camouflage amnesia

The little bastard was merciless, and Mu Qingran felt a piercing pain from his fingertips.

But also inexplicably, it produces a strange, painful but numb pleasure of being passed through by an electric current.

Just like chili, what is stimulated is not the sense of taste, but the pain on the tip of the tongue, but many people are addicted to spicy taste.

For a moment Mu Qingran was reluctant to take back her hand.

"Hurry up and drive!" He Mu urged again.

"You don't like it." It should be a question, but there is not much doubt in Mu Qingran's tone.

You can guess the answer by looking at He Mu's performance.

Then why did you go to watch horror movies with her?

Mu Qingran's question came to his throat and swallowed back.

She withdrew her hand and started the car.

Mu Qingran probably wouldn't understand the feeling that He Mu, who was still a child, wanted to get close to her sister through panic.

After finally leaving that terrible place, He Mu's heartbeat calmed down a little.

"You did it on purpose, right?" He Mu said angrily, "You just want to show in front of me that you're not afraid at all, and watch me make a fool of myself."

"Why do I want to see you make a fuss?" Mu Qingran asked back.

"Are you asking me?" He Mu was puzzled.

Mu Qingran didn't entangle her with this issue any more, she looked at the road ahead and remained silent.

He Mu really wanted to pry open Mu Qingran's brain to see what was inside.Buy a toy and go home to see the internal structure.

The sky was getting dark, and snowflakes were floating in the sky.

"It turns out that it will snow in Nancheng." He Mu stretched out his hand out of the window and smiled.

She thought she would have little chance of seeing snow this year.

"It will melt when it falls on the ground, and it won't accumulate snow." Mu Qingran said.

Every time it snowed before, He Mu would run around excitedly in the snow.Step on one by one footprints.

There will also be piles of all kinds of weird things.

But for Mu Qingran, the snow did not retain any good memories.

Snow is white, but the sky is black.

……

In the imperial capital, the first snow fell, and the ground was completely white.

If you step on a soft place, it will be a pit.

After being stepped on for a long time, it will become a hard ice surface.

Mu Qingran was pushed to the ground, her elbows hit the hard ice and snow, her palms propped up on the ground, feeling chilly to the bone.

The snow was still falling, and the top of her head was covered with hoarfrost.

There are 4 girls in front of me, two of them are still smoking cigarettes, and they are all students in the third grade of junior high school.

The leading female Taimei likes school grass, a third-year boy who doesn't know how to study all day and is very flamboyant.

A few days ago, he threatened to chase Mu Qingran, but Mu Qingran ignored him.

Even so, she was still targeted by these younger sisters.

The 13-year-old girl's face is full of stubbornness, but she can't completely hide her panic.

"You dare to seduce the man our boss likes!" A girl with blue hair dyed in highlights condescended.

Mu Qingran gritted her teeth and said nothing.

"Are people who don't have parents so slutty?"

"If I were you, I would be ashamed to death. How can I have the nerve to eat other people's rice?"

"It's because I'm used to eating other people's leftovers, that's why I don't see good people. I like to steal things from others!"

"Looking so good-looking, I'm used to exchanging my body for things."

"..."

A few girls talked to each other and said some unsavory things.

It was not the first time Mu Qingran heard these words, and there was not much change on the surface.

I just want to let her go when these people get tired of making trouble.

"Why don't you talk?" The boss among several people snorted softly, "Look at your pitiful appearance! You can seduce men with this appearance, but it's useless to me!"

She grabbed a handful of snow from the ground, kneaded it into a ball, and threw it on Mu Qingran.

A snow print exploded on the girl's school uniform.

Xuetuan was also smashed to pieces.

The rest of the people also gathered around to imitate the boss.

Soon, Mu Qingran's body and back were marked with shame.

"The little girl's eyes are quite fierce." The female boss squatted down, "How about this, if you say 10 times that I am a little rascal with no parents, I will let you go."

"Otherwise..." She raised her head and stretched out her hand to her companion, who understood and handed her the cigarette she was holding.

