Mindful

Breakfast was bland millet porridge, but Qiao Yuanlin was not picky. He ate it obediently, occasionally with a piece of pickle.

He was actually very confused and panicked with embarrassment, he didn't dare to take a peek at the corner of the table, he only saw Liang Cheng's finger sliding on the phone screen from the corner of his eye.

While washing his pants, he was thinking, why did he have such a dream?

Could it be that he was obsessed with something unconsciously?

Qiao Yuanlin didn't even dare to look at the finger. With his head down, he grabbed all the hair from the back of his head and stroked it forward until it covered his entire vision.

After Liang Cheng checked the email, when he looked up, he saw Qiao Yuanlin transformed into Sha Matt, with a hairstyle as if a cow had licked it from behind.He bent his fingers and tapped on the table, and said, "Qiao Yuanlin?"

Qiao Yuanlin's face was blush from the hot porridge, and suddenly he stretched out a hand to brush the hair on his forehead. He hid back and asked calmly, "What's wrong?"

"Call you." Liang Cheng said, "Use your computer to read the experiment report."

Qiao Yuanlin picked up the middle again and said, "It's charging on the table, you can use it."

Liang Cheng felt that he was weird, and asked, "Are you doing your homework today?"

Qiao Yuanlin grunted with porridge in his mouth. Although he was lazy, he never hid from troubles, but this time the situation was a bit special.While hesitating, Qiao Wenyuan sent a message asking him to go home.

After breakfast, Qiao Yuanlin moved the pillow and quilt back to her room, packed her things and went back to live for a few days.Liang Cheng was always calm, and only told him to remember to write the biology papers.

Because Qiao Yuanlin got all A's in the final exam and obediently came back as soon as he was called, Qiao Wenyuan was in a good mood and asked him to watch TV together for the first time.

The father and son were sitting at both ends of the sofa. Qiao Yuanlin hugged the pillow and said, "Dad, I'll stay for a few more days."

"This is your own home, and no one cares how long you live here." Qiao Wenyuan was even more satisfied, "If you don't want to go back to grandma's place, I'll call her."

Qiao Yuanlin said, "That's not the case."

The TV at home is always fixed on several news programs, and Qiao Wenyuan switches to the sports channel to broadcast a basketball game live.

Qiao Yuanlin hooked the plush flowers on the pillowcase, but what he recalled was the feeling of slapping the basketball. He didn't pay attention to the players on the court, the audience in the seats, and the passionate commentary. His mind was full of him and Liang Cheng on the empty court. personal game.

Liang Cheng's bones are very hard, and when he sits on his shoulders, it hurts him a lot.

Liang Cheng's hands were very strong, and when he took a shower at night, he found that his thighs were pinched and red.

Liang Cheng covered his forehead with a row of dense sweat, his palms with coagulated calluses, and the scars behind his ears that were painful and itchy...

Seeing that Qiao Yuanlin was swallowed up by overwhelming thoughts, he slammed the pillow twice on the head. He came to his senses, and then silently walked into the bedroom under Qiao Wenyuan's surprised gaze.

Qiao Yuanlin lay sideways on the bed, staring at the white desk lamp, uncontrollably recalling last night, the body leaning against his back, holding his arm, the meaningless "don't steal you away".

"Damn it." He was about to be stunned.

After waking up in an instant, the feeling was hot and hot, like weightlessness, Qiao Yuanlin looked down at the fast area, and pulled the air conditioner to cover his body.

Qiao Wenyuan unscrewed the door and asked, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Qiao Yuanlin was caught in the bag: "Why didn't you knock on the door?"

"Knock twice." Qiao Wenyuan's good mood has been consumed by 80.00%, "I originally planned to let you rest for two days, but I don't think it's necessary. I will go to the hospital for an examination tomorrow."

Qiao Yuanlin has a full physical examination every winter and summer.The next day, Qiao Wenyuan transferred his shift and took him to the No. [-] Hospital. He knew all the doctors in several major departments, as if they were visiting relatives.

After checking everything, Qiao Yuanlin took an EEG to study, wanting to see if the brain waves in the past two days were abnormal.

Qiao Wenyuan came over with a bag of X-rays and said, "Stop pretending, you don't understand."

"If you know how to read doctors, you will be unemployed." Qiao Yuanlin said, "Dad, I want to see the cardiovascular report."

Qiao Wenyuan said: "It's so fast, we will leave tomorrow, let's go home first."

There was some traffic jam on the road, and Qiao Yuanlin was restrained by the seat belt on the passenger side, leaning on the car door with his elbows.He knew that Qiao Wenyuan deliberately concealed him, but this time he wanted to know especially.

The violin concerto played was melodious and gentle, so he said softly, "Dad, is my heart disease serious? You never talk to me about it, can it be cured?"

"What nonsense?" Qiao Wenyuan replied, "You don't understand even if I talk to you."

