The great god starts from the stallion

【Rebirth and Reunion】(Father and Son)

How many people can die and live again?Su Rong always felt that this was like a dream, and what he experienced was too fantastic.That day, he followed the red thread on his little finger and walked into the darkness. When he woke up, he found that he had come to a strange world and created a medical miracle. A group of doctors took him to observe every day, trying to find The reason for the resurrection from the dead.

After being able to get up, he took a closer look at his current face in the mirror, and he really felt very familiar. He seemed to have seen this man in a dream that day. The red line on his little finger was tightly intertwined with Si Yao's. The soul drifted in the air in a deep sleep and was pulled over.So, the current situation is that they exchanged souls?

Su Rong looked at the handsome man in the mirror and showed a wry smile. It doesn't matter whether he changed his body, got older, or lived in a strange world. He only hoped that his father's soul would also be in this world. .Without his father, he really can't find the meaning of life.

Back in the ward, the original owner's mother and several cousins ​​were there to help him pack his luggage.For these cousins, he really felt embarrassing. He didn't know how the original Su Rong could bear it. Every day, there were several women around him chattering and making noise, and they kept asking all kinds of inappropriate questions. , such as whether the chest cup has become larger or not.He doesn't have the memory of the original body, so he has to tense up and think before answering every sentence, which is really tiring.He really felt that if this continued, he might become phobia.

What made Su Rong more fortunate was that the original owner of the body didn't have a job, and seemed to make a living by writing.He and his group of cousins ​​live in the same community, which seems to be a house for compensation for demolition, so although they live alone, there are guests all day long.

After spending a few days getting to know the world a little bit, he started to get in touch with the profession of the original owner of the body, but was surprised to find that there was a literary website that was very popular with articles about love between men, and there was a special name - Danmei.The article written by the original owner of the body is very good, the storyline and characters are very good, but the structure is relatively small, and he is not very good at creating side plots and supporting roles, so the number of words in each article is very short.

With the idea of ​​making money to survive, Su Rong also tried to continue writing in this world, and the effect was not bad.It’s just that his writing is too long, and he can’t close it once he unfolds it, so he can’t finish it for several months. He can only rely on the benefits of the previous articles and the love and help of his cousins ​​to live.Although it is a bit hard and dull, although he still misses his father and thinks about insomnia every night, he is still living a fulfilling life, and coping with this world takes up most of his energy.

However, one day, a song broke Su Rong's peaceful life.It is an original song on the Internet. Many people in the author group are recommending this song. It is said that it is full of Tanmei dark sadomasochism style, but it is very touching.The song is called "The Imprisoned God", and the meaning of the lyrics is to imprison a certain person because of love, to create a world for him, to dominate each other and imprison each other's soul and each other's world.It's really sad, it sounds good, and it's also very hopeless, at least Su Rong thinks it's a reflection of herself.It was the singer who made him calm down, and that person was Su Jingwen.

Su Rong didn't know if it was a coincidence or if this Su Jingwen was his father. He couldn't suppress the extreme excitement in his heart, so he immediately registered an account with his real name, and then sent a text message to Su Jingwen: "Hi, my name is Su Jingwen." Rong, can I make a friend? I just traveled here from a place called the Democratic Republic of China, and I am not familiar with the place. If you would like to introduce this world, please tell me your mobile phone number."

Su Rong is not afraid of revealing her identity, because the world travel novels are already flooded.If this person is really the father, then he will definitely reply; if it is not the father, it is estimated that it will only be treated as a joke, and at most it will be thought that he has time-traveling paranoia.

Su Rong waited for three days for a reply. Although there was only a short string of numbers, he suddenly felt as if he had been waiting for a lifetime, and his heart was filled with ecstasy, sadness, excitement and grievance.He suppressed it for a while, then calmed down a little, and dialed the phone.

Almost as soon as the color bell rang, the phone was connected, and a man's slightly suppressed excited voice came from the opposite side: "Hello, is this Xiao Rong?"

His voice was young, pleasant, and unfamiliar, but his tone was full of familiarity that made Su Rong's heart ache.

"Father! Where are you?" Su Rong choked up and asked, unknowingly bursting into tears.He has been lost for too long, and he no longer even hopes for hope, but he never thought that there will be a day when they will meet again...

【Through the Years】(Su Xi)

Su Xi and Cheng Ziling are actually dating, but almost no one in the whole school knows.Everyone only knew that Cheng Ziling liked Su Xi, but no one thought that Su Xi would like Cheng Ziling. Their personalities and backgrounds were too different.Even Cheng Ziling himself found it unbelievable that he could be with Su Xi and still be so close.