The female boss held a cigarette butt that was almost finished, and shook it in front of the little girl, "I accidentally burned your little face, what are you going to use to seduce others in the future?"

Mu Qingran gritted her teeth, tried her best to control her fear, and slowly reached into the schoolbag behind her.

The next moment, she had an extra utility knife for class in her hand, stood up suddenly, and pressed the blade against the female boss's neck.

"If you know that I don't have parents, then you should know that no one taught me not to kill people." The girl's low voice was completely different from Cai Cai's appearance.

"You...don't scare me, I don't believe you really... dare..."

Mu Qingran pressed the blade deeper.

Prove with actions that she really dares.

The temperature in the snowy day was a bit low, and the feeling on the neck of the female boss was not very obvious, but it was precisely because of this that she was even more frightened, because she didn't know when, the knife would submerge into her arteries unconsciously.

"I'm in a good mood today, so I'll let you go this time, as long as you don't seduce... Qiu Zhe..."

"Ah!" A girl next to her couldn't help screaming.

Because she saw blood oozing from the boss's neck.

When the person next to her screamed, the frightened look on the female boss's face became more obvious. Tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, and the snot slowly ran across her lips, and was blown by the wind, turning into frost.

Mu Qingran saw her frightened look, and pushed the knife out more.

"Don't mess with me again, or you'll get in directly next time." The girl's voice was like a demon from hell, "Get lost."

The sisters were frightened by the sudden change in the weak girl's aura, no one dared to speak anymore, and retreated away.

One of the feet slipped and nearly knocked the person next to him down.

After the person left, Mu Qingran's hand holding the knife couldn't stop shaking.

This is the first time she has put a knife on someone's neck.

It seems that it is very useful.

In this world, there are always people who like to bully people who are different from themselves.

Boys like girls, girls like boys, kids without dads, kids without moms, kids without moms and dads...

Mu Qingran originally thought that those people would give up if they felt bored, but in fact, if they let it go, it would only make things worse.

If you can't protect yourself, who else can protect you?

Mu Qingran put the knife into her bag and patted the snow on her body.

In the light brown eyes, his own guardian beast was born.

From today on, she will not be bullied by anyone.

She also has no interest in taking things that don't belong to her.

One day, she'll have a skyscraper all her own.

……

The black BMW parked in the basement.

He Mu was about to get out of the car, when Mu Qingran grabbed her wrist, "Would you like me to sit up?"

"The ground is slippery, you should go back early and be careful." He Mu said.

"In the movie just now, when the heroine opened the elevator, there was a bloody ghost waiting for her inside." Mu Qingran said, "The special effects are quite realistic."

He Mu swallowed.

It's all fake, so there's nothing to be afraid of!

That's the way it is said, but sometimes, as long as you drop a stone, it will cause countless ripples.

All sorts of associative images had begun to unconsciously appear in her mind, and the ghost stories about elevators she had heard in the past also popped up one after another.

Mu Qingran let go of her hand, "Good night."

What a good night!

He Mu curled up his hands on the handlebars, and said sullenly, "It's quite cold, go up and have a cup of tea before leaving."

It is polite to invite the person who takes you home to sit upstairs, not because you are afraid to go up the elevator alone.

In fact, when she was a child, she really didn't dare to take the elevator alone.

I always feel that once the door is closed, something terrible will appear around me.

The kind of fear that only children have, has forgotten a lot when they grow up.

But just after watching a horror movie, He Mu was once again dominated by the fear he had when he was a child.

Mu Qingran untied the seat belt calmly, got out of the car and walked around to the other side, helping He Mu open the door.

When he reached the elevator door, He Mu was already nervous.

But as a person in his 20s, he is still afraid of elevators, which is too embarrassing.

The elevator door opened, and a gust of wind blew through.

He Mu's tense strings were immediately plucked heavily.

Reflexively, she grabbed Mu Qingran's thumb.

Looking around with two eyes, like a frightened deer.

