Assassination career from full level
Chapter 47 The Repressed Impulse
Jill turned over on the bed, and then sat up from the bed in a breakdown. Although he has reached the border of Yiyun Kingdom, he has found a comfortable hotel and can take a good rest, but——the one who has been standing still What happened to Riles at his door?What is he going to do?
Jill covered her forehead with her hands, feeling that not only was she getting older, but she even had some stomach pains. Riles had these strange problems in the first place. In addition to talking around the bush and making it difficult for people to figure out, there was another one that he liked to stand on. At the door of someone else's bedroom, and he didn't say anything, just stood like this, inexplicably frightening: "Rils, you can either come in honestly for me, or go back to the room now, don't I've been standing by the door."
"Jill's tone is still really harsh." Riles walked in with a smile, closed the door smoothly, ignored Jill's confused and helpless expression, walked to the table next to Jill's bed, and habitually opened the table with his right hand The stool below, but suddenly withdrew his hand like an electric shock. Jill looked at Riles, and naturally saw Riles' right hand. Although he was treated with medicine during the day, Riles didn't care much. wound, so that happens sometimes.
"Hold out your hand," Jill said.
Riles stretched out his hand in surprise, and put it on Gilpin's open hand. Jill untied the gauze on Riles' hand with ease. Although Riles was a smart child and reacted quickly, Katerina's The lightning did not directly hit Riles, but the speed of letting go of the sword was still a little slow. The fingers were burned by the lightning, and they looked better during the day, but nearly a day later, the whole hand was still red and swollen inevitably. , the finger part is even burnt black, and the red flesh exposed by the burned skin can be vaguely seen. It hurts just by looking at it. In fact, the burn is indeed a very painful injury. If it is a large area For burns, even painkillers are useless, not to mention that Jill does not have this kind of herbal medicine that can be used for anesthesia, but Riles has no expression on his face, and looks like he is fine.
"Aren't you in pain?" Jill looked up at Riles.
"It hurts, but it's not unbearable."
Jill began to sigh again. He didn't know if something had happened to Riles before, maybe he had been abused. In short, this child's tolerance for pain is far beyond ordinary people, although it is easier to concentrate on fighting if he can tolerate and ignore pain. Defeating the opponent, but Riles's feeling of pain has been weakened to a dangerous level. If it is not for a certain degree of wound, it is just a scratch or even a minor injury, Riles will not be aware of it at all.
"You shouldn't have provoked her, Riles, even if you fight her, it won't do you any good, it will only hurt you and delay your trip." Jill changed the medicine for Riles, and then rewrapped the gauze : "Now your hand is considered ruined. Although it is only a burn on the skin, even if it grows out in the future, it will affect the feel of your knife. Moreover, such a burn will make your fingers not so good-looking in the future. ...if only it were magic."
"Magic... So Jill still thinks magic is better?" Riles' tone sounded eccentric, and Jill guessed that he might have thought of something strange again.
"Don't think about anything." Jill sighed helplessly.
"I didn't think about anything." Riles looked away casually, and said awkwardly, "I just think that Jill has been away for less than three months, and the change is really big. Jill used to be dismissive of magic. Yes, it’s the same for magicians, like Katerina, Jill has already killed it, why not kill that Katarina now?”
"Why are you still struggling with this matter..."
"If I don't understand Jill's affairs, I won't be able to sleep." Riles said with a righteous face.
Jill smiled, and did not answer Riels' question directly: "What? You suspect that I am in love with the granddaughter of the assassination target? Do I think I am a character in some biographical legend? How could such a funny thing happen to me? on the body."
Rils was at a loss for words. Of course, when he saw Jill and Katrina's daggers at first, he thought they were just enemies, but Jill's behavior of letting Katrina go later made him feel panicked. Countless ideas instantly appeared in that little mind. For example, Jill fell in love with Katerina at first sight when he was assassinated. He was entangled in love and the sense of responsibility for the mission. In the end, he reluctantly killed Katerina's grandfather. Although Katerina Na hated Jill to the core, but Jill actually still had feelings for Katerina, and couldn't bear to do anything to her, and was even ready to die at the hands of her beloved—or something like that.
