Spicy rivers and lakes!
Chapter 69
When Li Dongqing went back, it was already late at night, everyone spread out a little, went door to door, put their luggage on the floor, and went to sleep. Li Dongqing searched everywhere, but couldn't find Ning and Chen, so he went out again. After two steps, he saw a big rock in the distance, his heart moved, and he walked over, and sure enough, he found Ning and Chen and his luggage behind the rock.
Ning and Chen leaned on the rocks, heard his footsteps, and turned to look at him.
"came back?"
"Did it go well?" Ning Hechen asked.
Li Dongqing got into bed and said, "It can't go any further, it's a little scary."
"how?"
"Yi Zhixie is nearby and just won a battle," Li Dongqing said, "the timing, the location, and the harmony of people."
Ning Hechen said, "Do you suspect there is a trap?"
Li Dongqing: "I don't doubt it, there must be."
He just won a battle under the parachutist Li Guang. Li Guang is not a fuel-efficient lamp. He must have bitten Yi Zhixie hard, and then lost to him. Yi Zhixie's current military strength will not be so strong .At this time, let them catch up, how can there be such a bargain in the world?
Ning Hechen persuaded: "Maybe, don't think too badly."
"It's not that I thought badly," Li Dongqing said, "it went so smoothly. I went today, and it was easy to get the news, and it was useless even for a day. It seems that these people didn't guard against me and Wang Sumin at all. Isn't that true? The character of the Huns, the Huns would not entertain unfamiliar faces like this, I originally planned to spend two days, but I came back tonight."
Ning Hechen leaned on his shoulder and said, "Then what should we do?"
He asked this because he thought that Li Dongqing had already made up his mind, but he didn't expect that Li Dongqing was really uncertain.
"The big singer and the others have been waiting impatiently," Li Dongqing said, "They don't want to wait a day longer. If the news is told to them, they will definitely rush forward. It hits Yi Zhixie's hands."
Ning Hechen: "You don't have to say anything, this matter is up to you to decide."
"It is impossible for those who achieve great things to be perfect. Since you know that they are stupid, you don't need to force them to know so much. You can make decisions for them."
Li Dongqing said, "This is not acceptable."
"why?"
"Because they will be discovered," Li Dongqing said, "They want revenge wholeheartedly, so they can't just give up and wait for a long time in the Xiongnu. Sooner or later, they won't be able to hide it, and they won't be able to hide it."
Li Dongqing said: "People's hearts are terrible, and we will be the ones who are wrong at that time."
Li Dongqing would never let this kind of thing happen, he frowned and was still thinking.
Ning Hechen looked up at him without disturbing him.
Li Dongqing had obviously thought about it all the way, and had made a decision at this moment. He lowered his head and kissed Ning Hechen's forehead, and said, "What about you, what did you do today?"
"Nothing," Ning Hechen said, "I'm waiting for you."
Ning Hechen raised his hand, put his fingertips between Li Dongqing's eyebrows, and said softly, "Did you forget that you are only 17 years old?"
Li Dongqing said truthfully: "I don't think about these anymore. No matter how old I am, the life I have to face is the same."
His fate has never let him go because of his age. Li Dongqing has indeed forgotten his age these days, and obviously others have forgotten it too. He has taken on a lot these days, which is obviously not something a young man should shoulder. s things.But others also forgot whether it is appropriate for Li Dongqing to do these things.Now only Ning and Chen still remember.
Ning Hechen asked: "Can't these things be entrusted to others?"
"No." Li Dongqing answered him.
"There is no suitable person, and I can't hand it over," Li Dongqing said: "Did you know that the youngest singer of the Yueshi is 28 years old this year, and among the new generation of young people, only Huoxun Changming has been I'm practicing martial arts."
Li Dongqing: "The Xiaoyue family has always only practiced martial arts with women, killing people with music, but Huo Xun Changming didn't learn it well, and this martial art has almost been lost. The big song girl has no new apprentices. For example, Huo Xunzhen was once picked by her, but in Dongou, the king of Dongou did not allow her to accept disciples, nor let the Yuezhi people practice martial arts, because if the Yueshi became stronger, it would arouse the emperor's vigilance and cause trouble. Dongou."
Ning Hechen has never heard of this story. Since he went to Dongou, Dongou has been like this. Li Dongqing only has Huo Xun Changming as his playmate. Ning Hechen doesn't care about anything. Why.
Li Dongqing said: "Among the young people of this generation, only Huoxun Changming can be entrusted to him, but Changming is too ostentatious."
"Huo Xun Changming," Ning Hechen said, "it's true that he can't do it, maybe he will be better in two years."
But Li Dongqing shook his head and said: "He can do whatever he wants, I don't have any demands on him, I just hope that he can live like this."
How easy is it to train a person to grow up?Li Dongqing never thought of making Huo Xun Changming change, but hoped that he could continue to live like this.Publicity is not necessarily a bad thing.
