steal cat's fish

"Can I ask you a question first?" After hesitating for a long time, Shi Lian still opened his mouth, because he also realized that Yu Tang was really his only friend who could tell the truth, if he couldn't tell the truth to him, Then he can only hold back by himself in the future.

But how can a person like him who always finds someone to accompany him every time he breaks up in love, can keep things in his heart all the time.Anyway, sooner or later, he would have to talk about it, and now that he has said it, there are still many people who can help him make up his mind, so why not do it.

"You said."

"When did you first find out...that you like men?" After speaking, his voice became smaller and smaller until it became breathless, and he stared at Yu Tang cautiously, for fear of poking the other party's thunder. After all, he felt that many people would feel somewhat uncomfortable or offended when they heard this kind of question.

Seeing his cautious appearance, Yu Tang felt a little funny, after all, in his opinion, this question was not too much, let alone the person who asked it was Shi Lian.Just listening to the question he asked, he somewhat confirmed the original guess in his mind.

"It should be when I was in college. At that time, I had a good impression of someone. After I checked some information, I confirmed it." He said lightly, as if the information revealed in the words was insignificant to him, of course In fact, he doesn't care that much now.

But this matter sounded different to Shi Lian. He was a little sad, not because Yu Tang was hiding it from him at the time, but because the two grew up together, and they were in the same school all the way. school.But as the closest friend, he didn't notice this at all, and couldn't help but feel very guilty.

As far as his recent mood is concerned, he also knows how much people at this stage need understanding and company, but now he has asked Yu Tang to accompany him, but at that time Yu Tang planned to solve it by himself.

Even his helplessness during that time was not just because he found out that he was gay, but that he might have lost his love during that time. After all, he discovered his sexuality because he had a good impression of others at that time, and he It is very certain that Yu Tang has not talked about feelings with others in these years.

Yu Tang is a person who takes feelings very seriously. If he is really with someone, not to mention whether he will show it or not, at least he will not hide it from him. After all, the only friend he has a heart-to-heart with is Yu Tang. Why not be the same as him.

Besides, seeing how he interacted with that boy these days, he didn't even bother to mention the violent attacks he received every day.It's really falling in love, and it can't even be concealed.

Later, he remembered the two of them going to sea during the winter vacation. At that time, Yu Tang's overall condition was really not good. Could it be because of this incident?I still remember what Yu Tang said after they were rescued from disaster. He was indeed redeemed from that incident.After all, life is gone, so what qualifications do you have to think about what is missing? Living is more important than anything else.Moreover, at that time, besides love, he also had precious family and friendship.

"Why aren't you with that person?"

After Yu Tang was silent for a while, he thought for a while before answering his question: "Maybe it's the distance that creates beauty. When I got closer, I realized that the other party was not as good as I thought. In the end, we naturally didn't get together."

"Of course, you deserve the best." Shilian nodded.

Yu Tang smiled, and then asked him: "Okay, I have answered your question, is it your turn to talk about your business now?"

"I..." Shi Lian was speechless for a while, thinking of Yu Tang's experience, he took a deep breath, and after feeling courageous, he whispered, "I may be like you."

"You mean sexual orientation?"

Shilian nodded.

"Have you fallen in love with Xia Jing?"

"Cough, probably."

"Why do you want to be approximate?" Yu Tang frowned, and said with some disapproval: "Although I am in this situation, I know very well that this is not easy to follow. If you do something just out of doubt, Then I think you are not only delaying yourself but also delaying others."

Shi Lian was a little speechless by what he said, and opened his mouth to defend something, but he still didn't know what to say.

"Tell me first why you suspect that you are the same person. Xia Jing confessed to you?"

"No!" Shi Lian gave Yu Tang a strange look, and then explained, "Isn't there something wrong with me before? I found out later that I... would have a reaction when I saw Ah Jing's body, so I realized that I was It may be the same situation as you. And after I found out that something was wrong with me, I hid from you and didn't let him know. I was afraid that he would hate me. After all, I treat you like a brother, but you want to sleep with me or something , Everyone will be angry, I didn't expect that when he broke up with me, I still cherish him as a friend. "

Regarding what he said, Yu Tang simply couldn't say enough, as for Xia Jing's bright thoughts, he could tell at a glance, only you would think that the other party was a pure friendship.And the person who wants to sleep with the brother is obviously the other party, otherwise you don't want to think about how you can see the other party's body and be able to see the reaction.

Although he guessed the truth, Yu Tang couldn't explain more, after all he had no evidence.

"Maybe you are a double, after all, you were also interested in soft girls before."

"But the only thing I'm interested in now is him. I tried to masturbate to the poster of the goddess before, but it still failed." When he said this, he breathed out with indescribable disappointment.

Yu Tang's head was full of black lines, and he didn't want to imagine that scene at all.Just at this time, the videophone rang, and it was the guard who notified a visitor. He knew that it must be Dr. Liu, so he asked to let him in immediately.

After he finished the call, he saw Shi Lian's still expression, thought of Xia Jing's black belly, and felt a little sympathetic to him, so he could only continue to comfort him.

"I think you have confirmed that you like the other party with this appearance, and there is nothing to quibble about. But what you should worry about now is not that the other party may also like you, but you are avoiding him now, he A serving soldier who is on vacation, how much vacation time can you spend with you? When you think it over, you have to take the initiative. Maybe everyone will leave. Come to me when you regret it. I won’t take you in again. , after all, my boyfriend has eaten a lot of jealousy because of you living with me."

"That little boy still has the nerve to be jealous. What kind of friendship do we have? When I met you, he didn't know where he was!" Shi Lian exploded as soon as Lou Fang was mentioned, completely unable to restrain himself.

Yu Tang looked at him speechlessly: "Do you think this is the point?"

Shi Lian froze for a moment, thought about what he said just now, and then said "Ah" after a while, and patted his forehead with some annoyance, thinking that he understood what was the crux of the problem now.If he doesn't hurry up now, maybe this will be the last time he gets along with Xia Jing.

However, in such a deep pool, should he really drag another person into the water?

The author has something to say:

Recently, there is no way to update. I went to a place where I can’t access the Internet. I coded the text in my mobile phone, but the mobile phone update can’t copy the text. I can only save the manuscript first. When the time comes, I will find a place to go online and put it in the manuscript box.