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Liang Heng took another step, with a tired voice: "It's up to you where you live, I don't have time to play with you."

"Zeng Yu, I don't believe you anymore."

These words went back and forth in Zeng Yu's heart with a barb, as if someone had pierced through a fragile heart with a handful of thorns and then pulled it out dipped in flesh and blood. What was brought out was that he and Liang Heng didn't want to mention it. past.

"Well, I know." Zeng Yu's voice was muffled, "I will try my best."

Your trust is as precious and pleasing as your person, worthy of the best in the world.I happen to be the worst one in this world for you, but I will spread out all of me, the good and the bad, let the warm sun examine and check, and it is up to you to choose.

"Are you trying as hard as you did when you carefully lied to me?" Liang Heng said casually, taking off his suit jacket and putting it on his arms, as if he didn't care about anything, "Zeng Yu, are you going to mess up someone's life again and leave? "

"I'm not the Liang Heng I was when I was 21, so it doesn't make sense to say it again."

Zeng Yu nodded, "I'm not who I was back then, I won't be so bad and fake anymore."

"Well, we'll wait and see." Liang Heng got into the car first, and after Zeng Yu, the co-pilot, fastened his seat belt, he drove home without saying a word.

When the elevator stopped on the 20th floor, Zeng Yu took the initiative to go out, and blocked the elevator door, looking at Liang Heng with bright eyes: "Good night."

Liang Heng only nodded to indicate that he heard it, but did not respond to him.Zeng Yu didn't feel disappointed, she withdrew her hand and watched the elevator door close, and waited for the elevator to stop on the 26th floor before turning around and walking to her new residence.

The candy store upstairs used to be home for Zeng Yu.

Because when he came back, he only planned to find a place to open a store that he had dreamed of since he was a child, and then find a place where he could put his memories and spend his whole life.When he settled there, he carefully arranged it as a place where he would stay for the rest of his life.

But after meeting Liang Heng, Zeng Yu knew that she couldn't do it.You can't just look and listen, but you can't keep that person's loving arms and eyes for yourself.

Knowing that the candy she wanted the most was not far away, Zeng Yu couldn't help but want to tiptoe, reach out, and possess it just like when she was a child.

If he hadn't tasted it, he probably wouldn't even have delusions.But he had it before, so for Zeng Yu now, it was just a delusion, not enough.

So the suite on the 20th floor was just a residence for Zeng Yu.

If he fails, he's back in his little corner of the candy store.If he succeeds, the place where Liang Heng is is the only home he wants to live in.

Zeng Yu checked the time, guessing that Liang Heng should have finished washing, then picked up the phone and dialed his number.

The first call, no one answered until the automatic hang up.Zeng Yu seemed to have been prepared for a long time, and continued to make the second and third calls.

I don't know if it was a tacit understanding, but Zeng Yu knew that Liang Heng would pick it up this time, so he really did.

Liang Heng's breathing came into Zeng Yu's ears through the earphones, it was close and real, as if he was pressing it against her ears.

Zeng Yu listened fascinatedly for a few minutes before she asked, "Are you asleep?"

Liang Heng didn't answer, nor did he hang up the phone.

"I want to talk to you, you can just listen to me." Zeng Yu turned the temperature of the air conditioner to a very low level, and then wrapped herself in the blanket, "I have to introduce myself first."

"Lu Zhouxing is my brother's lover. My brother's name is Lin Chu, and he passed away a few months ago." Zeng Yu said calmly.

Liang Heng had been sitting on the bay window since he went upstairs, as if he had thought about everything, but at the same time he seemed to be thinking about nothing.Hearing this sentence, the hand holding the phone tightened, and there was a "hmm".

"We are twins. He said that our family is in country M, and our mother is a beautiful and talented painter. But I was separated from them when I was very young. When my mother took us back to China, I was stolen and sold. Lost."

Zeng Yu paused for a long time. Although she had organized her words, she still didn't seem to know how to really say it.Liang Heng also waited quietly.

"By the lake, the person you met in a wheelchair with sweet-scented osmanthus pheromone was actually my brother. Lu Zhouxing investigated my whereabouts, so my brother went to that town to look for me. But at that time Actually, I didn’t even know that I had an older brother. I just knew from a young age that I was not my own.”

"At that time, I hid in the bushes behind and overheard your conversation, and... I also knew the secret you told him."

"It was also that night that he recognized me. Not long after you left, he also took me back to country M. I stayed close to you on purpose until my sophomore year when I returned to my country."

