The sky has turned slightly white, and the day is about to plunge into the night, and dawn is born.

Lin Zesheng stiffened, unable to think.He wanted to leave the bed quickly, but he was reluctant to move for a long time.Looking down at the young man whose face was becoming more and more charming, Lin Zesheng found a good excuse for himself: if he leaves now, Ren Ren would be uncomfortable if he had to return to that stiff posture.

Therefore, Lin Zesheng patted Ren Ren's cheek lightly, trying to wake him up softly: "Xiao Ren, wake up, Xiao Ren..."

But at this moment, Ren Ren felt hot and uncomfortable all over his body, he couldn't open his eyes, and his thoughts were chaotic. He could only instinctively cling to the coolness in front of him, twisting his body to suppress the heat.Dimly, he seemed to hear someone calling him, and he answered unconsciously.

"Hmm~"

The young man's clear voice was tinged with passion and desire for the first time, but his ordinary answer was more like a seductive invitation, causing Lin Zesheng's patted palm to pause in the air.

That's it!

Lin Zesheng sighed in resignation, unwilling to push him away, unwilling to see him suffer, and unwilling to wake him up when he was drowsy.He moved his body slightly and adjusted his posture so that the boy lying flat on him turned to lean on him sideways. The grown man's big hand gently penetrated into the oversized shorts that the boy put on due to his injury, and held the A hearty little thing.

The boy's body was not yet fully developed, and he stood tall and delicate, not big but hot and hard.Lin Zesheng put his arms around the boy's shoulders, and gently moved his hand up and down, lest he hurt him.Staring at the boy's expression without blinking for a moment, watching him moan with satisfaction from his actions, feeling the soft body in his arms, Lin Zesheng's mouth was stained with a warm smile.

Ren Ren felt as if he was floating on the clouds, he was ups and downs comfortably, and his body was so soft that he couldn't describe it.A stream of heat gathered from the limbs to the center of the body, until it all gathered in a certain part, it was as hot as fire but surrounded by a cold nephrite, rubbing gently.

This feeling is somewhat familiar... Ren Ren thought in a daze, but he couldn't remember where he had seen him before.Gathering his consciousness abruptly, trying hard to regain his ability to think, after struggling for a long time, he finally opened his eyes and won the control over his body.

The moment he opened his eyes, a pair of brown eyes slowly reflected in his pupils, inside were his familiar gentleness and modesty, but with an extra hint of deep darkness, like a leopard staring at its prey, its sharpness is shocking .At the same time, Ren Ren immediately felt a change in a certain part...

"Ah!" With a gasp, he struggled to get up, but was firmly held by the arms on his shoulders.

"Don't panic, just get it out." Lin Zesheng's voice didn't change much from before. Seeing the panicked young man, he suddenly increased the strength in his hand and squeezed it hard.

"Don't, don't..." Ren Ren took another short gasp, his arms softened and fell back into his arms again, because of the rapidity of stacking, his eyes were covered with a layer of mist, and he was even more charming Looking at Lin Zesheng intently, biting his lip, the light-colored lips were bitten red and attractive, the young man begged sadly, "Don't do it..."

Finally unable to resist being seduced by the beauty in front of him, Lin Zesheng bowed his head, and gently pressed a kiss on the young man's wet lips, comforting him softly: "Hey, it will be comfortable to help you get it out."

Ren Ren's hands and feet were so weak that he couldn't resist, he could only bury his head in the side of his neck, trembling his body slightly, letting his hands pluck and agitate his sensitive parts.Closing his eyes, his sense of touch became more and more sensitive. It seemed that all his attention was focused on that part, which fluctuated up and down with his movements.

After an unknown amount of time, Ren Ren felt that his body was almost drenched with sweat, and the accumulated pleasure almost made him scream out of control, his body trembled violently, and finally vented out.

He fell softly into Lin Zesheng's arms, Ren Ren remained motionless, and refused to look up until the afterglow disappeared. No one saw that his face, which was as red as a rose just now, had completely faded, and was so pale that it was almost gray.

Ren Ren gritted his teeth tightly, so that he could restrain the choking that almost overflowed from his throat.