High school students have a very tight time schedule. Cheng Ziling can only go to her secret apartment with Su Xi during the lunch break. Occasionally during holidays or when Su Xi’s home is not busy, Su Xi will call him for a tryst. .

Every time he kissed Su Xi's naked body, Cheng Ziling felt that he was as illusory and beautiful as in a dream, and only when the two of them were alone together could he feel the heat of Su Xi's emotion.The usual Su Xi is actually not too cold and alienated, but he just can't feel emotions, like a precision instrument, and even the curvature of his smile is like the result of calculations, without any trace of popularity.

Cheng Ziling actually felt from the very beginning that it was impossible for him to end up with Su Xi, and he was very pessimistic about this relationship.Although he never showed it, he always hoped that Su Xi could disclose their relationship, and sometimes even wanted to announce it himself.But this is just thinking about it, he doesn't have the guts to do it, he is most afraid that Su Xi will hate him and hate him, so everything can only be done according to Su Xi's wishes.

However, Cheng Ziling found out about the marriage between the Su family and the Lu family at an unexpected time.At that time, he and Su Xi had just finished having a good time.

"On Friday, I will get engaged to Lu Shen." When he said this, Su Xi was sitting on the edge of the bed with his back turned to get dressed.Her words were very flat, as if she was talking about the dishes for dinner today.

Cheng Ziling froze, his mind went blank.

Su Xi turned her head, as if she didn't see his reaction, she continued to say calmly, "So, let's break up."

"Su Xi..." Cheng Ziling tried his best to maintain his composure, but he didn't know that his eyes looked so cute and harmless like a little harmless beast, which made people feel pity in his heart.

Su Xi glanced at him lightly, with a slight rippling in her eyes, she lowered her head and kissed his lips, still as affectionate as usual, but it made Cheng Ziling's heart ache suddenly.

He really wanted her not to get engaged, wanted her not to break up, and wanted to ask her what she thought of him.However, he never felt that he had the right to ask for anything, and after going around for a long time, he still didn't say it out of his mouth.

Su Xi looked at him for a while, and finally smiled and left. They have been strangers since then.

Almost overnight, Su Xi changed. She no longer had a smile other than a sneer on her face, and she no longer got along well with her classmates. The only person she could talk to in the whole school was her excellent fiancé Lu state.Every time Cheng Ziling's eyes cast on her involuntarily, but would look away sadly the next moment.And Su Xi seemed to have traveled to another dimension. In the entire campus, her world was only Lu Shen.

Finally one day, when he saw the gloomy eyes of the beautiful junior again, Lu Shen couldn't stand it anymore, and protested to Su Xi: "Even if you use me as a cover, you don't have to do it so thoroughly! Look at the little boy It's so sad, it's not a good habit to start messing and give up."

"You care too much." Su Xi replied coldly, making it clear that he didn't want to say more, and didn't even bother to give him a look.

Lu Shen still felt depressed. He always felt that he was acting as a third party. Moreover, he was really curious why these two people suddenly had such a stalemate, so he continued to ask without giving up: "Such a beautiful student, even I can't bear it." Why are you so willing to abandon him?"

"It's really ugly, why did I abandon him?" Su Xi finally glanced at him, although his gaze was as cold as ice.

Lu Shen had long been used to her attitude, and retorted freely: "Isn't this called discarding?"

"He has been shrunk in his own shell, what can I do!" Su Xi frowned and poked a tree trunk beside him, his tone a little irritable, "I want a partner who can stand by my side, not a slave, he I'm tired of seeing this!"

"Pfft..." Lu Shen burst out laughing. He felt that Su Xi was like a crazy kitten scratching the tree trunk with its paws.

Su Xi glared at him coldly and asked, "Is this how I look like a ruler? Or is it scary?"

"Haha, I think I sympathize with you a little bit, but that little white rabbit is so pitiful!" Lu Shen supported another tree, laughing so hard that he couldn't straighten up.

"If he can't even put himself on an equal footing with me, then even if he doesn't separate now, he will separate one day sooner or later, and we may even hate each other." Su Xi poked the trunk fiercely, his tone slightly With a bit of stubbornness and regret, I don’t know whether I’m telling him or persuading myself, “It’s better to be hurt at this time than to be hurt later. If he really doesn’t take the initiative forever, that’s the only way to go.”

