The Little Black House of Portable Space

After reading the answer, I didn't feel that anything had changed.It turned out that what Yingzi said yesterday was only Gu Tianming.It turned out that Yingzi called this name when he was most vulnerable.He should have seen that the atmosphere between the two of them was different. It turns out that a man and a man can really be together.But they are different from them, Gu Tianming is a person with a strong foundation of strength, he can ignore the pressure of his family and the pressure of society.He and Guan Bing don't even have a foothold, and they have to get pocket money from their parents every month. If they really decide to be together, it will still be a long, long way.

Let's talk about this now, in front of life, everything seems insignificant.

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, 90 dying

Ge Chenghui didn't know that after a few days, when he opened his eyes, it was no longer a clear world, but it seemed to be covered with a layer of veil, the voice drifted past his ears, and before he could distinguish clearly, it had already disappeared , he can no longer store memories.

"...conservative treatment with traditional Chinese medicine..."

"...can't guarantee a cure..."

"...we'll do our best..."

Ge Chenghui tried his best to remember the words that floated into his ears, wondering what they meant, "treatment?", "Chinese medicine?" Oh, it turned out that he was sick.I wanted to raise my hand, but why did it feel so heavy? I tried to open my mouth a few times, but all I heard was rustling.He can't speak because of his voice?It's about time.

Ge Chenghui lay down obediently, calmed down, closed his eyes, and ignored all the sounds from the outside world, all the lights, even if someone moved his body, he didn't respond. He was so tired, so exhausted, he just wanted to sleep Go down and never wake up.

But no, why not?

Hu Xiulan watched her wife's eyelids move, as if she was not sleeping well, looked back at her son who was asking about the doctor's progress, and secretly wiped away tears.

Why not?He has lived to such an old age, oh, he still has a wife, and a... son, his son.

At the beginning, I wanted to give my baby a prestigious name. I asked a lot of people, looked at the horoscope of the birth date, and read the fortune-telling from the face. In the end, no one liked it.The neighbor Kunzi said that he had brought an eagle from the mountain and was showing it off everywhere.

"Look, it's a real eagle. Look at that hooked beak, it's amazing! I watched it catch rabbits with my own eyes, that guy!" Kunzi patted the cage and poked the eagle's body with his fingers. .

The eagle unexpectedly pecked Kunzi's finger, good guy, when Kunzi took out his finger, it was bleeding. "That mouth pecks me! I want you to look good!" Pushing aside the bird cage, he grabbed the eagle with his big hand.

Kunzi looked around, took a stick, and was about to hit the eagle.Unexpectedly, the eagle, which was honest and immobile, suddenly became mad, flapped its wings, pecked at Kunzi's wrist, broke free, and scattered a few feathers.What a creature yearning for freedom an eagle is, this break free directly soars into the sky.

Ge Chenghui hugged his wife and son, watching the eagle fly farther and farther away.The chubby son in his arms stretched out both hands and waved at the eagle, as if greeting or saying goodbye.

Immediately after seeing it, Ge Chenghui named his son Ying, hoping that he could soar into the sky like an eagle.

Ge Chenghui clenched his hands tightly, and he began to sweat profusely.Even the eyeballs are moving much faster.The nutrient solution didn't give him more strength, and he couldn't wake up from the half-real dream.In the dream, he was still very young at that time.

A lot of things seem to be put into the memory storage drawer by myself, and only by opening one by one can I see the whole memory, although most of them are fragmented fragments.

"Wow wow wow wow..." The child's loud cries hurt his ears.

"Cry, cry, cry, cry all day long, have you fed him? Tell him not to cry anymore! My head is going to explode!" He covered his ears, threw the butt of the cigarette on the ground, and slammed step on it.Regardless of whether it was midnight outside, he went out.

"Hey, what are you doing out there? It's dark outside and the roads are not good!" Hu Xiulan hugged the child, trying to stop him.

"I won't go out, listen to this little bastard howling! He cries every day, why does he have so much water! He looks like a little girl, and he has no future when he grows up!" He ignored the woman, went out directly, and knocked on the door. superior.

He said that he was going out to wander, but he didn't dare to go far. It was not safe to have a woman and child left in the house, and besides, the current world was not peaceful.The land at home was flooded, and those who rented the land would not be able to pay any money this year.He didn't want his wages back, and he couldn't even get the money for the baby's milk powder!What a loser.Ge Chenghui took out the cigarette box again, and found that the cigarette box was already flat, squeezed it a few times, and threw it into the corner.I have to make money, I have to go to work quickly.The few guys didn't get paid, and they all planned to go home and farm the land to finish their work.But he is not reconciled, he has come out, the children and women are all supported by themselves, the family has little land, and there have been droughts and floods in recent years, relying on the land to eat, no matter what.

