Rebirth of the Emerald Gambler

Don't let another accident happen to Xu Ruilin in this life, it will kill him!

Even if it is impossible for him to get a bright future and happiness, if he can fulfill the bright future of his senior, he will still have a little comfort in his heart. The person he likes is living a happy life in a place he doesn't know. That's enough.

After making up his mind, Su Jue decided to sever the friendship between the two, as if he had never loved this person before.

Facing Xu Ruilin's waiting and chasing at school, he just turned around and left coldly, no longer eating with him, no longer going in and out with him, as if the two were just strangers, Su Jue's change made Xu Ruilin fundamentally Can not accept.

Just overnight, his gentle and sweet lover seemed to turn his face into another person, refusing and avoiding bluntly, pushing him away arrogantly every time and walking away, what did he do wrong, that he would treat him like this Own.

After the student union meeting on Friday, Su Jue packed his backpack and was about to leave. Xu Ruilin stepped forward and grabbed his wrist. Su Jue pushed twice, but he refused to let go.At that time, there were still people in the conference room of the student union, and the backbone of the student union hurriedly left when they saw these two people arguing like this. Maybe not everyone in T University knew the relationship between Xu Ruilin and Su Jue, but the people in their student union Who doesn't know that they were originally intimate lovers, but these days it seems that this young couple is having some little awkwardness.

"Why did you treat me like this? Well? Xiaojue, if I did something wrong, please tell me, please don't ignore me like this." Xu Ruilin pressed Su Jue against the wall of the student union meeting room and wanted to kiss him Su Jue avoided her lips.

"Tell me, why are you avoiding me!" Xu Ruilin was even more annoyed by Su Jue's attitude. During this time, he was waiting for him at the gate of Su Jue Academy every day. Turn around and leave, leaving a cold back for him.

"Let go!" Su Jue pushed Xu Ruilin away and said loudly to him: "I don't love you anymore! I don't love you anymore, you understand now! Don't pester me again!"

"I don't love anymore..." It was as if a thunderbolt struck Xu Ruilin's mind. He never thought that the person who had promised to spend the rest of his life would want to sever ties with him just by saying that he didn't love him anymore.

"Impossible, this is impossible, Xiaojue, you are talking angry, right? You love me. You once promised me that after graduation, you would go to the Netherlands to marry and settle down there. What made you suddenly Become so heartless?"

"If you don't love, you don't love anymore. There is no reason. Love is like a tide. When it comes, it comes. When it goes, there is nothing. Senior, you are not so naive as to believe in such silly words as vows of eternal love. .”

Su Jue's cold words completely shattered Xu Ruilin's heart. He looked at Su Jue sadly and said, "Su Jue, you have been playing with my feelings from the beginning to now, right? Looking at a poor man like me How foolishly you foolishly took the bait and fell in love with you with all your heart, you are so cruel!"

After Xu Ruilin finished those two sentences, he turned and left in a hurry, almost stumbling.

After he left, Su Jue leaned against the wall and slid to the ground. He covered his mouth with his hands and wept silently...

Infatuation does not change 2

Infatuation does not change 2

Su Jue's heart hurts, hurting someone he loves is more painful than hurting his own heart. He looked at the senior's hurt eyes and the back of him leaving in a hurry, and his heart tightened.

He loved him so much, but in the end he had to hurt him.

"Senior, do you know? It's not me but fate that is cruel. If I can't be with you, how can my heart be happy again!" Su Jue murmured to herself looking at the back of the senior who left.

Every night when that man hugs him, he has an urge to cry. His eyes are full of seniors, doting, considerate, waiting for him, confident, full of sunshine, seniors He once said that he would go to the Netherlands to get married before he graduated and then do that with him. He has always held him in his hands so cherished, but his innocence was taken away by that man. The gift that was cherished for a long time and intended to be given to the loved one on the wedding night was broken overnight like that!

How can he be happy again if he can't be with his senior?

He has always been aloof, and always thinks what is money?But he who once regarded money as dung was finally ruined by this thing. At this time, he realized that the reason why he was so noble before was because he had these things, and his grandfather provided him with everything he needed behind his back. , he didn't need to worry about anything, but after the death of his beloved grandfather, he really realized the hardship of not having money.Even so, he still disdains, even if he has these again, how can he be happy if he can't be with the one he loves?

