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After so many years, Zeng Yu can still recall the strong smell of tobacco and alcohol that lingers on the tip of her nose every day and will never go away in her memory.Those smog is dragging, and there are new pains and new injuries that are recovering every day but are superimposed from time to time.

But further on, Zeng Yu could also see a quiet and silent man who used to hold the child on his lap without saying a word after his wife vented her out-of-control emotions, and stuffed one or two pills into his small palm. fruit candy.

After his wife committed suicide, the man who lived with tension fell apart.The temporary withdrawal under the paralysis of alcohol and the pleasure brought by the adrenaline rush when gambling made him feel better than facing two portraits, one large and one small.

Liang Heng took Zeng Yu to his side, patted his shoulder lightly to calm his emotions, "Let's go home first."

"Please pay more attention to the security of the community." Liang Heng didn't tell the security whether they have anything to do with that person, but the meaning of this sentence is also obvious - if the person is in the name of his relatives, he cannot enter.

After returning home, Liang Heng quietly accompanied Zeng Yu.

"It's Zhang Yunyue and Chen Yuanyu." Zeng Yu sorted it out and quickly found the thread.

"Want to see him?"

"Avoidance is inevitable. Since he is here, he always has something he wants."

Liang Heng nodded, then lowered his head and asked Zeng Yu who was leaning against his chest: "Leave this matter to me?"

Zeng Yu frowned, he didn't want Liang Heng to get involved with those messy people and things.Zeng Ming had already become a rascal a few years ago, and it shouldn't be much better after being disabled by that boss.

"I'll go." Zeng Yu felt that this was not a difficult hurdle, and even many years ago, he had already grasped a weakness of Zeng Ming.

"Well, remember to tell me in time if you have something to do." Liang Heng didn't force it, and was willing to just stand by and support him.

But it doesn't mean that Liang Heng won't do anything before Zeng Yu speaks.

So I accompanied Zeng Yu, and after he fell asleep slowly, Liang Heng got up and went to the living room.After making a phone call in a low voice and waiting for a while, Liang Heng received all the information about Zeng Ming.

When he returned to the bedroom after he had figured it out, the thin pajamas and his body had been cooled by the cold winter air.When he got into the bed, he was lying on his side, looking at his lover earnestly and affectionately from a distance.

During this period of time, it was not easy to become more and more peaceful and peaceful sleeping face, and now it has become a little uneasy again.The eyebrows and eyes that were smiling when I fell asleep last night, now show melancholy in my sleep.

It's actually very easy to form a habit. For example, the time they lived together has already made Zeng Yu used to falling asleep in Liang Heng's arms.

In her sleep, Zeng Yu vaguely felt Liang Heng get up, and when she came back, she was still cool.Zeng Yu approached him subconsciously, put her hand on his side waist and touched it lightly, then took his cold hand and put it into her clothes to stick to her warm skin.

He was shivering from the ice, but he still said in a daze, "Hug, it won't be cold if you hug."

Liang Heng's heart still hurts.

He is obviously such a good kid, how could that person be willing to do anything to him.

The young man covered in injuries that he saw in front of the canteen was once forgotten by Liang Heng in the corner of his memory.But when he thinks about it, and overlaps him with his lover, every time he thinks about it, Liang Heng feels pain and hatred in his heart.

After Liang Heng went to work the next day, Zeng Yu went to the gate of the community.After standing for a while, he saw a person who he would never forget in his life walking not far away.

That person once brought him little warmth in his "new home", but it was also his lingering nightmare in the following years.

When he got closer, Zeng Yu realized that the tall man who was so strong and so strong that he had no power to fight back was already too old for his current age.

His back was a little bent, and his right hand with two broken fingers was trembling all the time.The skin on his face was dark and rough, because he was too thin, his cheekbones were high, and he yawned from time to time, with a tired look on his face.

"Son, do you still remember your father?" Zeng Ming smiled, his slightly protruding eyes rolled around, looking at him with undisguised wantonness.

"I heard that you found a diamond king and five. It seems that you are doing well. You have a pretty face and you are dressed like a dog."

Zeng Yu asked straight to the point: "What do you want?"

"What do you want? Of course, I want to come and accompany my son. You have been away from home for so many years, you have to miss your father and me?"

Not wanting to make a scene at the gate, Zeng Yu led him into a green park near the community.

Seeing Zeng Yu's walking posture, Zeng Ming's expression froze for a moment, but soon returned to that rascal look.

"Really miss me?" He asked again casually.

"My name is Lin Heng now, and it has nothing to do with you. Don't talk nonsense," Zeng Yu didn't want to talk to him, "No matter what you want from me, I won't give it to you."

"Whoever told you to come, you go find someone yourself."

"What?! You changed your name!" Zeng Ming was lazily kicking the grass beside his feet at a distance, but now he suddenly became excited and wanted to get closer to Zeng Yu.

"The name was given by my parents, how dare you..."

Name given by parents?

To be a substitute for their beloved daughter is to start with this name related to her.

