[Zhongyingmei] I'm just here to talk about someone

In the long hours of the morning, when all that is white is swallowed up, he is in a world of abysses, rich black, and no other color.

If the world is white, his world is black.

He has always felt that he is standing in the dark night, the world is lonely and empty, and he has nothing. Standing in this living world, he also feels that he should not be here.

He was like a lost man who didn't know where the huge black hole in his heart came from, which swallowed hope.

In the same dream, how different is the self in this world from the other self.

If described, there is a black and white wall between him and another self, and the devil and the angel share the same body.

His exhaustion from nowhere corresponds to the other party's vivid love and life.

If he wants to leave the deep sea, he can actually leave, because he dominates this world, but for him, is this world heaven or hell.

I don't know why the night falls outside the window, or the day, but he always feels lonely and bored.

As if it should all be over, as it should be.

The despair that has no source and reason in his heart has not diminished in the slightest, why is his heart like this.

Is it because they split into two parts?

A self that has all the dark minds, a self that can be peaceful and happy.

And my only wish is to find a place to end everything quietly.

The man's consciousness was already in a trance, he almost forgot to breathe, his chest rose and fell slightly.

He saw a phantom in his pupils, and he seemed to see a figure swimming towards him in the sea.

The scene turned into reality, and the figure was no longer blurred. The man was bending down and stretching out his hand towards him. In the faint light, he saw the hair of the man fluttering in the water.

He watched him pull himself, light, shadow and color flooded into his eyes, instantly lighting up his dark vision.

The vast white skyline, he lay on the ground, opened the helmet, the blue at the end of the sky was so common every day, he took the first breath of air, and closed his eyes.

In the end, he returned to this world.

Ennia was trembling all over, and he leaned over him and said, "Why don't you come out?"

There was a wave in Tony's eyes looking at the sky, he sighed, looked at Ennia, not knowing how to answer him.

He said to the boy, "I suddenly wondered what it would be like to be out of this world?"

Back to reality, what does reality look like, is it better than here, or is it similar to this world, if it disappears like this, there is nothing wrong with it.

Ennia felt a cold heart.

He listened to Tony's words, and he felt that the person in front of him no longer wanted to stay in this world.

"Are you bored? When did you start thinking that way about the world?"

"...A long time ago, it feels like a long time ago."

When was that in the past, I don't remember.

Originally, he had no real memory, and this feeling has been with him for a long time, and he couldn't tell how long it was, and he didn't have a starting point, but it was always with him.

It is there when anything happens.

Ennia stared at him blankly. It was the same face, but those eyes were completely different. Why didn't he find out before? This person has no hope in his heart.

He is more full of dark emotions, those emotions seep into reality through his body, the expression is the eyes, the feeling is different, but he has not observed it in detail.

Ennia felt sad.

There may be many factors that cause the incomplete soul engraved by the Soul Gem, or maybe it is because it is the soul of a destroyed universe, and all of that is kept in his deepest consciousness, and he just doesn't remember it.

He woke up, but he couldn't be happy. Maybe his thoughts were influenced by the past, but he didn't understand what had happened.

If Tony has always been like this, is it also in the real world.

Does anyone else feel the same, or is it just him.

Ennia recalled everything in the real world. In the past few months, people have been full of energy and worked hard to make progress, without being depressed or full of negative emotions.

Whether it is ordinary people who suddenly change or avengers, they can maintain their lifestyles very well, and they are generally positive. Otherwise, they would not be able to adapt to the environment so quickly and handle many things after the world changes. In fact, they have no troubled like this.

In other words, Tony should be the same, he will not be an exception by himself, affected by the dark emotions in the past, it is the psychic spell that caused him to be infected by darkness.

Ennia had already guessed that Tony changed because he entered this spiritual world, because the darkness in his subconscious was surging.

Slantchi told him that there would be bad influences, but the two Tonys he had experienced before were all past minds, with few negative emotions and limited influence.

But this Tony.

His world is really too bad.

He was under the influence of chaos, although he didn't remember it, but the darkness left in his soul was released, making him very bad.

