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After dinner and watching the night scene, Zeng Yu still hadn't figured out how to talk to Liang Heng about the topic he had prepared.

Liang Heng drove back with Zeng Yu, and handed Zeng Yu a pure black paper bag while waiting for the elevator in the building.

"What is this?" Zeng Yu asked.

Liang Heng entered the elevator first, and after Zeng Yu walked in, he raised his hand and pressed the elevator, but he didn't press the floor where Zeng Yu lived.

"A little thing."

Zeng Yu opened the mouth of the paper bag and saw a black velvet box inside.

It feels so familiar.

"KOP's earphones?" The packaging is similar to when Lu Zhouxing gave him the earphones before, except that Lu Zhouxing gave him a pair of white ones, and the velvet box was also white.

Zeng Yu thought for a while, "Are you jealous of Lu Zhouxing?"

Liang Heng didn't answer directly, but said: "It's a gift from my partner, I don't need it, I brought it back when I left the company."

It stands to reason that Zeng Yu should accept it as soon as it is good, but he thought of teasing Liang Heng a little bit.

"Mr. Liang always has a small six-figure item at hand. I'm afraid I won't be able to give the birthday present I prepared." Zeng Yu teased.

Liang Heng was not fooled, "You can also give it back to me, Ning Chuan seems to like it quite a bit."

Zeng Yu: ... All right, he's not that young man who lets others make fun of him.

After entering the door to change her shoes, Zeng Yu saw the lifelike fake surveillance camera that Li Xing pretended to be, and asked, "Why don't you take it down?"

"Whoever messes with it will deal with it." Liang Heng untied his tie and put it aside, moved his wrist again, and took off the watch on his wrist.

In fact, Liang Heng didn't regard this place as his home, so he didn't care much about what Li Xing set up and changed here, and he didn't bother to spend time playing with Li Xing.

Thinking of the apartment opposite, Zeng Yu subconsciously glanced in the direction of the door, and asked tentatively, "That's your home too?"

Liang Heng seemed to see through his mind at a glance, and said directly: "Want to go in?"

"It's not..."

"Not yet." Liang Heng interrupted him.

Over there are all Liang Heng's compromises and longings. He wants to let Zeng Yu know after the two get back together.

Zeng Yu knew enough now.

"What do you want to talk to me tonight?" Liang Heng poured two glasses of warm water, walked to the sofa with them, and sat down beside Zeng Yu.

Zeng Yu hesitated for a moment, then said, "Do you want to know how my foot hurt?"

Liang Heng felt a pang in his heart.

He didn't expect that Zeng Yu wanted to tell him this.

Zeng Yu was proud and stubborn in her bones.

Facing the sympathetic or taunting gazes that others cast on him when they saw his walking posture, Zeng Yu never changed his expression and took it calmly.

He has never blushed with anyone because of this, and when this topic is involved, the look of cowardice and avoidance has never appeared on his face.

Occasionally, I even make fun of it myself.

Just like when Zeng Yu and Liang Heng met for the first time in the classroom of S University, he once said: "It's just that my legs and feet are not very convenient. I may have to trouble you to walk slower with your long legs."

Liang Heng remembered what Zeng Yu said casually for many years.Every time I think about it, my heart hurts.

But Liang Heng also knew that Zeng Yu had always cared about it.Regarding his physical differences from ordinary people, he is not as calm as he appears on the surface.

So every time he watched Liang Heng and Li Xing play basketball in college, not only did he have admiration for Liang Heng, but also fleeting regret and envy in his eyes.He concealed it well, no one except Liang Heng found out.

After being taken to the race car by Liang Heng, sitting in the co-pilot and experiencing the thrill of heartbeat and adrenaline rush with Liang Heng, Zeng Yu also said a little desolately: "It's a pity that I won't be able to drive a car for the rest of my life."

He also never took off his socks in front of a second person.Even on the night they delivered each other, Zeng Yu never showed her wounds in front of Liang Heng.

That night, those glaring white socks filled Liang Heng's heart with sour liquid.

His child is so good, but he can't run and jump like ordinary people.

Liang Heng knew that the topic he was about to talk about would be very heavy.He turned off the bright lights in the living room, and only opened the curtains a little to let in the night outside the window.

Zeng Yu took a sip of warm water, put down the glass and slowly began to narrate.

That was when he was still young, and his memory is actually very vague.

But he still remembers the pain at that time.

Before Zeng Yu's adoptive parents brought him home, they had a daughter named Zeng Jie, who was very cute and cute.Zeng Yu is also a substitute for the adoptive mother who can't bear the pain of losing her daughter, and a support for the love of missing her daughter.

But the little girl left at the tender age of five.

Zeng Yu was more than 3 years old when he came to Zeng's house, and his adoptive mother kept dressing him in the clothes and shoes left by his daughter.Zeng Yu didn't understand anything when she was young, and she didn't think there was anything wrong.

Because those clothes with small flowers are much more comfortable than the cheap clothes on the adoptive parents.

