mark pain

When the kiss officially ended, Liang Heng's paranoia and impulsive reactions during the susceptible period had been controlled by him.Coupled with the effect of the drug, his mood calmed down a lot.

But Zeng Yu was very sad.

The susceptible period will magnify Alpha's emotions. Zeng Yu can clearly feel Liang Heng's care and love for her, and also understand his silent questioning and accumulated disappointment in this kiss.

Zeng Yu knew that Liang Heng actually had a lot to ask, and most wanted to ask him why he had to leave in the first place.But he only patiently and tolerantly gave Zeng Yu time, waiting for him to speak up.

The day Liang Heng left a lifelong mark on Zeng Yu's glands was supposed to be one of the most important and sweetest days between them.

But it was also on that day, after everything calmed down, Zeng Yu left Liang Heng's arms, slowly got dressed and sat on the dark blue single sofa, and told his Alpha calmly and decisively:

"Let's go here." After saying this, Zeng Yu burst into tears.

"Actually, I lied to you from the beginning to the end. Liang Heng, you are so smart and excellent, but you still obediently walked into my traps and fell in love with a despicable pervert."

"The sweet-scented osmanthus flavor pheromone you liked so much until just now and my mole of tears are actually stolen by me, and they are the stepping stones for me to get close to you. I am not the person in your memory."

"He is so kind, gentle and tolerant, confident and strong. What I learned in acting is only somewhat similar."

"Actually, apart from my lameness, I'm still a disabled Omega. I don't have pheromones, and I don't have a estrus period. Tonight I took medicine to force myself into estrus, just to try the feeling of being permanently marked."

True or false, he almost believed it himself.

"You are the best, so I chose you."

……

Zeng Yu also told Liang Heng a lot of love stories that he had carefully designed before.

Counting down the piles one by one, it was like a blunt knife going back and forth to carve bloody mottled wounds on the hearts of the two people in the room.

The more she talked, the more Zeng Yu became clear that Liang Heng's love was really calculated by him.

All the key nodes of their relationship were all done intentionally by him.

The acquaintance introduced by "seeing words like meeting", Liang Heng's heartbeat and possessiveness towards him, the gentle first kiss under the sun, the hand that he held after playing and joking, and the deepening affection for him when he had no choice but to say goodbye...

It is even a lifelong mark that can bind each other for a lifetime.

Zeng Yu knew that the more precious and pure the love Liang Heng gave him, the less worthy he would be if he was dark and despicable.

The person he loves is so smart, how can he be deceived for a lifetime, even if he is willing to act like Liang Heng loves for the rest of his life.

The more Liang Heng listened, the more he realized that even those moments of his inadvertent heartbeat may have already been deduced repeatedly by Zeng Yu.

What he fell in love with was the person Zeng Yu wanted him to fall in love with, not the real Zeng Yu.

Perhaps Zeng Yu's acting skills and design process are too perfect, he devoted himself wholeheartedly and delivered with all his heart, but in the end he was told that he fell in love with the script that Zeng Yu carefully wrote for him.

It was raining heavily outside the window.

Zeng Yu still remembered that Liang Heng turned off the dim bedside lamp when he was halfway through his speech.

After listening to him in silence, Liang Heng's dark eyes fell on Zeng Yu's face through the suffocating air.

He just asked him:

"I just want to know, from the beginning to the end, am I the only one who loves?"

The dull pain in his heart almost made it difficult for Zeng Yu to breathe. He did not answer this question, but forcibly ignored the pain in the gland and the residual reaction of the drug, and said as calmly as possible:

"I'm going back to country M tomorrow, let's break up."

Then Zeng Yu really left, leaving behind Liang Heng who was almost shattered by the facts, and also left Liang Heng with the most difficult and painful susceptibility period that he will never forget in his life.

In the past few days, Liang Heng was tied to the hospital bed with a restraint belt, recalling every detail of the relationship between him and Zeng Yu over and over again almost crazily, reviewing every word Zeng Yu said before leaving over and over again.

The last time Zeng Yu asked someone to investigate Liang Heng was also during his susceptible period.

He knew that the pain and torment he suffered during that susceptible period was actually enough for Liang Heng's psychological self-preservation mechanism to forever remember the blows he brought and the long-lasting wounds in his heart.

So Zeng Yu never expected the so-called forgiveness.

Even after the reunion, it was discovered that Liang Heng didn't hate him, even if they finally held hands again, and even hugged and kissed each other.

Zeng Yu rested her head on Liang Heng's shoulder, her tears fell silently and sank into Liang Heng's clothes.

"I know you're disappointed in me," he said softly.

To Zeng Yu, Liang Heng had no resentment, but was really disappointed.Zeng Yu has always known since she came back.

"You must really want to know why I had to leave in the first place, and maybe you also want to ask why I came back after I left."

"I came back because I miss you so much, every moment, I can't stand it."

Liang Heng listened silently, hugged the person in his arms tightly, and clenched his hands unconsciously.

"Part of the reason for leaving was because I was too bad." Zeng Yu lightly rubbed Liang Heng's neck, "The more I continued, the more I felt that I shouldn't possess you in such a complicated and dirty way."

"You will find out sooner or later. I don't dare to think about what will happen if things are revealed after I don't know how long. After you really fell in love with me as I wished, I struggle every day."

"While thinking that we must hide it well, only if we have no flaws can we always have such a good you and possess all your feelings."

"On the one hand, I secretly hope that you can see through everything, swing down the knife hanging above my head, and give me a death sentence."

