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Lu Zhouxing discovered that something was wrong after drinking once.

That day at Zeng Zeng and Liang Heng's wedding banquet, he didn't drink to the point of breaking down. When he got home, he just didn't want to move, so he sat casually on the carpet in the room and fell asleep.

When Lu Zhouxing woke up the next day, he found that he was wearing a suit jacket that he had left downstairs.

After falling asleep reading documents in the study room, the temperature of the air conditioner will be raised inexplicably; when the aunt asks for leave, the clothes that were not ironed will become flat without any wrinkles; In the private space that no one else is allowed to enter, the draft paper that is written and drawn by hand will be neatly stored...

He even heard Lin Chu singing in his sleep more than once.

It wasn't until Lu Zhouxing found out that the ring necklace that he deliberately placed on the sink the night before appeared on the bedside table again, and the cherries egg tart that he bought but didn't eat as usual was only left in the packaging, did Lu Zhouxing vaguely confirm something.

He suppressed the ups and downs in his heart, didn't show it on his face, put on the necklace and got up to take a shower.After changing into the clothes at home and eating the breakfast made by the aunt, then contact the assistant to cancel all the to-do items for today.

After returning to the room, Lu Zhouxing locked the door and sat by the bed before raising his hand to take the ring and necklace out of his clothes.

"is it you?"

His tone was flat, with some hesitation, but there was uncontrollable expectation and anxiety in his heart.

After waiting for a while, the room was still quiet except for his light breathing and the sound of his heartbeat.

"I'm still thinking wrong."

Lu Zhouxing murmured, fingers habitually caressing the wedding ring that originally belonged to Lin Chu.

Because Lin Chu said that he didn't want Lu Zhouxing to wear the wedding ring alone after he left, so Lu Zhouxing's wedding ring was put together with their marriage certificate, and he took Lin Chu's with him.

Lu Zhouxing lowered his eyes, and his eyes fell on Lin Chu's diary beside the bed——

He remembered that he didn't look at it as usual last night, but now it is not only opened, but also stuck on the last blank page.

The doors and windows were closed, but the blank page seemed to be blown by the wind suddenly.

Lu Zhouxing just watched quietly without saying a word.

The page moved again, as if... greeting?

"is it you?"

Lu Zhouxing asked again, and finally there was some certainty in his voice.

Sure enough, the blank pages of the diary moved again, as if an invisible hand had flipped it gently.

"You can hear me when you come back, but you can't show up, can you?"

This time Lu Zhouxing waited for a while, as if he had experienced the habitual silence before answering some difficult questions, and then the page flicked out of thin air again.

It was really Lin Chu.

Being sure that Lin Chu is by his side, knowing that he can see and hear him, just like this, Lu Zhouxing already feels that he has regained great happiness.

"Then can you go out and go somewhere else?"

"Have you attended Zeng Zeng's wedding?"

"How about it, is his husband not as handsome as yours? I've never shamed you before."

"Why did you eat egg tarts if you couldn't get out? Can you change the ring?"

……

Just like the first time they met in the nursing home, Lu Zhouxing dragged Lin Chu to chat for a whole day.

At that time, he kept talking and asking questions on his own, and Lin Chu, who was ill, only made some simple responses from time to time as answers.

Now he is also the one who has been asking and rambling, and the blank page that Lin Chu deliberately left untouched moves from time to time, which is regarded as a response.

These days and nights alone, Lu Zhouxing got used to saying anything he wanted to say to Lin Chu silently in his heart.

Now there is a sudden response from him again, even if it is just a slight movement of a blank sheet of paper, it is enough to make Lu Zhouxing ecstatic.

For the next few days, Lu Zhouxing stayed at home to deal with work.With one mind and two minds, he was talking to that blank paper almost all the time, as if he wanted to make up for the lost dialogue.

The same goes for Lin Chu.

After he "appeared" in front of Lu Zhouxing, Lu Zhouxing gave his aunt a long vacation and did not allow anyone except Zeng Zeng and Liang Heng to approach the villa where he lived, so Lin Chu had nothing to do at home. scruples.

After his death in country M, he never disappeared, but was inexplicably bound to his wedding ring.He can see but cannot touch the people and things around him, and others cannot perceive his existence.

Because Lu Zhouxing had been carrying Lin Chu's wedding ring with him since that day, Lin Chu was able to accompany his lover day and night.

