Rebirth of the Second Young Master of the Ren Family
Chapter 42 1 Dream Year
Yes, ten years.
How many decades can there be in a person's life?
Xiao Tianhong's memory of before the age of ten is not very clear, only vague light and shadow.He is just an ignorant and neglected prince.The memory of those ten years is vague and happy, like a pale pink dream, a childhood dream that would be shattered by a soft poke.
Ten years later, the colors suddenly become brighter, some are bright yellow, some are bright red, some are jet black...
The memory of that time has been shattered into pieces, but it has been sharpened by time, like a tiny burrow piercing into the flesh and blood.On a golden sunny afternoon, he and his mother welcomed the emperor who rarely came to their palace.He still remembered the figure walking slowly against the golden sunlight, the bright yellow robes almost blended with the sunlight, making it dazzling to look up to.
And after that?The memory after that is always mixed with dazzling bright red, intertwined with that unattainable bright yellow, it is a vivid nightmare that is almost in full swing.He really thought he was going to die. Such humiliation and abuse made him unable to ignite the courage to live when he was still young.
However, it was his mother who walked ahead of him.That unknown mother who was just a lucky concubine, the mother who would always hold him on her lap and smile softly, committed suicide just like that.Because, she saw that unbearable scene, she saw the scene of father and son incest.
She didn't cry, didn't make noise, just watched silently.Seeing how his son was crushed under the emperor who was praised as "elegant and modest", his thin and thin body swayed like a small boat that was shelved in the wind and waves, as if it would capsize in the next second.
Waiting quietly, waiting for her nominal husband to stand up contentedly, change clothes, and walk out of the inner room slowly.She stood outside the door, saluted thoughtfully, and sent the emperor off.
Unhurriedly, she walked into the room, gently wiped off the blood between her emperor's legs with a warm and wet handkerchief, and gently applied good wound medicine to the affected area.Then, as he had done since childhood, he circled the dull-eyed child on his lap, and told him softly: You are no longer a child, you have to learn to protect yourself.Mother will pave the way for you, after that it's up to you.
That night, Concubine Min Fu was assassinated by a maid with ulterior motives and died.
At that time, he still didn't understand why his mother made an accidental death before his father ordered to get rid of her, and why he dragged that maid to die.
Later, he found out that the maid followed her mother and saw everything and had to die.And only when the mother dies, cleanly and without any charges, will the concubine's child be adopted under the queen's name according to the rules of the Hua Kingdom court.At that time, Emperor Wen, who only wanted to kill people, was not as thoughtful as an unknown woman. When he saw her dead, he promoted her to concubine according to the usual practice, and buried her with concubine ceremony the next day.
On the second day, when he became the eldest son of the empress who had nothing to offer, it was too late for Emperor Wen to repent.Only then did he understand what kind of path his mother had paved for him: Hua Guo's only legitimate son, the legitimate heir to the throne.In addition, the legitimate son lives next to the empress's mother's palace, and it is difficult for Emperor Wen to find opportunities to do anything.
I grew up overnight.
The already dead heart burns with the desire to live, it is a black flame of vengeance.
However, Xiao Tianhong would occasionally take the initiative to go up to him, offering his immature and undeveloped body for the emperor to enjoy, as obediently as a tamed house cat.Just because he wants the emperor's boundless favor and that seat.
Those ten years were the ten years when he grew from a boy to a young man, the ten years when he was doted on and killed his brothers, the ten years when he ascended from the position of prince to the throne, and the ten years when he forbeared and planned to seize power and kill his father.
Yes, no one knew that Emperor Wen's sudden death was planned by the prince.After all, in the eyes of outsiders, the prince was outstanding in civil and martial arts, and was deeply loved by Emperor Wen. The other princes were rejected by the emperor because of the prince's dislike, and Emperor Wen treated the prince almost everything.In the eyes of the courtiers, even if the prince opened his mouth to ask for the throne, Emperor Wen would probably give it up.So, who would have guessed that Emperor Wen was killed by Xiao Tianhong?
The handsome, almost monster-like youth stabbed the long sword into the heart of his biological father with his own hands, and cut off the cancerous tumor rotting in his own heart with his own hands. From then on, there was no more Emperor Wen and princes in the world, only Emperor Tianren remained.In the end, he became the most honorable person in the Hua Kingdom, and the humiliating past was completely buried with the sacrifice of all the servants around the late emperor.
