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At the dinner table, both of them ate with their heads down, and no one spoke.

Liang Heng didn't pay much attention when ordering, and only realized when he was eating. In the past, when he was busy with work, he only ordered light food and fitness meals, but today he ordered braised lion head, stir-fried water spinach, roasted pork ribs with potatoes and Egg Seaweed Soup.

They were all ordered when he and Zeng Yu went to home cooking restaurants to eat together, and Zeng Yu liked them.Compared to dishes from famous chefs with exquisite presentation, Zeng Yu has always preferred home-cooked dishes that are more smoky.

Zeng Yu also found that all the food in front of him suited his taste.He even thought of the first meal he had with Liang Heng inappropriately at this moment.

He knew that it was Liang Heng's favorite restaurant near the school, and he also knew which dishes he often ordered.Some of them were mentioned by Liang Heng himself on the postcard, and more of them were discovered by him spying and investigating secretly like a dirty mouse.

The purpose at that time was to make him believe in the details that he was the person he had been in contact with through postcards all the time, but he also knew that he had such strong expectations and flattery in his heart that he couldn't ignore them.

To have a meal with him was originally his most extravagant wish.But it was also from that meal that Zeng Yu was sure that she wanted more.

Every dish on the table made the tree species called "expectation" in Zeng Yu's heart unable to help but nod its head out of the soil, and it also made him feel more guilty and at a loss.

He originally thought that he would meet a completely indifferent and unfamiliar Liang Heng.When she was still vaguely looking forward to the reunion, Zeng Yu had already made preparations to keep her posture to the minimum even if it wasn't for reconciliation if they saw each other again.

Because he was really wrong, he owed Liang Heng too much.

After the hospital farewell, Zeng Yu was actually a little happy.Because he felt that the more Liang Heng resisted the decision, the more it would prove that he still cared. It was better to hate than to forget.Even he himself finds this perception ridiculous.

But in fact, although Liang Heng has kept a distance from him several times, with impatience and rejection, he still conjures honey from nowhere when he is hypoglycemic, frowns and sends him to the hospital, and is patient. Help him ice pack and order food according to his preference.

Zeng Yu felt that his chest was squeezed by a large ball of cotton soaked in water so that there was no gap, it was wet and heavy, and he did not give him a chance to breathe.

Different from when she was planning Liang Heng's relationship step by step, now she has shown her ugliest side in front of him, Zeng Yu couldn't help worrying about gains and losses, and was in a dilemma.

Liang Heng is still such a good person.Although he was indifferent, he didn't pursue the past other than asking him what he wanted to do.

It's as if the page has been turned over, and there is really no need to trace the source.

Their past, which ended in a mess, was like a small stone that sank into the bottomless black sea that could swallow everything. After a little ripple, the wind and waves were calm.

All his inner thoughts, except for the "let's start over" that popped out suddenly, were blocked in his heart, and he couldn't say a word.

After finishing the meal in silence, Zeng Yu finished packing the lunch box with Liang Heng absent-mindedly and said to Liang Heng, "Thank you, it's getting late, I'll go back first."

During the meal, Liang Heng's mobile phone on the dining table turned on several times.Zeng Yu glimpsed that his mother had been calling, but Liang Heng didn't seem to notice.He felt that he was not fit to stay any longer.

"Maybe there are only a few words of thanks left between us." Liang Heng looked at this person who had been afraid to look at him, and heard the sound of rain on the glass window, he sighed silently, and then said: " There is an umbrella at the door."

Like a frightened kitten, Zeng Yu raised her head to look at him in a panic, then immediately lowered herself, and whispered, "Okay."

"Can I still come to see you in the future?" After feeling uneasy, Zeng Yu still asked.Although he knew that he would come no matter what answer he received, he just wanted to ask and made no secret of his temptation.

Zeng Yu has always been used to using gland stickers when going out, reuniting with the gland stickers that disappeared that afternoon was Zeng Yu's reaction when he was testing Liang Heng's marks.

Zeng Yu knew that Liang Heng would definitely not forgive him just like that, and the "restart" that he asked suddenly was actually a test of Liang Heng's current attitude.

Liang Heng could actually send Zeng Yu to the hospital and leave, but he still watched Zeng Yu wake up but continued to pretend to sleep for a while by the hospital bed.He wondered if Zeng Yu had nothing left to do when he saw him again after so many years.

If Liang Heng didn't want Zeng Yu to get close to his current life, he would have a way to get out even if Zeng Yu was already in the car when he was in the parking lot, but he still drove and brought Zeng Yu back.

Putting in front of Zeng Yu the memories and reality entangled in common topics and experiences, Liang Heng wanted to see what Zeng Yu thought about their past, their present and their future.

They met each other at chess and knew each other well, yet they were both tacit about each other's temptations.

Because they all know that just testing is not enough.

Liang Heng didn't answer, picked up the phone and left the dining table with a cold voice: "Please bring it to the door for me."

Carrying the trash and umbrella, Zeng Yu walked out of Liang Heng's house slowly, and closed the door gently again. The "click" sound when it was locked was weak, but it was very clear in the ears of the two.

Liang Heng walked to the window and looked at the small figure downstairs, holding his usual black umbrella, which shook slightly with unbalanced footsteps.

Even though they were far away, Liang Heng seemed to hear the sound of raindrops hitting the umbrella.

Few people went out in the rainy day. The thin figure walked slowly towards the gate of the community, but stopped in a pavilion in the atrium, and did not come out for a long time after entering.