Lin Chu followed Lu Zhouxing to watch a show. It was the show that Lin Chu wanted to go in the past but could only watch the live broadcast because of his physical condition.

Lin Chu also accompanied Lu Zhouxing to every entertainment and family gathering that Lu Zhouxing attended.

Lin Chu also went to many places in the world with Lu Zhouxing, and watched Lu Zhouxing draw a sweet-scented osmanthus flower and a small boat behind each place name recorded in his diary.

In addition to these daily routines, Lin Chu also saw Lu Zhouxing's appearance that he had never seen before.

It turned out that the person who tried to make him happy all day long would stand by the French window and watch his wedding ring go out all night.

Lu Zhouxing would be dazzled by seeing a design drawing he left in a corner of the house, would cry silently while eating his favorite egg tart, and would watch the videos he co-produced with him over and over again in the home theater.

It turns out that during the susceptible period, Lu Zhouxing could restrain all the negative reactions just by holding his shirt, but because he didn't buy his favorite snacks on the wedding anniversary, he lost control of his emotions and suppressed the pheromone overflow The Alpha who got one floor was in agony.

Lu Zhouxing has always said that he likes business operations, and he prefers to look at Lin Chu's designs rather than drawing by hand.But in fact, he also designed a lot of clothes and accessories for Lin Chu, and made them one by one after Lin Chu passed away.

Lin Chu felt that he was very happy to be able to stay on that ring and walk with Lu Zhou.Whether it's good to grow old alone with him, or accompany him to meet the next person who can give him warmth, it's more fulfilling than disappearing completely and leaving him forever.

But he didn't expect that at Zeng Zeng's wedding banquet, he heard the three wishes Zeng Zeng made in his heart for the big cake and candy tower.

"I hope that Liang Heng and I can get what we want."

"I hope Lu Zhouxing can brighten up again."

"I hope everyone around me is safe and healthy. Happiness is more than sadness."

Lin Chu stayed in the ring after his death, and unexpectedly gained the ability to hear the voices of people around him.

So in addition to understanding Lu Zhouxing's growing yearning for him and the strong affection between Zeng Zeng and his lover, he also confirmed the fact that Zeng Zeng could hear the voices of others.

Lin Chu had guessed before, because Zeng Zeng often knew some thoughts that he only had in his heart, and helped him fulfill many wishes.

But after Zeng's three wishes were fulfilled, Lin Chu heard a sentence passing through his mind:

"It's quieted down, and the voices in their hearts seem to have disappeared."

Zeng Yu could no longer hear the inner voice of anyone, and almost at the same time, Lin Chu could no longer hear the inner voice of others.

It was also from that day that Lin Chu realized that he was no longer bound by the ring all the time.Not only can he leave the ring, but he can also touch something - something related to Lu Zhouxing.

That night when he came out of the ring and saw Lu Zhouxing sleeping on the carpet, he subconsciously wanted to help him onto the bed to sleep.After reaching out his hand, he realized that he could actually touch him, but was immediately pulled back into the ring by a gust of wind.

Lin Chu tried back and forth many times, and found that he could touch all the things that Lu Zhouxing used frequently, but as soon as he touched him, he would return to the ring again.

Later, he had no choice but to go downstairs and get Lu Zhouxing's coat to put on him, and then lay beside him, greedily tracing his lover's eyebrows and eyes over and over again under the gentle moonlight.

It wasn't until the moment when the sunlight slipped in from the window one by one and Lu Zhouxing was awakened by the light, that Lin Chu was pulled back into the ring again.

Only then did Lin Chu figure out that not only could he not touch Lu Zhouxing, but he also had no way to meet the sober Lu Zhouxing.

When life came to an end, Lin Chu's only regret was that he couldn't watch Lu Zhouxing grow old.When he found that he could stay in the ring with Lu Zhouxing, Lin Chu had nothing else to ask for.

But when Lin Chu was able to get out of the ring and have access to everything related to Lu Zhouxing but could not hug him, Lin Chu found that he was still greedy.

So he intentionally did a lot of things according to his own will - not letting Lu Zhouxing stay in a room with too low temperature, ironing his clothes with his own hands, storing design sketches for him, talking about love over and over again or singing softly after Lu Zhouxing fell asleep. ...

Lin Chu knew that Lu Zhouxing would find out about these things, but he didn't worry at all whether Lu Zhouxing would feel weird or scared after knowing his incredible existence.

Lin Chu knew very well that Lu Zhouxing missed him a lot more than he did.