But when Zeng Yu was six years old, the clothes left by Zeng Jie were no longer suitable for him, especially the shoes.

Zeng Yu was an Omega at birth, but he was also a boy.The shoes of many girls of the same age are a bit small for him, let alone Zeng Jie's shoes are not bigger until she is 5 years old.

That day, he was ridiculed by his friends for wearing a girl's flowered dress, and his feet were so painful from being squeezed. He even rubbed his heels and toes to blood when he walked. Zeng Yu couldn't help standing on the threshold of the house after taking off her shoes Sitting down and crying softly.

When the adoptive mother came home, she asked the reason, but because he mentioned those flowered clothes and shoes, and thought of his daughter who died young, he suddenly fell ill.Zeng Yu was too scared to cry anymore.

"My niece's shoes don't fit..." Zeng Mu murmured with tears streaming down her face, feeling a little helpless.

She looked around, and suddenly got up to pick up a stone in the open space not far from the door, and approached Zeng Yu behind her back.

With tears and a crazy smile on her face, she said nervously, "Don't cry, mommy will help you find a way..."

Then she hugged Zeng Yu in her arms, and coaxed little Zeng Yu to gently place her white but oozing red foot on the back of her foot.

Immediately afterwards, she reached out her hand to fix his calf, grabbed the stone that Zeng Yu used to build the house as a roof, and smashed it down.

One, two, three...

Until Zeng Yu's uncontrollable crying and shouting finally attracted the neighbor who couldn't hear him.

Later, Zeng Yu never built a small house with stones again.

He can no longer run and laugh in the street like other children.

Zeng Yu finished speaking calmly, but when she stopped, she also found that her face was cold.Liang Heng listened quietly all the time, and at some point he had already taken him into his arms.

Liang Heng gently wiped away his tears one by one, his heart was broken beyond measure.

He already knew the general idea when he heard the beginning of a sentence just now, and couldn't bear Zeng Yu to recall it any longer, so he asked Zeng Yu not to say it.

But Zeng Yu seemed to have fallen into that memory and couldn't wake up, and kept thinking and narrating to herself.

Zeng Yu didn't use any modifiers, but just finished speaking in a straightforward manner, as if talking about a trivial matter.

But when Liang Heng saw tears welling up in his eyes, he knew that after all these years, Zeng Yu was still in pain.

He knew that his adoptive mother didn't love him.So when he cried and his adoptive mother hugged him affectionately, little Zeng Yu might have been a little happy in her heart.But the later experience was something Zeng Yu would never forget in her life.

"Will it still hurt?" Liang Heng asked him warmly.

"Occasionally, it will happen when it rains heavily, or a little bit after walking for a long time." Zeng Yu slowly stopped her tears, nestling in Liang Heng's arms, it felt like getting a piece of honey.

"No wonder it is said that crying children have candy." Zeng Yu burrowed into his arms again, sniffing his scent greedily.

The pain in Liang Heng's heart was endless, and he held his hand tightly, "Tell me about the pain."

"We won't think about the uncomfortable things in the future, and don't tell me what you don't want to say."

Zeng Yu clearly knew that what Liang Heng wanted to hear the most was actually the reason why he had to leave.

Liang Heng never thought of asking Zeng Yu to poke her sore spot again in front of him, and tear off the scabbed affected part again.

Zeng Yu shook her head, "Liang Heng, I know almost everything about you from childhood to adulthood."

"I want you to know me too."

"I want you to know why I am what I am now. Why not something else, better and brighter. I may not be like that."

He is not a child raised in love.

The bottom line of ordinary people, such as morality and law, is actually nothing to him.The bottom line he agrees with now is only what Lin Chu, Lu Zhouxing, and Liang Heng don't want him to do.

Liang Heng was startled, and said, "I don't need you to look like anything else."

Zeng Yu smiled, as if she didn't bear the burden of the past, "But I hope I am like that."

"That's like you."

"It's a pity I can't learn it."

Even though Liang Heng has gone through some things and changed a lot, he is still a sunny person.He will always be bright and clean in his heart.

It's different from Zeng Yu.

In Zeng Yu's heart was buried blood and bones that would never disappear.Everything he saw, heard, and touched left its mark on him.

He can't wash it off.

Just like the bright red liquid that flowed from the crack of the door to Zeng Yu's bare feet in the morning when she woke up from a sweet dream.

After hearing his words, Liang Heng was a little flustered.He seemed to feel that something very important was slipping away from him.

He hurriedly grabbed Zeng Yu's hand, and asked anxiously, "What if I'm not? What if I'm not as good as you think..."

"Then I love you too." Zeng Yu didn't let him finish, "We can still be bad kids together."

I love everything about you.

"But you can't learn badly, but I can try to learn from you and become better."

Even if he thinks he is not good, Zeng Yu has the best in his heart.

Because Liang Heng is always the light, the light that Zeng Yu can't help but want to get close to and hold on to forever.

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