Qiao Yuanlin said, "At least I have the right to know." He was silent for a while, "If you don't see me, tell me, how old can I live?"

Qiao Wenyuan was a little angry: "Okay, don't make trouble."

Qiao Yuanlin's stubborn strength came up, and he was a little scared, and said with a low voice: "I have a solid foundation in my heart. If I like someone and want to fall in love with someone, if I can only live to be in my twenties, I should do it as soon as possible." Give up, see if you can live fifty or sixty..."

At the red light, Qiao Wenyuan slammed on the brakes at the intersection, Qiao Yuanlin fell forward, and the second half of his sentence broke in his throat.

Qiao Wenyuan turned off the music, and said displeasedly: "The more you talk, the more outrageous you are. You are only 16 years old, and you are in a relationship? Your school's school spirit is open, but it doesn't mean you can fall in love early."

Normally, Qiao Yuanlin would definitely talk back, but today he was a squib, saying: "I have this disease, no one will like me."

Qiao Wenyuan still felt sorry for his son, so he let go of the steering wheel and stroked his head: "You are no worse than others, my son is only better than others. You are still young, so concentrate on studying."

Qiao Yuanlin stopped talking and stared out the window.After the green light, Qiao Wenyuan turned on the stereo again, drove for a while, and said insinuatingly: "You are now in adolescence, and some thoughts are normal. It is inevitable to be attracted by the opposite sex, but it may not necessarily be liking."

Qiao Yuanlin didn't show any signs of expression, and even wanted to smile slightly.

He is attracted to men of the same sex, whether he likes it or not is not sure, anyway, he experienced the first wet dream because of the other party.Jian Shi told Qiao Wenyuan, what would his old father's reaction be?

Even people and cars on the street to have a soul drift?

Not necessarily, Qiao Yuanlin pondered, after all, he is not in good health, so he should be tolerated if he does something out of line in the eyes of his parents, right?What's more, Liang Cheng saved him.

If grandma said something more, it would be all right.

Damn, what is he thinking!

Qiao Yuanlin kept herself busy, doing homework at home and taking classes online, and her life seemed to go back to a long time ago.

The paper that he brought home was almost finished, and there was only one sheet of creatures left, and he was struggling to do half of it in his study.These days, he was used to asking Liang Cheng for advice, so he slid his phone away.

It's been four or five days, and they haven't contacted each other, and Liang Cheng never posted on Moments, hiding in the chat list.

Qiao Yuanlin ticked off the questions that he didn't know, and there were several, so he dialed the voice call, but Liang Cheng rejected it after two rings.

Liang Cheng sent a text: On duty.

Qiao Yuanlin replied: Is it okay tonight?

Liang Cheng: Is there something wrong?

Qiao Yuanlin began to write the composition in a sloppy manner: There is an old man in our community who raises a husky, and he is so majestic all day long. Recently, the husky got to know a Labrador, and he ran after him.

Liang Cheng: So?

Qiao Yuanlin: Everyone jokes that if a husky is with a Labrador, the puppy can be called Sahara, isn’t it funny?

Liang Cheng: You are quite funny.

Qiao Yuan was possessed by Lin Gui, and he typed cheekily and frantically: Guess what the uncle said, Huskies and Labradors are both males!

Liang Cheng: Oh, how many papers have you written on animal ecology?

Qiao Yuanlin had no choice but to get right to the point: some questions can't be solved.

After a few minutes, Liang Cheng said: You can talk about it when you come back.

Does that mean let him go back?Qiao Yuanlin understood this, and immediately packed her schoolbag.

It's almost noon, and the part-time worker bought some good food and came over to make lunch.The school cafeteria was closed during the holiday, Qiao Yuanlin went into the kitchen and said, "Auntie, cook more today."

After the food was cooked, Qiao Yuanlin filled a lunch box for two and took a taxi to school.It was hot at noon, so he asked the driver to stop at the entrance of the cold drink shop opposite the school.

After getting out of the car, Qiao Yuanlin went to buy two cups of iced milk tea.With his schoolbag on his back and things in both hands, he stopped suddenly when he was crossing the road.

Learning from the lesson from last time, surprises are risky, so it would be safer for him to tell Liang Cheng first.

Just as he took out his mobile phone, Qiao Yuanlin saw the school gate open, and Liang Cheng walked out from inside.It happened that a car pulled up to the door, a black Lexus with a local license plate, and he recognized it as Zheng Yandong's car.

Liang Cheng got into the passenger seat, and the car drove away from the street after a while.

Qiao Yuanlin stood for a long time, the food became cold with one hand, and the cold drink warmed up with the other, all of which lost their good taste.

The cheongsam store had a rolling shutter door and it was unlocked. Wang Ruizhi went to play poker. There was a box of retro-style brooches on the table for customers to match the cheongsam with.

Qiao Yuanlin didn't go upstairs or change his shoes when he came back. He opened the rolling shutter and sat inside the second glass door with a tray full of brooches on his lap.