It turns out that even if he starts his life all over again, he will still be worthless to crawl under a man, will he still be shamelessly debauched in a man's arms, will he still be the man with broken sleeves that everyone despises?

Why was Xiao Tianhong gone this time, but replaced by his confidant——Lin Zesheng?

Recalling the feeling in the mist, Ren Ren knew that maybe he was shamelessly begging the people around him?What should I do, such a shameless and lascivious self, how despised by others... Do you want to lose your only friend now?

A big warm hand suddenly covered the top of the head, rubbed it vigorously a few times, and heard the man chuckle: "Xiao Ren has grown up."

He raised his head in astonishment and looked into the eyes of that person, there was gentleness and playfulness but no disgust and contempt that he was worried about.It seems that it was the same last time, Ren Ren thought.

Why doesn't this person care about that good morning kiss and what happened today?

"Don't you feel disgusted?" Ren Ren still asked, with a faint self-loathing in his eyes.

Having already taken out a handkerchief to wipe off the stickiness in his hands, Lin Zesheng looked at the boy in his arms who suddenly became cold in confusion, and asked, "Why is it disgusting?"

Ren Ren didn't know how to answer for a while, hesitated for a while, and the corner of his mouth curled up in a desolate and somewhat sad arc: "I am like me, to be in the arms of a man..." After a pause, he still couldn't finish his sentence.

"Stupid boy, what are you thinking!" Seeing his expression, Lin Zesheng's heart sank, but he still raised his hand and flicked his forehead calmly, then wrapped his arms around the young man who bowed his head and said nothing, turned his body slightly, and smiled. He said: "Sure enough, I'm still a child. What's the big deal between men helping each other solve this kind of thing?"

"Ah?" Ren Ren was really shocked, he quickly raised his head to ask him for confirmation, is this kind of thing normal?how come?

Lin Zesheng's facial features became softer because of his smile. He squeezed the boy's cheeks, nodded and said, "For the first time, no one understands anything. Isn't it normal for me to help you when I'm by your side? A small head What are you thinking about?"

Is that right?

Ren Ren shook his head lightly, no, that's not the case.He finally understood that even if it happened again, even if the body was still clean, the habits that had been taught and taught for more than ten years had penetrated deep into the soul and could never be stripped away.Regardless of love, his soul is beyond redemption.

In his life, he might still be able to lie under the body of a man, repeating the sorrow of the previous life again, being despised by the world and spurned by his relatives again.Why, he still can't escape...

Lin Zesheng watched in shock as the smile on the corner of the boy's mouth became more and more indifferent, and the sadness in his eyes almost condensed into water that was about to drip.He didn't understand what was going on, why such a simple thing would cause him such a big reaction, it seemed that it was not disgusting his actions, but self-loathing.

What happened?

Once again, Lin Zesheng discovered that there seemed to be too many secrets about Ren Ren, which people couldn't figure out or touch.

Some eager hands raised the young man's pale face, Lin Zesheng restrained his usual gentle face, stared at the young man with a vacant gaze seriously, and raised his voice anxiously: "Ren Ren, what's wrong with you? Anyone knows People have desires, and there is nothing disgusting about it. So what if the other party is a man? It's not dirty!"

With a high pitch and heavy emphasis, Lin Zesheng couldn't tell whether he was speaking to Ren Ren or himself.His emotional intelligence is not low. If it is said that he was not sure how he felt about Ren Ren before, then now... he glanced helplessly at a certain part of himself that had raised his head, and he was sure that he really fell in love with this child.

However, looking at Ren Ren's expression now, he is so disgusted and fearful of men and men?No, it seemed more to him that he himself would be around a man... disgusted.Generally speaking, teenagers who have just tasted lust for the first time tend to indulge in it for a period of time, but how can Ren Ren, an innocent child, hate this matter so deeply?Even... despair.

After turning his thoughts, Lin Zesheng's expression turned cold, and he held the young man's face not to allow him to escape his gaze: "Has anyone done something similar to you?"

Someone had violated this child, and it was a man.This was the only explanation Lin Zesheng could think of.

