[HP] When a son dresses up as an old man

When James investigated Prince's house last time, he found another group of people doing the same thing as himself, so he kept an eye on it and asked Kevin to send someone to watch and report the situation regularly.It was just an unintentional move, but...

"Severus…" At some point, the words were so weak that it wasn't the first time James realized it.

He thought Snape would go crazy, that Snape would collapse, but in reality, Snape just stood there silently.

"I thought it was a dream..." There was scorched earth in front of him, the home he was familiar with became so strange at this moment, Snape showed no expression on his face, and James was taken aback by this reaction.

"What did you just say?" Snape asked in a daze.

"Severus, I'm sorry, when my men arrived, Spinner's End was already... Diemfire." It was too late when James received the news, and Kevin said that Eileen committed suicide... Yes, The fire wasn't set by those people, they just wanted to take Eileen away, and an accident happened during the fight. Tobias came back drunk, pushed open the door of the house, and...those people accidentally killed Tobias...

"They escaped, didn't they! Tell me you're lying, they're fine, aren't they!" Snape suddenly grabbed James by the collar, and James could feel the tremor coming from Snape's hands.

"Severus, your mother...she committed suicide." James didn't have any special feelings for this woman at first, but now he felt that she was really selfish. Did she ever take Severus even a little bit to heart?She just left this 16-year-old child so irresponsibly. In order to fulfill her own love, has she ever thought about what to do with her poor child!

"It's always like this..." Snape relaxed his strength, buried his face in his hands, and let out a muffled voice that seemed to be crying and laughing.He should have known a long time ago that there was always only one person in her mother's heart, only his father... But he was her son! It has been 16 years, even if you have a dog, you should have some feelings!Suicide, martyrdom, as if Severus Snape never existed, she chose death without hesitation, in her heart, what is his son?

James didn't know what to say to comfort Snape, maybe there were no words to comfort him at all, Snape's resentment was so deep that it hurt James' heart like a knife. Tobias is Eileen's whole world. From this point of view, Snape is so similar to her mother. For her lover, she can give up everything, even her life. Nothing can divide this love, including... children .

Eileen gave up everything for her love, James had nothing to say.But she had hurt Snape by doing so, and Snape, his heart and soul, was the person he cared about most...

"If you're sad, just cry." James hugged Snape. He knew the pain of losing a loved one. In fact, he had experienced this pain so many times in his life. From birth, his life accompanied him. Lost, no one knew what Snape was feeling at the moment better than him.

Snape clung to James as tightly as a drowning man clung to driftwood.He was completely abandoned, maybe long ago, if those two people never cared about him, why did they give birth to him?If you can't give him even a little love, why not strangle him at the very beginning!He would rather he never showed up.

"James, maybe it's me..." Snape suddenly felt dazed, he was like a superfluous person, who in this world cared about him?What's the point of his existence?What is the value of living so hard and climbing up at the expense of selling one's soul in order to get ahead?

"Severus, what are you talking about! There is no death!" James hates the topic of death, maybe because he has experienced too many deaths, the death of his parents, the death of Albus, the death of many companions, and of course, Snape's death.Because he had experienced it before, he was even more in awe of death, and those scenes are still deeply engraved in his memory, making him heartbroken.

James squeezed Snape's shoulders hard, forcing him to look at him.Snape lost his mind for a moment when those brown eyes met with unusual determination.

"Severus, live! Live well! Don't lose faith, don't lose faith, you and me... remember what I said? I will always stand by your side." James' voice was full of youthful youthfulness astringent.

Forever, a deadline that is reassuring to listen to.But commitment, but more like a mirage. Snape didn't know what else he could believe?First Lily, then the parents, everyone will leave eventually, nothing is really his.So what about this person?Will he go too?

As if seeing through Snape's uneasiness and doubts, James took out a serious tone he had never used before.

"Now, you know my secret, and I know yours. You've lost all your loved ones, so why not me! Severus, we only have each other." James said and hugged Snape tightly again In your arms, so don't leave me, you still have me.

At some point, Kevin has already led everyone back away, leaving time and space for these two equally lonely children.

"I think I probably came here because of you." It was the first time James revealed his heart in front of Snape, and if it wasn't for today's situation, he thought he would never have told Snape these words.

"I have nothing here. My former relatives and friends are gone. Everything here is so strange. After the initial hesitation, I am suddenly very grateful, because I came and found you."