On the day Lu Zhouxing finally confirmed his existence, Lin Chu found that he could get out of the ring when Lu Zhouxing was awake, but he could only touch one thing—his diary.

So he could only fiddle with the page from time to time as a response to Lu Zhouxing.

Every time the page is turned, Lin Chu silently opens his lips to answer:

"it's me."

"Yes, I'm back and I can hear you talking."

"I went to Zeng Zeng's wedding with you. It was warm and beautiful. It reminded me of our wedding in the ward."

"Yes, you are the most handsome."

"I can come out, eat egg tarts, and hold rings, but I can't hug you and kiss you, and I can't let you see me."

……

After staying together like this for several days to "talk" to each other, Lin Chu suddenly felt relieved, and no longer almost anxiously longed for the god of luck to show him another ray of light.

Because he had already died once.

To be able to hear Lu Zhouxing talking again, to be by his side all the time, to be able to touch things related to him again, to let him know that he is by his side, and to be able to "talk" to him, this is already what God and Zeng Zeng gave him. What a gift.

Lu Zhouxing and Lin Chu once again lived a life in the world of two people, special but also beautiful and happy.

During the day, Lu Zhouxing would go to the company with Lin Chu's diary.Take it with you when you are in a meeting or socializing.When no one else was around, Lu Zhouxing would chat with Lin Chu who was holding the last blank page of the diary.

After returning home, Lu Zhouxing would put the diary in the kitchen and ask Lin Chu to cook with him, and then put the diary next to another set of tableware across the dining table, as if Lin Chu was having dinner with him.

Lu Zhouxing or Lin Chu, who couldn't hold the diary in his arms after dinner, insisted on sitting next to him to watch a movie together.Or read to Lin Chu in the study, just like he would do every day from the day the two met in the nursing home until Lin Chu left.

Everyone in the Land Group has found that the big boss is in a good mood recently, laughs more and more often, has almost never lost his temper, and the company's benefits are getting better and better.

But just one thing, more than one person has met the boss smiling brightly at a diary with a plain cover and talking to himself.

There are all kinds of bizarre speculations in the company, the most outrageous one even said that the boss was confused by the business marriage arranged by the family, and the pressure was so great that it was a bit abnormal.But few people believe this statement.

Until one day, many people discovered that the big boss was actually wearing a ring on his right ring finger.It is true that everyone is getting more and more courageous, and dare to look at the boss who is strict and demanding.But the boss is really public. When he enters the company, everyone raises his hand to say hello. It's hard not to see it.

The sharp-eyed executives also discovered that the ring was the last design of O□□anthus, a talented designer of the Land jewelry line.The finished product image only appeared once in Land's magazine, no one has seen the actual finished product.After that, O□□anthus, who had never been seen before, stopped sending design drafts to the company.

For a while, there were more and more speculations about Lu Zhouxing's private life in Land.But Lu Zhouxing didn't explain anything, he just worked as usual and lived with his lover.

Neither Lu Zhouxing nor Lin Chu planned to hide it from Zeng Yu, but they didn't expect that the day Lu Zhouxing planned to tell Zeng Zeng about it, Zeng Yu turned around and stayed where she was when she saw him, and two lines of tears immediately overflowed her eyes.

Seeing him crying suddenly, Liang Heng beside Zeng Yu thought that he was not feeling well, so he quickly took him half into his arms and asked, "What's wrong?"

Zeng Yu only shook her head, and took a few deep breaths to adjust her state back and forth.

"Brother, long time no see."

Lu Zhouxing heard Zeng Yu say this to the side beside him.

"I miss you too." Zeng Yu responded to Lin Chu's words in front of the blurred silhouette.

After making a wish at the wedding, Zeng Yu found that she could no longer hear other people's voices. She guessed that Lu Zhouxing's life might change, but he didn't expect Lin Chu to appear again.

If a fifth person saw that meal, it must have been very strange.

It's not because there are handsome Alphas sitting beside and diagonally across from an Omega with outstanding appearance, but because this Omega didn't talk to any Alpha present, but chatted happily with the empty seat and the air opposite him for a while. Almost, I couldn't hold back my tears for a while.

The Alpha next to him patiently and meticulously helped him pick up vegetables, pour water and hand over paper towels, but the Alpha diagonally opposite had a depressed, irritable and hurt expression on his face.

After returning home that night, Lu Zhouxing still hadn't recovered.He couldn't figure out why Zeng Yu could see Lin Chu, but he couldn't.