Su Jue was carrying a bag, and he didn't know how he got down from the student union building. It was getting dark, and he didn't want to go back, and he didn't want to face the man's flaming, eagle-like eyes.He wants to be alone, and when he is so sad, being held in that person's arms makes him want to die in pain!

Unknowingly, he walked to the playground, which used to be the place where he and his senior used to date. They kissed and hugged secretly under the tall willow tree in the night when no one passed by.

Su Jue turned her head and looked at the willow tree as if she could see the senior standing under the tree.

There seemed to be a tall shadow there, standing tall and graceful like a white birch tree on the plateau. He felt that he probably missed that person too much, and his eyes were dazzled by the thought.

Xu Ruilin looked at Su Jue standing on the playground and looking at him under the dim street light, those beautiful big eyes seemed to be dripping water, the deep sad eyes almost pulled his heart. Pain, from a poor background, he has always been a very strong and self-respecting person, just now Su Jue stabbed his heart with such cold words like a sword. Normally, he would have broken up with this person long ago, but at this time he felt that My heart hurts like a big hole and keeps bleeding, that is the person he loves to the marrow, when he heard him say that he wants to break up, he almost went crazy in pain.

Xu Ruilin walked towards Su Jue, put his arms around his waist and pulled him under the tall willow tree.Without saying a word, he pressed Su Jue against the willow tree and kissed his lips. Su Jue wanted to push him away, but felt that the senior at this moment was tougher than ever. No matter how hard he pushed, he would not let go. Xu Ruilin hugged his The waist tightly pressed the two bodies together, hugging Su Jue and passionately kissing his lips, his tongue stuck into the long-awaited mouth to entangle with him, sucking...

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"Who can love me so much that we can't love each other. It's so exciting. I want to believe that I am so lucky, but I don't want to believe that I have such deep love. A kiss, in exchange for a lifetime of attraction..."

Su Jue seemed to think of that song again, in that alley with dim street lights, they kissed like this, again and again, the memory is too sweet, but this sweet memory has become the blood that cut his heart Dripping sharp blade.

He has already decided to let go of the senior's hand and let him go to the bright future, leaving only himself to struggle in the dark abyss. Why is he intoxicated by the senior's kiss again?

This will only harm him. In his previous life, it seemed that the ending of jade and stone burning together is still a nightmare for him to wake up in the middle of the night.Let go no matter how reluctant you are, he said to himself.

This long wet kiss lasted for almost 3 minutes. When the deep kiss was over, Su Jue was still panting, but he pushed Xu Ruilin away.

"Let go, senior." He said those words to Xu Ruilin slowly: "We are not suitable, as you can see, and I didn't mean to play with senior's feelings. I was too young and I did love, but Love is like a gust of wind, like the morning glow, when you love, you love, but when the passion passes, there is nothing left."

"Xiao Jue, I know I have no money, but you have to believe that one day I will make money, I will work hard, I will work hard to make money, you have always believed in me, haven't you?" Xu Ruilin Don't want to let go.

"Who knows what will happen in the future?" Su Jue smiled but smiled sadly: "Let go, I really don't love you anymore, so why bother with the senior."

"Look into my eyes and say it again." Xu Ruilin grabbed his shoulder and said to him: "If you look into my eyes and tell me again that you don't love me, I will believe it."

But Su Jue didn't do that, he pushed Xu Ruilin away and turned around.

Because he simply can't do it!

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It rained heavily on Saturday, and the students who brought umbrellas left in a hurry when class was over. Su Jue was still in the classroom. He never had the habit of holding an umbrella. In his previous life, a school boy held an umbrella for him. A court lady held an umbrella for him. In this life, Ah Xin held an umbrella for him. Later, a senior held an umbrella for him. There has never been a day when he has brought an umbrella by himself.

He sat in the classroom for an hour and the rain didn't stop, but it was getting heavier and heavier, because the annoying man Su Jue didn't even bring his mobile phone with him, and even the person who came to pick him up didn't know where he was. In classrooms.

Suddenly Su Jue had a telepathy for a moment, he seemed to have a feeling, the picture of that moment appeared in front of his eyes, it was that time when the senior was downstairs during the heavy rain