"Severus, you are all I have in this world..." James suddenly understood the confusion that had been lingering in his heart all this time.Death, this frightening place, he can't experience it again, he doesn't want to lose this person again. James has never understood the deep desire of his heart like this. He has been deceiving himself, telling himself that he has no unusual feelings for the professor, telling himself that it is just guilt, it is just nostalgia.

Every time I accidentally walked to the spider's end, every time I knocked on the door, every time I visited the grave, every time I put the lily in front of the tombstone, every time I approached the cold When looking at the tombstone, he told himself that it was only because of guilt, just because of nostalgia.However, my heart is so painful that it is numb, and it hurts so much that I can't wait to dig it out and throw it away.He couldn't lose him anymore, because he fell in love with him, fell in love with the Potions professor who silently protected him for seven years, and fell in love with Severus Snape who spent his whole life guarding his love.

"Severus... likes you..." James breathed tremblingly, speaking inarticulately, the feeling was like Eileen's to Tobias.

"I like you!" Like a professor to Lily!

"Severus Snape! I like you!" You are my everything!

Snape was shocked, held in James' arms, his heartbeat and breathing stopped for a moment when he heard those words.This was the first time in his life that someone said this to him.

"Are you crazy?" Snape struggled violently, he wanted to push James away, but it was impossible for him to let go.

"Severus, I like you." James bravely looked straight at Snape, his brown eyes revealing an incomparable determination.Now that he has figured it out, he will never back down again.

"What the hell kind of game is this! Am I not miserable enough now? How far do you want to punish me before you are willing to let me go!" Snape evaded and wrestled, he no longer knew what he was talking about Yes, he had just experienced the pain of bereavement, and now he was in a panic when facing James' confession without warning.

"It's not a game, Severus, I like you!" No matter how much Snape punched, James wouldn't let go.

"But I hate you, I want to kill you." Snape panted heavily, gritting his teeth like the person across from him was the murderer of his parents, like James was the culprit of everything.He needs to vent now, needs someone to take his anger from, and James seems to be hitting the guns right there.

"Kill me? Well, I'll give you this chance." James was not surprised by Snape's reaction, and suddenly thrust his wand into Snape's hand.

"Kill me." James kept looking at Snape with that determined gaze.

"You!" Snape felt the smooth touch of the wand in his hand, and for a moment he even forgot to struggle, and his whole body froze.

"Kill me!" James pressed on step by step.

"Didn't you say you wanted to kill me, do it now!"

"Do you think I dare not!" Snape's eyes showed a hint of fierceness, and he raised his wand and pointed it at James.He doesn't care who this guy is, James?Or what Harry!He couldn't tell the difference.Countless clips flashed before his eyes, some of James insulting him, some of James being kind to him, that person's face, sometimes mocking, sometimes warm like spring, intertwined messily.

"No, I just thought you dared." James stepped forward, and Snape's wand rested on his chest.

The surroundings suddenly became quiet, the two of them stopped talking, Snape and James just looked at each other for an unknown amount of time, and for some unknown reason... A gust of cold wind blew by, Snape shivered, and suddenly felt himself His emotions calmed down, and he lowered his arms dejectedly.

"You're crazy James, I don't care about lunatics." Snape threw the brown wand aside, all his strength had been released in the quarrel just now, and at this moment he could only droop his shoulders wearily.

Hearing this, the corners of James' mouth lifted slightly, and he hugged Snape so hard that even his fingertips turned white.

"Severus, I like you." James knew that Snape already had him in his heart. Snape is so sensitive, as long as others are willing to treat him sincerely and pay for him, he is willing to reciprocate... Occupying his father's body, maybe the starting point is not an advantage, but so what, he has a heart full of passion and a heart .

"What nonsense are you talking about, I don't believe a single word." Snape turned his head indifferently, now he has more important things to do, although his mother gave up on him, but he can't take his family feud for nothing!Those who hurt his parents, he will never let go!

"James, tell me who those people are." It wasn't a plea from Snape, it was an order.

"Severus, I don't want you to get involved in these things..." James didn't want to put Snape in danger.

"Do you think I can stay out of it?" If he didn't know the truth, he could still lie to himself that it was an accident.But now that he knew that his father was killed and his mother was forced to death, how could he live in peace?Although those two people never took him seriously, he couldn't be like them.They were always his parents...

James hesitated for a long time, looked deeply at Snape, and finally made up his mind.

"Whatever you want to do, promise me that I'll help you." James couldn't ask Snape to forget his hatred, so at least he asked Snape to believe him.