I haven't been a hero for many years

Following Gong Yaozhi out of the hut, my brother had no intention of stopping him.

When we came to the open space outside the thatched house, the trees beside it were lush, and the stars were twinkling above the trees.A slight buzzing of insects can be heard.The night is quiet, the moonlight is like water.

Under the moonlight, Gong Yaozhi's figure looks even more upright and elegant, with a gentle temperament.I suddenly understood how I couldn't help it.It's just that after so many things happened, each had their own choices and decisions. Although it was difficult to let go, love and hatred gradually faded away with the passage of time.

When I returned to the Central Plains, I didn't want to see him again, not because I hated this person, because his choice of actions has his own position, and it is not bad for me.I just don't want to think about the past, which reminds me of the mutual concealment and deception of the two, and the farce and jokes that came out.

But things are unpredictable, I went back to the valley of genius doctors and saw him.His attitude towards me was unbelievably nice, like... like his own lover.This confuses me.

Zhao Xueyi's death doesn't mean he will like me.He obviously wants to find a woman to stay with him for the rest of his life, so he has no reason to come to me again...

"Wushuang, I have something to tell you." Gong Yaozhi said.

I listened quietly.

My quiet attitude made him a little uncomfortable. After a while, he said eagerly, "Do you want to think about it?"

"Huh?" The thoughtless sentence made me puzzled, and I asked, "What are you thinking about?"

He regained his composure, "It's what I mentioned during the day..."

I thought about what he had mentioned during the day, and after a while I asked uncertainly, "Eat pheasant or rabbit?"

He was annoyed for a moment, "No."

I looked at him, hoping he would give me some hints.Everyone talks too much during the day, how do I know what you said?

"That is, can you not go beyond the Great Wall..." After thinking for a while, he asked straightforwardly, "After the matter is over, come to the Valley of Divine Doctors to live in seclusion?"

I was silent for a moment, and said, "I remember that the Valley of Miraculous Doctors seems to be quite famous, so is that still called living in seclusion?"

"Did you agree to go?" Gong Yaozhi's eyes lit up.

"I didn't say that." I denied it.

He was a little uncomfortable, "Actually, the purpose of Miracle Doctor Valley is to remain neutral as much as possible and not to participate in martial arts disputes. I have this plan. Once these things are over, I will go back to open the formation, refuse visitors, and concentrate on developing medicine."

I nodded, "Your approach is correct, the old Guzhu must be very pleased."

"So when the time comes, the Valley of Miraculous Doctors will be relatively quiet." Gong Yaozhi said, "And there are a lot of medicinal materials in the Valley of Miraculous Doctors, which are very helpful to the body. So why don't you just move here."

I was startled, and after a while I said, "I want to go back outside the Great Wall."

"There is a lot of wind and sand outside the Great Wall, and the environment is harsh. If you get sick, you can't see a doctor, so don't go there." Gong Yaozhi attacked his opponents and promoted his products. Seek medical attention soon..."

"I'm in good health, and I don't usually get sick." I said hastily.

"The wind and sand outside the Great Wall..."

"I have rough skin and thick flesh, so I am not afraid of wind and sand."

"Beyond the Great Wall, you can't even eat water..."

"I drink less water."

“There is nothing delicious outside the Great Wall…”

"I'm not a picky eater."

Gong Yaozhi was helpless, "Why are you so obsessed with going beyond the Great Wall? What do you want to do?"

"I want to raise cattle." I said decisively, and hesitated after a while, "It is also possible to raise horses."

Gong Yaozhi was silent for a moment about my great ambition, and said: "In fact, you can also raise cattle and horses in the Valley of Miraculous Doctors."

"Without grassland, cows and horses can't run away." I immediately denied it.

"Wushuang..." Gong Yaozhi sighed, and asked, "Is that why you hate me?"

I shook my head, "I don't hate you, really." Staring at him for a moment, I suddenly felt tired from going around in circles just now, so I decided to open up and ask, "Gong Yaozhi, what exactly do you want to do?"

Gong Yaozhi was startled, and said: "Wu Shuang, you know that, don't you?"

I turned my head, "I don't think I'm a woman."

"Of course I know you're not a woman." Gong Yaozhi smiled slightly.

I looked at him, "This confuses me. Since I am not a woman, you were the one who said you wanted to find a woman as a wife, and you did the same. Why are you doing this to me now?"

Gong Yaozhi was silent for a moment, then said softly: "Because, I regret it."

Because, I regret it.

I am also silent.

The open space fell into silence, and Gong Yaozhi broke the silence, "At first I approached you on purpose, using you as a substitute, but after getting along for a long time, I can no longer tell whether that feeling is towards you or towards him. When I find out that you are a man At the time, my mind went blank, I didn't know what to do, I just wanted to find a place to calm down and clear my mind. But this kind of thing can't be thought of in a short time, you also know what happened later There are so many things. I have other responsibilities, so I finally chose Zhao Xueyi..."