Jill and Riles are both assassins taught by the great mentor, and they stay together almost every day, so they understand that anyway, besides his mission, Riles likes reading novels most, and these plots are used badly in novels. The plot of Riles is even more memorized by heart, and he often deducts it from real life, which is one of the few shortcomings of Riles.
Thinking of this, Jill couldn't help laughing.
Probably guessing what Jill was thinking, Riles blushed and complained dissatisfiedly: "What's so funny..."
"You don't really grow up, Riles."
Jill laughed and reached out to touch Riles's head. Riles was stunned and looked up at Jill blankly. They have been on the road together for three or four days, and this is the first time Jill has smiled so much. Talking happily to Riles, Riles looked a little dazed, he suddenly reached out and took Jill's palm on his head, and then gently pressed it against his lips.
"Lears?"
Riles didn't answer, and even closed his eyes not to look at Jill's surprised eyes.
Riles knew from a young age that Jill was actually a very gentle person. Although he would kill the assassination target expressionlessly and coldly reprimand himself for not doing a good job, he was indeed a gentle person. people.
The profession of killer is only found in the human population, and even if several large-scale assassination organizations such as the Zion Society and the Blood Raiders are added, the number of killers will never exceed [-]. The chilling power, while daunting, is undoubtedly fascinating, and almost all killers will inevitably have a feeling of "I am special" after becoming a killer.
'I'm different from other humans', 'I'm a killer who accounts for less than one-thousandth of all human beings', of course, this feeling cannot be blamed, not just humans, no matter what kind of intelligent creature Everyone wants to be special, to become someone who is admired by others, to break away from ordinary life and become a hero that people admire, and this is most clearly reflected in these killer organizations of human beings. Almost all People will feel proud of their profession under the feeling of "I am special", thus alleviating their guilt about taking other people's lives. Inspired, he indulged in the cause of killing, and was even proud of it.
But Jill doesn't feel this way at all. It is no exaggeration to say that if the killer of the Zion Society is already a special person, then Jill, whose ability stands at the apex of the entire Zion Society, is undoubtedly "special among the special". He is not happy about taking other people's lives, let alone proud of it, he just hates it, until now he is numb.
But Riles is completely the opposite of Jill. He and Ingram actually have some similarities. He doesn't have any special feelings about killing these people of his own kind, but Ingram kills people passively. So he killed these people, or in other words, he didn't regard these human beings who were the same as himself as the same people as himself, and Rils killed people because he wanted to kill people, and he knew that the people in front of him were equal to himself. In the case of humans of the same status, people who still want to take their lives, or rather, want to kill them precisely because they are human.
Riles is such a human being, hurting the same kind is the nature flowing in his blood, like the primitive impulse of wanting to eat and sleep, so when Jill saw him for the first time, he knew that he was the most suitable to be killer man.
But Riles didn't become the person Jill thought he was, at least he didn't immerse himself in the blood of the dead, and he didn't do anything to desecrate the corpse. Although Jill was a little surprised, he thought that Lil The murderous nature of Stanley is the sequelae of his unreliable ten crown system, and Riles did not become a bloodthirsty killer as he thought, Jill didn't think much about it, and only blamed himself That strange intuition had gone awry.
But probably only Rils understands that the reason why he didn't become that kind of person is not because Jill's intuition is wrong, he does have this kind of impulse to hurt the same kind, but Rils yearns for Jill, he wants to be For a person like Jill, he suppressed his impulses. The existence of Riles is the result of yearning for Jill and suppressing himself. Because Jill is still here.
If Jill was gone, Riles would be gone, and what lived in that shell was just a murderer wearing a Riles shell. No matter who he was, he was definitely no longer Riles.
Riles' warm breath hit the back of Jill's hand, Jill finally couldn't help frowning, and he said again: "Liles?"
"Jill...will Jill be with me forever?"
"what?"
Jill stared blankly at Riles, but couldn't help but think in her heart—why do all the kids these days like to ask this question?It seems that Ingram also asked... What is the meaning of this question?Of course, it is impossible for one person to be with another person forever. Only lovers who are in love with hot-headed and confused logic will make such vows as I will be with you forever.