After that, it was ten years as emperor.
He worked hard to govern, recruited virtuous and punished corrupt officials.He knows that he is an emperor who can be recorded in the annals of history, and a wise king who can be praised by future generations, but the fragments of broken memories always occasionally hurt him in his flesh and blood, and every lonely night, the pain is painful again and again. marrow.
There is a man hidden in his palace, which is a well-known secret in the Huaguo court.He doesn't love him, not at all.Man and man, it just made him feel sick and ashamed.But he wants to coax Ren Ren, because of his value as a hostage, because of this person's blind obedience to him.
Whenever he gets close to him for one reason or another, whenever he has to be happy with him in order to coax him, the scenes of those ten years will appear in his mind, and the shameful memory will flash in his mind. The pain stabbed him, and the unstoppable vomiting surged up in waves.
However, the body is against the will, enjoying a completely different pleasure from the woman's body, and getting unprecedented pleasure.This kind of self makes the emperor who has always had excellent self-control even more disgusting.He hated Ren Ren who made him lose control, and even more hated himself who was so shameless.
Therefore, when the time came, the man who should not have existed in the harem could die.
On the execution ground, it was the first time he seriously observed this man named Ren Ren, and suddenly found that this man who had been with him for more than ten years was actually so good looking.I don't know why a little bit of regret arose in my heart, and before I studied this thought carefully, the man actually showed a superb martial arts that he had never discovered.
At that moment, he suddenly remembered the scene that he had forgotten for a long time: when this man was framed for poisoning his concubine, two guards could easily pour the poison into his mouth; In order to break free, he ordered the guards to hold down his hands and feet, allowing him to humiliate wantonly in front of everyone, but he never broke free; the sensible princes ordered the guards and eunuchs to surround him and smash Ren Ren with huge bricks. When his body was full of scars, he just crouched on the ground with his head in his arms and did not hide...
He obviously has such good martial arts, he can resist and escape, can't he?Why, he didn't?
Suddenly, he remembered the words that this man whispered in his ear every time the love reached a height: I love you...
He's always sniffy, love?I remember that Emperor Wen always whispered love words in his ear at that time, but he only gave him deep-seated shame; I remember that those harem concubines always expressed love, but they just wanted to get the supreme wealth and family Afterwards, he turned his back and even killed his heirs in order to fight for favor; I remember that the people and courtiers shouted the words of respect and love for him, but they only wanted him to be a good emperor and lead their country to prosperity , but if his past is known, he might be kicked out of this position immediately, and he can't wait to kill him soon.
No one, no one, loves Xiao Tianhong.
He didn't believe in the so-called love for a long time. He could only disdain the love in his mouth, and then laughed at it.
love me?Well, let me see how much you love it.
So, he squandered and hurt unscrupulously.At first, he watched coldly as this man obediently obeyed any of his insidious orders and carried out his vicious plan. He clearly refused to do so, but he suppressed his fear and disgust to finish what he ordered.Gradually, this person seemed to have gotten used to these methods and practices, and became more and more comfortable.So, he is satisfied.Such an easy-to-use chess piece, such an obedient male favorite, has too many uses for him, why doesn't he use it?
However, it was not until today when this person was given to death that he thought seriously for the first time and realized that he did not understand Ren Ren.
His family is far away in the frontier, and there is no restraint in Benjing; as a man, he will not gain supreme status and glory by his side; he lives in the harem and is isolated from the world, and has suffered many frame-ups And insult... that is why, let him resist but not do it, can escape without leaving...
There seems to be only one reason left.
Even if he was forced to a desperate situation time and time again and was completely hurt, did he still love him?Take your life as a sacrifice, don't you regret it?
This person really loves him... I don't want anything, I only love him as a person.
Xiao Tianhong suddenly panicked, every detail and picture of getting along with Ren Ren unexpectedly became clear, and the scenes seemed to be in front of him.
stop!Don't hurt him!The young emperor shouted out of composure.
He didn't know why he refused to stop it at this time. Maybe he just didn't want to ruin this pure love. When he suddenly thought that there was such a person loving him, his heart, which was already as hard as iron, would loosen slightly. It seems that there is a touch of warmth flowing in from the gap, warming the heart.