"Mr. Zeng," Zeng Yu immediately took a step back and interrupted him, "Need I remind you, when did you buy me back from the trafficker?"

"But I've raised you for so many years!" Zeng Ming was inexplicably anxious, and after approaching quickly, he reached out to Zeng Yu to grab his clothes.

Before Zeng Yu dodged, a stone flew over from nowhere and happened to hit Zeng Ming's left hand, and he immediately withdrew his hand in pain.The skin on the back of the hand soon oozes blood and becomes red and swollen.

Seeing the moderately sized stone that fell on the ground, Zeng Yu looked around calmly, and she already had a clear idea in her heart.

Realizing that Zeng Ming didn't seem to really intend to ask him for anything, Zeng Yu lost the patience to deal with him, and said in a cold tone: "Are you sure you came all this way to find me just to say if you have something?"

Zeng Ming clutched the back of his hand, with an anxious expression on his face, he just stood there and stared at Zeng Yu.There was an emotion in her eyes that Zeng Yu couldn't understand or understand.

The two were silent for a while, and when Zeng Yu was completely impatient and was about to turn around and leave, Zeng Ming stopped him: "Wait! Wait!"

While shouting, he opened the old schoolbag behind his back.

Zeng Yu's eyes froze, and many images flashed through her mind——

Zeng Ming led him to buy a new schoolbag; Zeng Ming helped him wash the dirty schoolbag; Zeng Ming came back from drinking too much, picked up the schoolbag full of books and threw it at Zeng Yu; when forcing Zeng Yu to drop out of school, Zeng Ming emptied out the books in the gray schoolbag and tore them clean...

"I, I brought you something." Zeng Ming's voice became lower and lower.

He took out the things in the schoolbag one by one and held them in his arms.Zeng Yu's heart sank every time she took out one.

Rusty pencil cases, half-remaining pencils, blue and white school uniform short sleeves, deflated balloons distributed by the school on Children's Day...

It's all from Zeng Yu's childhood.

"I didn't want to ask you for anything."

Zeng Ming changed his expression just now, held those things in his hands, and said in a low voice: "Someone found me and said you were here, that you were doing well, and that I could come and trouble you."

"But I don't think so. I just, just want to see you."

"You've been away for too long, and I haven't heard from you. He said you were here, so I just wanted to come over and take a look. I also want to bring you these things. They...are all your experiences. "

Zeng Yu frowned slightly, examining Zeng Ming's expression.This was a direction he hadn't thought of.

"I don't need it," Zeng Yu's voice was colder than before, "You don't need it either, it's fake."

Zeng Ming trembled and was eager to explain something. He wanted to apologize and wanted the child to forgive him for the bastard things he did back then, but Zeng Yu didn't give him a chance to speak.

"No matter what the purpose is, don't come to me again."

Zeng Yu didn't stay any longer, turned around, and stopped after walking a few steps.

"I still remember the adult footprint on the edge of the blood stain the morning she died. If you wish, I don't mind recalling carefully what you said outside the operating room when she accidentally overdosed on sleeping pills and entered the hospital."

Zeng Yu was not moved by his sudden warm gesture, but felt that it was more intimidating than asking him for money.

After finishing speaking, despite Zeng Ming standing there and calling him "Xiaoyu" several times, Zeng Yu left the quiet corner directly.

Zeng Ming stood there in a daze, and when he didn't pay attention, the thing in his hand fell to the ground.He quickly squatted down, picked up the pencil end and a small brooch and blew carefully.

As if exhausted, he sat directly on the ground.

What Zeng Yu remembered, he remembered more clearly.

Living with an emotionally unstable patient for a long time, not only Zeng Yu, but also Zeng Ming suffered.But he loves her, so he is willing to follow her, protect her, and coax her.

But it's been so long that it's hard for him to remember his daughter's cute and beautiful smile, and he almost forgot his wife's shy appearance.Her sudden hysteria also exhausted his mind a little bit.

So for the first time, he added sleeping pill powder to his wife's hot milk.When she was doing gastric lavage in the operating room, Zeng Ming was not as relaxed as he expected.

At that time, he murmured to himself in a low voice: "Maybe death is not a release."

Later, on the morning when he went to open the shop as usual, he turned back temporarily after leaving home, but saw his wife sitting on the kitchen floor.

She was holding the fruit knife she just bought at home in her right hand, and there was a long cut on her left wrist, and blood had flowed down to the ground.There were two poached eggs lying quietly in the pot, and a finished milk glass on the stove.

Zeng Ming didn't remember how long he stood beside her, and he didn't know if her heart was still beating at that time, but he only remembered his own heartbeat becoming more and more calm as he watched the area of ​​blood on the ground expand little by little.

After waking up, he hurriedly took off his shoes and walked out of the pool of blood, dragged a few footprints on the ground hastily, and left the house again.

Like never going back.

The author has something to say: 20 words without knowing it!This article is coming to an end soon, thanks to the little angels who accompanied me to reach 20 words~

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