The thumb is wrapped in a warm and soft palm.

Mu Qingran's pupils trembled.

Without breaking free, she led He Mu into the elevator and pressed down on the floor.

He Mu instinctively pressed her back against Mu Qingran, exposing her back to the air at this time would make her feel very insecure.

Mu Qingran tilted her head slightly, the tip of her nose was very close to He Mu's ear.

People who are already in their 20s seem to be able to smell the milky fragrance that belongs to children under the perfume.

Stronger than before.

"There is a legend." Mu Qingran said abruptly.

He Mu subconsciously felt that she shouldn't listen to the next words, but before she had time to refuse, the latter words got into her ears.

"When it snows for the first time, the ghosts of the dead will come back to see their living lovers." Mu Qingran's voice was quiet, with a trace of aura, "Tell me, do they also take the elevator when they go upstairs?"

"Mu Qingran, what's wrong with you?!"

He Mu is not suspicious, she is convinced that Mu Qingran did it on purpose.

"Is there anyone who doesn't remember the house number and made a mistake?" Mu Qingran continued.

He Mu was originally a person with a rich imagination. Now her mind is full of ghosts in the elevator, and when the doorbell rings after returning home, she looks at the cat's eye and sees a picture of an eye.

"Can you be quiet?" He Mu's momentum was fierce, but his voice was trembling.

Ding.

The elevator stopped, the metal doors opened, and another gust of draft blew through the back of his neck.

He Mu immediately grabbed Mu Qingran's hand and rushed out of the elevator, and asked her to stand behind him before he dared to open the door.

Same as when I was a child.

It turned out that when I was a child, I insisted on arching my back on her and asking her to go to the bathroom with her because I was afraid of ghosts.

The corners of Mu Qingran's lips were slightly raised, and the arc was so small that she didn't even realize it.

After He Mu entered the house, he wanted to drive Mu Qingran away, and he didn't want to be seen ashamed again, but the sentence kept echoing in his mind-"Could someone go wrong?"

Mingming rationally told her that ghosts are fake, but her body still gets scared.

"What do you want to drink?" He Mu asked.

The fear is only temporary, it will be over in a while, she thought.

Let's use Mu Qingran as a tool first.

"It's all right." Mu Qingran replied.

"It's okay to bother you the most." He Mu rolled his eyes, "Drink plain water."

Mu Qingran was stunned for a moment.

It seems that he did not expect to be treated like this.

Mu Qingran sat on the sofa, and He Mu brought her a glass of boiled water.

The scenes where two people met in the past were either in bed or in the company.

It seems that the opportunity to sit on the sofa and drink water has never passed.

For a while, I didn't know what to do.

"Watching TV?" He Mu asked.

"Yes." Mu Qingran answered simply.

In fact, she seldom watches TV, and usually seems to always switch between mobile phones, tablets, and computers.

He Mu turned on the TV, tuned to the animation channel, and then took a book from the shelf to read, taking the sound of the TV as the background sound.

Listening to cartoons and reading books is one of her habits.

It would be hard for her if the house was quiet.

For her, the happiest days will always stay when she was a child watching cartoons.

Mu Qingran's eyes fell on He Mu, with some curiosity and inquiry.

The He Mu in her memory will always have endless things to say, today's weather, today's mood, today's teacher's class content, are enough for her to talk non-stop.

It seems that there are very few times when I read a book quietly like this.

What she didn't know was that He Mu would search his guts only in front of her and share everything he could share with her.

The innocent child thought that this way he could squeeze into his sister's world and get a little more attention.

He Mu could feel the gaze falling on her.

She couldn't help thinking, why did Mu Qingran take her to the movies today?

Are you trying to trick her by chasing girls?

After all, I haven't been able to get what I want from her.

When He Mu thought of this, his heart suddenly turned cold, and he didn't seem to be so scared anymore.

"I drank the water too, shouldn't it be time to say goodbye?" She raised her head and said.