Since he loves me, let him stay by my side.
However, it was too late after all.The person who always followed behind him, carefully currying favor with him, smiling because of a compliment from him, and shy when he got too close, committed suicide.
He maintained the majesty of the emperor, looked at the cold corpse coldly, but couldn't utter the words he had prepared.Quietly listening to the eunuch beside him read out the edict, Xiao Tianhong raised his head, the coldness flowed back from his eyes back to his heart, driving away all the warmth in his heart.
Squinting his eyes, looking at the bright sun, it was so dazzling that it made people dizzy.
For the first time, I doubted myself: Is it wrong?
No, he was right, he ordered Ren Ren to do a lot of unbearable things in private, but this is the means an emperor should have; he ordered Ren Ren to be executed because he knew too much, and his identity was too involved , he is the scapegoat that has been set long ago.Therefore, this is the abandonment that an emperor should have.
He was right, as an emperor, he was not wrong at all.Even if he chooses again, he will still do it. As the lord of China, he has no regrets.
But what about being Xiao Tianhong?Emperor Tianren found out that he couldn't answer.
Finally, he paid the price.The Qin imperial physician whom he trusted the most actually poisoned him, and that poison was called "One Dream for Ten Years".
It was a nightmarish, chronic poison that tormented him for ten years, and another decade.Every night, every dream, there is Ren Ren's indifferent, cold face that never wants to smile for him again.It was like, the corpse lying on the ground wearing the death row suit that day.
What kind of nightmare is that?There is no blood, no horror, no unbearable memories, no crimes he committed, just such an understatement, showing him the reality hidden in his heart time and time again that he does not want to look directly at.The one who loves him the most in this world, the only one who loves him, would rather die than never want him again.
He was suddenly inexplicably panicked.He spends all his energy in the whole country and spends a lot of money to recruit people from other places, such as hermits and masters, eminent monks who have attained the Tao... He does not seek immortality and imperial career for thousands of years as the world rumors.Just because he heard that a master of Taoism can recall the soul of the dead, he just wanted to ask Ren Ren himself: Is it true that I am wrong?
For ten years, he failed to see Ren Ren's soul, but the poison from the Sacred Valley of Medicine exhausted his last life first.When he was dying, outside the palace that he didn't know, several masters who had attained the Tao had already set up a magic circle, muttering spells in their mouths until Emperor Tianren passed away.
When he woke up again, he didn't know where he was.
Slowly, he realized that he had actually returned, back to himself who was comatose due to hunger strike in the early days of Tianren.First confused, then surprised.With his current experience and skills, if he starts over, why can't Hua Guo be stronger?So he immersed himself in handling government affairs, and quickly grasped the government affairs in his own hands with the help of his past memories, not like a young emperor who had just enthroned.
Only occasionally, he thought of the person who had been hidden in his heart for many years.He couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was, pity?Pity?regret?But in a new life, the person who wanted to ask has nowhere to go, and now Ren Ren is just an ignorant child.So, he just shook his head lightly, put these thoughts behind him, and never brought them up again.
But then he discovered that this life was different from the one he remembered, and Ren Ren was not there.
how could be?He clearly remembered that Ren Ren was the person who was by his side in the early years of his ascension to the throne.In this life, what went wrong?Then he suddenly remembered that it was indeed different. In his memory, he rejected the queen mother’s proposal to make Zheng Wan’er the queen in the name of pampering Ren Ren, but in this life he could not find such a background that the queen mother dared not eradicate with her own hands. , and is willing to be pushed out by the people he uses as a shield.
So before his rebirth, Xiao Tianhong had no choice but to avoid seeing the Queen Mother by being busy with government affairs.Unexpectedly, the Empress Dowager actually abused all the concubines who had little status around him when he was the crown prince with various crimes. How could the young emperor stand this kind of provocation? It was him.
He was a little at a loss, because Ren Ren diverted his attention in his memory, the conflict between him and the queen mother was not so intensified, and after he completely took power, he easily eradicated the queen mother's power, and now...