Ning and Chen suddenly stopped talking.
Li Dongqing was still talking to him, but she didn't see Ning Hechen's voice for a long time, so she looked down. Ning Hechen lowered his head, and the corners of his mouth drooped.
Li Dongqing's heart moved, but she still asked, "What's wrong?"
Ning Hechen shook his head and said, "Go to sleep, as long as you have an idea."
But Li Dongqing pressed his shoulders and made him turn around, seeing Ning Hechen with eyes closed and about to cry again.
Li Dongqing frowned and said, "What's wrong?"
Ning Hechen shook his head and hid inside, Li Dongqing said: "Speak, don't hide."
Li Dongqing also lay down, and gently patted Ning Hechen on the back, letting him lie in his arms. After a while, Ning Hechen gradually calmed down, and finally said, "I'm sorry."
"Why don't I know how you are sorry for me?" Li Dongqing asked lightly.
"You know," Ning Hechen said, "why make fun of me?"
He asked a little desperately. Li Dongqing had been trying to calm Ning and Chen's emotions these days, but to no avail.Ning Hechen seemed to be frightened all the time, and also like a bird without blood, he could only blindly and passively accept Li Dongqing's kindness, but he couldn't take that step, and lost his vividness.
Li Dongqing knew that he had a knot in his heart. He didn't want to explain it clearly, so he just let time untie it slowly, but at this time he became impatient again.
"I said," Li Dongqing said, "let the past be the past. You left me for a reason. I don't care at all. Why do you keep thinking about these things?"
Ning Hechen has been feeling guilty for leaving Li Dongqing to go to Chang'an last year, especially after he saw that his departure really brought changes to Li Dongqing's life.Li Dongqing has changed rapidly in the past six months at a speed visible to the naked eye.
At that time, he promised to stay by Li Dongqing's side until he became an adult, and he said some big words and empty words, saying what kind of person he would become, but he was clearly a master who didn't do his duty very well, and he didn't do a single word. Even go halfway.
Huo Xun Changming has a flamboyant and impulsive personality, which has never changed.His Li Dongqing was such a kind and innocent boy before, why did Li Dongqing have to obliterate his own nature and adapt to this world?
Li Dongqing has always been protecting others, so who will protect Li Dongqing?
Ning and Chen sometimes feel like a knife is twisting their hearts.But those meat-grinding knives were all aimed at himself, and he hated himself very much.
Li Dongqing said: "This has nothing to do with you, I have said it many times."
Ning Hechen laughed, not showing any joy.
"Don't try to punish yourself with my attitude," Li Dongqing salvaged him, let him look at him, and said solemnly, "I won't cooperate with you, no matter what kind of person I become, It's my own choice, it has nothing to do with others, what will happen to a person's life, no matter what happens, it will become like that."
Ning Hechen: "Do you think I am Huo Xun Changming? I will believe everything you say?"
"He doesn't believe everything," Li Dongqing said with a smile, "Chu Zhongqi lied to him that he had an incurable disease, but he didn't believe it."
Li Dongqing: "This may be the only truth that Chu Zhongqi uttered, but he doesn't believe it. Sometimes I don't quite understand him."
Ning Hechen didn't let him change the subject, and didn't laugh.
He felt that he could not live in such a burdensome way, but he couldn't get rid of the big rock in his heart.Ning Hechen felt uncomfortable just for the past six months. He felt that since he got to know Li Dongqing, he hadn't done Li Dongqing any favors.Maybe Li Dongqing shouldn't know himself, and if he doesn't know himself, his life can be better.
As long as he thought of this, he felt that he couldn't accept Li Dongqing's love calmly, and he always felt that he was really shameless.
"Are you tired?" Ning Hechen asked.
Li Dongqing: "?"
"Because of me," Ning Hechen was more specific, "Do you not want to come back to see me at all? Did you come back tonight?"
He couldn't sleep, because he felt that maybe Li Dongqing didn't want to come back, so he wandered outside for a long time before coming back.
"I'm not tired," Li Dongqing answered him one by one flatly, "I feel a little tired about many things, but without you. I just came back tonight, and I came back with Wang Sumin in order to see you sooner."
Li Dongqing said: "If you like me, you should understand what it's like to like someone. I can't wait to be with you all day long."
However, he said these words in a flat tone, as if he was talking about such an ordinary thing.Ning Hechen shed some tears again, maybe some of them were finally for himself.
Ning Hechen said: "I have never felt regretful..."
He opened his mouth, and finally seemed to be able to continue. Li Dongqing stroked him and gave him some strength so that he could finish.
"I have no other way to live," Ning Hechen said, "so I can only hurt others, so that they can't hurt me. I killed so many people, and I haven't regretted it once, because I don't know that one day these things will take revenge on me like this."
