marry an old man after wearing a book

The clouds on the horizon gradually condense, covering the sky with a dark coat, blocking the sunlight, and no matter how hard you fight, you can't break through the dark clouds.

The air outside was extremely cold, but the heater was turned on inside, and the warm wind hit people's cheeks in gusts, but Si Yun only felt cold.

Both body and mind seemed to have been frozen.

Looking at Sheng Yinian in front of him, he didn't feel any joy or touch, only ridiculous.

My heart tightened and ached.

A hundred roses were randomly placed on the dining table, and even the fresh and delicate food was stained by the untouched food, and those objects connected with various past events were also placed randomly, and were not cherished and attention.

The piano sound stopped when Sheng Yinian left his seat, and there was no other music to replace it. Even though the guests in the restaurant didn't leave, they didn't make any noise to disturb the scene because they just wanted to watch the play. Good show, so the whole restaurant is quiet.

Sheng Yinian looked up at Si Yun, paying attention to the other person's expression, but at this moment Si Yun didn't want to show him any expression, nor could he.

In fact, everything has a premonition, Sheng Yinian's abnormality, how could Si Yun not feel the slightest bit.

But he never thought that Sheng Yinian would do something like this.

"Brother, this joke is too big. If there is nothing else, I will go home first." He didn't want to play with Sheng Yinian any longer.

The other party grabbed his wrist when he was about to leave.

Sheng Yinian emphasized again, "I'm not joking." He looked at Si Yun with serious eyes.

Of course Si Yun knew that the other party couldn't be so boring, but he would rather it was a joke.

"What does senior brother want to do?" Si Yun didn't rush to leave, since the other party wanted to, then he would accompany him for a while.

Looking at the things that were ruthlessly thrown on the table, Si Yun's lips curled into a sneer, "Brother Shi has a really good memory, I can still remember things from so many years ago, but I still remember that we didn't know each other well before. "These things almost emptied the past of the two of them.

Sheng Yinian admitted, "I have a good memory, as long as I think about it, I can remember it."

"Brother, do you still remember that we didn't have any feelings, and the engagement was broken?"

Sheng Yinian lowered his eyes, "Remember."

"Then what do you mean? Are you thinking about me cuckolding you or thinking about me dumping you, so you did this to tease me?" Si Yun looked at him coldly.

"I was wrong." Sheng Yinian said without beginning or end, "I'm sorry."

The corners of Si Yun's eyes twitched slightly, "Did Li Mingyuan tell you?"

"I guessed it." Sheng Yinian said calmly, "I asked him for confirmation."

"It's all over, and I received the apology, what else do you want to say." Si Yun said lightly, but her heart was not at peace.

"I want to really start with you, and I have to resolve the past entanglements." Sheng Yinian said, "I don't want to make excuses, but there are some things I still want to tell you. I didn't tell you at first because I was afraid."

Si Yun's heart twitched violently, and she felt a slight pain. What was she afraid of? It was nothing more than fear that the so-called "deal" would end and that the funds would not be available.

Sheng Yinian, who had always been indifferent and strong in his impression, was actually afraid?It has to be said that this surprised Si Yun, but the reason for fear made him sad.

"I know what you're thinking." Sheng Yinian looked at him again, "Actually, I thought that way myself at first. I thought I was afraid of the failure of the deal, I thought I was afraid of the business being messed up, so I kept silent, but thinking about it later, I really Not so."

Si Yun's fist was slightly stagnant.

Sheng Yinian's eyes were calm, "Even if your father doesn't agree, at most I'll just be tighter. At worst, if you sell it at a lower price, someone will accept it. It's nothing more than earning less, so it won't happen."

"Then what are you afraid of?" Si Yun's eyes were slightly cold, because of this silence and concealment, the original owner has been immersed in guilt for so many years.

"I'm afraid of you." Sheng Yinian sighed.

Si Yun felt a sudden pain in her heart, and wanted to sneer, but it was bitter when she didn't want to.

When Si Yun found out that she had a one-night stand, why wasn't she afraid?And why didn't you think about hiding it?It was only later that there was no way to hide the fact that she was pregnant, so she was honest.

Sheng Yinian was different from Si Yun in the past.

