Rebirth of the Emerald Gambler

Some were still whole, and most of them fell beside Xu Ruilin. What he felt at this moment was not only the embarrassment of being rejected, but also the sound of his heart breaking...

At this moment, a car sped past the gate of the Chinese Department, and the wheels crushed those fiery red flowers. Xu Ruilin ran over in pain, and picked up the broken roses that had been stained with mud... …

Infatuation does not change 4

After school, Su Jue walked to the school gate and saw Ah Xin's black extended Lincoln parked at the school gate. He got in the car and threw his schoolbag in the back seat, and then he sat on the back seat reclining, leaning on the car. On the back of the chair, what happened that day was like a dream to him. When he saw Xu Ruilin rushing to pick up the broken rose petals in the mud, his heart ached like it was bleeding , Just break it like this, there is a saying that is good, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain!

He felt very sleepy, physically and mentally exhausted, but just when he wanted to lean against the back of the chair for a while, he heard Ah Xin's voice: "Master, look! Behind..."

The student council president of T University, Xu Ruilin and Ah Xin, knew each other. When their master was still alive, their young master and this boy were inseparable. Then it must be with this Xu Ruilin.But now that their young master is following Master Xiao, it seems hopeless for the two of them.

Su Jue turned his head and saw such a crazy scene. Xu Ruilin was driving the blue Yamaha motorcycle that Su Jue gave him, driving very fast and following the extended Lincoln he was riding on.

In the past, Su Jue also thought that the senior would probably not let go so easily, but he never imagined that the senior would have such a crazy side. In his impression, the senior has always been the kind of calm and cautious person, even a little Sometimes he is a little low-key. Of course, he can still show his ability to stand alone at critical times, but it doesn't match those adjectives that are maverick and show off. He was already surprised when he saw the big bouquet of roses, but he was even more surprised and speechless when he saw the senior chasing the car behind him with a motorcycle.

For a moment, Xu Ruilin had already driven beside him and kept calling his name through the window.

But Su Jue bit his lower lip and turned his head away from him. He took a deep breath and said to Ah Xin who was in the driver's seat in front, "Drive faster!"

"Yes, master." Ah Xin raised the speed of the car, the pointer on the dashboard kept shifting, and drove to a speed of more than [-] kilometers per hour. He thought in his heart that he would receive a lot of fines tomorrow, but he could still see it from the rearview mirror. I saw the big boy driving a locomotive and following them relentlessly.

The car was driving on the Binhai Road, and the vehicles on the road roared by. Su Jue turned his head and looked at Xu Ruilin who was following his Lincoln car. He had followed for tens of kilometers. It was too dangerous!

"Stop!" Su Jue asked Ah Xin to park the car at a fork in Binhai Road, and Xu Ruilin followed closely behind to brake. He just turned around suddenly and almost rubbed against a white car behind him.

Seeing Xu Ruilin stop the motorcycle, Su Jue opened the car door and came out and yelled at him: "Are you crazy? Don't die!"

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"Don't you love me? You don't care what I do!" Seeing Su Jue getting out of the car, Xu Ruilin quickly stepped forward and grabbed his arm. He hadn't been so close to him for nearly a month. Su Jue also never answered his phone calls, and the longing for him every day and night forced him to burst the tide of pain, and he didn't want to believe that when he fell in love with someone, he would be such an infatuated person. Very sensible, and has always been proud of his good self-control, but when he met this person, everything went wrong!

Every day without him is a torment for him, and even he feels that the humble gesture of wanting to keep his lover is too unbearable, but he still did it, Su Jue can shake off his hand and say He doesn't love him anymore, but he still refuses to let go.

"You!" Xu Ruilin's appearance made him both moved and heartbroken.

"If you say you don't love me anymore, you don't love me anymore. I really can't accept this. It doesn't matter if you say I'm stalking or making trouble for no reason. I don't agree to break up with you. We're still lovers, aren't we?"

What should he say?He has said all the unfeeling things, and he has done all the unfeeling things, but the senior still clings to him so tightly, what should he do.At this moment, Su Jue really wanted to throw herself into his arms and tell him that he had always loved him, but he couldn't say anything.

Su Jue said to Xu Ruilin with trembling lips: "That person is dead, and I am no longer the person my senior loves!"

