one-handed years

"Xiaolu, brother, let's go first, can you do it alone?"

"Brother, go first, I can do it." Li Lu put down his rucksack, looked at the surrounding environment, and thought about how to tidy up after his elder brother left.

Li Yuan wiped his hands on the crumpled clothes, then took out a wrapped plastic bag from his trousers pocket, and carefully opened the four or five layers. Inside was a handful of banknotes, and four pieces of 50 yuan were wrapped in the zero bills. .

Li Yuan took out four 50-yuan ones, "You take this, buy some delicious supplements, and I'll bring them to you when I run out of them in two days."

Li Lu didn't pick it up, "Brother, take it back, I don't need it, I have some leftover money after paying the tuition fee, I applied for a part-time study program, so I can't go hungry. But you, you have to eat to be able to work hard."

"Hold it, my brother is in charge of the construction site, don't do that kind of work-study program, your hands are not convenient..."

"elder brother!"

The simple and honest man froze for a moment, knowing that he had accidentally said the wrong thing, and showed a look of bewilderment.

Li Lu forced a smile, "Brother, don't worry, I'm fine."

"Then, that brother is gone."

When Li Yuan left, he stuffed the two hundred yuan back into the plastic bag.This younger brother of his has a strong self-esteem and doesn't like to be seen as useless.But his hands... Li Yuan's heart throbbed with pain. At that time, Xiaolu's finger bones were broken one by one, and he was only half a child. His fingers connected to his heart, what kind of pain should it be?

A well-behaved child, with good looks and good looks, is also a material for reading, but he has this kind of incompleteness.

He went to the hospital to inquire that if Xiaolu's hand was treated with acupuncture for a long time, it would be able to return to a state that would not affect his daily life. It was all his fault that he was useless as a brother. He couldn't protect him back then, and he couldn't help him now.

Li Yuan's annoyance didn't last long. As soon as he returned to the construction site, the foreman told him to do this and that, and he had to make up for the work left behind after taking half a day off.People like them who live at the bottom of society don't have time to think wildly.

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Li Lu was admitted to a third-rate college in the provincial capital. The teaching conditions in their village were poor. Li Lu was an excellent student, so he was admitted to such a school.Li Yuan spent a lot of money, and managed to get together the tuition fees for the first year. The school was not satisfactory and could not guarantee the future of the graduates, but Li Lu was in a good mood.

Finally out of that dull and breathless place.

The dormitory assigned by the school is an old building, but fortunately, a new toilet has been built on the wall next to the window, so there is no need to squeeze the toilet and bathhouse at the end of the corridor.Li Lu came two days early, there were not many people in the whole building, and the rest of the dormitory hadn't come yet.The sanitation of the old building was poor, so Li Lu chose the bottom berth on the innermost side, got the sheets and quilts, fetched water to clean his own bed, and then spread the quilt.The new bed sheets are checked, and there are two little birds drawn in the corner, so silly, Li Lu was amused when he saw it, "Little bird, little bird, are you trapped in the grid and can't get out? I compare You are happy, now you are out of the cage, and you can fly in the blue sky!"

After tidying up his own bed, Li Lu hummed a song and cleaned the dormitory, mopping the floor, using toilet cleaner in the toilet, and the faucet was bright.

Li Lu didn't like to be idle. He felt that although his hands were inconvenient, he was no worse than others in doing things.After I finished, I rested for a while, thinking that the rest of the dormitory were classmates anyway, and then wiped down the other beds. When I climbed to the upper bed, I almost fell off because my hands were inconvenient.

Li Lu couldn't use his right hand well, and it was almost dark after all the work.Looking at the clean and tidy dormitory, Li Lu smiled happily. He slept on the bed at night, smelling the clean and fresh sheets, and said to himself, a new life has really begun!

The next day Li Lu got up early in the morning and went to the student office to inquire about student loans.The work-study program can only start after school starts, but the student loan is imminent. It is said that the earlier the application is made, the higher the possibility of approval. Li Lu knows that they will not be able to afford the tuition fee for the next year.

"Is there a disability in your right hand?" The female teacher in charge said with a straight face and a straight voice.

"Yes."

"How did it hurt?" The female teacher typed on the computer without closing her eyes.

"Accident in junior high school."

"What accident?"

Li Lu didn't say a word. He didn't expect to be asked this kind of question when applying for a student loan.

When she didn't get an answer right away, the female teacher raised her eyes and said with a more serious tone, "What kind of accidental injury? Is there a hospital certificate?" Li Lu felt like a prisoner being interrogated. He was embarrassed and his face became ugly.

If possible, he would not let anyone know about his handicap, not to mention that now he seems to be using this handicap as a bargaining chip to ask people for money.

"Oh, forget it, why are you so serious? He said it was an accident." A female teacher next to him suddenly interrupted.

"I'm doing business, and the information must be detailed and true."

"Really, didn't you see him sad?" The female teacher whispered, "Such a handsome boy became disabled due to an accident. You call it exposing scars. Don't act like an interrogator."

"You are soft-hearted. How can a good-looking person accidentally hurt his hand, and his fingers are still good? Don't do something to make people do it..." Having said that, the female teacher in charge still marked accident on the form. Two words, "Li Lu, according to your situation, you are eligible for a student loan..."