Worry comes from love, fear comes from love, because you care, you are afraid

But Si Yun's pain is getting worse, is it because of the original owner's miss, or for herself?He can't tell the difference.

"I'm afraid you know, I'm afraid you'll show hurt eyes, I'm afraid you...go away." The difficult voice slowly expressed this secret feeling, but this comprehension was too late, too late for people to believe it.

He is actually not that strong, everyone has a vulnerable side, but he is the best at disguising, pretending that he has been deceived, and when he realizes it later, his heart is completely cooled.

The beginning between him and Si Yun was not pure, so he always thought that his heart was not pure, so he didn't feel the change in himself to Si Yun at all, and he didn't think that the arrival of feelings was actually easy.

Si Yun's eyes were hot, but she stubbornly maintained her composure, "Then what happened later? What happened after I found out I had a child?"

"You hide and don't want to see me." Sheng Yinian said slowly, "And I... procrastinated and flinched, afraid that you would leave more thoroughly, and..." He hesitated.

Si Yun sneered, "And you also mind me, the existence of Ping An."

Sheng Yinian was silent, yes, he minded, since he was young, he liked to use his own standards to demand others, and he liked this kind of absolute fairness. This kind of mentality made him unable to break free from his awkwardness towards Si Yun for a while. Later, after breaking up, He even wondered absurdly, if he also brought out a child, would he not be awkward because of Ping An's existence, and they wouldn't be separated because of his indifferent attitude.

However, it was ridiculous after all, and he didn't take it seriously.

"Then what are you still talking about here?" Si Yun said, "Don't you mind now?"

"If you don't mind, I won't say these things anymore." Sheng Yinian said, he would plan everything well, and the relationship with Si Yun was an accident at the beginning, so those unplanned situations happened later, the key is that he still After making a mess, he can face the other party calmly now because he has already made a decision in his heart and has already thought about it.

"But Mr. Sheng." Si Yun laughed, "Why do you think I will forgive you?"

He smiled, his tone was very gentle, but the coldness mixed with it was not stingy at all, even the address was changed to a polite and distant honorific.

"You were afraid, so you concealed it. Have you ever thought about Si Yun who was anxious and guilty at the beginning? You mind, so you treated him indifferently. Have you ever thought about the sad Si Yun and innocent Pingan? Let go if you want to let go If you want to save it, you can save it, Mr. Sheng..." Si Yun took a breath, suppressed the choking in her throat, and chuckled, "Are you a bit too self-righteous?"

If this is the truth, what about the original book?How did Sheng Yinian in the original book carry out the cold violence of those years with peace of mind and say nothing?

Maybe the Sheng Yinian in front of him is a little sincere, but Si Yun can't let go of him when he thinks about him in the original book.

Why haven't you explained a word for so many years?This Sheng Yinian can figure it out in this amount of time, but the one in the original book can't understand it for so long?He couldn't figure it out.

Sheng Yinian didn't refute anymore, in fact there was nothing to refute, if he was wrong, he was wrong, apart from explaining and making up for it, he could not embellish and beautify his previous behavior, nor should he.

Si Yun glanced at the reporters and guests around who were taking pictures, they thought he was going to get angry and stop their actions, but Si Yun only looked around from the beginning to the end, and then shifted her gaze to Sheng Yinian.

"Do you think you owe me my honesty and public opinion, so you want to pay it back now?" Si Yun asked. Obviously, these reporters came here not by chance, but the other party specially recruited them, obviously for the sake of those who were right. Si Yun's scandal.

After walking out of this door, reports of Sheng Yinian's frank one-night stand and his repentance and desire to get back together will come out.

This is the fairness the other party seeks, and the other party has to experience what he has suffered.

However, in fact, this kind of bad move is a lose-lose move, it does all harm but not any benefit, and it is Sheng Yinian himself who is harmful, and it will not affect Si Yun in the slightest.

Sheng Yinian was silent.

Si Yun closed her eyes, and she was speechless.

There is an unresolved bad debt between them. Si Yun, who has the plot of the original book, can't let go of Sheng Yinian in the original book, and the same is true for the one in front of him. Sheng Yinian, thinking that he has achieved the so-called fairness, can forget it In the past, start again.