"I don't believe it, Xiaojue, you must have some difficulties to do this, right? Why didn't you tell me anything? No matter what difficulties we encounter, as long as we work together, we can solve them, can't we? Don't abandon me, stay Leave me alone, Xiao Jue, do you know how much I love you? No matter what you become, I will never let you go!" On the road by the sea, Xu Ruilin hugged Su Jue, put his hands on his waist and kissed his. lips...

It was a long wet kiss, a passionate kiss that seemed to burn both of them into ashes...

At that moment, he couldn't care about anything else, Su Jue could only indulge in the obsessive kiss, it was the taste he would long for in his sleep every night, he missed the senior's breath so much, there was a special smell on the senior's body It smells like sunshine and grass, he longs for this warm embrace to hug him tightly again, he longs for kissing his longing lips again, he dreams of it!The long separation and tormenting thoughts caused him to collapse at that moment. His body no longer obeyed the command of his mind, but he could only follow the instinctive desire to hold this person tightly, as if two people were glued together intimately, kissing him, moist and hot Kiss, entangled tongue in the mouth, Su Jue's arm grabbed Xu Ruilin and kissed him back passionately, biting his lips, hugging, lips and tongue intersecting, passionately entangled...

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Su Jue's physical reaction has betrayed his heart, which is already obvious. When this long wet kiss ends, no matter how stupid Xu Ruilin is, he can feel that Su Jue still loves him. His sad eyes, Kissing back passionately, on the side of such a road, they almost shot each other just now, if it wasn't that he still loves himself, then what is it.

"You go back first." Su Jue tried to calm down her breathing and said to Xu Ruilin: "Let me think about it carefully, and I will go to you next week."

He said that because he still has a chance, right?Xu Ruilin thought so, and he said to Su Jue: "No matter what, you have to take good care of yourself, you have lost weight during this time."

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After Xu Ruilin left with his Yamaha motorcycle, Su Jue didn't leave. He came to the beach alone. At this time, he didn't want to eat anything or go anywhere. He just wanted to be alone and quiet.

He sat on the beach and looked at the boundless sea. In the distance, where the sea and the sky meet seemed to be the end of the world. It was getting darker and darker, the waves were crashing against the beach, and the wind was blowing his mind. hair.Everything that happened in the period since Grandpa passed away rushed into his mind, his shoulders were weak, and the weight weighed heavily on him, and he felt that his world seemed to be plunged into darkness, that was In the polar night where the night is connected to the night, there is no hope to illuminate the dawn, but the senior is always burning in the darkness like a flame, so that his heart that was about to freeze can still feel warm.

If such a deep love is not ah, then what can be considered love?

If such a deep love can't touch the heavens, then what else can he pray for?

If he can't hold the person he loves in his arms, if he can't see that person again, what happiness is there for him to live?

"Should I just live my life like this, and my lips will never be able to kiss the person I love?"

Thinking of that song, Su Jue covered her mouth and shed tears.

He was suddenly very afraid that he would never see the senior again, afraid that the senior would disappear in his life like this, leaving him alone in the cold, dark abyss without a ray of dawn, Su Jue put his arms around his shoulders , he also hates such a useless self, but as long as he thinks that he will never see the senior again, he will panic. Although he has made up his mind to break up with the senior, at this moment he is really scared...

Su Jue just sat on the beach by the sea and started crying. At that moment, he couldn't control his emotions, tears burst out, and he hugged his shoulders and kept whimpering...

At this moment, someone hugged him from behind.

"Ah Jue..." The man's unique aura surrounded him, and hot air sprayed on the back of his head.

That man's aura is something he is all too familiar with, it's Xiao Xuan!

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"let me go……"

At this moment, the last person Su Jue wanted to see was this man. He wanted to push him away, but that man's embrace was like an iron cage, and that man's chest was as hard as a copper wall. He didn't want to smell this man. The smell, it was the smell of smoke and blood mixed together, even he felt that his body was covered with this smell, every day he kept washing his body with towels in the bathroom, and even put The skin is almost torn.But that man has always been so tough, embracing him and kissing him like fire.

That was the embrace he couldn't break free from.

Xiao Xuan hugged the boy in his arms, feeling his body become stiff, just now