"Later, I figured out that not all problems can be solved by marrying a woman." Gong Yaozhi smiled wryly, "In the end, I still killed Zhao Xueyi..."

I look up at him.

He took a breath and shook his head, "During those days, I kept asking myself in my heart, asking over and over again. The answer was already there, but the result was a foregone conclusion. I really hope that time can go back to the day when I proposed marriage, I would definitely choose you over her."

He stared at me deeply, "When I knew you came back, I was really happy, thank God for giving me another chance. At that time, I made up my mind not to violate my heart. I want you, Whether you are a man or a woman, I don't care."

I froze.

Gong Yaozhi's eyes are serious and shining, as if all the stars in the sky are falling into his eyes.

I opened my mouth, but the words of refusal did not blurt out as I imagined, and I found it very difficult to say the words I had prepared.

What's wrong with me?Why can't you say it?

The open space was silent again, and Gong Yaozhi stared at me deeply, making no effort to hide his nervousness and anxiety.

"Sounds good!" During the silence, a cold voice suddenly came, "Very hypocritical!"

I turned my head and saw Jing Yunxiao was leaning against the door, his face was pale and his forehead was sweating, but there was an unruly sarcasm on his face, "I ask you, where is that woman named Zhao Xueyi?"

I was startled, and turned to look at Gong Yaozhi.In fact, I have always wanted to know how Zhao Xueyi died.But I don't want to delve into the past, it will only make everything worse.

Gong Yaozhi remained silent, "She is dead."

"Ha. How did she die?" Jing Yun smiled and sneered.

Gong Yaozhi's face turned cold, and he clenched his fists, "What do you mean?"

"What are you in a hurry for?" Jing Yun sneered, "I don't care how she died. I just want to know, if she is still alive, what would you do?"

Gong Yao's eyes focused.

"Don't you think she is very pitiful? Once she died, you came out to find your old love, and you kept saying you regretted it. Are you sorry for her? If she didn't die, how would you treat Wushuang? Divorce Zhao Xueyi and be with Wushuang? Then you are a vicious person who abandoned his wife!" Jing Yun smiled sarcastically, and said every sentence, "If you don't want Zhao Xueyi, then your love for Wushuang is not enough! Then you are not worthy to ask Wushuang to be with you here. Walk!"

One of Gong Yao was stunned.

"Tell me, if Zhao Xueyi hadn't died, how would you choose?" Jing Yunxiao followed closely, and after saying these words, he was a little annoyed.His injury was serious after all.

Gong Yaozhi was completely stunned.

After a while, he murmured, "It's not like this..."

I suddenly couldn't bear it.What Jing Yun said with a smile was actually biased and obviously misleading.Gong Yao has a good nature, so he will definitely hate himself.But whether Zhao Xueyi is here or not, my own decision has nothing to do with her.But seeing Gong Yaozhi get into the horns of self-conquest, I can't bear to give him a knife now.

"Master, please tell him clearly. Such a person is only worthy of going back to grow herbs and so on, not here to talk about regretting an old love." Jing Yun smiled and called out immediately.

"You go back first." I said to Jing Yun with a smile.

He refused, "I don't!"

I raised my eyebrows, "This is none of your business."

"Why is it none of my business?" he said, "You are my master and I am your apprentice, so your business is my business."

I grind my teeth, this sharp-toothed brat!

"Are you going back?"

"I don't!" The brat suddenly raised his head to stare at me, and said with tears in his eyes, "Once I leave, what if you are kidnapped by him?"

I was startled, Jing Yun's smile reminded me of his softness when he was a child and his stubbornness when he was outside the Great Wall.Only he can say such childish words.

Although I know that he is probably faking it, but I am always at a loss for this kind of coquettish protest.

I stared at him, and he quickly squeezed out two more tears.

When I was thinking about how to get rid of this person, my brother suddenly came out of the room, grabbed Jing Yunxiao by the back collar and lifted him up.His indifferent gaze swept around Gong Yaozhi and me, leaving behind a sentence of "you go on" and laughing in with Jing Yun who dared not struggle.

After Jing Yunxiao was gone, the two-person world resumed in the open space.

Gong Yaozhi was a little sad, he raised his eyes to look at me and said: "Wu Shuang, I don't know how to answer. Maybe I'm really a ruthless and vicious person. If Zhao Xueyi really didn't die, I might not be able to rest She, maybe, I really don't have the right to stand here and tell you what I just said. "

I looked at him in astonishment.

He stared at me for a moment, then slowly said: "But, what I just said is true." He smiled, "And, it will always be valid."

"Gong Yaozhi..." As soon as I opened my mouth, Gong Yaozhi interrupted me and said, "I understand your attitude now. It's because I am too persistent and shameless. If you didn't say it directly, I will take it as no I know, keep saying that to you with the audacity."

I looked up at him, silently.

"It's getting late, and we have to go on the road tomorrow." He suddenly said, "I don't worry about your body, I will try my best to make you heal."

As he said, he walked towards the thatched cottage first.I stayed where I was, and when I saw his figure disappear, I went in again.

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