They were never in sync with each other, and couldn't be.

The key is.

There is no doubt that Sheng Yinian likes Si Yun, but his relationship started with the original owner, and this one in front of him is just another soul from another world.

He made a mistake in expressing this love, and there is no way to turn it back, because the Si Yun in his heart is long gone, and his apology will never be heard by the other party, let alone forgiven.

Si Yun felt empty in his heart, desolation and loneliness spread in his heart, all his feelings gave himself two words - absurd!

If it was the original owner, facing the scene at this time, he would definitely feel relieved, and maybe he would reconnect with Sheng Yinian again, because he didn't know the plot of the original book.

But he was not the original owner, so he couldn't make a choice about what Sheng Yinian did to the original owner, and he knew the plot, so he couldn't get along with Sheng Yinian without any grievances.

Si Yun didn't know whether the time travel was God's punishment for the original owner or Sheng Yinian, but no matter who it was, why did he get involved?Why do you want him to empathize with the original owner?Why do you want to add the original owner's joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys to yourself without any discount, and ask him to bear this sorrow?

He has never liked anyone, and he used to read a lot of novels, and he would have the idiotic idea that if he doesn't love someone, if he doesn't feel the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of love, then his life will be in vain.

Now I really feel the taste of love, but I only feel that it is too bitter, it is better to never feel it.

"I never thought that you would forgive immediately, let alone accept this ring." Sheng Yinian said quietly.

Si Yun lowered her eyes and glanced at the unopened velvet box, and heard the other party continue, "But Xiao Yun, I really hope that I can abandon the past and have a chance to start again. This time there is no love between us. Mixed with interests, there is no grudge or misunderstanding, just two people who have feelings for each other try to be together, build a complete new home, and join hands in the future together."

What is vigorous and thrilling is not what he seeks. He has always been just an ordinary person, working hard and living seriously, and now he wants to seriously fall in love. The absurd things before made him learn to recognize his own heart and let him do it. Better preparation and confidence to deal with feelings, it's better for Si Yun to keep a little bit of affection in himself, it doesn't matter if he doesn't have it, he can fight for it, but he just hopes that the other party won't even be willing to give this opportunity.

Si Yun turned his eyes away, unwilling to meet Sheng Yinian's gaze, because he was afraid that he would not be able to control showing inappropriate emotions towards him.

He should be moved. Many people can't handle such plain language.

But in his heart, he couldn't help feeling bitter and sad, his eyes were already red, and the tears gradually faltered, and finally he couldn't bear the dripping down, and he turned his head sideways, unwilling to let the other party see.

After a long while, I barely managed to control my emotions, wiped away my tears, reached out to pick up the ring box in the other party's hand, and opened it. Inside was a platinum ring, simple and elegant, very classy.

After a long while, Sheng Yinian's heart was still on his mind, and Si Yun closed the ring box as if he had seen enough, put it on the table, and pushed it in Sheng Yinian's direction.

"Did you always think that we started because of deals and interests?" Si Yun asked.

For the first time, Sheng Yinian's calm expression showed confusion and stagnation, and his heart was even tighter than when Si Yun picked up the ring just now!

But Si Yun smiled, not the previous sneer and sarcasm, but a smile with a bit of sadness and sigh, "I offered to help you at the beginning because I really liked you, but I confessed to you, it was just a simple confession, I made you mistakenly think that this was a quid pro quo, I apologize to you, but you are biased because you think this relationship is not pure enough, it is your fault, no matter what the reason for the beginning of the relationship, you should treat and maintain it sincerely , Sheng Yinian, you failed that simple person back then."

After finishing speaking, Sheng Yinian, who was stunned, was about to leave. After taking two steps, he seemed to remember something, and said to the people around him, "I hope you can delete the photos and videos. If anyone breaks the news, I will I will sue, and I also remember the news websites that the reporters are on, and someone will contact you later to discuss the price of the photos."

In fact, he could just ignore it, this is what Sheng Yinian wanted, it was the fairness the other party wanted, but Si Yun thought it was unnecessary, he saw Sheng Yinian's attitude, and understood his thoughts, Then this kind of harmful and unhelpful thing can be avoided, but if the other party insists on doing this, he can't stop it.

