same-sex repulsion 1

It's already winter, and the students have put on thick winter school uniforms one after another.The school uniform jacket is a cotton jacket, the material is average, but it is very large.Students who are a little fatter can become a big penguin in it. Even a well-proportioned body with discipline can't save this bloated school uniform.

Fortunately, this big coat still uses the blue and white color scheme of autumn school uniforms. The color between blue and dark blue is matched with white, which is still reasonable.

Usually, many girls, even boys, would change their school uniform trousers into those that fit the shape of their legs, but very few would change their school uniform tops, so no one would change their school uniform overcoats.

It was Monday again, and the discipline arrived in the class. First I took off my schoolbag, then my coat, and took out the papers to be done from the schoolbag.

During morning self-study, the class was very quiet.Some of the students couldn't get up in the morning, and those who didn't eat breakfast would secretly eat two bites of the food they brought.

"Discipline, come to my office."

Yan Ming opened the back door of the class and said something.

After Discipline heard it, he put down the pen in his hand, got up and went out.

"teacher?"

The door of the office was not closed, and the temperature in the class was too high due to the large number of people. In order to maintain the temperature, everyone did not open the door.The window of the strict office was completely open, so that the discipline who was only wearing an autumn school uniform felt the sudden cold and sneezed all of a sudden.

Yan Ming raised his head when he heard Discipline called, and covered his mouth with both hands when Discipline sneezed.Disciplined hands are large, with slender fingers, well-defined joints but not particularly prominent, coupled with fair skin, light blue blood vessels are clearly displayed on the back of the hand, giving it a slightly fragile beauty.Such a pair of hands almost covered most of the face, only the glasses and forehead were exposed, reminding Yan Ming of the appearance of the little squirrel with puffed cheeks for no reason, the kind of innocence that does not know the world, and the discipline that has begun to experience the world but is ignorant Although the appearances of understanding are different, they are all pure and lovely.It makes people feel so soft.How can there be such a person?How could it make him like this?

A child like him, even though he has a smart mind and quick reaction to understand the ways of the world, has heard of the dangers of human relationships in society.But they have not fully experienced the baptism of society, and they will always trust others unconsciously.

Just like now.

He could see the admiration and closeness in the other person's eyes that he didn't realize.There is no calculation and step by step, but persistence and courage to go forward.

Silly boy.

Yan Ming's eyes had softened unconsciously.

"Usually I haven't noticed it, so you are so afraid of the cold."

Discipline smiled embarrassedly, and then wanted to defend himself to save his image, "The main reason is that it is warmer in the class, and the windows here are still open, and the wind blows and it is irritated, so I sneezed."

He saw Yan Ming get up and close the window.

This man is still only wearing a shirt when everyone is wearing a slightly thicker sweater.A casual coat was draped over the back of the chair, which looked only a little thicker than the autumn school uniform.There is a windbreaker hanging on the coat rack at the door.He didn't have any thick coats that he thought were appropriate for the weather.

"Teacher, you are not afraid of the cold."

Yan Ming returned to his seat, "It's okay."

After thinking about it again, "Some are also afraid of the cold, but they are a little sleepy when they get up early in the morning. In order to keep awake, so..."

"That's it... Teacher," Discipline suddenly remembered his reason for coming.

"Is there anything I can take?"

"Well, yes, I almost forgot that there are two stacks of papers here, for our class and the second class, you will send them to the second class later, tell them the class representative, and you should remember. Only do the front, and the back There is a problem with the question, so I don’t want it, the first period of their class is math class, I want to use it.”

"Ah."

"I use a pencil to mark which one belongs to our class, you can take a look."

"Okay, then I'm leaving."

He turned to go out, Yu Guangyun went to another free desk.

This office was specially arranged for the convenience of the two math teachers in Class [-] and Class [-]. This is an office converted from an empty classroom, so there will be some space for putting down two desks.There are not many strict things, so even the office seems empty.The teacher in class two probably has no chance of coming back anytime soon, and the desk is still empty.In fact, this teacher was already sick when he moved to the office here, and he asked his classmates from class two to help him put his things in the cabinets equipped by each teacher.

So, it looks neat, but when you open the cabinet door, you will feel that it has become too messy to save.

When will Yan Ming be a substitute teacher... The teacher in my class is separated from other classes, even if it is only a small part, it is enough to make people feel uncomfortable, after all, Yan Ming is too good.

"When will the second class teacher come back..."

