Ma Ji's heartbeat suddenly rose to hundreds of digits. After taking a few deep breaths, he tried his best to suppress his emotions and asked lightly, "What do you want to talk about?"

Hu Yuelin was probably organizing his words, and after a few minutes of silence, he said, "Whether you choose a man or a woman, it is still a major event in your life, so it's better to be more cautious."

"..." Where did this remark come from?Ma Ji frowned and looked at him in a daze.

"Although I'm not old-fashioned, I also feel that it's better to be a partner only once in a lifetime. The two of you will live in harmony and grow old together." Hu Yuelin bowed his head and said, slowly giving the fishhook Bait.

The heart rate plummeted from 180 to 80, and Ma Ji stared at his side face, waiting for the next words.

Sure enough, after a while, Hu Yuelin thought about it and said: "The people you meet in the game are not so reliable after all. If you are in the same city, you can get to know each other for a long time, and there is nothing wrong with it; It’s too illusory to understand with the Internet, and it’s not easy to see clearly.”

Ma Ji finally understood, frowned and said, "I have nothing to do with him."

After putting on the bait, Hu Yuelin threw out the hook and stared quietly at the float: "I didn't point to him in particular, I just took him as an example."

"Even if we are not together, we can go to the same city in the future, and now we don't need a registered permanent residence. It doesn't matter if he comes to me or I go to his city." Ma Ji retorted.

Hu Yuelin frowned slightly and said: "Do you know him? How old is he? Study or work? What about work? Is the income high? How is the character? People you meet on the Internet, it's better to be cautious, don't fall into it with enthusiasm, I don’t even know it was sold.”

Ma Ji disagreed: "Why should I be sold by others, what if he is sold by me?"

"I'm just kindly reminding that there are not many bad people in this world, but there is nothing wrong with being cautious." Hu Yuelin paused and changed to a gentler tone, saying earnestly: "I'm not against you, but to see clearly, don't be deceived by others Yes. Money is something outside the body, but character must be good."

Ma Jihu flicked out the fishhook, and after a while he said angrily: "I have nothing to do with that person in the game. It was Luo Hui who sent me a short message today, because he saw that I was not happy, so he told me I'll chat casually, if you don't believe me, I can show you my phone."

"I said it, I didn't specify it, I just gave an example."

Ma Ji snorted, but didn't make a sound.

Hu Yuelin looked at him absent-mindedly, knowing that he didn't listen, sighed and said, "What do you want me to do? I have said what I should say, and I have done what I can..."

Ma Ji's heart moved, as if touched by something, he turned his head to search his face carefully.

Hu Yuelin rested his arms on his knees, held the fishing rod with both hands, stared at the distance, and frowned slightly showing helplessness.

As if grasping something, Ma Ji seemed to have a ray of light in his heart, and suddenly understood Hu Yuelin's emotions, he really liked me, but he refused to tell the truth!After hesitating for a few seconds, courage suddenly surged in my heart: Confession!Confession!It's now!Take this opportunity!

Ma Ji struggled back and forth for dozens of seconds, and finally said timidly: "Since you don't discriminate against the same sex, why don't you want to try it with me? Do you think I'm not good enough, or do you still think you can't accept me?"

After the words fell, Hu Yuelin didn't move for a long time, and then sighed after a long time: "You are too young, and you don't understand many things. Don't look at your confidence now. If you stay in reality for a long time, you will succumb to the pressure. Your business Have you told your parents? I don’t think your parents can easily accept it? Have you thought about the future? How long can you hold on? Will you succumb to reality in the future? There are too many problems, and you may not even think about it. "

Ma Ji hesitated for a few seconds and replied firmly: "I will convince my parents by myself. I believe they will accept me in the end. As for myself, I know what I am doing. I want to be with you because I like you." Together, it’s definitely not playing games.”

Hu Yuelin turned his head and glanced at him, shaking his head: "You think things are too simple, the reality is cruel, let's not talk about anything else, your parents will definitely have a difficult time, how are you going to convince them? If you can't convince them What should you do? Don’t forget that you are still studying, and you still have to rely on your parents to support you. Even if your parents accept it, if your friends and colleagues spurn you, how long can you persist on this road? Your personality is not Be strong, can you guarantee that you will always be able to resist?"