He has never been afraid of going to hell, nor the so-called retribution of good and evil, because he always feels that there is nothing to be afraid of, and there is nothing to be afraid of in this world.But he didn't expect that he would hurt the one he loved, and the retribution came like this.
Li Dongqing said: "If you think this is revenge, then so be it, but I call this an accident."
"I don't know about others," Li Dongqing said, "I enjoy it anyway."
Ning Hechen finally laughed through his tears and pushed him.
Li Dongqing finally breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Thank God."
Li Dongqing has realized the feeling of loving someone. He used to care about others, and those girls who liked him cried for him, but Li Dongqing had never been so helpless. At this moment, he began to hate himself for not having much experience in relationships. I can only bite the bullet.
Fortunately, Ning and Chen have no experience and haven't seen too many other people's faces, so it's not difficult to coax them.
Li Dongqing asked him again what he did today, before he left, he arranged for Huo Xun Changming to accompany Ning Hechen, and he heard Ning Hechen say: "Huo Xun Changming has bothered me for a long time."
Li Dongqing laughed, Ning Hechen asked him some details about today, Li Dongqing talked about the child, and then carefully looked at Ning Hechen's expression, Ning Hechen didn't feel anything, just said maybe someone taught him The kid said those words.
Perhaps only Wang Sumin saw Li Dongqing in this way, not even Ning Hechen.
Li Dongqing always thought that he had suppressed it clearly enough.
Early the next morning, Li Dongqing told everyone the news.
As expected, the big show girl did not have the slightest doubt, and she was delighted.She even had the intention of leaving immediately.
"That's fine," Li Dongqing said, "call some people who know martial arts, and only kill Lie Jiaomi. If Yi Zhixie resists, we'll do it after he makes the move first."
The big singing girl's eyes quickly scanned the singing girls, and those people she led all looked at her seriously, as if they all felt that this was a matter of duty.
The singer said: "I think we are ready."
"Well," Li Dongqing said, "then we have to do it as soon as possible. According to the news we heard, Yi Zhixie had already defeated Li Guang at least five days ago, and he had already returned to Da Shanyu to repay his credit. Knowing why we are still guarding here, let's do it as soon as possible, lest he go away."
The singer asked, "Are you sure? Where did you get the news from?"
"At the celebration banquet last night," Li Dongqing said, "the Huns were all celebrating Yi Zhixie's victory."
Big singer: "Where did you go yesterday?"
"It's less than fifty miles to the north of Mrs. Fan's city," Li Dongqing said, "It's said that Yi Zhixie is nearby."
"What a coincidence."
"indeed."
The big song girl frowned lightly, glanced at his expression, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
Li Dongqing said: "It's nothing, I was just thinking, General Wei Qing's army has penetrated deep into the Xiongnu, and I don't know where it is now. The celebration banquet was held a little early... And why is Yi Zhixie not in a hurry to go back to support? I I met Wei Qing and lost to him, that's not an easy role."
The big singer finally understood, and said, "You think it's a fraud."
"Maybe," Li Dongqing said, "As you said, it's really a coincidence. It seems that Yi Zhixie is waiting for us here."
The big singer said: "I always think it's not possible, because Yi Zhixie has never put us in his eyes. How could he specially design to frame us?"
However, Li Dongqing glanced at Ning Hechen who was washing by the river, feeling a little gloomy.
If Yueshi is not worth Yi Zhixie's trouble, what about Ning Hechen?Yi Zhixie wanted Ning and Chen a long time ago, and they broke up unhappy when they left the grassland. How should this enmity, or this debt be settled?Li Dongqing always felt that Yi Zhixie would not turn this page easily.
Li Dongqing didn't tell Ning Hechen about these things in his heart, nor did he tell the singer, because sometimes these things can't be said.But if he didn't say anything, how would he persuade the big singer?
Li Dongqing said: "I have some disputes with Yi Zhixie, it's not good to say."
The big show girl: "Then what should I do? You can tell me, in fact, you can tell me these things directly, there is no need to do this."
"It's best not to go," Li Dongqing said. "Everyone is tired after a long journey. If you can go back to Yueshi directly, and then everyone can rest and rectify, I will prepare my manpower well before I come to kill Xuejiaomi."
The big singer looked at him, just smiled softly, and said after a long while: "Holly, we have been in the Central Plains for so long, all we are waiting for is Lie Jiaomi's head, we can't return empty-handed."
"The 18-year hatred, if we return to the Yuezhi, it is impossible to repay it. I can imagine that the Da Yuezhi has been in Dunhuang for so long, and has almost forgotten the past. When we go back, they will not let us go. We're starting a fight."
Li Dongqing: "..."
The big singer said: "Sometimes it's just a matter of shame, but this shame is a big problem."
"Even if it falls short?" Li Dongqing asked.
The big song girl smiled, raised her head, and said, "Even if we all die in the grassland, I won't go back to Yuezhi empty-handed."
Li Dongqing was speechless.
