I haven't been a hero for many years

The eighth day of October.

Light rain.

It is advisable to take a bath and avoid traveling.

Mother took the hands of my brother and me and stood outside the vermilion gate quietly waiting.She's been standing here since morning.

The rain was flying thinly, staining the hair of passers-by, and falling between the eyebrows of the mother, the scarlet mole became more beautiful, as if a little blood had coagulated between the eyebrows.

My legs were sore from standing, I raised my head and shook my mother's arm.Mother lowered her head and glanced at me.I flinched slightly, not daring to move anymore.Like my mother, my elder brother stood like a puppet with an indifferent expression.

My brother Baili Wushe is only two years older than me, but he feels much more mature than me.Moreover, they are also very similar to their mothers, their expressions are always cold, their eyes are always fixed on one place, their eyes are cold, and they don't know what they are thinking.My brother's martial arts is also much better than mine, and even my always indifferent mother often smiles at him.

However, I often saw my mother beating my elder brother, and often forcing my elder brother to practice swords until very late and very tired.Occasionally I would run over to deliver water, but he wouldn't drink it.I insisted on giving him water, and finally one day, he took the bowl and began to pour it into his mouth, but at that moment, a knife flew over, rubbed the top of my head and stabbed the bowl.The knife and the bowl fell at the same time, making a loud shattering sound.

I was stunned.However, my brother was still cold and his expression didn't change at all.

"If you don't practice the Baili family's saber technique well, you can't let it go!" Niang's voice was cold and her expression was terrified.I am very scared.

I often see my mother have such a terrifying expression.Sometimes at night, when I went to the hut, I saw that the light in her room was still on, and she was sitting quietly on the bed by herself, her expression was as hideous as it is now.Sometimes when I see her suddenly take out that hand, she cherishes it very much. It is said that it is a token of love given by my father, and keeps scribbling on her arm, with such a ferocious expression.What's more, she always likes to look in the mirror by herself, and occasionally let out one or two unexplained laughs from her throat.Other than that, she was always deadpan.Even if I have any opinions, as long as she looks at me coldly, somehow I feel a burst of fear, and dare not go against her meaning again.

In fact, my mother is very beautiful.Very very beautiful.The eyes are very big, like two small lakes, the inside is shimmering and tender like water.However, in my memory, her supposedly aura eyes were very empty, like two bottomless abysses, which gave me a creepy feeling.

Our family lives in a small courtyard, and we have never seen the legendary father.I heard that my father is a great hero, a hero in the Central Plains martial arts, he is a chivalrous man who fights righteousness, eradicates rape and evil, and everyone praises him.His name is Baili Wuya.They live in a large courtyard separated by a wall.That yard is called Jianshanzhuang, a very imposing name.I heard that it is also famous in the martial arts.I also heard that I have an older brother named Baili Wuqian who lives in the Mingjian Villa next door.But I never saw him.

I asked Niang why she couldn't get out of this room.As a result, she suddenly went crazy and grabbed my hair, shouting at the top of her voice, "Why can't you go out?! Why can't you go out?! It's because of your eyes! These damn eyes!"

My scalp was so painful that I burst into tears.Later, it was the elder brother who rushed in and pulled the mother away.

green eyes.

All three of us have.

"Brother, is there something wrong with my eyes?"

"No. Green eyes, very beautiful." My brother said indifferently, but his tone was very gentle.

I slept with him that night.He didn't practice the knife either, and Mother didn't come to urge him for some reason.When I was drowsy, I heard a woman's voice crying softly.

Later I realized that people outside have black eyes, and it is wrong to have green eyes.

A little older, and I knew something.Niang was originally an orchid who was sold to the Central Plains. She was beautiful and danced very well. Unfortunately, she was just a dancer who could be played with by others. I want to get rid of the life of being sold around.Finally, the opportunity came.

Once, the famous sword villa hosted a banquet for heroes from all walks of life, and my mother's master at that time asked my mother to go up and perform a dance.At that time, it seemed that some kind of big devil had been wiped out. Both the host and the guest were very happy and got drunk.After waking up, mother was lying on father's bed.

It turns out that my wife said that my mother seduced my father and wanted to beat her to death.But my mother insisted on trying to win my father's sympathy, so she saved her life.Soon after, my mother was pregnant with a child.At first, he thought that he would fly up to the branch to become a phoenix, but he was born in the end and found out that he was a green-eyed child with a pair of barbarian blood, which recorded the only shame and humiliation in his life.That child is my elder brother Baili Wushe.

As for why I got me again, Madam said to me in front of me: "You are a bastard, I don't know which little vixen was born by that vixen and a wild man."

