same-sex repulsion 1

"Snowing..."

Still in class, the Chinese teacher in front of the podium took a lesson plan book and wrote explanations of classical Chinese words on the blackboard.There is a densely packed blackboard, and everyone copied it carefully in the notebook.

The disciplinary position was separated from Han Fangzhi, but he could still hear what the other party wanted to say in a low voice.

Snowing?

He turned his head and looked out the window. The snowflakes were not big, and they were falling from the sky one after another. It was indeed not easy to be seen.It has probably been snowing for a while, looking out from the window, a thin layer of snow has accumulated on some of the lower roofs outside, very white, but you can still see the color and appearance of the original roofs.

This should be the first snow this winter.

City A is in the north, and it snows every year. If it hadn't snowed for a while while they were sleeping the night before, today should be the first time it snowed.

First snow!

The back of the head was suddenly flicked lightly.

what?

Not at the same table.

The deskmate is a girl who is usually very quiet and doesn't talk much, so she definitely wouldn't do such a thing.

Who is that?

He blinked at the name that came to his mind, then looked away from the window to the blackboard.

As if there was no episode just now, he has been copying seriously.

But I was praying silently in my heart, and I didn't know whether I hoped for him or not.

When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, the Chinese teacher looked at the remaining densely packed substantive words in the lesson plan, and called the class representative, who was going to use a projector for everyone to copy during the self-study class.

Amidst the wailing, the Chinese teacher looked at everyone without any doubt, and then said: "get out of class is over, students who haven't finished copying continue to copy, and they have to wipe the blackboard before the next class."

At this time, Yan Ming, who had left the classroom at some point, opened the back door and looked at the discipline.

"Discipline, come to my office."

I probably heard the words of the Chinese teacher, "Students on duty and students who haven't finished copying, don't worry. The next class is my math class. If you haven't finished copying, I will give you time in class. Let's rest first.

It's not because I slipped away from class...

Discipline has always liked to go to the strict office opposite.Other boys, for the teacher they like, regardless of whether they are class representatives or not, they like to go to the office for a walk when they have nothing to do, to improve their presence.However, discipline is due to various reasons, and he has to be strictly told to ask him if there is something to do, or he will take the initiative to go before math class.

It's only a corridor away, so what are you always doing in the past.

Discipline always thinks this way, but he is complacent when Yan Ming calls him.

But, except this time.

He slipped away in class and was caught. He wanted to take the opportunity of copying classical Chinese after class and postpone it until the next class, and ran to Yan Ming after the "turmoil" subsided.

But Yan Ming refused to give him this chance.

Slowly closing the pen cap and closing the notebook, Discipline even put on a heavy winter school uniform jacket on purpose, but after thinking about it, he took it off.Walking to Yan Ming's office door, he knocked on the door.

"Teacher, I'm here."

"Come in."

Entering the office nervously, Discipline looked at Yan Ming who was sitting in the office chair with a blank expression.The other party was calm and breezy, and had nothing to do with the anger or blame that discipline imagined.

Hey, what does Yan Ming look like when he is angry?

Never seen it before.

Discipline is trying to imagine.

Presumably, a frown—standard for an angry expression, then what?

Can't figure it out.

Forget it, it's better not to see him angry.Yan Ming usually has a good temper and is friendly with others. Although he is not a mediocre and good-natured character, he must be very scary when he is angry.

I don't know what would make him angry.

"What are you thinking, why do you start to be in a daze as soon as you arrive at my place?"

The tone is still as relaxed and casual as usual, it seems that there is really nothing wrong.

Discipline, a well-behaved boy who never slipped out of class and was caught, quietly breathed a sigh of relief, but he still didn't put his heart back completely.

"Teacher, did you call me here?"

"Come here."

Yan Ming got up and changed the direction of his office chair, and moved the office chair of the second class teacher behind the desk next to him, and placed it next to his chair.

"Come on, sit here."

"what?"

let me sit down ? ?What are you doing? ? ?

"sit!"

The strict tone is beyond doubt.

Ok.

Discipline was at a loss, but he still sat down. He didn't know where he had prepared it. Yan Ming reached out and brought him a bag of opened cookies, which he liked to eat.

"Look out the window, it's snowing."

? !

Sure enough, he still didn't let me go!

I felt a sense of anticipation of something that was destined to happen, so I felt admiration for myself in my heart, but it was still accompanied by the fear of being caught by the teacher and the upcoming criticism.