The big song girl said: "You think there is a trick, I think, don't be afraid of him. Head-to-head, see who can win. If he really wants to kill you, you should show him some color and let him know that the prince of the Da Yueshi What kind of person is it?"
Li Dongqing was silent for a moment, then said, "Think about it again."
Even though he said that, he knew that the singer's mind had been decided.It may be that the time of walking was not smooth, they were too hasty, which caused everyone's minds to be very impetuous, thinking that the head of Lie Jiaomi was determined to win, and even had a kind of mentality of dying.
Li Dongqing wanted them to think again, but almost no one hesitated, thinking that even if there was a trap, they had to break into it.
The majestic wind blew on the grassland, dyeing the grass blue, and the sun finally rose, and the sky was bleak without a cloud.
Li Dongqing stood on the hillside, looked down, frowned slightly, Huo Xun Changming came over and said: "Brother, I listened to you yesterday and chatted with Ning Hechen, I really have nothing to say."
Li Dongqing turned her hands behind her back, turned to look at him, and said, "Huh? What are you talking about?"
"Martial Arts, Yuezhi, Central Plains, Jianghu," Huo Xun Changming said, "I also talked about getting into trouble when I was a child, and pretending to hang myself for fear of being beaten by my mother. I have said everything I can say."
Li Dongqing said, "Why didn't I know about this?"
"I almost really strangled to death," Huo Xun Changming said, "I was fastened, and my mouth was too small. I thought it was stupid. I never told you guys, so I told him, and he laughed. There's nothing like that."
Li Dongqing laughed endlessly and patted him on the shoulder.
Huo Xun Changming said: "Secret it for me, if this matter gets out, you must be the one who said it."
"It could also be Ning and Chen."
Huo Xun Changming: "He is not this kind of person, you are."
Li Dongqing smiled.
Huo Xun Changming stood with him for a while. This is a very desolate place. There are many unknown plants growing. They haven't turned green yet, but they don't look very tasty. There is not even a sheep in this place. No, they rest here because of this.
Huo Xun Changming asked: "The big song girl said, if we avenge our revenge, we can go home."
"Ah."
"I have a question." Huo Xun Changming looked at him and said, "Can you call a place you haven't been to?"
Li Dongqing: "Did you stay in Da Yueshi?"
Huo Xun Changming: "I was still a baby at that time, and I didn't have any impressions. Actually, I have been living in the Central Plains, and I always thought that one day I would leave and return to my hometown, but now I really want to go back. I feel……"
Confused, he looked into the distance and said, "What kind of place is that?"
Li Dongqing understood. He put his hands behind his back and looked into the distance with him. They were facing the north, which was the direction of Yuezhi. This is not the first time Li Dongqing said this sentence, because he really did He felt it, and he said: "It doesn't matter where you are, whether it's in the grasslands, the Central Plains, or Dunhuang, as long as your relatives and friends are there, it doesn't matter where you are. People live as people, not places."
What he said couldn't be more convincing, Huo Xun Changming has always trusted Li Dongqing, because he is smarter than himself and has experienced a lot.When people are teenagers, they may be more envious of those who have more experience than themselves, but it is good for Huo Xun Changming to be envious, he is more trusting.
Huo Xun Changming asked: "Can we win?"
"What's wrong?" Li Dongqing asked, "Did anyone tell you anything?"
Huo Xun Changming: "I see that you have been talking with the big show girl for a long time, and neither of you are very happy."
"That's nothing," Li Dongqing said casually, "It's just that she has a different idea. She has already made up her mind, so there is nothing to say."
What else did Huoxun Changming ask, but Li Dongqing interrupted him and said, "Don't ask me if you can win, Changming, you will go this time, you might as well ask yourself."
Huo Xun Changming fell silent for a moment, looking at him, he was rare to be quiet.
His skin is fair, his forehead is a little high, which makes him look deep, and he looks handsome when he is quiet.
Li Dongqing turned around, patted him on the shoulder, and left.
When Li Dongqing went back, Ning Hechen was packing his luggage and folded up the quilt that he made last night. Li Dongqing took over the work from him and said, "Go and rest."
Ning Hechen asked, "Are you going?"
"Let's go tonight." Li Dongqing packed his things twice, turned around and saw Ning Hechen standing there looking at him.
Li Dongqing smiled and said, "What's wrong?"
Ning Hechen said, "Go at night, I want to wear a black dress."
Li Dongqing pretended to be ignorant, as if she couldn't hear his temptation: "I'll take it for you."
Only then did Ning Hechen feel relieved.
Li Dongqing didn't take the clothes, but tied the luggage together, picked up the water bowl, filled a pot of water, put it on the fire, sat on the rocks and lit the fire to boil the water.
Ning and Chen sat beside him and waited for the water to boil together. After waiting for a long time, there was no movement.The two said something casually, Ning Hechen smiled and leaned on his knees, looking at him.Li Dongqing was in a calm mood and felt that if Ning Hechen wanted to go, then let him go. He couldn't just keep Ning Hechen from being with him for his own peace of mind.Having lived to this point, Li Dongqing finally slowly knew what to do with a human being.