"I'm sorry, I won't apply for a student loan anymore." Li Lu said something unexpected with a blank expression on his face.

No one came to the dormitory that day, Li Lu was lying alone in the dormitory at night, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, with many images floating in his mind.In the middle of the night, he fell asleep in a daze.

"Catch the thief!"

"I'm not a thief! I didn't steal this money!"

"You dare to steal my head, you don't want to die, do you? Today I will do justice for the heavens and abolish your thief hand, so as not to cause harm to the world again!"

"Tsk tsk, the upper beam is not straight and the lower beam is crooked. If a mother steals people, the cub will steal money. Poor father will hand over a man..."

"Is this useless hand too much, why are they just children..."

"Shhh... It's not good for him to steal from anyone, but he just stole from Scar King's head, who made him offend people who shouldn't be offended. Keep your voice down, don't mind your own business, and be careful not to cause trouble to your upper body! Besides, pity is pity, after all Being a thief deserves what you deserve! Didn’t you get angry with his vixen old lady back then? The retribution was on your son..."

"Little thief, remember it for me today. This is your punishment for being a thief. Remember it for a lifetime!"

I didn't steal it!I didn't steal it!

The mouth was blocked, the palms were pressed to the ground, the phalanges were knocked off one by one, the surrounding eyes were either indifferent or contemptuous, such an unforgettable pain, the pain that could not be screamed out, and the added shame, I will never forget it in my life...

Li Lu woke up profusely with sweat and felt throbbing pains in the five fingers of his right hand. He was confused for a while, looked out the window and murmured, "So it's raining..."

It was already dawn outside, and at some point it began to rain, and humid air drifted in through the window.

Li Lu took out a bottle of medicated oil from the drawer, poured it on his right hand, and rubbed it skillfully. The dormitory was soon filled with the pungent smell of medicated oil, dispelling the dampness in the room.

My right hand would throb and hurt every cloudy and rainy day, and it would be better if I rubbed it with medicinal oil to warm it up, but this time it was especially severe. After rubbing it for more than an hour without knowing it, the broken phalanx still felt bone-chilling cold.

With a bang, the door was kicked open from the outside.

"Grandma's terrible weather, yesterday was fine and today it rained, did you mean to make things difficult for me? Hey, someone arrived first?" A young man came in dragging two suitcases. There is a fresh human taste in it all of a sudden.

Li Lu nodded and smiled.

The young man smiled back, packed up his clothes on his own, cursing and cursing the thief God, his words were full of tricks.Li Lu felt it was funny, and couldn't help saying, "Mother is going to get married, and it's going to rain, no one can stop it."

The young man froze for a moment, and grinned with white teeth, "Wrong! My mother is going to marry, so we can stop it!" After speaking, he cursed God again.

Li Lu said, "Don't scold God. It hasn't rained for half a month, and the crops can't survive. The rain came just in time."

"Hey! It turned out to be timely rain!" The young man got excited, and he leaned forward and put his arms around Li Lu's neck, "Dude, I didn't expect this, I have been taught and taught! Hehe, God, you have a lot, don't follow Let's worry about it, order more, or my mother will have to complain about the price increase of side dishes!"

He seldom gets along with people intimately, so Li Lu moved unaccustomed to it, but fortunately, the young man quickly retracted his arm and continued to tidy up.Li Lu asked, "Where are your parents? Why didn't you come?"

"Oh, I won't let you come. My house is not far from here. When I was wearing crotch pants, I peed on the lawn of this school. I am more familiar than myself! You don't know, my mother is very nagging. If she comes, It must be said that this condition is not good, that condition is too bad, and dragged me back to live at home. We finally have a free life, and we must not be destroyed by her!"

Li Luxin said, "I don't think there are any people who talk too much, and I don't know how to be blessed when I am blessed."

The young man obviously didn't know how to tidy up. A bed was crumpled. Li Lu couldn't see it, and said, "Let me help you."

The bed was quickly tidy, with almost no wrinkles, and the young man's eyes were straightened.

"Brother, thank you! We are idiots, we can't do these things, hehe... Hey, what's wrong with your hand? Are you uncomfortable?"

Li Lu mostly uses his left hand to do things, and his right hand is only used occasionally to help out, and the fingers of his right hand are very thin, with old scars on the surface, and the problem can be seen at a glance.

Li Lu hesitated for a moment, "I have a disability in my right hand." Anyway, we can't hide this matter.He waited for someone to ask him exactly how his hand was disabled, thinking about how to answer it.

"Ah!" The other party was stunned, and then he looked annoyed, "Damn it! My two hands are not as dexterous as someone else's one. My mother will definitely miss me if she knows it. Fortunately, she didn't come today! Dude, you You won't laugh at us, will you?"

"No." Li Lu couldn't help laughing, it really is different here.

"Wow, you look so pretty when you smile. When we walk with you in the future, all the beauties will stare at you alone. Now girls like this tone! Too bad, I plan to talk about seventeen or eight girlfriends! By the way , my name is Liu Hua." Liu Hua squinted and said ruffianically, "Future rival in love, obediently report your name!"

"Li Lu."

Li Lu looked at Liu Hua who was smiling like a villain, and his heart warmed up. This is a new place, without the shame of the past, this is a brand new life.He is looking forward to the next university life, he told himself that there is no obstacle that cannot be overcome.