These are all orphaned products. Seeing disinfection, he imitated Wang Ruizhi and wiped them one by one with alcohol swabs. The beads reflected a cluster of waves on the ceiling.

Occasionally, a car drove into the alley, and he raised his eyes quickly.

I don't know how long it has passed, the alcohol pad covered his fingertips until his fingertips turned white, Qiao Yuanlin looked towards the alley, Lexus stopped for a while under the setting sun, and then Liang Cheng got out of the car.

Halfway through, Liang Cheng saw Qiao Yuanlin, sitting alone, holding a piece of gorgeous colored treasures, like a western oil painting.

He went up the steps and opened the door, and couldn't hold back Qiao Yuanlin's determination to touch it.

Qiao Yuanlin didn't look up, and said, "I just saw Zheng Yandong's car."

"He sent me back." Liang Cheng walked to the air conditioner to blow some air, and said, "Today I'm on duty for half a day, so I went to the medical school with him in the afternoon."

Qiao Yuanlin asked, "Is it interesting?"

"Average." But Liang Cheng has been curious for many years.

Liang Cheng went to the building to wash his hands. There was a bag of lunch boxes and two cups of milk tea on the dining table. He opened the lid, and the food had rotted all afternoon.

Could it be brought to him?When he returned to the store, Qiao Yuanlin was still sitting there in that posture.

It was weird before going back, and it was weird when he came back. Liang Cheng leaned against the side cabinet and pondered for a while, and asked, "By the way, what is the relationship between Wang Yunjie from class (2) and Jia Ning from your class?"

Qiao Yuanlin replied: "They are dating."

Liang Cheng found a subtle similarity in the experiment reports of the two people more than once, and now he understands the reason.Nothing else to do, he said: "Did you bring the paper back?"

Qiao Yuanlin finally raised his head, and answered the wrong question: "The Seventh Middle School is so strict, is there anything to talk about?"

Liang Cheng said, "I don't know."

"Then have you talked about it?"

Liang Cheng said frankly, "No."

Why not, Qiao Yuanlin felt that Liang Cheng must have people to like, but he couldn't imagine what Liang Cheng's personality would be like in a relationship.

Cold, or gentle?

"On the day we ate curry hot pot, Brother Ying said a few words to me before he left." Qiao Yuanlin kept it in his heart, "He said that the landlord can't be too strict, only the object. When I say this, does that mean you like boys?"

Liang Cheng paused: "He's joking with you."

"Is this a denial?" Qiao Yuanlin said logically, "If not, do you like Zheng Yandong?"

Liang Cheng frowned: "What did you say?"

"Have you ever played basketball with him, have you lined up in the cafeteria to buy food for him, have you taught him how to ask questions he doesn't know? He took you to medical school, do you want to study with him again?" Qiao Yuan Lin finished speaking in one breath, "Except for him, where else?"

Liang Chenghe stopped and said, "What are you fantasizing about?"

Qiao Yuanlin said: "No other classmate came to see you, only him, have you been together?"

"You took the wrong medicine?"

"Is he your ex-boyfriend?"

Liang Cheng walked towards him: "Qiao Yuanlin, do you know what you are talking about?"

Qiao Yuanlin got up from the chair, the brass tray slammed to the floor, and dozens of brooches fell under his feet.He looked straight into Liang Cheng's eyes: "Then do you know that I'm jealous of him?!"

Liang Cheng was speechless for a moment.

Qiao Yuanlin stepped on a floor of bright pearls, went to the operating table to get a pair of scissors, and then rushed out the door.

Liang Cheng stared blankly, watching the frail young man walk through the alley step by step, to the electric pole, stand on tiptoe, hold the scissors and scratch desperately.

The sky was full of fiery clouds, and the tumbling crimson covered Qiao Yuanlin's back. He was like a little lunatic, going crazy amidst the attention and discussions of people coming and going during the peak period.

Liang Cheng ran over, grabbed Qiao Yuanlin's hand and snatched the scissors.

The tiger's mouth was red, and Qiao Yuanlin's five fingers were stretched out, and there were cut debris between the fingers.

He raised his head with a sincere expression that was almost pathetic.He liked the soda that Liang Cheng invited him to drink very much, and the beef pot helmet that Liang Cheng bought for him by running errands.He likes that Liang Cheng treats him well, and also likes that Liang Cheng chokes him so much that he can't speak.He likes riding a motorcycle or taking a bus with Liang Cheng, sharing a table with a bed.

Those little things spent with Liang Cheng, begged or tricked, real or dreamed, he loved them so much that he would never forget them for the rest of his life.

But he couldn't say the word "like", he was cunning, despicable and cowardly trying to leave a leeway.

After a while, Qiao Yuanlin said, "I destroyed your QR code."

Liang Cheng tried his best to restrain himself: "What on earth do you want to do?"

Qiao Yuanlin begged: "Liang Cheng, can you just be my superman?"