Some murmured dissatisfiedly, but never wanted to be heard clearly by Yan Ming.

He still carried the two stacks of papers on his back and left, closing the door quietly when he left.

What he didn't see was that Yan Ming smiled helplessly after he closed the door, then got up and opened the window.

"Eh, discipline,"

When get out of class was over, Cai Jiajia walked up to him, and saw that the disciplined deskmate probably had something to do and would not be back until a while.By the way, she took the position of the disciplined deskmate.

"what happened?"

Discipline is doing math problems, but he is not busy with calculations, but he has been drawing auxiliary lines to find ideas.

The two of them usually have a good personal relationship. Although they don't chat often, their friendship can last longer than just a few words.

Even if the discipline is thoughtful in everything, as a boy, there will always be unavoidable carelessness.As for love and love, she is a late bloomer, with a ignorant look.

Cai Jiajia can see many things clearly, but discipline is in it.

Always opaque.

"You went home with Teacher Yan last weekend."

"Eh?!"

Discipline was a little surprised, but it wasn't the kind of panic of being caught doing bad things, or being found out about things that were clearly hidden, but the simple feeling of being strange.

"How did you know?"

In the class, he was used to a deadpan look, so although he was a little surprised, he still had a calm face.

Hello!If you want to know something, you have to ask someone appropriately.

Even though Cai Jiajia understands that discipline is not as cold and strict as he usually shows, she dare not speak out her inner thoughts.

Forget it, just treat it as the price of my own troublesome mother-in-law.

Cai Jiajia rolled her eyes in her heart, and explained to the boy with probing and puzzled eyes in a good voice.

"I heard from them that they saw Mr. Yan roll down the window and told you to get in the car, and then you got in the car."

"Oh, that's it." Discipline is not ignorant of the world, it's just that sometimes you think a little less.He thanked him very solemnly: "Thank you very much for reminding me, but this is the first time Teacher Yan is walking with me."

"Hey," Cai Jiajia smiled, with a bit of a bad taste in it, "Ning is crying in the BMW, isn't he laughing on the back seat of the bicycle?"

"..." Discipline couldn't answer for a while,

He thought he probably understood the meaning of Cai Jiajia's words.

A little persistent, or stubbornly explained, "He is very good. In my heart... I probably understand, I know what I want to do."

Even if Cai Jiajia didn't say it so bluntly, at least half of the discipline was understood.He didn't know who he should talk to, and he didn't know how much he liked Yan Ming in his heart.He was afraid that Han Fangzhi would not accept this kind of thing, and if he said it rashly, he would face the risk of losing his best friend, and a boy who was more carefree than him would naturally not understand such delicate emotions so clearly.

He didn't have anyone to talk to, he didn't know if his mother could accept it, besides, she was too busy for the family, let alone his father...

When I can't find an outlet to confide in, everything is stuffy in my heart and I can't vent it. At this moment, Cai Jiajia is probably a good target.

He won't say much, he just wants to say something, and he wants someone to know...

"I probably know what I'm going to do. Now that I have made a decision, I will try my best to achieve it. But this kind of thing...by myself...I don't know anything about him, I don't know anything, Not to mention whether an ordinary person can easily accept it."

Teacher-student relationship, homosexuality... Most people would not accept any of them, but this time, he is even of these two natures.

He laughed at himself, not to mention that Yan Ming is so good, being a teacher can be regarded as Qu Cai, he knew that Yan Ming would stand at the top and look down on the world.He doesn't deserve to be pointed and poked in the spine.He also shouldn't talk about a relationship that is not visible and is not accepted by others.

I... am not worthy of him at all.

Cai Jiajia understood Yan Ming's words, but she made up her mind.

Class was about to start, and the disciplined deskmate also returned to class. Cai Jiajia stood up from her seat and looked at the discipline.

"You have to be confident and don't belittle yourself. Since you have an idea in your heart, do it. As long as you think clearly, no matter what the result is, you won't regret it."

Discipline nodded, "Yes."

"Then I'll go back first, you should think about it."

"Okay, you go back."

Discipline hesitated for a moment, and finally picked up the pen in his hand.I wrote and wrote and still have no idea.Unknowingly, he lost his mind, and the teacher walked into the classroom, and when everyone said hello, his deskmate secretly patted him before he came back to his senses.When I sat down again, I lowered my head to organize the papers, and saw the irregular lines on the straw paper, which were probably scribbles.

Probably...just now.