Ennia knew very well that the only way he could help them was to return the world to normal as soon as possible and end this spell.

He lowered his head and looked at the other party.

"Tony, wait for me."

The person lying on the ground looked at Ennia's firm eyes above him, his face was expressionless, he moved his body and sat up, "Little liar."

"You obviously didn't do it for me."

"It's you."

Ennia's eyes were sad, but there was light in them.

"Although my lover is a bit schizophrenic, I know they are one person, and I want the person who remembers our past to come back."

"You are another him sleeping in his soul, I love you too, we will get better, please believe me."

They are the same people, but the universe is different, and the memories of the past are different.

It is also cruel to him that the person he loves does not want to live.

Tony looked at the teardrops in the boy's eyes, "But why do you only want to find him? Are you bullying me?"

Ennia was speechless, "I..."

Tony stared straight into his eyes, as if looking at his reflection in a boy's pupil, or a person's soul.

"I can't dispel the sense of despair in my heart, and I don't even understand why, but I won't die in a hurry. I still want to see what changes you will bring to me and us."

"I didn't let you go because I surrendered."

"It would be best if you were willing to stay with me."

That way maybe I can be happier, but it’s meaningless, there’s no need to snatch you away, my heart is full of darkness, and even I don’t think it’s a good place to live here.

Ennia looked at him silently, knowing that he could leave, but he was not happy, only sad.

"What kind of me is he?"

Will it be more positive?At least happier.

Ennia didn't hold back, and blocked the man's lips, feeling the coldness began to melt, covered with scalding heat, after leaving.

"He is you, you are holding back to get to the bottom of it, he just has some different memories, he works as hard as you, and is as likable as you."

Although you have a lot of despair in your heart, you are stronger than anyone else, because you are the only soul that has experienced everything differently from other people.

Tony said helplessly, "I wish I was the one with those memories, but I'm not likable, no matter which one I am."

Ennia smiled, his eyes were shining, like the light of stars, "You are worthy of the love of the whole world."

The person in front of him is a huge treasure. Although this treasure is still sleeping, it is about to wake up, not long after.

"Ennia, can I wait until the day I see you again?"

"Wait, sooner or later you will see me again."

Until your soul fusion is complete.

"Will I still be alive?"

"You will live well."

And I will be with you.

Tony stood up from the ground, he waved his hand to signal Ennia to approach, and hugged him on the steel armor.

"Sit down."

"where are we going?"

"Leave this world."

He traveled upwards through the sky, with birds flying by, until between the overlapping clouds, there was a whole distant world under the sky.

Ernia found that her breathing was normal and unobstructed.

Tony was still flying up with him in his arms, and after an unknown amount of time, they were already outside the earth's atmosphere.

Tony smiled at the boy's stunned look.

They are suspended in the universe, with a blue planet behind them and a dark universe around them.

"Did you see it there?"

Ennia looked in the direction he pointed and saw a blue spiral nebula.

"That's the person you're looking for."

Tony put him down, "I won't accompany you next time."

Ennia himself was floating in the universe, he moved his arms and legs in a novelty, and turned back excitedly.

The person behind him was gone, he looked at it for a while, and said softly, "Goodbye."

He jumped slightly, and found that he could jump a long distance at once, as if some force in the universe was pushing him.

After floating for a while, he was attracted by some kind of gravitational force and fell in the direction of the blue spiral nebula, and his consciousness fell into a coma.

When I woke up again, it was like a dream.

Ennia woke up quietly and opened her eyes.

The ancient carved windows come into view, the golden embroidered thread is on the brown curtains all day long, and the soft and warm light of the chandelier is indoors.

He sat up, not knowing why, but when he opened the window, he saw the universe. Outside the window was a dark universe, and the dots of stars were a unique scenery.

He froze and took a few steps back.

After thinking about it again, I opened the door of the room, walked through the corridor, passed through the courtyard in the universe, and walked a long way, finally found the main entrance here.

Ennia stood in the open space in front of the main entrance and looked up to see the true face of this place, his lips parted slightly.

At the end of the universe, such a huge castle exists quietly in the center of the nebula.