Zeng Yu fell silent again. While hesitating, he saw the post-it note he brought here again, which read:

[don't cheat]

[do not design]

[To love him cleanly]

Zeng Yu exhaled softly, lay on the bed with her eyes closed, and asked, "Liang Heng, do you still remember? In that canteen in the corner of the town, you bought me a piece of ginger candy and a bottle of AD calcium." And a custard pie."

For Liang Heng's family background, these three snacks are very inconspicuous and not on the table. They are the beginning of the intersection between Zeng Yu and Liang Heng, and also the source of Zeng Yu's greed.For Zeng Yu at that time, they were clearly synonymous with warmth and kindness.

In the years after he left him, these three things were like poison to Zeng Yu, which made him addicted.

He ate candy every day, and the pockets of his hospital gown were full of old-fashioned ginger candies that he asked Lu Zhouxing to help him find someone to buy from China.The most abnormal thing to overeat is AD calcium and egg yolk pie.

Zeng Yu heard Liang Heng's breathing became heavier in the earphones, and he smiled lightly, as if he remembered the satisfaction of tasting sweetness when he was a teenager: "It's okay if you don't remember, the scene of the encounter is not so sweet. Beautiful. But thanks anyway, it was the best thing I've ever eaten."

"I'm almost done with my self-introduction. Let's go here first. Go to bed early, good night." After speaking, Zeng Yu hung up the phone and pulled the quilt to cover her tearful face.

Obviously what he recalled was a beautiful scene, but he couldn't hold back his tears no matter what.

In fact, there are still many things he didn't say, and those are the reasons why Zeng Yu is such a rotten person.

But Zeng Yu couldn't continue.During the ten years of growing up in a small town, apart from Liang Heng and Lin Chu, he could only recall pain.And blood, "mother's", his.

It hurts so much.

The phone had already been hung up, but Liang Heng was still in the posture of answering the phone.Liang Heng knew about the years that Zeng Yu had said in a few words, and there were still many details that he did not explain.But what he said was enough for Liang Heng to think about it for a long time.

Liang Heng looked at the night view of the city, his eyes flashed with confusion and confusion, and then he began to search in the corner of his memory.

That year the family went to the small town for a few weeks, and Liang Heng was tired of acting in front of his parents every day, so he would wander around aimlessly.He did seem to remember meeting a boy once.

Being beaten by a drunk adult man at the entrance of a canteen.

Liang Heng rushed up to save him, only to realize that it was his father who beat him.The man snatched a handful of change from Zeng Yu's hand and walked away in a vain manner.Liang Heng helped Zeng Yu into the canteen, seeing that no one in the store knew that the owner was his father, and he was responsible for watching the store every day to make money.

His own family affairs were in a mess, and Liang Heng had nothing to say to him except "if you can't protect yourself, remember to call the police".

Liang Heng saw that all the drawers in the shop had been emptied, and there were only a few coins left, and he intuitively felt that the boy in front of him, who was obedient to his father's abuse, but with a stubborn face, would not accept alms, so he asked him: "What is there?" Want something to eat? I invite you."

Liang Heng still remembered that the boy raised his bruised and swollen face and stared at him for a long time before he took a candy, some snacks and something to drink from the counter at hand.Liang Heng asked the price, paid the money, bought some beer and left.

Liang Heng's memory is actually very good, but after so many years, and having met Zeng Yu countless times, he never thought of that boy.

It may be because Zeng Yu's face was injured that day, and although he went to that canteen to buy beer several times later, he was immersed in his own thoughts and didn't pay much attention to the appearance of the thin boy.

Now that the memories are over, Liang Heng can't remember what that person looks like.

It may also be because what happened to that boy was too insignificant to Liang Heng who accidentally passed by his world of pain.At that time, he was actually very selfish, and all he pretended was his parents' seemingly incompatible marriage and crumbling family.

If it wasn't for the fact that in that small town, the sensible and obedient Liang Heng drank alcohol behind his parents' back for the first time, and a memory line was buried in his memory, he might not be able to remember what Zeng Yu said tonight.

Zeng Yu, who is generous and confident in front of others, seems to have a reason for her timidity and avoidance of occasionally revealing her tracks in front of Liang Heng.

The him who thought that these differences in front of him could prove that Zeng Yu loved him was an out-and-out jerk.

Liang Heng thought so.

The author has something to say: eat candy in the next chapter!

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