"It's still snowing outside." Mu Qingran said.

"If you don't go through the snow, it will only get bigger." He Mu's voice was a little cold.

If Mu Qingran thinks that this simple routine can make her feel excited, then she is too confident.

"The road is slippery and unsafe." Mu Qingran said again.

"So?" He Mu raised his eyelids lightly, Mu Qingran didn't want to stay overnight, did he?

"My hand was bitten by you."

"..."

He Mu stared at Mu Qingran, and according to the sequence and logic of these few sentences, it should mean that he wanted to stay overnight.

But Mu Qingran is not an ordinary person, she is a little uncertain.

"I had a car accident before because of the slippery road in rainy weather." Mu Qingran said.

He Mu's eyes darkened.

The car accident that Mu Qingran had before she came to Nancheng was not serious, but she said she wasn't worried at all, it was a lie.

"I'll ask the driver to take you home." He Mu didn't want to compromise so easily.

"If you want to stay, I let you stay too." Mu Qingran said such a sentence without cause and effect.

But He Mu understood.

She said it was before.

"Sister remembers again?" He Mu's tone was full of resentment, sarcasm, and grievances that she didn't realize.

Their many pasts, when they reunited, were erased by Mu Qingran's simple words, how could they not be wronged?

Mu Qingran didn't speak, but approached, holding He Mu's neck with both hands, and imprinted her own sandy red mark on her throat.

He Mu closed his eyes, and pushed Mu Qingran into the bedroom with the turbulent emotions in his heart.

……

"Primary school girl came to deliver delicious food to my sister, we have a good time again!"

The boss of Mu Qingran's dormitory is a petite girl with small canine teeth and dimples.

He Mu entered University A, and finally had a chance to meet her sister.

She would often come to Mu Qingran's dormitory looking for an excuse to deliver food.

The biscuits and cupcakes were actually made by her own hands, but every time she would tell Mu Qingran that the aunt at home made them.

Because she was afraid that Mu Qingran would discover her little thoughts just because of any sign.

If you don't like it, who would often make something for one person to eat?

But her thinking like this may be unfounded.

He Mu said that he wanted to give something to her roommate with his own hands, and Mu Qingran took her upstairs.

Now that the things have been delivered, people should leave.

But children seem to have no such self-awareness.

"Sister, do you want to try it?" He Mu looked at Mu Qingran expectantly.

"I don't want to eat now." Mu Qingran said.

He Mu's eyes were a little disappointed, but he didn't force him.

The little senior sister picked up a butter cookie in the shape of a pig and put it into her mouth.

"Wow, this is so delicious! Sweet but not greasy, crispy and crispy."

The other two roommates also tasted it unceremoniously, and expressed their praise one after another.

When He Mu heard that what he made was praised, he burst into laughter immediately.

Mu Qingran reminded: "It's late, the dormitory has access control."

"It's raining outside." He Mu said.

"There's an umbrella." As Mu Qingran said, she opened the drawer and took out an umbrella.

"It's so cold outside." He Mu rubbed his arms.

She was wearing a white sleeveless dress, and it would indeed be a bit cold on a rainy night.

"I'll get you a coat." Mu Qingran said.

"It's raining so hard outside, why don't you let the elementary school girl squeeze with you? Anyway, our school doesn't check the dormitory." The little senior sister suggested.

He Mu's eyes suddenly brightened. She wanted to say the same thing. The senior sister helped her to say it. She is really a good person.

Mu Qingran: "The bed is very small."

The little senior sister: "The elementary school girl is so thin, and she doesn't take up much space."

"That's right, and the elementary school girl is wearing a white skirt. Going out now, washing the skirt is so tiring."

"It's so dark outside, why do you have the heart to let my sister go back alone?"

The other two roommates also seconded.

He Mu has a sweet mouth, good-looking person, and often delivers food. Several people in the dormitory like her very much.

Mu Qingran frowned.

She didn't even know when they became people on the same front.

"I promise I won't squeeze you, sister." He Mu tickled Mu Qingran's little finger.