Of course, as usual, Jill felt much older again.
Jill covered her forehead with her hands, feeling that not only was she getting older, but she even had some stomach pains. Riles had these strange problems in the first place. In addition to talking around the bush and making it difficult for people to figure out, there was another one that he liked to stand on. At the door of someone else's bedroom, and he didn't say anything, just stood like this, inexplicably frightening: "Rils, you can either come in honestly for me, or go back to the room now, don't I've been standing by the door."
"Jill's tone is still really harsh." Riles walked in with a smile, closed the door smoothly, ignored Jill's confused and helpless expression, walked to the table next to Jill's bed, and habitually opened the table with his right hand The stool below, but suddenly withdrew his hand like an electric shock. Jill looked at Riles, and naturally saw Riles' right hand. Although he was treated with medicine during the day, Riles didn't care much. wound, so that happens sometimes.
"Hold out your hand," Jill said.
Riles stretched out his hand in surprise, and put it on Gilpin's open hand. Jill untied the gauze on Riles' hand with ease. Although Riles was a smart child and reacted quickly, Katerina's The lightning did not directly hit Riles, but the speed of letting go of the sword was still a little slow. The fingers were burned by the lightning, and they looked better during the day, but nearly a day later, the whole hand was still red and swollen inevitably. , the finger part is even burnt black, and the red flesh exposed by the burned skin can be vaguely seen. It hurts just by looking at it. In fact, the burn is indeed a very painful injury. If it is a large area For burns, even painkillers are useless, not to mention that Jill does not have this kind of herbal medicine that can be used for anesthesia, but Riles has no expression on his face, and looks like he is fine.
"Aren't you in pain?" Jill looked up at Riles.
"It hurts, but it's not unbearable."
Jill began to sigh again. He didn't know if something had happened to Riles before, maybe he had been abused. In short, this child's tolerance for pain is far beyond ordinary people, although it is easier to concentrate on fighting if he can tolerate and ignore pain. Defeating the opponent, but Riles's feeling of pain has been weakened to a dangerous level. If it is not for a certain degree of wound, it is just a scratch or even a minor injury, Riles will not be aware of it at all.
"You shouldn't have provoked her, Riles, even if you fight her, it won't do you any good, it will only hurt you and delay your trip." Jill changed the medicine for Riles, and then rewrapped the gauze : "Now your hand is considered ruined. Although it is only a burn on the skin, even if it grows out in the future, it will affect the feel of your knife. Moreover, such a burn will make your fingers not so good-looking in the future. ...if only it were magic."
"Magic... So Jill still thinks magic is better?" Riles' tone sounded eccentric, and Jill guessed that he might have thought of something strange again.
"Don't think about anything." Jill sighed helplessly.
"I didn't think about anything." Riles looked away casually, and said awkwardly, "I just think that Jill has been away for less than three months, and the change is really big. Jill used to be dismissive of magic. Yes, it’s the same for magicians, like Katerina, Jill has already killed it, why not kill that Katarina now?”
"Why are you still struggling with this matter..."
"If I don't understand Jill's affairs, I won't be able to sleep." Riles said with a righteous face.
Jill smiled, and did not answer Riels' question directly: "What? You suspect that I am in love with the granddaughter of the assassination target? Do I think I am a character in some biographical legend? How could such a funny thing happen to me? on the body."
Rils was at a loss for words. Of course, when he saw Jill and Katrina's daggers at first, he thought they were just enemies, but Jill's behavior of letting Katrina go later made him feel panicked. Countless ideas instantly appeared in that little mind. For example, Jill fell in love with Katerina at first sight when he was assassinated. He was entangled in love and the sense of responsibility for the mission. In the end, he reluctantly killed Katerina's grandfather. Although Katerina Na hated Jill to the core, but Jill actually still had feelings for Katerina, and couldn't bear to do anything to her, and was even ready to die at the hands of her beloved—or something like that.