Ning and Chen leaned on the rocks, heard his footsteps, and turned to look at him.
"came back?"
"Did it go well?" Ning Hechen asked.
Li Dongqing got into bed and said, "It can't go any further, it's a little scary."
"how?"
"Yi Zhixie is nearby and just won a battle," Li Dongqing said, "the timing, the location, and the harmony of people."
Ning Hechen said, "Do you suspect there is a trap?"
Li Dongqing: "I don't doubt it, there must be."
He just won a battle under the parachutist Li Guang. Li Guang is not a fuel-efficient lamp. He must have bitten Yi Zhixie hard, and then lost to him. Yi Zhixie's current military strength will not be so strong .At this time, let them catch up, how can there be such a bargain in the world?
Ning Hechen persuaded: "Maybe, don't think too badly."
"It's not that I thought badly," Li Dongqing said, "it went so smoothly. I went today, and it was easy to get the news, and it was useless even for a day. It seems that these people didn't guard against me and Wang Sumin at all. Isn't that true? The character of the Huns, the Huns would not entertain unfamiliar faces like this, I originally planned to spend two days, but I came back tonight."
Ning Hechen leaned on his shoulder and said, "Then what should we do?"
He asked this because he thought that Li Dongqing had already made up his mind, but he didn't expect that Li Dongqing was really uncertain.
"The big singer and the others have been waiting impatiently," Li Dongqing said, "They don't want to wait a day longer. If the news is told to them, they will definitely rush forward. It hits Yi Zhixie's hands."
Ning Hechen: "You don't have to say anything, this matter is up to you to decide."
"It is impossible for those who achieve great things to be perfect. Since you know that they are stupid, you don't need to force them to know so much. You can make decisions for them."
Li Dongqing said, "This is not acceptable."
"why?"
"Because they will be discovered," Li Dongqing said, "They want revenge wholeheartedly, so they can't just give up and wait for a long time in the Xiongnu. Sooner or later, they won't be able to hide it, and they won't be able to hide it."
Li Dongqing said: "People's hearts are terrible, and we will be the ones who are wrong at that time."
Li Dongqing would never let this kind of thing happen, he frowned and was still thinking.
Ning Hechen looked up at him without disturbing him.
Li Dongqing had obviously thought about it all the way, and had made a decision at this moment. He lowered his head and kissed Ning Hechen's forehead, and said, "What about you, what did you do today?"
"Nothing," Ning Hechen said, "I'm waiting for you."
Ning Hechen raised his hand, put his fingertips between Li Dongqing's eyebrows, and said softly, "Did you forget that you are only 17 years old?"
Li Dongqing said truthfully: "I don't think about these anymore. No matter how old I am, the life I have to face is the same."
His fate has never let him go because of his age. Li Dongqing has indeed forgotten his age these days, and obviously others have forgotten it too. He has taken on a lot these days, which is obviously not something a young man should shoulder. s things.But others also forgot whether it is appropriate for Li Dongqing to do these things.Now only Ning and Chen still remember.
Ning Hechen asked: "Can't these things be entrusted to others?"
"No." Li Dongqing answered him.
"There is no suitable person, and I can't hand it over," Li Dongqing said: "Did you know that the youngest singer of the Yueshi is 28 years old this year, and among the new generation of young people, only Huoxun Changming has been I'm practicing martial arts."
Li Dongqing: "The Xiaoyue family has always only practiced martial arts with women, killing people with music, but Huo Xun Changming didn't learn it well, and this martial art has almost been lost. The big song girl has no new apprentices. For example, Huo Xunzhen was once picked by her, but in Dongou, the king of Dongou did not allow her to accept disciples, nor let the Yuezhi people practice martial arts, because if the Yueshi became stronger, it would arouse the emperor's vigilance and cause trouble. Dongou."
Ning Hechen has never heard of this story. Since he went to Dongou, Dongou has been like this. Li Dongqing only has Huo Xun Changming as his playmate. Ning Hechen doesn't care about anything. Why.
Li Dongqing said: "Among the young people of this generation, only Huoxun Changming can be entrusted to him, but Changming is too ostentatious."
"Huo Xun Changming," Ning Hechen said, "it's true that he can't do it, maybe he will be better in two years."
But Li Dongqing shook his head and said: "He can do whatever he wants, I don't have any demands on him, I just hope that he can live like this."
How easy is it to train a person to grow up?Li Dongqing never thought of making Huo Xun Changming change, but hoped that he could continue to live like this.Publicity is not necessarily a bad thing.
Ning and Chen suddenly stopped talking.
Li Dongqing was still talking to him, but she didn't see Ning Hechen's voice for a long time, so she looked down. Ning Hechen lowered his head, and the corners of his mouth drooped.