Under the watchful eyes of the other three roommates, Mu Qingran sighed, "Our dormitory doesn't have a separate bathroom, so you have to go outside to brush your teeth and wash your face. The same goes for the bathroom."

The postgraduate dormitory of University A was the first to be built, and there is only one public toilet on each floor.

Brushing your teeth and washing your face is easy to say, but He Mu is a little scared when he thinks of going to the bathroom in a dimly lit public restroom at night.

But she didn't want to give up the hard-won opportunity to share the bed with her sister because of this.

"Sister, let's go brush our teeth and wash our face." She held Mu Qingran's thumb and smiled brightly without showing any fear.

It wasn't until after washing and changing into Mu Qingran's pajamas that everything had settled that He Mu twisted his fingers and asked, "Sister, can you go to the bathroom with me?"

Mu Qingran looked at her without saying a word, but the meaning could be seen from the eyes: why should I go with you?

"It's so dark in the corridor, the lights are still flickering." He Mu said.

Mu Qingran still didn't speak.

"Sister~" He Mu grabbed Mu Qingran's fingers and shook them, his voice was soft and sticky, and his dark eyes glistened with water, looking pitiful.

Mu Qingran stood up from her seat, "Let's go."

He Mu immediately broke into a smile, grabbed her sister's thumb, and came to the eerie public restroom.

Such an old-fashioned toilet is a scene that often appears in ghost stories.

I don't know when a ghost head will emerge from the top, or a hand will stick out from the pit.

Goosebumps appeared on He Mu's body.

"Sister, you can't leave secretly!" She raised her hand, "We have to pull Gougou."

Mu Qingran didn't want to hook her up because of this kind of thing, and said, "I won't leave."

My sister said no, so it shouldn't be.

He Mu bravely pushed open a compartment door, and from the moment he entered, the hairs all over his body stood on end.

She has never been to such a toilet at this time.

It is said that near 12 o'clock is the time when ghosts are most likely to be encountered.

At this time, He Mu suddenly felt a cool wind blowing, and immediately exclaimed: "Sister, you didn't leave, did you?"

There was no sound from outside.

"Mu Qingran~" He Mu's voice was filled with tears.

"Not leaving." Mu Qingran was just too lazy to speak just now.

He Mu felt relieved and quickened his movements.

But the more anxious you are, the more you can't get out.

"I'll be fine soon, don't leave." He Mu knew that her sister had no patience, and she could be bolder by talking.

"Ah."

Mu Qingran really didn't understand why such a big person needs to be accompanied when going to the bathroom.

He Mu closed his eyes and silently recited the spells he learned from TV and movies.

"The Taishang Laojun is in a hurry like a law, the ghosts and ghosts are scattered, Namo Amitabha..."

Finally, after a long period of suffering, she rushed out of the toilet cubicle after flushing, and grabbed Mu Qingran's wrist without washing her hands.

Mu Qingran: "..."

He Mu's heart was beating so fast that he didn't realize that he was rejected.

She said nervously, "Let's go."

"Wash your hands." Mu Qingran said.

"Oh, I forgot." He Mu stuck out his tongue.

But after the fright just now, she couldn't bear that she couldn't see, and she always felt that a ghost would suddenly appear from behind.

"Sister, can you stand behind me?" He Mu pulled Mu Qingran to wrap her around her from behind, sticking tightly, like Siamese twins.

Mu Qingran just wanted to go back quickly, so it was up to her.

For two people to do this, you can only wash your hands with one faucet.

If there were other people present at the scene, they would definitely feel that this was clearly an ambiguous scene in a love movie.

But the parties involved, one was too scared to think about it, and the other was not interested in thinking about it at all.

After washing his hands, He Mu quickly took Mu Qingran back to the dormitory.

And determined not to drink a drop of water.

The two of them were the last to go to bed in the dormitory. Turning off the lights and lying down, the whole room fell into extreme silence.