Lu Shen shook his head, a little helpless: "You are really cruel, but luckily I am not your lover."

"I don't think there is anything wrong with what I did." Su Xi emphasized seriously, although his eyes were a little uncertain, but more stubborn.

Lu Shen patted her on the head, and said in relief: "There is nothing wrong with it, but it is not very human. However, with your character, it is indeed not easy to pay so much attention to him and calculate so much."

Su Xi didn't speak any more, just turned his head and casually glanced at the lonely boy in the corridor of the classroom in the distance.

A long time later, when he attended Su Xi's wedding and saw the sweet match between the two, Lu Shen suddenly recalled this conversation that had been lost in time, and felt extremely moved.How many pairs of first loves in the world can still blossom and bear fruit after the passage of time?How many people will be so long-lasting and always guard the love of their youth?If Su Xi didn't know Cheng Ziling so well, if they hadn't been separated when they were young, I'm afraid there would be another ending.

【Looking up at the sun】(intoxicated)

A person will always lose something in his life, but the loss of intoxication was particularly heavy, which made him unable to bear it for many years.

When Shen Zui met Lan Mei for the first time, he had just joined the brokerage company, and he was stunned when he saw Lan Mei, and so was Lan Mei.That kind of feeling is like suddenly finding the part that has been missing in life, Shen Zui's heart throbbed involuntarily, and even faintly felt Lan Mei's feelings, almost the same as himself.It wasn't until later that Shen Zui and Lan Mei found out that they were twin brothers, but one went abroad with their father and the other with their mother.

Quite logically, they quickly fell in love, holding hands, hugging, kissing, making love, and fighting for power by force... They spent almost all their time after get off work getting along with their lovers, and they were inseparable even at work. Can't wait to blend into one.

They have been in love for several years without losing their enthusiasm. However, they gradually began to have differences and quarrels, mainly due to Lan Mei's desire for monopoly.Both Shen Zui and Lan Mei are very attractive people, Shen Zui is very reassuring towards Lan Mei, but Lan Mei is raised by a single mother, so she feels particularly insecure in this regard.Every time Shen Zui is alone, Shen Zui feels at ease with Lan Mei, but Lan Mei was raised by a single mother, so she feels particularly insecure in this respect.Every time Shen Zui got a little close to some admirers, Lan Mei would seduce them and then get rid of them.

After a few quarrels, Shen Zui became more and more indifferent, but Lan Mei still didn't let go of anyone he cared about.Shen Zui doesn't care about his desire for monopoly, but he can't tolerate his cheating, even if he can understand it in his heart, he can't forgive him.Therefore, during the last quarrel, no matter how much Lan Mei begged or regretted, he never softened his heart and was determined to sever the relationship.

However, in the blink of an eye, Shen Zui lost Lan Mei forever.It was a car accident, and Lan Mei lost his life on the spot, holding the peace gift for him in his hand.The scene at this moment became an eternal nightmare of intoxication, which made him feel sad and regretful every moment, and made him gradually lose his mind.

Occasionally when he was sober, Shen Zui found himself pretending to be Lan Mei in order to avoid the pain, and the other Shen Zui also forgot Lan Mei's death, and was still breaking with Lan Mei.He knew it was schizophrenia, but he had no interest in treatment, and if schizophrenia could save him from suffering, he would rather never be sober again.

For several years, Shen Zui has been indulging himself in this way to avoid pain until he met Lin Mo.At that time, he was still delirious and mistook Lin Mo, who was watching martial arts movies, for Lan Mei. He was very used to pulling Lan Mei away from martial arts movies at night, and then having sex.When he woke up, what should have happened had already happened, and the young man beside him was dumbfounded and cute.

Within a few months, Lin Mo discovered the state of intoxication.Shen Zui really thinks that Lin Mo is a very strange person, and he was obviously indifferent to him before, but after knowing this, he took care of him instead.However, with his presence, the time of intoxication and sobriety is getting longer and longer. Although the pain is still unbearable, I can feel the pain is slowly easing.Lin Mo's charm is very unique, even if he is very carefree and irresponsible, but when he is really nice to a person, it really seems to be able to bring sunshine and dispel the heavy haze.

What Shen Zui lacked was such redemption, so when he met Lin Mo, he didn't intend to let go.However, the intoxicated love was lost many years ago and has never been found, so I can only cherish him when I am sober and never leave him.There must be a day when time heals all pain and fades away all pain, and at that time he will find the heart to love someone again.

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