The people around looked at each other, no one dared to embarrass Si Yun, they could only watch him leave here.

Those who have something to do look at Sheng Yinian, but he is still there in a daze, and after a few glances, he loses interest.

Sheng Yinian's mind went blank for a moment, and when he recovered from the shock, Si Yun had long since disappeared.

He stood up and propped himself on the table in a daze, so it turned out that he was wrong at the beginning...

Si Yun's words shattered his calmness again, looking at the busy traffic outside, Sheng Yinian was a little at a loss.

When Si Yun returned home, the nanny was stunned when she saw his sad appearance, thinking that the other party seemed to be meeting Sheng Yinian today, she knew clearly that something happened to the two of them again.

But to be honest, these low-level people don't quite understand the thoughts of the rich and the young. The two see each other. Do you eat?

But she couldn't say that, he was the one who paid her salary, so she didn't talk much except for serving her carefully.

But she couldn't bear to see the other party's three souls and seven souls lost, so she wanted to divert the other party's attention.

"Second Young Master, Young Master has slept for a long time, I'm afraid he's about to wake up now, do you want to go and have a look?"

Hearing about safety, Si Yun finally found the three souls and seven souls, rubbed the space between her brows, "Okay, I'll go see him."

So he got up and went back to the room.

However, sitting in front of Ping An, he still couldn't concentrate, and his mind was still wobbly and unable to settle down.

It wasn't until Ping An woke up that he was busy solving the little guy's physical problems, feeding the little ancestor, playing with him, and teaching him to crawl. Then he gradually regained his heart.

After Si Xia came back, he heard the nanny talk about this, thinking that Si Yun called him during the day and asked him to find someone to contact the media to buy photos, and was a little worried about Si Yun, but the other party had grown up and even became a father, so he couldn't He continued to intervene in everything to help the other party decide, not to mention that Si Yun didn't necessarily need his help.

When Jian Mingshuang came back and saw Si Xia in the living room, she greeted him with a cute expression, "Big cousin!"

Si Xia nodded at her, and asked with concern, "How are you doing at school?" He didn't know about the last time the other party was invited as a parent.

Jian Mingshuang smiled, "It's good, the students are very interesting." It can be fun for her, of course it's interesting.

Si Xia was also relieved, and said with a smile, "If you need help with anything, just tell me directly. Be tough at school and don't be bullied. If someone bullies you, you can come to us. As long as you don't take the initiative to find trouble, you can do not be afraid."

Jian Mingshuang felt that what she did was not actively looking for trouble, so she gladly accepted the olive branch offered by the other party, smiling quite cutely.

When Si Yun went downstairs at night, her mood had returned to normal, and she occasionally lost her mind, but she had to quickly regain her mind amidst the turbulence of peace.

It's just that he didn't eat a few mouthfuls of dinner, and was taking care of Xiao Ping'an all the time. Si Xia saw that he didn't want to eat, so he didn't persuade him much.

As usual, Jian Mingshuang quickly finished dinner and went back to the house. With peace in hand, she didn't want to stay any longer.

Si Yun actually didn't quite understand why the other party was afraid of safety, but it was not bad for him to spend less time with Si Xia.

The last time I chatted with Jian Mingshuang, he asked the other party to find happiness, but in fact, even he himself didn't know what to do, otherwise he wouldn't be trapped by love now, let alone teach others.

"Dad, I want to find a job." Si Yun said suddenly.

I was still refusing some time ago, how long did it take to change my mind?

Si Yun herself felt that she was not very convincing.

"Why do you want to work?" Si Fu asked, not because he didn't believe him, but because he wanted him to think clearly about the decision he made and the consequences, and he had to stick to it after making the decision.

"Ping An is too attached to me now. I'm afraid that he won't even want to go to school in the future, and find a simple job so that he can gradually adapt to the life of spending less time with me." And he also wants to be busy, so that those who are immersed in cranky thoughts The time in it is reduced a little.

"Isn't it related to your meeting with Sheng Yinian today?" Si Xia said leisurely.

Hit it with one hit.

Si Yun: "..."