When there are other people in the company, Lin Chu can't even touch the pages of the diary, only when they get along alone.

Lu Zhouxing originally planned to comfort Zeng Yu who might not receive any response from Lin Chu today, but he didn't expect that the clown was him—his wife came back, but not only could he not hug her, she couldn't even see her.

He cared about this matter crazily, and because he couldn't bear it after he sat down, he asked Zeng Yu: "What does Lin Chu look like now?"

Zeng Yu looked at him for a long time before smiling and said, "I should have only seen him in the photos. He looked like he was before he entered the nursing home, but he was a little more mature than in the photos when he was a teenager."

Lu Zhouxing could almost imagine that it should be that Lin Chu was not injected with drugs by that beast, his body did not collapse, and he has been in good condition until now.

That was Lin Chu whom he had never seen before.

His love, his Omega, was in a way he hadn't seen, and probably never would.

Lu Zhouxing, who had been able to sleep peacefully all night with his diary in his arms, suddenly felt so stuffy that he wanted to explode.

After telling Lin Chu that he was going to take a bath, Lu Zhouxing went into the bathroom of the master bedroom.After taking a cold shower for an unknown amount of time, he calmed down a bit, and came out with a towel tied around his waist.

But as soon as he came out, Lu Zhouxing saw a bulge in the quilt on the bed - there was clearly a person lying inside.And the familiar sweet-scented osmanthus pheromone flows in the room.

Lu Zhouxing's heartbeat quickened, but he subconsciously breathed very lightly, as if he was afraid of scaring something away.

He walked slowly to the side of the bed, gently pulled down the quilt, and saw that face that was healthier and more complex than the one he remembered.

It's Lin Chu.

"How do you..."

"Zeng Zeng never saw me like this!" Lin Chu immediately interrupted him and explained first.

"At that time, I was still a phantom, and I couldn't see anything clearly. He said that on purpose, in order to stimulate you."

Lu Zhouxing quickly hugged Lin Chu even under the quilt, and kissed him warmly and sweetly. He didn't ask until the sweet-scented osmanthus flavor pheromone had become entangled, "What does it look like? What does it look like?"

Lin Chu remained silent and did not answer, only panting lightly to adjust his breathing.

Lu Zhouxing seemed to have thought of something, and continued to pull down the quilt, only to see Lin Chu under the quilt... who was not wearing anything.

"When I went out today, I found that the suit I was wearing before was gone, and I myself became a blurred fog."

"I feel like I'm either going to leave completely, or maybe I can just appear in front of you."

Hearing him talk about leaving, Lu Zhouxing strengthened his hand and hugged him tightly.

"Zeng Zeng was very happy when he chatted with me later, and even invited me to play in his candy store and watch a movie he wrote as a screenwriter. I guessed it might be a good possibility."

"But I didn't expect that when you came back, as soon as you entered the bathroom, I stepped on the carpet naked, □□. Your clothes are too big, and I haven't taken a shower yet..."

Hearing this, Lu Zhouxing smiled ambiguously, "Do you believe these reasons?"

"Or are you waiting for me like this on purpose? If you knew I would have come out sooner, have you waited long?"

Hearing that he started playing hooligans, and his tone returned to the ease and joy of "getting along" during this period of time, Lin Chu felt relieved.

Lu Zhouxing knew that he couldn't see it but once saw his expression, Lin Chu felt distressed when he thought of it.

Lin Chu took the initiative to put his arms around Lu Zhouxing's neck, leaned forward and kissed the corner of Lu Zhouxing's lips, and said softly, "Yes, I've been waiting for you for a long time. You know, I like you to sleep with me in your arms."

Lu Zhouxing lowered his head and kissed Lin Chu's lips for a long time.

Lin Chu thought that Lu Zhouxing would continue and do things they had never done before after his condition worsened.But Lu Zhouxing just pressed kisses on his forehead, nose tip, cheeks and lips over and over again.

Finally, Lu Zhouxing buried his head in his lover's neck, and Lin Chu felt some warm liquid slipping over his collarbone.He also heard Lu Zhouxing's voice whispering:

"Okay, I'll sleep with you in my arms from now on."

The author has something to say: This episode has really been conceived for a long time, everyone has been waiting so hard!

I don't want either of them to lose the memory of being together in this life, so I wrote this "reunion".

This is the end of the full text here, I hope you like it~

Thank you for your company all the time, love each of you~ look forward to seeing you~