Jill and Riles are both assassins taught by the great mentor, and they stay together almost every day, so they understand that anyway, besides his mission, Riles likes reading novels most, and these plots are used badly in novels. The plot of Riles is even more memorized by heart, and he often deducts it from real life, which is one of the few shortcomings of Riles.
Thinking of this, Jill couldn't help laughing.
Probably guessing what Jill was thinking, Riles blushed and complained dissatisfiedly: "What's so funny..."
"You don't really grow up, Riles."
Jill laughed and reached out to touch Riles's head. Riles was stunned and looked up at Jill blankly. They have been on the road together for three or four days, and this is the first time Jill has smiled so much. Talking happily to Riles, Riles looked a little dazed, he suddenly reached out and took Jill's palm on his head, and then gently pressed it against his lips.
"Lears?"
Riles didn't answer, and even closed his eyes not to look at Jill's surprised eyes.
Riles knew from a young age that Jill was actually a very gentle person. Although he would kill the assassination target expressionlessly and coldly reprimand himself for not doing a good job, he was indeed a gentle person. people.
The profession of killer is only found in the human population, and even if several large-scale assassination organizations such as the Zion Society and the Blood Raiders are added, the number of killers will never exceed [-]. The chilling power, while daunting, is undoubtedly fascinating, and almost all killers will inevitably have a feeling of "I am special" after becoming a killer.
'I'm different from other humans', 'I'm a killer who accounts for less than one-thousandth of all human beings', of course, this feeling cannot be blamed, not just humans, no matter what kind of intelligent creature Everyone wants to be special, to become someone who is admired by others, to break away from ordinary life and become a hero that people admire, and this is most clearly reflected in these killer organizations of human beings. Almost all People will feel proud of their profession under the feeling of "I am special", thus alleviating their guilt about taking other people's lives. Inspired, he indulged in the cause of killing, and was even proud of it.
But Jill doesn't feel this way at all. It is no exaggeration to say that if the killer of the Zion Society is already a special person, then Jill, whose ability stands at the apex of the entire Zion Society, is undoubtedly "special among the special". He is not happy about taking other people's lives, let alone proud of it, he just hates it, until now he is numb.
But Riles is completely the opposite of Jill. He and Ingram actually have some similarities. He doesn't have any special feelings about killing these people of his own kind, but Ingram kills people passively. So he killed these people, or in other words, he didn't regard these human beings who were the same as himself as the same people as himself, and Rils killed people because he wanted to kill people, and he knew that the people in front of him were equal to himself. In the case of humans of the same status, people who still want to take their lives, or rather, want to kill them precisely because they are human.
Riles is such a human being, hurting the same kind is the nature flowing in his blood, like the primitive impulse of wanting to eat and sleep, so when Jill saw him for the first time, he knew that he was the most suitable to be killer man.
But Riles didn't become the person Jill thought he was, at least he didn't immerse himself in the blood of the dead, and he didn't do anything to desecrate the corpse. Although Jill was a little surprised, he thought that Lil The murderous nature of Stanley is the sequelae of his unreliable ten crown system, and Riles did not become a bloodthirsty killer as he thought, Jill didn't think much about it, and only blamed himself That strange intuition had gone awry.
But probably only Rils understands that the reason why he didn't become that kind of person is not because Jill's intuition is wrong, he does have this kind of impulse to hurt the same kind, but Rils yearns for Jill, he wants to be For a person like Jill, he suppressed his impulses. The existence of Riles is the result of yearning for Jill and suppressing himself. Because Jill is still here.
If Jill was gone, Riles would be gone, and what lived in that shell was just a murderer wearing a Riles shell. No matter who he was, he was definitely no longer Riles.
Riles' warm breath hit the back of Jill's hand, Jill finally couldn't help frowning, and he said again: "Liles?"
"Jill...will Jill be with me forever?"
"what?"
Jill stared blankly at Riles, but couldn't help but think in her heart—why do all the kids these days like to ask this question?It seems that Ingram also asked... What is the meaning of this question?Of course, it is impossible for one person to be with another person forever. Only lovers who are in love with hot-headed and confused logic will make such vows as I will be with you forever.
Of course, as usual, Jill felt much older again.
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