Li Dongqing's heart moved, but she still asked, "What's wrong?"
Ning Hechen shook his head and said, "Go to sleep, as long as you have an idea."
But Li Dongqing pressed his shoulders and made him turn around, seeing Ning Hechen with eyes closed and about to cry again.
Li Dongqing frowned and said, "What's wrong?"
Ning Hechen shook his head and hid inside, Li Dongqing said: "Speak, don't hide."
Li Dongqing also lay down, and gently patted Ning Hechen on the back, letting him lie in his arms. After a while, Ning Hechen gradually calmed down, and finally said, "I'm sorry."
"Why don't I know how you are sorry for me?" Li Dongqing asked lightly.
"You know," Ning Hechen said, "why make fun of me?"
He asked a little desperately. Li Dongqing had been trying to calm Ning and Chen's emotions these days, but to no avail.Ning Hechen seemed to be frightened all the time, and also like a bird without blood, he could only blindly and passively accept Li Dongqing's kindness, but he couldn't take that step, and lost his vividness.
Li Dongqing knew that he had a knot in his heart. He didn't want to explain it clearly, so he just let time untie it slowly, but at this time he became impatient again.
"I said," Li Dongqing said, "let the past be the past. You left me for a reason. I don't care at all. Why do you keep thinking about these things?"
Ning Hechen has been feeling guilty for leaving Li Dongqing to go to Chang'an last year, especially after he saw that his departure really brought changes to Li Dongqing's life.Li Dongqing has changed rapidly in the past six months at a speed visible to the naked eye.
At that time, he promised to stay by Li Dongqing's side until he became an adult, and he said some big words and empty words, saying what kind of person he would become, but he was clearly a master who didn't do his duty very well, and he didn't do a single word. Even go halfway.
Huo Xun Changming has a flamboyant and impulsive personality, which has never changed.His Li Dongqing was such a kind and innocent boy before, why did Li Dongqing have to obliterate his own nature and adapt to this world?
Li Dongqing has always been protecting others, so who will protect Li Dongqing?
Ning and Chen sometimes feel like a knife is twisting their hearts.But those meat-grinding knives were all aimed at himself, and he hated himself very much.
Li Dongqing said: "This has nothing to do with you, I have said it many times."
Ning Hechen laughed, not showing any joy.
"Don't try to punish yourself with my attitude," Li Dongqing salvaged him, let him look at him, and said solemnly, "I won't cooperate with you, no matter what kind of person I become, It's my own choice, it has nothing to do with others, what will happen to a person's life, no matter what happens, it will become like that."
Ning Hechen: "Do you think I am Huo Xun Changming? I will believe everything you say?"
"He doesn't believe everything," Li Dongqing said with a smile, "Chu Zhongqi lied to him that he had an incurable disease, but he didn't believe it."
Li Dongqing: "This may be the only truth that Chu Zhongqi uttered, but he doesn't believe it. Sometimes I don't quite understand him."
Ning Hechen didn't let him change the subject, and didn't laugh.
He felt that he could not live in such a burdensome way, but he couldn't get rid of the big rock in his heart.Ning Hechen felt uncomfortable just for the past six months. He felt that since he got to know Li Dongqing, he hadn't done Li Dongqing any favors.Maybe Li Dongqing shouldn't know himself, and if he doesn't know himself, his life can be better.
As long as he thought of this, he felt that he couldn't accept Li Dongqing's love calmly, and he always felt that he was really shameless.
"Are you tired?" Ning Hechen asked.
Li Dongqing: "?"
"Because of me," Ning Hechen was more specific, "Do you not want to come back to see me at all? Did you come back tonight?"
He couldn't sleep, because he felt that maybe Li Dongqing didn't want to come back, so he wandered outside for a long time before coming back.
"I'm not tired," Li Dongqing answered him one by one flatly, "I feel a little tired about many things, but without you. I just came back tonight, and I came back with Wang Sumin in order to see you sooner."
Li Dongqing said: "If you like me, you should understand what it's like to like someone. I can't wait to be with you all day long."
However, he said these words in a flat tone, as if he was talking about such an ordinary thing.Ning Hechen shed some tears again, maybe some of them were finally for himself.
Ning Hechen said: "I have never felt regretful..."
He opened his mouth, and finally seemed to be able to continue. Li Dongqing stroked him and gave him some strength so that he could finish.
"I have no other way to live," Ning Hechen said, "so I can only hurt others, so that they can't hurt me. I killed so many people, and I haven't regretted it once, because I don't know that one day these things will take revenge on me like this."
He has never been afraid of going to hell, nor the so-called retribution of good and evil, because he always feels that there is nothing to be afraid of, and there is nothing to be afraid of in this world.But he didn't expect that he would hurt the one he loved, and the retribution came like this.
Li Dongqing said: "If you think this is revenge, then so be it, but I call this an accident."