After being out for a while, it’s time to go back, the lights in the house are still on, lying in the warm quilt, talking to the woman to change the foreman, or find a factory.The culture is low, and I can't find a job that pays a lot of money.

"Or, I'll go out to find a job too, and the child will be brought to the neighbor's second aunt first, so..." Hu Xiulan wrapped the child in a quilt.

"Why are you joining in the fun? Do you need the breadwinner! Why are you yelling! Go to bed!" Ge Chenghui turned over, covered him with the quilt, and stopped talking.

How long ago did this happen, and I can't remember the age, but when I think about it now, I can still remember some words clearly, and the hardest and bitterest days lasted for a while.

They ate pickled vegetables and tofu, and the daily food expenses of the family did not exceed 15 yuan. They saved up and bought milk powder for their children. Instead of going to kindergarten, they went directly to elementary school. The children were smart. At that time, Ge Chenghui and his wife would have thought , In those hard days, the child stayed at home alone, alone, it would have such a big impact on his growth.

The child who was praised by everyone when he was young, grew up and became less talkative, and people didn't pay much attention to him. He hid in the house by himself, and when he was asked to go out to play, he still gave a scared expression.Children are timid, so Ge ​​Chenghui didn't think it was a problem.

How did Eagle become quiet and gloomy.

Ge Chenghui racked his brains, but he couldn't figure out what happened to the child?

"Dad, Dad?" There was a hoarse voice.who?What about calling me dad?Oh eagle bar.Why is the eagle here?This is... the hospital, Ying said that he took him to another hospital.I want to open my mouth to respond, but I can't say anything. Why is it so hard to open my eyes?What is it, what is this...

"Huhu—huhu—" When Ge Chenghui was in a state of confusion, he was panting heavily, as if he was short of oxygen, but the oxygen mask was clearly on his nose.

"Mom, I'll call the doctor!" Ge Ying ran out of the ward.

Hu Xiulan held her wife's hand tightly, and wiped the drool and saliva that flowed down her neck with a towel, "Old man, don't, don't leave, leave me...don't leave..."

Ge Chenghui seemed to have sensed it, and shook her hand back.There was a light in Hu Xiulan's eyes.

"I said it a long time ago, take good care of your own wife, don't be missed by others, you see you go to work during the day and have never returned home, she is the only one in the house, so she will be missed by others!" The worker smoked a cigarette, Click your mouth.

"Your mouth is so stinky, your daughter-in-law can't bear it, you should have put on the green hat!" Ge Chenghui sarcastically said.

"Who are you talking about wearing a cuckold? Who are you talking about! I'm trying to persuade you out of good intentions. You're not smart enough to bite people like a mad dog!" The worker stood up.He tossed off his overalls, rolled up his sleeves, and wanted to fight.

"You're the first to talk cheap!" Ge Chenghui also threw away his overalls and waved his fist.

The people next to them saw that the two were about to start a fight, so they stopped them quickly, and said a few words of persuasion. They fought in the factory and were found out by the workshop director. They were about to be fired, and they had worked together for several years. Now, I know it's not easy for everyone, so I persuaded the two of them not to be so aggressive, and the tone softened, and the matter passed like this.

"It's okay, it's okay, this is a normal reaction, mental tension, causing pseudo asphyxia, massage his muscles, let him relax, don't be so tense." The doctor took off the receiver, comforted the patient's family members, and told them by the way, It's near, just a few days.

Hu Xiulan covered her face, knelt down on the edge of the hospital bed, beat the ground, and said God, you don't have eyes, and God makes good people not live long.Ge Ying knelt down and hugged his mother, holding that thin body in his arms, "Mom, Mom, it's okay, I'm here, I'm here."

Ge Chenghui heard the sound of crying drifting into his ears, who was crying, it was so noisy, it was so late at night, and those who disturbed could not be at peace.

"You've got skills, fight with people! The principal called me directly!" Ge Chenghui slapped him across the face.

The son didn't even move a bit, his eyes were still dark, as if he had nothing wrong with him.

"You have been raised so much for nothing! Shame! What can you do if you don't go to school, tell me!" He grabbed his son by the collar and shook it. "I managed to earn money, and I give you school, but you use it to fight, right! The wings are hard, and I want to fly by myself!"

"Okay, you are not convinced, you think you are right!" Ge Chenghui became impatient, and after searching around, only the ashtray on the coffee table was good, "People raise their sons for themselves, and you want to piss you off Parents, right?"

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