Liang Heng moved his lips and wanted to say something, but he just held Zeng Yu's cold hand, silently giving him warmth and support.

"But at that time, reluctance and luck prevailed, and my fear and worry about things being revealed were deliberately ignored by me."

Zeng Yu's voice was already trembling, tears wet Liang Heng's shoulders.He didn't want to cry, but tears didn't listen to him.

"Until something happened, and the suppressed worries broke out. At that time, I was very useless...I couldn't bear it, so I took the knife off my head and gave myself a break."

I also stabbed you.

Zeng Yu was quiet for a while before she said vaguely: "But besides this, there are some other reasons, I, I..."

Distress was already filling his heart, Liang Heng sighed silently, held Zeng Yu's head away from his shoulder, took a tissue and slowly wiped away his tears.

"Good, don't want to."

Liang Heng suppressed the sadness and bitterness in his heart, and softly persuaded him.

"You're back. I'm not in a hurry to know everything, let's talk about it later."

Liang Heng could tell that Zeng Yu hadn't gotten away from the knife until now.Because of that departure, Zeng Yu also put a set of shackles and restraints called guilt on herself.

"Child, no matter how many of our experiences you have calculated." Liang Heng looked at him, his voice choked up.

"After knowing everything, after you came back, I said that the things you want, such as my love, are still here with me."

"It's still yours, and it will only be yours, waiting for you to come and take it."

"When I asked you that question back then, in fact, if you answered me directly and told me, I wasn't alone in the heartbeat, and I wasn't standing there alone." Liang Heng paused, took a light breath, and then continued:

"Actually, I will continue to love you."

Zeng Yu was stunned.

Liang Heng can still recall now, after listening to Zeng Yu's words, after his heart was full of knives, all he wanted was to continue to be with Zeng Yu.

As long as Zeng Yu really loves him.

Liang Heng never thought about whether this was humble or sad.

All he knew was that Zeng Yu was his lover.

Maybe the beginning and the process were not true, but he knew that Zeng Yu's love for him was only a lot more than he thought.

How could he not be able to read the eyes of love and dislike, the affection between real and pretended.

If only a well-designed plot can make two people love each other deeply, how can there be people who can't love each other in the world.Obviously, the only thing that can be exchanged for love is the same or even deeper love.

And even if Zeng Yu had counted so many, Liang Heng could still be sure that Zeng Yu was Jiang Tang, who had been sending postcards to him all along.

Long before Zeng Yu pretended to be another person and came up to him, he had already fallen in love with the person on the other side of the postcard.

At that time, when Zeng Yu said that the osmanthus pheromone was not his, Liang Heng of the medical school could of course think that he had injected it from his glands.

He also immediately remembered the one-month pheromone exposure test at the beginning of each semester of the Pheromone Research Department of S University.

Two semesters, two exams, at least 30 non-self pheromone injections.In addition, he would occasionally date Liang Heng with a faint smell of pheromone.

The glands of Alpha and Omega have a natural rejection reaction to non-self pheromones, and the degree of discomfort is no less than that of Omega's marked pain.

But even so, Zeng Yu still injected herself with pheromones.

How could Liang Heng not have imagined that behind these disguises was Zeng Yu's inferiority complex—he was very concerned about the fact that he was an Omega but had no pheromones.

Zeng Yu took the initiative to confess everything, probably because he is not a person with low self-esteem.On the contrary, he is proud and stubborn in his bones.

When others noticed his walking posture, Zeng Yu's eyes never averted.When many people in the department felt that he was just another empty vase, he worked silently and responded with the most outstanding professional achievements.

Only when Liang Heng was involved, his inferiority complex was fully pulled up.

He felt that he got Liang Heng by pretending and cheating, and that he got what he wanted by relying on other people's things. Inferiority and pride fought in his heart, and in the end both sides suffered.

It also crushed Zeng Yu.

How could Liang Heng not understand, and how could he not feel distressed.

But Zeng Yu didn't give Liang Heng a chance to love and protect him, nor gave Liang Heng a chance to forgive him, so she left.

He has been waiting for his lover to come back.

Liang Heng kissed Zeng Yu's eyes, "I know that's not why you left."

They all knew that Zeng Yu loved Liang Heng miserably.

So if there is no other reason, after he broke the boat and confessed everything, he should pursue Liang Heng again and work hard for a new start.

rather than waiting for a few years.

"You also know that I will be disappointed not because of these."

It's because you didn't give us any other possibilities after you said everything, and unilaterally chose the most difficult and painful path for the two of you.

Liang Heng felt that no matter what the problem was, they could solve it together, just like now.

But Zeng Yu ran away at that time, and she was not even willing to try other possibilities.

"So let's all expose those so-called deceptions and designs, shall we?"

Every word of Liang Heng fell on Zeng Yu's heart, turning into dense warmth and tenderness, patiently comforting his heavy guilt, self-blame and anxiety.

Zeng Yu couldn't speak a word.

"I won't blame you for those, nor will the past affect my attitude towards you now and in the future."

Liang Heng said softly: "Don't blame yourself for those things anymore, okay?"

"The child is very good. You keep blaming him. I will feel bad."

The author has something to say: Pick up and shake my cute little angels one by one, they will fall to the floor for collection and comment~

It’s been a long time since the transition chapter of the emotional line, if you think there’s something wrong with it here, you can talk about it (the mother’s filter is ten layers, I think this chapter is also sweet!)

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