Ma Ji was silent for a while and said: "No amount of suffering can be overcome. Although I haven't thought about all the problems you mentioned, I can guarantee that I will never shrink back. People's happiness is in their own hands. Even if I am not happy on this road, it is my own choice!"

Hu Yuelin smiled helplessly, shook his head and sighed, his eyes were as gentle as looking at a mischievous and ignorant child: "Just by saying this to you, I know that you are still too naive and don't know what a desperate situation is. When I went to the United States, I was only 40 years old. At that time, a hot dog cost 2 dollars, and the cheapest hotel cost 40 dollars a night, not to mention thousands of dollars in tuition fees after 3 months... Difficulties are not something you can overcome with courage, or In that case, you are too young."

Ma Ji has always hated being called small by him. After hearing this, he didn't know the courage that was born there. He looked directly at him and said, "I am already a person who can think independently and have the ability to act. I have a sentence that I have never had a chance to say." , I like you, just like between men and women, I am serious, although I know you are straight, but I still want to ask you: Will you be my boyfriend?"

Hu Yuelin didn't move, nor did he turn his head, but he could feel the tense body and the rush of breath beside him, and he could even feel the tight lips and pale cheeks of the speaker through this subtle change.

Ma Ji stood quietly for a full 5 minutes, during this long 5 minutes, Hu Yuelin didn't move at all, he didn't even blink his eyes, and he said after a long while: "Why do I have to accept someone confessing? "

Sure enough, he was still rejected. Ma Ji smiled from the bottom of his heart, and looked at him seriously with slightly moist eyes: "Thank you for taking care of me all the time, whether it's games or... Anyway, I am very grateful to you. You once asked me to be a friend, Now I’m sorry to tell you that I can’t agree, because it’s too cruel for me to be friends after being rejected by the person I like, so let’s pretend that we don’t know each other. I won’t play the game anymore, you can keep that account Just play by yourself, you have the account password. I will delete the QQ number and phone number, if we meet again in the future, let’s pretend that the other party is a stranger.”

This time he gave up completely, Ma Ji returned to the room in a daze, and fell on the bed without taking off his shoes, thinking about sending a message to Luo Hui, telling him to come back soon.

Not long after, Luo Hui came back, followed by a desperate man with a stinky expression on his face.

As soon as Ma Ji saw him, he couldn't help it, and the tears that had been planned for a long time immediately dripped down: "I'm going to sleep in your room today."

Luo Hui had the best relationship with him among several roommates, because Luo Hui had a younger brother who was taken away by his divorced mother, so he always regarded Ma Ji as his own younger brother. A few pieces of paper said in the past: "Speak slowly, don't worry."

Ma Ji has always thought that crying is a motherly act, but at this moment he really feels sad, his heart hurts like being eaten by thousands of ants, and he shed tears silently for a while before stopping: "I finally put an end to myself." He talked about what happened just now intermittently.

Luo Hui hurriedly comforted: "That's fine, if you can't be a lover, don't be friends. You can sleep with me tonight, and I'll move everything for you."

Desperately asked a few words from the side, pondered for a while and said: "Then you sleep here first today, I will sleep over there, if possible, I will talk to him."

"No!" Ma Ji raised his head, and although there were still two tears on his face, his expression was firm: "Don't talk about it, don't go to sleep, I'll sleep on the floor." He tried his best to comfort him and ensured that he would not make mistakes. But Ma Ji just refused.

Because he lost interest, Luo Hui thoughtfully proposed to go back to Hangzhou. Naturally, several people had no objection. After breakfast, he took the initiative to sit in the passenger seat and talked to Hu Yuelin as usual.Hu Yuelin also had a calm expression, and only paused slightly when he saw Ma Ji's slightly swollen eyes.

Ma Ji turned his face to one side, watching the scenery silently, and was really tired of watching, so he took out his mobile phone to surf the Internet.

The journey went smoothly, and it was only 11 o'clock in the afternoon when we returned to Hangzhou. When Qi's mother saw them coming back, she busily prepared a table of delicious dishes.

Ma Ji locked himself in the room and didn't come out to eat lunch. He wanted to play the game, but suddenly remembered that he had given the account to Hu Yuelin. His heart felt like a knife, so he closed the game window.