Of course I don't believe it.

When I was very young, there was no concept of male and female in my mind.The clothes my mother gave me were different from my brother's. I was wearing a small skirt and jacket. At that time, the only thought I had was to feel wronged for my brother, thinking that the clothes I wore were better than my brother's.What's more, my mother is always strict with my brother, but she doesn't care about me.At that time, I felt as if I monopolized my mother's love and was unfair to my brother, so I always kept my brother's share of any delicious and fun things.

My name is also like a girl, Baili Wushuang.Almost everyone who sees me thinks I'm a girl, even myself, thinks I'm a girl.Until I met my master.

After my aunt left that day, my mother comforted me and said over and over again: "You are definitely a child of Baili Wuya, don't be afraid. One day, he will definitely recognize you."

I must let my father admit me.This is the will my mother instilled in me, and this will has always supported us, and my mother has been working hard for it until now.But today, on the tenth day of August, Madam said to us: You can go now...

My mother took me and my brother to stand outside the gate from morning till night, waiting for my father to come out.

The vermilion door was closed tightly, and the sky was drizzly, and the rain wet the mother's clothes, and her face was as pale as paper.

The elder brother Baili Wushe was motionless, like a statue.His face was as dull as his mother's, without any expression.

The sky turned dark and the night darkened.However, the person who was waiting never came out.

Mother suddenly said: "Let's go."

Her tone was the same as before, indifferent.

I didn't dare to say anything, and my brother and I walked behind her to the rainy road.

Before leaving, Madam gave us a little money, and her attitude was more kind than ever.But after giving us some trouble, without waiting for our reaction, she quickly asked people to put away all the mother's things in the house, and said with a smile: "I know my sister is weak recently, so I will help you." That was my first time. The first time I saw Mrs. Smile.

Madam is actually very beautiful, with thin willow-leaf eyebrows, small and exquisite facial features, and gorgeous clothes, giving people a very delicate and gentle feeling.I often think that she must be very beautiful if she doesn't keep her eyebrows raised all the time.Now she smiled, and she was as beautiful as she imagined, very gentle, very generous, and very ladylike.Behind her smiling gesture, the group of people hurriedly put away their things and threw them in front of Mother.Then the wife said: "Sister, pack up your things and let's go." When she said this, her smile became even more beautiful, and it was so beautiful that people were shocked.Because a sincere smile is always shocking.

In fact, there is nothing, just a few clothes.

The mother was trembling with anger, and the tears in her eyes were suppressed so that they did not flow out.

"Mother..." Only then did I realize that Madam was driving us away.Having never traveled far before, I was a little uneasy, so I couldn't help gently tugging on La Niang's clothes.Suddenly, Niang slapped her and shouted fiercely, "Get lost!"

I was caught off guard and was knocked aside and almost hit the table. Fortunately, my brother was standing by the table. He caught me, but his back hit the corner of the table heavily.

"Brother? Are you okay?" I quickly stood up straight.

"I'm fine." My brother wrinkled his face in pain, but still shook his head.

I was beaten for no reason, and my brother hit the table. I couldn't help it anymore, and burst into tears.

"Sister, it's wrong to take your anger out on a child." The lady came over and touched my head sympathetically, then bent down and said to me, "Wu Shuang, your mother hit you because you were in a bad mood. Because no one is with her. In the future, I must find another uncle for my mother to take care of your mother."

I don't quite understand what she's talking about.

Relying on that little entanglement, we have traveled a long, long way.But what I didn't know was that the package had already been used up.

The mother is Orchid, and all three of us have green glasses, which is wrong.So we kept going west under the annotations of many black eyes.The journey was very difficult, being chased and beaten by children and robbed.My feet were blistered and excruciatingly painful.I really couldn't walk anymore, and it was my brother who carried me on his back and walked forward without saying a word.When I arrived at the resting place, I realized that my brother's feet had been worn out long ago, and there was blood everywhere.

Tears were streaming down my face, I begged my mother to stop, stop and rest for one night, and apply medicine for my brother.The mother agreed.That night we stayed in a very broken hotel. In the middle of the night, I woke up in a daze and heard strange noises outside.Looking around, my brother was leaning on a chair and fell asleep, and my mother was no longer in the room.I called my mother's name and went out, and my brother was awakened.Let's find our mother together.

The outside world is very dark, as if there are many beasts lurking in the darkness.That strange sound sounded in the next room, and there was a flickering fire in it.As he got closer, he heard heavy breathing coming from inside, and after a while, it stopped.

"Give me ten taels of silver." Mother's voice.I was just about to knock on the door when my brother stopped me.

"Little girl, it's fine if you don't charge your rent, but you still want money?" A rude voice sounded.