Thoughts stayed on Ren Ren again.Ren Ren in this life left Benkyo with his father and brother.Such a situation out of control made him strengthen the surveillance in Zezhou area, and read the secret music presented there alone.It was just a few short memorials, and he understood.
Sure enough, those masters did not lie to him, he really found the soul of Ren Ren, that Ren Ren who has experienced torture, humiliation, betrayal and death is here.Those masters who have achieved the Tao failed to summon Ren Ren's soul, but let his soul go away looking for Ren Ren.
He didn't know what kind of mood he felt at the moment when he figured it out.Do it all over again, should he tie that person to his side again?With the current situation, if this Ren Ren returns, it will be of great benefit to him, but... the pen and ink in his hand can't fall down, and there is a trace of unbearable in his heart, since it's coming again, why not let him go?
Since Ren Ren escaped from Benkyo, then the Ren Ren who loved him wholeheartedly will never be found again, right?What's the use of bringing him back with an imperial decree?Suddenly, there was a kind of dull pain in the heart, Ren Ren, who knew him best and loved him the most, was lost after all...
So he sat quietly on the top of the palace, handled government affairs skillfully, made up for the mistakes he made when he was young in his previous life, and he would become an even better emperor.It's just that the news about the person who can't forget, but can't bear to mention, was delivered to his case in an endless stream.
Seeing the joy of his life in Zezhou, Xiao Tianhong couldn't help but describe the scenes in the melody in his heart, and the already blurred memory became unexpectedly clear, and he seemed to be able to distinguish his eyebrows, eyes, and smile.I thought it would be good to watch from a distance, but unexpectedly, a secret performance in the Zezhou Army gave him a chance to get close.
In the early court, when he said the will of "going to Zezhou in person", his heart, which had always been stable and unwavering, suddenly trembled, a little excited, a little apprehensive, and more of an unspeakable expectation.
That is a kind of hope that can find warmth.
Stretching out his hands tremblingly, Xiao Tianhong squatted down, lowered himself to the same height as him, and slowly but firmly embraced the person in front of him: I finally found you, my Ren Ren.
The love I got but refused to cherish in the previous life, since I came back in this life, since I came in front of you, I will definitely not let go.
Xiao Tianhong closed his eyes lightly, murmuring softly in his heart.
How many decades can there be in a person's life?
Xiao Tianhong's memory of before the age of ten is not very clear, only vague light and shadow.He is just an ignorant and neglected prince.The memory of those ten years is vague and happy, like a pale pink dream, a childhood dream that would be shattered by a soft poke.
Ten years later, the colors suddenly become brighter, some are bright yellow, some are bright red, some are jet black...
The memory of that time has been shattered into pieces, but it has been sharpened by time, like a tiny burrow piercing into the flesh and blood.On a golden sunny afternoon, he and his mother welcomed the emperor who rarely came to their palace.He still remembered the figure walking slowly against the golden sunlight, the bright yellow robes almost blended with the sunlight, making it dazzling to look up to.
And after that?The memory after that is always mixed with dazzling bright red, intertwined with that unattainable bright yellow, it is a vivid nightmare that is almost in full swing.He really thought he was going to die. Such humiliation and abuse made him unable to ignite the courage to live when he was still young.
However, it was his mother who walked ahead of him.That unknown mother who was just a lucky concubine, the mother who would always hold him on her lap and smile softly, committed suicide just like that.Because, she saw that unbearable scene, she saw the scene of father and son incest.
She didn't cry, didn't make noise, just watched silently.Seeing how his son was crushed under the emperor who was praised as "elegant and modest", his thin and thin body swayed like a small boat that was shelved in the wind and waves, as if it would capsize in the next second.
Waiting quietly, waiting for her nominal husband to stand up contentedly, change clothes, and walk out of the inner room slowly.She stood outside the door, saluted thoughtfully, and sent the emperor off.
Unhurriedly, she walked into the room, gently wiped off the blood between her emperor's legs with a warm and wet handkerchief, and gently applied good wound medicine to the affected area.Then, as he had done since childhood, he circled the dull-eyed child on his lap, and told him softly: You are no longer a child, you have to learn to protect yourself.Mother will pave the way for you, after that it's up to you.
That night, Concubine Min Fu was assassinated by a maid with ulterior motives and died.