Ren Rengui's silent eyes moved, following his words, he recalled the humiliating days when he was under Xiao Tianhong, and the pleasure of immorality, closed his eyes in pain, and said nothing.

The young man's expression was already the best answer. Lin Zesheng exerted strength in his hands and hugged the slightly trembling child tightly in his arms, but he couldn't stop the anger that almost broke his reason. Lin Zesheng admired his own self-control, and he still Can ask in a steady voice: "Who is it?"

who is it?Ren Ren thought in a trance, who is it?The current Xiao Tianhong is innocent, and he has not had time to do anything to him, and the Xiao Tianhong of that life has disappeared.

"No one." Yes, no one, everything is a matter of the previous life. In this life, he is clean, but he still cannot escape the curse given to him by that person in the previous life.

He was afraid, he was afraid, he didn't dare to think about how disappointed his father and elder brother would be to him when they knew that he could only accept men, he didn't dare to think whether he would have the courage to face people's contempt and spurn in this life, and he didn't dare Thinking about what else he would use to love a man...

"Xiao Ren, forget about those." Seeing that he refused to say more, Lin Zesheng considerately stopped asking. He just rubbed the top of the boy's hair pitifully, and said slowly: "Those unpleasant memories are just the past after all. No matter what you have experienced Nothing, but the relationship between men is not disgusting."

Looking at the young man who was still immersed in his own thoughts and refused to return to his senses, Lin Zesheng pinched his cheek and forced him to look at him before continuing, "Do you remember the two sons of the Wang family?"

Ren Ren followed his topic a bit dullly and changed his mind, saying, "Pingting's two older brothers?"

"Hmm. Remember why they left?"

Recalling the previous events, Ren Ren said, "Elope? But that's just an excuse to escape, after all, they are brothers..."

"No, it's not an excuse, it's a reason." Lin Zesheng interrupted him lightly.

"What?" Ren Ren opened his eyes in surprise.

Lin Zesheng was satisfied to see that the young man's eyes had finally recovered, and he was no longer dead, so he continued: "When they finished arranging all the plans and bid farewell to Madam Wang, they not only said they were going to leave, but also explained to her that the brothers and sisters were together. Of course, it was Mrs. Wang who cursed loudly in exchange, and it was precisely because of this that the servants in the mansion heard a few words, which spread the matter among the market."

"But, but..." Ren Ren looked at Lin Zesheng, who had a normal complexion, in disbelief, "They are brothers!" This is not only a broken sleeve, but also incest!

"Violating morality and disobedience to human relations." Lin Zesheng nodded, looked at the young man in his arms calmly, and said in a calm voice, "So what, this is what the two of them chose by themselves. There is no need to tell the world, and everyone doesn't need You know, just be happy.”

"What about Mrs. Wang? What about Pingting? What about the servants in the mansion? What about the friends around you?" Ren Ren asked a series of questions.People can't live by themselves alone, how can they ignore the relatives and friends around them, and the trend of public opinion around them?

"Ms. Wang has been angry and scolded, disappointed, and sad. But in the end, she was proud that her son was good enough to be undercover under the enemy's hands, to avenge his father calmly, and to take care of his family with ease. The property is clean and beautiful. After all, it is her son, she can't cruelly watch him suffer, she doesn't accept it, but she also chooses to respect it."

"This is unfilial." Ren Ren shook his head in disapproval, hurting his family in the name of pursuing happiness, he couldn't do it.

"Then what is filial piety? It is filial piety to let parents see their son depressed and forced to smile every day, and then turn around and love their son dearly?" Lin Zesheng asked back.

"Then keep it a secret and keep your parents from knowing." Ren Ren replied quickly.

"Then follow your parents' wishes, marry a woman of the right age, and delay her life if you don't love her?" Lin Zesheng raised his eyebrows.

"I can give her everything except love to compensate her." Ren Ren thought for a while.

"There is no woman who does not yearn for her husband's love. If you dare not love someone, what right do you have to deprive others of their right to ask for love?" Lin Zesheng's expression was calm, but his words were as sharp as a sharp knife, cutting off Ren Ren's retreat .

Ren Ren was speechless.

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