A good student is as disciplined as he may be a little bit self-blame for slipping away from class, but he will never look back and forth as he is now.The reason why he cared so much about this matter was because Yan Ming found out that he was slipping away.After all, Yan Ming is his favorite teacher, and he still likes... man, he doesn't want to live up to any of Yan Ming's expectations of him.

Not at all.

I have never felt anything, liking someone is just wanting to show the most perfect state in front of him all the time, but I haven't figured it out before, and I don't have any consciousness of wanting to show myself in front of the person I like.Now that I have been in a daze, I feel that every day, in the class, facing Yan Ming's life, I can't really be joking, but it is indeed rather loose, and I can't be considered serious.

For every teacher, it is probably the most hopeful thing to see their students study hard and get good grades.

Is it too late to start performing well now?

"What are you thinking about?"

Yan Ming's words interrupted his thoughts.

"Look, it's snowing heavily."

The two of them are now sitting side by side, and when they look up, there are snowflakes flying outside the window.

In order to conceal his distraction, Discipline suddenly raised his eyes to look forward, and what caught his eyes were snowflakes flying in the sky.Not as small as when I was in Chinese class, the snowflakes are now very big - maybe they should be called snowflakes.

Really, it's snowing heavily.

Immersed in such a scene, he still came back to his senses.

"Teacher, won't you criticize me?"

"Ah? Criticize what?"

Discipline looked at Yan Ming seriously, trying to find some clues from his subtle expressions.

Unfortunately, he failed.

I have no choice but to say it myself.

"I slipped away from class and was discovered by the teacher."

"Oh, this one."

Yan Ming suddenly laughed, "You... oh, it's okay, it's just a slip-up in class, it's nothing."

He breathed slowly and calmly, and returned to his usual gentle appearance, but there was something else.

"At that time, I wasn't... How should I put it, I knew you wouldn't keep slipping away, and you wouldn't watch Xue to watch a class. It's just, it feels like you're like a child when you're watching Xue ... I don't think it's a good feeling."

Yan Ming looked at Discipline with softer eyes, as if he just remembered a bag of biscuits in his hand, he raised his hand, and then made the opening of the torn packaging bag wider.

"Come on, let's eat,"

I put one piece in my mouth, then took out another piece and handed it to Discipline's mouth.

A discipline that can be eaten by just tilting your head and opening your mouth.

Discipline's head moved subconsciously, then raised his hand, and took the piece of biscuit.

"Thank you, teacher."

Some mechanically turned their heads and smiled.

The heart is turbulent.

God!I almost took it with my mouth! ! !

It's all Han Fangzhi's fault!The old bastard!

After the old bastard student Han Fangzhi sneezed and went around borrowing toilet paper to wipe his nose, although he was at a loss and didn't know why the discipline and strictness still didn't show up after the pre-bell was called, he firmly said that he would not take the blame .

Probably when he was in the first year of high school, Han Fangzhi was dissatisfied with the discipline and pretended to be serious all day long, so he began to seduce him with the snacks that the other party loved.

I don't know why Han Fangzhi is so keen on feeding discipline, but occasionally he harassed him when he was doing problems.For Han Fangzhi's sake, he didn't care about the discipline, but in order to deal with the other party's harassment, he had no choice but to take the food with his hands.

Suddenly one day, Han Fangzhi walked to his study with snacks.

Discipline is busy fighting with derivative questions without raising his head.

"Don't be distracted, let me feed you, open your mouth."

His hands were writing quickly, Ji Ji's actions at this time were completely in accordance with the instructions from the outside world without thinking about it, and he ate it with his mouth open.

For the sake of convenience, the subsequent discipline acquiesced in Han Fangzhi's behavior.

But... if you really take it directly...

what--! ! !

This kind of action can only be realized between people in a very close relationship!

That would be great!

After all, he and Yan Ming... He felt that it was very difficult for two people to have a future. First of all, the obstacle in front of them, or what made it difficult to realize his expectations, was that Yan Ming might not like men.

The number of men who like men is not small, and the proportion in the crowd is still very small after all.Under such circumstances, if he said it rashly, he felt that Yan Ming would probably hate him—this is what he didn't want to see.

And even if two people are together, in the face of external resistance and unforeseen events in the future, two people may not be able to be together for a long time, so... In this case, such an intimate appearance, probably in this life. It can be realized.

He was a little frustrated, lowered his head in frustration, and was no longer in the mood to look at the snow.

If time could be turned back, in just a few tens of seconds, there should be...

"Another piece?"