At that time, he still didn't understand why his mother made an accidental death before his father ordered to get rid of her, and why he dragged that maid to die.
Later, he found out that the maid followed her mother and saw everything and had to die.And only when the mother dies, cleanly and without any charges, will the concubine's child be adopted under the queen's name according to the rules of the Hua Kingdom court.At that time, Emperor Wen, who only wanted to kill people, was not as thoughtful as an unknown woman. When he saw her dead, he promoted her to concubine according to the usual practice, and buried her with concubine ceremony the next day.
On the second day, when he became the eldest son of the empress who had nothing to offer, it was too late for Emperor Wen to repent.Only then did he understand what kind of path his mother had paved for him: Hua Guo's only legitimate son, the legitimate heir to the throne.In addition, the legitimate son lives next to the empress's mother's palace, and it is difficult for Emperor Wen to find opportunities to do anything.
I grew up overnight.
The already dead heart burns with the desire to live, it is a black flame of vengeance.
However, Xiao Tianhong would occasionally take the initiative to go up to him, offering his immature and undeveloped body for the emperor to enjoy, as obediently as a tamed house cat.Just because he wants the emperor's boundless favor and that seat.
Those ten years were the ten years when he grew from a boy to a young man, the ten years when he was doted on and killed his brothers, the ten years when he ascended from the position of prince to the throne, and the ten years when he forbeared and planned to seize power and kill his father.
Yes, no one knew that Emperor Wen's sudden death was planned by the prince.After all, in the eyes of outsiders, the prince was outstanding in civil and martial arts, and was deeply loved by Emperor Wen. The other princes were rejected by the emperor because of the prince's dislike, and Emperor Wen treated the prince almost everything.In the eyes of the courtiers, even if the prince opened his mouth to ask for the throne, Emperor Wen would probably give it up.So, who would have guessed that Emperor Wen was killed by Xiao Tianhong?
The handsome, almost monster-like youth stabbed the long sword into the heart of his biological father with his own hands, and cut off the cancerous tumor rotting in his own heart with his own hands. From then on, there was no more Emperor Wen and princes in the world, only Emperor Tianren remained.In the end, he became the most honorable person in the Hua Kingdom, and the humiliating past was completely buried with the sacrifice of all the servants around the late emperor.
After that, it was ten years as emperor.
He worked hard to govern, recruited virtuous and punished corrupt officials.He knows that he is an emperor who can be recorded in the annals of history, and a wise king who can be praised by future generations, but the fragments of broken memories always occasionally hurt him in his flesh and blood, and every lonely night, the pain is painful again and again. marrow.
There is a man hidden in his palace, which is a well-known secret in the Huaguo court.He doesn't love him, not at all.Man and man, it just made him feel sick and ashamed.But he wants to coax Ren Ren, because of his value as a hostage, because of this person's blind obedience to him.
Whenever he gets close to him for one reason or another, whenever he has to be happy with him in order to coax him, the scenes of those ten years will appear in his mind, and the shameful memory will flash in his mind. The pain stabbed him, and the unstoppable vomiting surged up in waves.
However, the body is against the will, enjoying a completely different pleasure from the woman's body, and getting unprecedented pleasure.This kind of self makes the emperor who has always had excellent self-control even more disgusting.He hated Ren Ren who made him lose control, and even more hated himself who was so shameless.
Therefore, when the time came, the man who should not have existed in the harem could die.
On the execution ground, it was the first time he seriously observed this man named Ren Ren, and suddenly found that this man who had been with him for more than ten years was actually so good looking.I don't know why a little bit of regret arose in my heart, and before I studied this thought carefully, the man actually showed a superb martial arts that he had never discovered.
At that moment, he suddenly remembered the scene that he had forgotten for a long time: when this man was framed for poisoning his concubine, two guards could easily pour the poison into his mouth; In order to break free, he ordered the guards to hold down his hands and feet, allowing him to humiliate wantonly in front of everyone, but he never broke free; the sensible princes ordered the guards and eunuchs to surround him and smash Ren Ren with huge bricks. When his body was full of scars, he just crouched on the ground with his head in his arms and did not hide...
He obviously has such good martial arts, he can resist and escape, can't he?Why, he didn't?
Suddenly, he remembered the words that this man whispered in his ear every time the love reached a height: I love you...
