, if you count carefully, you only met in the third year of high school, and you can still be together, at the speed of light."

"Is that right? I didn't expect that I knew someone so short, but they could still make the waves I like turbulent and disturb me." When Li Huan talked about Yuan Yueze, there seemed to be stars and seas in his eyes, and his whole person became alive. There was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.

"Then you should like her very much." The roommate commented seriously, "Look, when you comment on her, your eyes are full of stars, you can't hide your liking for someone, love will come out of your eyes .”

Li Huan didn't realize it, and smiled again, but this time it was a wry smile, and nodded. It was indeed the first time that he liked someone, but unfortunately it didn't work out.

My roommate went back to doing her own thing after the evaluation. I didn’t intend to ask why I broke up. I always felt that this person is like a robot. Today’s big mood swings are all because of my ex. If I ask why I broke up, I will definitely feel sad, so I just don’t ask. .

University for two years.

He passed by a diamond ring shop one day, and suddenly wanted to take a look. After going through all the procedures, he finally planned to order a pair of rings, explained all the requirements, and reported the size to him and Yuan Yueze without hesitation. Once, so remember, not to give it away, but just wanting it so much, the sudden idea even made him feel ridiculous, so he mocked himself, and finally chose to customize and borrowed money from Xiao Li.

On the way, the clerk asked him: "Are you going to propose to someone? Your partner must be very good, so you want to stay by your side as soon as possible."

Li Huan was at a loss for words for a while, not knowing whether he should be cheated together with him, or what, and finally decided to numb himself: "Yes, I propose, I hope he can agree."

The waiter covered his mouth and smiled, "Then I wish you a happy life together."

He twitched the corners of his mouth and forced a smile that looked happy. It was really a blessing, but it's a pity.

Then I wish Yuan Yueze and his future lover a happy life together.

On this day, September 9nd, we met for the first time.

Just in the second year, accompanied by his strong miss, I don't know if the autumn wind can bring him by his side.

Autumn is here, and winter is not far away.

The author has something to say: Well, I can’t speak, so brother Huan, you break up with a hammer, you regret it