When I liked that person in high school, I found out that the other person had a girlfriend, and then returned to normal after a moment of melancholy. Why is it so uncomfortable this time?Sitting in front of the computer, Ma Ji was in a daze, but two lines of tears could not stop falling down, and he could only cry so wantonly in his own room.

Well, cry one more time, even if it is a full stop, even if you cry again in the future, you will never leave a tear for him.

After a while, he raised his head, wiped away his tears with his sleeves, turned on the PPS with no expression on his face and began to download "Pirates of the Caribbean", getting up wherever he fell!

After returning to Hangzhou for three days, because Hu Yuelin didn't leave immediately, Ma Ji refused to leave the room because he didn't want to meet him, and settled three meals a day in his own room.Luo Hui was worried about him, so he visited him several times a day, and was relieved when he saw that he had no abnormal emotions.

At noon that day, Luo Hui knocked on the door with food as usual, met Ma Ji and complained: "Although it's very hot these days, you can't shut yourself in the room for 24 hours and turn on the air conditioner, or at night Shall I go out with you for a walk?"

Ma Ji looked at the food with a blank expression on his face: "I don't want to leave."

"What are you doing, why make yourself uncomfortable." Luo Hui looked at him and sighed: "Listen to me, eat and sleep now, and let's go out for a stroll later."

Ma Ji didn't speak, just bit the dish without chewing or swallowing, and looked at the bowl silently.

There was a sudden knock on the door, Luo Hui thought it was desperate, stood up and opened the door, and said loudly angrily: "I can't wait for a while..." Seeing Hu Yuelin, he was stunned for a moment: "Do you have anything to do?"

Hu Yuelin looked calm: "Thank you for your hospitality these few days, I think I should leave."

Ma Jiben had already started eating, but he froze when he heard this.

Hu Yuelin waited for a while, then asked quietly: "Don't you want to say safe journey to me?"

Luo Hui was a little angry: "You are too bad, how could you hurt him again and again!"

Ma Ji lowered his eyes, his fingers turning white.

Hu Yuelin stared at his back, paused for a moment, and said in a low voice, "Why did I hurt him when I refused, not him hurting me? Because he likes me and confessed to me, after being rejected, he is the one who suffers, and It's not me? Don't you think it's the person who is being confessed that is suffering the most?"

Luo Hui was taken aback, and said softly: "Actually, we all think you like him quite a bit, why did you reject him?"

"Being in love with an 18-year-old child, have you ever thought about the responsibility I bear? Do you think that I like you and you like me, so the two of you can live happily together in the future? Tell you, that is Fairy tale!" Hu Yuelin finished speaking quickly, paused, and slowed down his tone: "You all think that I hurt him now, but who can guarantee that he is not hurting me. I am 27 years old, but he is only 18 years old, 18 years old You can be irresponsible if you like someone today, like someone tomorrow, and then you can get away with being young and frivolous, but as for me, I am an adult, and I have to be responsible for my actions."

"I have experienced a ten-year relationship, and in the end it was just an apology, but who can guarantee that he will give me another apology after ten years. At that time, what should I do? Responsible to me? How many times can my life last for ten years?" Hu Yuelin said, his tone gradually became sharp: "Aside from these things, what will his parents do? All the blame will be pointed at me, because I am older than him, so I should take this responsibility. Although I have not had much contact with him, I still have some understanding of his character. He is definitely not a strong-willed person. If one day his parents firmly oppose it, he wants to back down. .What should I do then? Have you thought about it for me?"

"When judging something, don't just rely on your eyes, but use your brain." As he spoke, Hu Yuelin glanced at the two of them, and calmly opened the door to leave.

Luo Hui hurriedly stopped him: "Please wait!"

Ma Ji panicked, turned around and said loudly, "Stop!"

Hu Yuelin turned to look at him, Ma Ji rushed over and hugged his waist from behind, his voice was slightly choked: "I don't want you to go!"

Hu Yuelin paused: "Even if I only have a little affection for you, it's still far from liking you?"

"Yes!"

"Even if I might change my mind in the future, might I go back on my word?"

"Yes!"

"Even if one day no matter what others think of you, how can your parents object?"

"Yes!"

"Okay, I promise you."

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