He's always sniffy, love?I remember that Emperor Wen always whispered love words in his ear at that time, but he only gave him deep-seated shame; I remember that those harem concubines always expressed love, but they just wanted to get the supreme wealth and family Afterwards, he turned his back and even killed his heirs in order to fight for favor; I remember that the people and courtiers shouted the words of respect and love for him, but they only wanted him to be a good emperor and lead their country to prosperity , but if his past is known, he might be kicked out of this position immediately, and he can't wait to kill him soon.
No one, no one, loves Xiao Tianhong.
He didn't believe in the so-called love for a long time. He could only disdain the love in his mouth, and then laughed at it.
love me?Well, let me see how much you love it.
So, he squandered and hurt unscrupulously.At first, he watched coldly as this man obediently obeyed any of his insidious orders and carried out his vicious plan. He clearly refused to do so, but he suppressed his fear and disgust to finish what he ordered.Gradually, this person seemed to have gotten used to these methods and practices, and became more and more comfortable.So, he is satisfied.Such an easy-to-use chess piece, such an obedient male favorite, has too many uses for him, why doesn't he use it?
However, it was not until today when this person was given to death that he thought seriously for the first time and realized that he did not understand Ren Ren.
His family is far away in the frontier, and there is no restraint in Benjing; as a man, he will not gain supreme status and glory by his side; he lives in the harem and is isolated from the world, and has suffered many frame-ups And insult... that is why, let him resist but not do it, can escape without leaving...
There seems to be only one reason left.
Even if he was forced to a desperate situation time and time again and was completely hurt, did he still love him?Take your life as a sacrifice, don't you regret it?
This person really loves him... I don't want anything, I only love him as a person.
Xiao Tianhong suddenly panicked, every detail and picture of getting along with Ren Ren unexpectedly became clear, and the scenes seemed to be in front of him.
stop!Don't hurt him!The young emperor shouted out of composure.
He didn't know why he refused to stop it at this time. Maybe he just didn't want to ruin this pure love. When he suddenly thought that there was such a person loving him, his heart, which was already as hard as iron, would loosen slightly. It seems that there is a touch of warmth flowing in from the gap, warming the heart.
Since he loves me, let him stay by my side.
However, it was too late after all.The person who always followed behind him, carefully currying favor with him, smiling because of a compliment from him, and shy when he got too close, committed suicide.
He maintained the majesty of the emperor, looked at the cold corpse coldly, but couldn't utter the words he had prepared.Quietly listening to the eunuch beside him read out the edict, Xiao Tianhong raised his head, the coldness flowed back from his eyes back to his heart, driving away all the warmth in his heart.
Squinting his eyes, looking at the bright sun, it was so dazzling that it made people dizzy.
For the first time, I doubted myself: Is it wrong?
No, he was right, he ordered Ren Ren to do a lot of unbearable things in private, but this is the means an emperor should have; he ordered Ren Ren to be executed because he knew too much, and his identity was too involved , he is the scapegoat that has been set long ago.Therefore, this is the abandonment that an emperor should have.
He was right, as an emperor, he was not wrong at all.Even if he chooses again, he will still do it. As the lord of China, he has no regrets.
But what about being Xiao Tianhong?Emperor Tianren found out that he couldn't answer.
Finally, he paid the price.The Qin imperial physician whom he trusted the most actually poisoned him, and that poison was called "One Dream for Ten Years".
It was a nightmarish, chronic poison that tormented him for ten years, and another decade.Every night, every dream, there is Ren Ren's indifferent, cold face that never wants to smile for him again.It was like, the corpse lying on the ground wearing the death row suit that day.
What kind of nightmare is that?There is no blood, no horror, no unbearable memories, no crimes he committed, just such an understatement, showing him the reality hidden in his heart time and time again that he does not want to look directly at.The one who loves him the most in this world, the only one who loves him, would rather die than never want him again.
He was suddenly inexplicably panicked.He spends all his energy in the whole country and spends a lot of money to recruit people from other places, such as hermits and masters, eminent monks who have attained the Tao... He does not seek immortality and imperial career for thousands of years as the world rumors.Just because he heard that a master of Taoism can recall the soul of the dead, he just wanted to ask Ren Ren himself: Is it true that I am wrong?