Zeng Yu sat down in the gazebo, with the umbrella beside him dripping water dripping down, and soon a puddle of water gathered at his feet, which scattered around without any rules.

Liang Heng stared at the gazebo for a long time but did not see anyone coming out, shook his head to clear his messy thoughts, then turned and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Wherever I stay is none of my business.

A downpour forcefully suppressed the steaming summer heat, and after a few hours, the heat has slowly dissipated.A little bit of coolness in the rain and wind fills every corner, injecting a little comfort into the hearts of everyone who has been roasted for a long time.

Zeng Yu sat leaning on the bench, the former Liang Heng and Zeng Yu overlapped with the present, jumping back and forth in his mind.

In fact, a few years ago, Liang Heng used the details of the postcards they sent each other several times to test Zeng Yu quietly, but later he was completely convinced that Zeng Yu was the "Jingtang" who had been communicating with him through postcards. .

Because Zeng Yu knew Liang Heng's secret, the secret he personally told the person in the wheelchair who had suicidal thoughts by the lake.

When Liang Heng was 15 years old, when Liang Heng's parents were free, the family planned to go to the place where Liang's father and Liang's mother met for a few days.

Liang Heng was chatting and joking with his father along the way.But in fact, he knew that that simple trip was the only condition for Liang's father to agree to the separation.Liang Heng heard the quarrel unilaterally provoked by his mother in the study from behind the bookshelf in the corner.

"This lake is a bit out of the way, but it's pretty good at night." After dinner, Liang Heng, who had played a play with his parents for a day, sneaked out of the B&B to catch his breath, and wandered around to a relatively remote lake on the edge of the town. I saw there was another person there.

The person in the wheelchair turned his head and said gently to him, "I heard that you can see many stars in the lake at night."

The person not far away was hidden in the night, his face was unclear, his tone was relaxed, and he even smiled.However, Liang Heng noticed that his wheelchair was too close to the lake, and the clear moonlight in the lake was already very close at hand.

The man's thin hands rested casually on the armrests of the wheelchair, tapping lightly in a bored way.

"Unhappy?" Liang Heng pretended not to notice anything, and sat on the ground lazily.

This person seemed to be about the same age as Liang Heng, but he seemed to be in poor health. He also stayed in the homestay his parents had booked, and he went in and out by himself every day.

Liang Heng saw him from a distance a few times, sitting in a wheelchair in a daze, sometimes in the small garden full of flowers, sometimes under the big banyan tree at the door, and sometimes even in the corridor at the door of the room superior.

The man smiled and asked, "What do you think it feels like to live to the end?"

Liang Heng didn't answer the conversation, but found many topics to chat with him from all over the world. Seeing that he didn't have any resistance, he was very cooperative with his topic, and his expression was normal. Liang Heng felt that he might be thinking too much.

When the well-informed Liang Heng almost couldn't find anything to talk about, he stood up and was about to push the man's wheelchair back, "It's getting late, I'm done talking, go back and rest."

The person in the wheelchair nodded, and he asked the second question after being guided by Liang Heng: "Are you unhappy?"

Liang Heng paused, pushed him for a distance, stopped under a big tree by the lake, and then slowly said:

"Yeah, the hard-to-read scripture hit me on the head. It turned out that my mother used my dad's idiot as a painkiller. She didn't love her, and no one forced her, but she married for the so-called family benefit. She gave birth to me. After that, I don’t care about this marriage anymore. When I meet someone who is in love, I don’t dare to wash the mark, and when it hurts, I bring my sweetheart to my dad to appease the pheromone.”

After talking to the stranger in one breath, it seemed that the backlog of depression had dissipated, Liang Heng asked jokingly: "Who am I going to marry if you say they divorce?"

The person in the wheelchair didn't say anything to comfort him, but shook his head helplessly, and teased, "I think you must be able to support yourself."

"I think you're right."

Liang Heng laughed, his vigorous laughter hooked the hook in the dark night, and caught Zeng Yu who was covered in bruises in the bushes behind the tree.

"Speaking of pheromones, your sweet-scented osmanthus scented pheromones smell pretty good." Liang Heng thought his blocker was out of date, so the pheromone came out at this moment, and said, "Do you want a blocker?"

"No, I'm prone to allergies, there are in the room." Hearing what he said, Liang Heng gave up.It's not dangerous for them to go back together.

But Zeng Yu, who also smelled the sweetness of sweet-scented osmanthus, clearly heard the person in the wheelchair say in his heart in a voice as gentle as jade——

"Poor kid, he is still hiding after bleeding so much, try to cover up the smell of blood for him. I have to get the medicine box to check when I go back, and I don't know if he will still be here later."

It was the first time that Zeng Yu got a glimpse of Liang Heng's secret. Although it was unintentional, he didn't expect that the person who had been laughing and joking for the past few days and looked like an optimist would have such sadness hidden in his heart.

He has never experienced normal warm maternal love, but he also knows that such a mother is irresponsible.

That's why Zeng Yu pretended to faint and interrupted her chatter when she met Liang Heng's mother for the first time at S University and stopped Liang Heng aggressively, asking him to give up his medical studies and go abroad to study finance.

When being carried anxiously by Liang Heng to the school hospital, Zeng Yu lifted a corner of her calm and gentle mask for the first time, revealing a sly and slightly proud smile in his arms.

That was the first time they got so close, the heartbeat of the two people seemed to break through the shackles of the chest to embrace each other.

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