"It's clearly agreed to be ten taels of silver!" Mother's voice was always indifferent, but when she left first, she was a little annoyed, and even a little pleading.

"Oh, little lady, I'm willing to do this kind of thing, talking about money hurts peace." A teasing voice sounded, "However, if you sell your two children to me, I can give you a good price... ..."

"Don't even think about trying to trick me! Are you going to pay me or not?" Mother roared angrily.

"If you don't give it, what can you do?" The rascal's voice.

I saw two figures fighting against each other by the window, and Mother shouted suppressedly from inside.I was nailed to the ground, overwhelmed.My brother suddenly stepped forward and kicked the door open.The two people who were wrestling inside turned their heads to stare at us in unison.

"Ha! It's just right, bitch, your child has already arrived. Today I will sell you, mother and child, together! The male is a mansion, and the female is a prostitute!" The big man laughed and pulled the mother's hair.

"How dare you!" Niang struggled frantically, but was caught by the man, and she couldn't break free no matter what.

"Let go of my mother!" The elder brother rushed over and was kicked away by the man.I stood there, not knowing how to react.The room was in chaos, the three of them were fighting together, and the ears were filled with cursing and screaming.

The mother's hair was disheveled, her eyes were red, her face was swollen and high, and the man pressed her head against the wall and slammed it straight into the wall.The elder brother kept going up and beating the man. He had learned sword skills, but he couldn't learn much under the instruction of his mother who didn't know martial arts. His little boxing skills were vulnerable in front of men.Looking at all this, my heart is pounding, and the sound is getting louder and louder.

The elder brother was thrown out heavily. He struggled to get up, but fell back on his stomach again.The man's eyes were bloodshot, he yelled "stinky bitch", and began to tear up the few clothes left by his mother, her scream was like a knife piercing her eardrum.

knife……

I turned my head and saw the knife lying on the table.Sharp knife.In the dark night, only this bright light is like sunshine, which makes people feel salvation.

Without hesitation, I picked up the knife and slashed at the man's back, exhausting all my strength.The man looked back at me in disbelief. He couldn't believe that a five-year-old could stab someone with a knife.

A lot of blood gushed out of his body, and in front of that knife, the strong body that had forced his mother and elder brother into a horrible situation was so vulnerable.

"Let go of my mother!" I gave him another knife without hesitation.He screamed and let go.

"Wushuang!" The man's body fell down, and my mother ran over and pulled me over in a panic.The knife in his hand fell.A great wave of fear came over me.At that time, I didn't understand where this fear came from, but my whole body trembled, as if I knew I had crossed a certain limit, and I was instinctively afraid.

The man twitched on the ground, his whole body was covered with blood, his eyes were bulging, and there was a loud noise in his throat, but he couldn't say a word.Everyone knew that he would not survive.

The elder brother struggled to get up from the ground, picked up the knife, and slashed at the man's neck again.That knife was extremely crisp and sharp.Blood splattered everywhere.My brother's body was covered with blood, much more blood than mine.Holding the knife, he turned his head with blood all over his face, and said to me still indifferently: "Wu Shuang, I killed the man, and it has nothing to do with you."

nothing to do with me...

His voice was deep and powerful, and suddenly, the suffocating fear disappeared without a trace.

From then on, my mother discovered that I had a talent for using knives, and she asked my brother to teach me how to use knives.

That night, the three of us ran away overnight, for a long, long time, almost without stopping on the road, and the stars and the moon seemed to be shining above our heads forever.That memory always appears in dreams, repeated over and over again.And the warmth of my brother running away with my back allowed me to fall asleep peacefully in the dream, and finally, I was completely freed from that memory.

Later we finally escaped beyond the Great Wall and met our master.

The author has something to say: for those who had a lot of questions before, now Wushuang will tell you slowly...

Also, Li Shaode apologized to everyone who bought too many children's shoes for today's oolong incident.In the morning, the editor gave me a V and asked me to mark an inverted V. I learned the news on my broken phone, so I ran to the director's office at noon and used his computer to surf the Internet to mark an inverted V. When I was marking chapter 41, there was a sudden mark on my head. The shadow covered Young Master Li, so... the eunuch behind... TT I'm sorry, my dears.After get off work, I rushed home to bid, and someone won the bid!The second oolong incident... Shao Li bowed and apologized to everyone. His head has been twitching for the past few days. There is a chapter missing from Chapter 46 and Chapter 45, so it can't be connected. Shao Li put the chapter in Chapter 46... TT

Li Shao has already faced the wall by himself, everyone, I am really sorry, I want to commit suicide a hundred times if I make this mistake...