He Mu was lying next to his sister, and he could hear the sound of shallow breathing in his ears, and he could also hear his own heart beating like a drum.

She was so afraid that her sister would hear the voice too.

She has always slept well, and she usually falls asleep when she touches the pillow, but today she can't fall asleep no matter what, and she is not willing to sleep.

She could feel the smell of her sister in the air, and she could touch the back of her hand by moving her hand slightly to the side.

Time passed by minute by minute.

Sister should be asleep, right?

He Mu swallowed, turned sideways, approached cautiously, and leaned her head against her sister's neck.

She leans on it like this.

But greed accumulates bit by bit, and expands step by step.

He Mu became more courageous when he heard his sister's even breathing.

She moved her head inadvertently, and her lips touched her sister's ear lightly.

The tip of her nose was full of the fragrance she was obsessed with, and her lips were cool and soft, so comfortable that his brain would explode.

But her courage didn't stop there.

The back of the hand is next to the back of the sister's hand, and the lips are next to the earlobe of the sister, keeping such a distance, and falling into a sweet dreamland.

Mu Qingran didn't fall asleep, she occasionally suffered from insomnia, and she felt uncomfortable when she was squeezed into the same bed.

The child seemed to think she had fallen asleep.

Like a petty thief, sneak around and do little tricks.

But the child is very warm, and the feeling of sticking it is not annoying.

The hot air exhaled from the nose blows on the ears, which has a feeling that has never been experienced before.

Mu Qingran's head moved slightly, and the distance between the two became closer.

……

In the bedroom, the lights were off and it was pitch black.

Today, He Mu tortured Mu Qingran for a long time like revenge.

This is the first time they both slept in the same bed after sex.

He Mu fell asleep, but Mu Qingran was still awake.

Obviously, she has been here many times tonight, but she always feels that there is something missing, and the feeling of being bitten by ants is very uncomfortable.

He Mu turned over in his sleep and distanced himself from Mu Qingran.

The sense of loss is getting stronger and stronger.

Mu Qingran involuntarily leaned towards another heat source, and the back of her hand lightly touched hers.

Lips pressed against her ears.

Except for He Mu's shallow breathing, there was no sound around.

With her eyes closed, Mu Qingran could even feel the fine fluff on He Mu's ears.

Her lips were touching, a little itchy.

Mu Qingran took a light breath, and what came into his nostrils was the sweet scent of milk.

The sense of lack in my heart seemed to fill up a little.

I don't know if she made it a little itchy, He Mu raised his hand and scratched his ear, turned over again, and turned his back completely.

Mu Qingran stuck up from behind, encircling He Mu completely, and pressed her thumb into her palm.

The warm and soft wrapping feeling dilutes the feeling of being bitten by ants.

It was light.

He Mu's biological clock is very accurate, so he opened his eyes without an alarm clock.

But when I woke up in the morning, there was a flame dancing around my body.

The reason is that the ear is constantly blowing hot wind.

He Mu squinted at the sleeping man, whose lips and nose were pressed against her ears.

Caused her to be restless, but she slept so comfortably, could she be any more shameless? !

He Mu turned over and sent his feet forward, the missile was launched successfully.

Mu Qingran dreamed that she turned into a snowball and rolled down the mountain, her heart tightened and she woke up.

Sleepy eyes opened, dull and confused.

No longer like a proud snow lotus on a cliff, but like a little daisy that hasn't fully bloomed.

Seeing the innocent expression on Mu Qingran's face, He Mu felt more irritable in his heart, and it seemed that Mu Qingran's breath was blowing on his ears.

What kind of insanity did she lose yesterday to keep Mu Qingran here? This kind of thing will never happen a second time!

After Mu Qingran woke up, the first thing she did was to support her waist.

Young people have no idea how fragile the waist can be as they get older.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-01-0721:48:49~2021-01-0818:58:25期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Linghu haha, madhouse, jjdf, who’s big C, one of them is numb;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 20 bottles of madhouse; 1 bottle of orange;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!