For ten years, he failed to see Ren Ren's soul, but the poison from the Sacred Valley of Medicine exhausted his last life first.When he was dying, outside the palace that he didn't know, several masters who had attained the Tao had already set up a magic circle, muttering spells in their mouths until Emperor Tianren passed away.
When he woke up again, he didn't know where he was.
Slowly, he realized that he had actually returned, back to himself who was comatose due to hunger strike in the early days of Tianren.First confused, then surprised.With his current experience and skills, if he starts over, why can't Hua Guo be stronger?So he immersed himself in handling government affairs, and quickly grasped the government affairs in his own hands with the help of his past memories, not like a young emperor who had just enthroned.
Only occasionally, he thought of the person who had been hidden in his heart for many years.He couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was, pity?Pity?regret?But in a new life, the person who wanted to ask has nowhere to go, and now Ren Ren is just an ignorant child.So, he just shook his head lightly, put these thoughts behind him, and never brought them up again.
But then he discovered that this life was different from the one he remembered, and Ren Ren was not there.
how could be?He clearly remembered that Ren Ren was the person who was by his side in the early years of his ascension to the throne.In this life, what went wrong?Then he suddenly remembered that it was indeed different. In his memory, he rejected the queen mother’s proposal to make Zheng Wan’er the queen in the name of pampering Ren Ren, but in this life he could not find such a background that the queen mother dared not eradicate with her own hands. , and is willing to be pushed out by the people he uses as a shield.
So before his rebirth, Xiao Tianhong had no choice but to avoid seeing the Queen Mother by being busy with government affairs.Unexpectedly, the Empress Dowager actually abused all the concubines who had little status around him when he was the crown prince with various crimes. How could the young emperor stand this kind of provocation? It was him.
He was a little at a loss, because Ren Ren diverted his attention in his memory, the conflict between him and the queen mother was not so intensified, and after he completely took power, he easily eradicated the queen mother's power, and now...
Thoughts stayed on Ren Ren again.Ren Ren in this life left Benkyo with his father and brother.Such a situation out of control made him strengthen the surveillance in Zezhou area, and read the secret music presented there alone.It was just a few short memorials, and he understood.
Sure enough, those masters did not lie to him, he really found the soul of Ren Ren, that Ren Ren who has experienced torture, humiliation, betrayal and death is here.Those masters who have achieved the Tao failed to summon Ren Ren's soul, but let his soul go away looking for Ren Ren.
He didn't know what kind of mood he felt at the moment when he figured it out.Do it all over again, should he tie that person to his side again?With the current situation, if this Ren Ren returns, it will be of great benefit to him, but... the pen and ink in his hand can't fall down, and there is a trace of unbearable in his heart, since it's coming again, why not let him go?
Since Ren Ren escaped from Benkyo, then the Ren Ren who loved him wholeheartedly will never be found again, right?What's the use of bringing him back with an imperial decree?Suddenly, there was a kind of dull pain in the heart, Ren Ren, who knew him best and loved him the most, was lost after all...
So he sat quietly on the top of the palace, handled government affairs skillfully, made up for the mistakes he made when he was young in his previous life, and he would become an even better emperor.It's just that the news about the person who can't forget, but can't bear to mention, was delivered to his case in an endless stream.
Seeing the joy of his life in Zezhou, Xiao Tianhong couldn't help but describe the scenes in the melody in his heart, and the already blurred memory became unexpectedly clear, and he seemed to be able to distinguish his eyebrows, eyes, and smile.I thought it would be good to watch from a distance, but unexpectedly, a secret performance in the Zezhou Army gave him a chance to get close.
In the early court, when he said the will of "going to Zezhou in person", his heart, which had always been stable and unwavering, suddenly trembled, a little excited, a little apprehensive, and more of an unspeakable expectation.
That is a kind of hope that can find warmth.
Stretching out his hands tremblingly, Xiao Tianhong squatted down, lowered himself to the same height as him, and slowly but firmly embraced the person in front of him: I finally found you, my Ren Ren.
The love I got but refused to cherish in the previous life, since I came back in this life, since I came in front of you, I will definitely not let go.
Xiao Tianhong closed his eyes lightly, murmuring softly in his heart.
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