"I don't know about others," Li Dongqing said, "I enjoy it anyway."
Ning Hechen finally laughed through his tears and pushed him.
Li Dongqing finally breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Thank God."
Li Dongqing has realized the feeling of loving someone. He used to care about others, and those girls who liked him cried for him, but Li Dongqing had never been so helpless. At this moment, he began to hate himself for not having much experience in relationships. I can only bite the bullet.
Fortunately, Ning and Chen have no experience and haven't seen too many other people's faces, so it's not difficult to coax them.
Li Dongqing asked him again what he did today, before he left, he arranged for Huo Xun Changming to accompany Ning Hechen, and he heard Ning Hechen say: "Huo Xun Changming has bothered me for a long time."
Li Dongqing laughed, Ning Hechen asked him some details about today, Li Dongqing talked about the child, and then carefully looked at Ning Hechen's expression, Ning Hechen didn't feel anything, just said maybe someone taught him The kid said those words.
Perhaps only Wang Sumin saw Li Dongqing in this way, not even Ning Hechen.
Li Dongqing always thought that he had suppressed it clearly enough.
Early the next morning, Li Dongqing told everyone the news.
As expected, the big show girl did not have the slightest doubt, and she was delighted.She even had the intention of leaving immediately.
"That's fine," Li Dongqing said, "call some people who know martial arts, and only kill Lie Jiaomi. If Yi Zhixie resists, we'll do it after he makes the move first."
The big singing girl's eyes quickly scanned the singing girls, and those people she led all looked at her seriously, as if they all felt that this was a matter of duty.
The singer said: "I think we are ready."
"Well," Li Dongqing said, "then we have to do it as soon as possible. According to the news we heard, Yi Zhixie had already defeated Li Guang at least five days ago, and he had already returned to Da Shanyu to repay his credit. Knowing why we are still guarding here, let's do it as soon as possible, lest he go away."
The singer asked, "Are you sure? Where did you get the news from?"
"At the celebration banquet last night," Li Dongqing said, "the Huns were all celebrating Yi Zhixie's victory."
Big singer: "Where did you go yesterday?"
"It's less than fifty miles to the north of Mrs. Fan's city," Li Dongqing said, "It's said that Yi Zhixie is nearby."
"What a coincidence."
"indeed."
The big song girl frowned lightly, glanced at his expression, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
Li Dongqing said: "It's nothing, I was just thinking, General Wei Qing's army has penetrated deep into the Xiongnu, and I don't know where it is now. The celebration banquet was held a little early... And why is Yi Zhixie not in a hurry to go back to support? I I met Wei Qing and lost to him, that's not an easy role."
The big singer finally understood, and said, "You think it's a fraud."
"Maybe," Li Dongqing said, "As you said, it's really a coincidence. It seems that Yi Zhixie is waiting for us here."
The big singer said: "I always think it's not possible, because Yi Zhixie has never put us in his eyes. How could he specially design to frame us?"
However, Li Dongqing glanced at Ning Hechen who was washing by the river, feeling a little gloomy.
If Yueshi is not worth Yi Zhixie's trouble, what about Ning Hechen?Yi Zhixie wanted Ning and Chen a long time ago, and they broke up unhappy when they left the grassland. How should this enmity, or this debt be settled?Li Dongqing always felt that Yi Zhixie would not turn this page easily.
Li Dongqing didn't tell Ning Hechen about these things in his heart, nor did he tell the singer, because sometimes these things can't be said.But if he didn't say anything, how would he persuade the big singer?
Li Dongqing said: "I have some disputes with Yi Zhixie, it's not good to say."
The big show girl: "Then what should I do? You can tell me, in fact, you can tell me these things directly, there is no need to do this."
"It's best not to go," Li Dongqing said. "Everyone is tired after a long journey. If you can go back to Yueshi directly, and then everyone can rest and rectify, I will prepare my manpower well before I come to kill Xuejiaomi."
The big singer looked at him, just smiled softly, and said after a long while: "Holly, we have been in the Central Plains for so long, all we are waiting for is Lie Jiaomi's head, we can't return empty-handed."
"The 18-year hatred, if we return to the Yuezhi, it is impossible to repay it. I can imagine that the Da Yuezhi has been in Dunhuang for so long, and has almost forgotten the past. When we go back, they will not let us go. We're starting a fight."
Li Dongqing: "..."
The big singer said: "Sometimes it's just a matter of shame, but this shame is a big problem."
"Even if it falls short?" Li Dongqing asked.
The big song girl smiled, raised her head, and said, "Even if we all die in the grassland, I won't go back to Yuezhi empty-handed."
Li Dongqing was speechless.
The big song girl said: "You think there is a trick, I think, don't be afraid of him. Head-to-head, see who can win. If he really wants to kill you, you should show him some color and let him know that the prince of the Da Yueshi What kind of person is it?"
Li Dongqing was silent for a moment, then said, "Think about it again."
Even though he said that, he knew that the singer's mind had been decided.It may be that the time of walking was not smooth, they were too hasty, which caused everyone's minds to be very impetuous, thinking that the head of Lie Jiaomi was determined to win, and even had a kind of mentality of dying.
Li Dongqing wanted them to think again, but almost no one hesitated, thinking that even if there was a trap, they had to break into it.
The majestic wind blew on the grassland, dyeing the grass blue, and the sun finally rose, and the sky was bleak without a cloud.
Li Dongqing stood on the hillside, looked down, frowned slightly, Huo Xun Changming came over and said: "Brother, I listened to you yesterday and chatted with Ning Hechen, I really have nothing to say."
Li Dongqing turned her hands behind her back, turned to look at him, and said, "Huh? What are you talking about?"
"Martial Arts, Yuezhi, Central Plains, Jianghu," Huo Xun Changming said, "I also talked about getting into trouble when I was a child, and pretending to hang myself for fear of being beaten by my mother. I have said everything I can say."
Li Dongqing said, "Why didn't I know about this?"
"I almost really strangled to death," Huo Xun Changming said, "I was fastened, and my mouth was too small. I thought it was stupid. I never told you guys, so I told him, and he laughed. There's nothing like that."
Li Dongqing laughed endlessly and patted him on the shoulder.
Huo Xun Changming said: "Secret it for me, if this matter gets out, you must be the one who said it."
"It could also be Ning and Chen."
Huo Xun Changming: "He is not this kind of person, you are."
Li Dongqing smiled.
Huo Xun Changming stood with him for a while. This is a very desolate place. There are many unknown plants growing. They haven't turned green yet, but they don't look very tasty. There is not even a sheep in this place. No, they rest here because of this.
Huo Xun Changming asked: "The big song girl said, if we avenge our revenge, we can go home."
"Ah."
"I have a question." Huo Xun Changming looked at him and said, "Can you call a place you haven't been to?"
Li Dongqing: "Did you stay in Da Yueshi?"
Huo Xun Changming: "I was still a baby at that time, and I didn't have any impressions. Actually, I have been living in the Central Plains, and I always thought that one day I would leave and return to my hometown, but now I really want to go back. I feel……"
Confused, he looked into the distance and said, "What kind of place is that?"
Li Dongqing understood. He put his hands behind his back and looked into the distance with him. They were facing the north, which was the direction of Yuezhi. This is not the first time Li Dongqing said this sentence, because he really did He felt it, and he said: "It doesn't matter where you are, whether it's in the grasslands, the Central Plains, or Dunhuang, as long as your relatives and friends are there, it doesn't matter where you are. People live as people, not places."
What he said couldn't be more convincing, Huo Xun Changming has always trusted Li Dongqing, because he is smarter than himself and has experienced a lot.When people are teenagers, they may be more envious of those who have more experience than themselves, but it is good for Huo Xun Changming to be envious, he is more trusting.
Huo Xun Changming asked: "Can we win?"
"What's wrong?" Li Dongqing asked, "Did anyone tell you anything?"
Huo Xun Changming: "I see that you have been talking with the big show girl for a long time, and neither of you are very happy."
"That's nothing," Li Dongqing said casually, "It's just that she has a different idea. She has already made up her mind, so there is nothing to say."
What else did Huoxun Changming ask, but Li Dongqing interrupted him and said, "Don't ask me if you can win, Changming, you will go this time, you might as well ask yourself."
Huo Xun Changming fell silent for a moment, looking at him, he was rare to be quiet.
His skin is fair, his forehead is a little high, which makes him look deep, and he looks handsome when he is quiet.
Li Dongqing turned around, patted him on the shoulder, and left.
When Li Dongqing went back, Ning Hechen was packing his luggage and folded up the quilt that he made last night. Li Dongqing took over the work from him and said, "Go and rest."
Ning Hechen asked, "Are you going?"
"Let's go tonight." Li Dongqing packed his things twice, turned around and saw Ning Hechen standing there looking at him.
Li Dongqing smiled and said, "What's wrong?"
Ning Hechen said, "Go at night, I want to wear a black dress."
Li Dongqing pretended to be ignorant, as if she couldn't hear his temptation: "I'll take it for you."
Only then did Ning Hechen feel relieved.
Li Dongqing didn't take the clothes, but tied the luggage together, picked up the water bowl, filled a pot of water, put it on the fire, sat on the rocks and lit the fire to boil the water.
Ning and Chen sat beside him and waited for the water to boil together. After waiting for a long time, there was no movement.The two said something casually, Ning Hechen smiled and leaned on his knees, looking at him.Li Dongqing was in a calm mood and felt that if Ning Hechen wanted to go, then let him go. He couldn't just keep Ning Hechen from being with him for his own peace of mind.Having lived to this point, Li Dongqing finally slowly knew what to do with a human being.
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